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i m baaaaaaccckkkk i am back biaches hahaha did y all miss me i ve had such a great difficult exhausting confusing and wonderful few years since i last posted i am now happily married to a wonderful man and we are planning a future together we actually didn t think it would be possible to get married but since we are unique we got it done yay i ve also added some considerable weight sigh it is both good and bad i ve been struggling with the weight issue for a while now and while i love that my body is all curvy and sexy and i look like a mamaa i still battle with weight stuff and self stigma i feel like i am overweight and that i desperately need to shed a few butt i am hopeful that in the next year or so i will manage to cut down my weight to a manageable and agreeable number pale nimefika imekua sasa kidogo too much bana also we are doing great things in terms of advancing the rights of people like me in kenya and in the region i am sure some of you already know me in person but the rest sio lazima mnijue my life is my life and i like to keep it private mnaelewa sindio keeping my life private has always been of prime importance to me i ve never wanted to be in the public eye my friends like audrey have always challenged me to at least do an interview or something lakini i am concerned about my safety my family my relatives friends and to repeat my safety it isn t that i don t want the public to know about our existence challenges struggles and lives but that i need to feel secure i mean i live in a rented apartment what if i am kicked out of my house what if the environment i occupy is suddenly hostile and i am targeted undressed beaten humiliated paraded etc what if what if they go for my mother what if they fire her for having a daughter like me these are the questions that run through my mind whenever i think about doing a tv interview but daaayyyuuummm i d look hot in an interview dontchathink hehe that is all for today toodles lind posted by lindsay at 2 09 pm 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tags babies back being trans being trans and in a relationship kenyan transwoman transgender transwoman monday november 2 2015 while i am away so i have been away yup not news been busy plus not much to write about really i ve just submerged into normal nairobi life with a few bumps here and there like the other day my passport being seen and the m being noticed and me grabbing my passport as the security guard hands it to me and tells me that there is a mistake and me running away like hell lol despite that i do read a few things here and there i read monica robert s blog http transgriot blogspot com susan s place https www susans org janet mock s blog http janetmock com blog and this new african blog our trans journey http ourtransjourney com that s just about it posted by lindsay at 3 15 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday september 4 2014 my autobio updated hey folks i ve just added an update to my autobiography please check it out posted by lindsay at 3 30 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday june 30 2014 still sucks it still sucks still sucks to meet a guy you like and not be able to be open with them because you don t know their reaction when they find out you have a d k it still sucks still sucks when he is so wonderful to you makes you so happy and free but still can t say anything can t tell him about your genitals it still sucks still sucks when you re so into him want to know more of him but you hold back because you have a d k it still sucks still sucks because you re scared scared he will hate you and detest you maybe even beat you up or worse kill you because they found out you re a girl with a d k posted by lindsay at 3 53 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday june 24 2014 just checking in hey guys some of you have emailed me and asked why i don t blog anymore well its not that i have closed the blog or anything its just that i don t feel like there is much to say anymore i am pretty much happy with life just that i want to do that surgery so bad that is all love you guys xoxo posted by lindsay at 1 27 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday october 18 2013 should i give up on straight men i am giving up i am giving up on men straight men to be precise i am so giving up and walking away altogether here s why conversation with aleki aleki likes me he reads this blog i know there are others too who like me but here s why i wouldn t bother with them they like me because i am trans not for anything else but because i am trans should i be insulted should i just say well at least he knows that i am trans so that part of the conversation is sorted conversation with my friend d d notices i m mopey and wonders why i tell him that i like this guy but he doesn t seem to like me as much as i like him despite him saying he likes me d goes to confront him this conversation has been downgraded to a more pc version you were with my friend and now you re with her friend that s messed up i like lind but you know d i like pussy d comes and tells me what transpired i break down i like her but i like pussy rings in my head over and over again conversation with my other friend n i like transwomen is that so bad its really not about their being trans but just their being who they are is it wrong for me to have a preference to transwomen analysis it is indeed clear that i don t want to date a guy who likes me only because i have a odd looking ladybits but it is also clear that most straight men since i am into men mostly just like pussy i can t ignore that nor can i avoid it it is how it is i hate my genitals those who like me and any other transwoman out there who s like me need to get this clear i don t like my odd looking ladybits i just don t yes i know y all have told me many times that i should love my bits just the way they are but i think y all don t get it i am a woman women don t have such bits they have pussies i crave for the day i can just spread my legs wide without feeling uncomfortable it isn t sexual it sounds sexual but it isn t i am not having genital surgery so that i can ride someone no i am having it for my own peace of mind it is utterly necessary many of you won t get it because you ve never felt discomfort with your own bodies some of you may it s like having a tumor on your neck once you re able to get rid of it you become a different person you re less conscious less bothered your self esteem goes through the roof that s what i want freedom let me remain single for now its a much easier space to be in lonely but easier xoxo lind posted by lindsay at 12 02 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday october 8 2013 yeah i m the boring type of transwoman so on further conversation with aleki see previous post apparently i am boring nowadays i bash people about their misogyny about their lack of understanding and many other things yes i am boring that is i am trying to educate you guys here about me about being a transwoman about living as a woman who has an unusual genital composition and is terribly uncomfortable about it get it i doubt it a man who wants a transwoman just because she is trans will never understand why she detests abhors hates the genitals she has never why because for him being with a transgirl is a fantasy chick with dick i so fucking hate that i am not a chick with a dick don t you dare call me that i will slap the bejesus out of you why you ask because i am a woman i am dysphoric because i am a woman who was born with a penis a woman who had to live over 20 years of her life as male confused baffled and troubled for twenty fucking years so yeah call me boring for not enabling your little chick with dick fantasies tafuta mwenye atakubali lakini sio mimi hell no if you can t see me as a woman whether i have a pussy or dick or large clit or nothing at all but me as me as lindsay as a human being with feelings emotions intelligence and not a mere oddly shaped body then fuck off i don t need you in my life let me tell you something if you come to this blog hoping that you will woo me into going on a date with you so that at some point i will allow you to fuck me in the ass as you play with my dick then boy you re in the wrong hood get it xoxo lind posted by lindsay at 10 56 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday september 26 2013 re sasa lol sorry aleki im not looking to have sex with someone who just wants to experience a trans girl that s insulting and demeaning i do understand your curiosity though if i knew a trans sex worker i would give you her contacts and you can negotiate a price then you will get to have your experience with a trans chic nice day from aleki xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to kashwiti yahoo com kashwiti yahoo com sent monday september 9 2013 6 09 am subject sasa hi just been reading ur blog i am an open minded guy and wud really luv to experience a trans chic i like the idea dat ur big clit turns on wanna play with it am not gay am straight but curious i promise to satisfy you fully discretely tho pliz get in touch cheers posted by lindsay at 5 15 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest maybe i should just cut it off as i continue to live this life this relatively new life my desire for bottom surgery increases i am increasingly getting restless over this over the lack of money over having to tuck everyday over having to explain things to new lovers it sucks my friend veronica told me she didn t have sex with anyone until she did her surgery i guess i can t be like her that means i have to deal with coming out issues all the time men are simple to them it is all about penetration if i am not inside you then it isn t sex i don t do anal sex i do thigh sex intercrural sex from inter and latin crura legs also known as femoral interfemoral sex intercourse is a type of non penetrative sex in which a male places his penis between his partner s thighs often with lubrication 1 and thrusts to create friction non penetrative that s what they say but trust me i always feel like i m being penetrated and i have been told they too feel like they re penetrating so it is all about how you feel rather than what the books say or what your mind tells you or what you re used to not many men still believe that sex is not sex if it isn t penetrative if it isn t inside a vagina or anus it is not sex funny but that s the reality the reality i have to deal with every single time i just want to give up but i am human i have urges it isn t a secret let s not pretend i don t have sex let s not pretend transgirls don t have sex we do but i have to deal with this man who expects a vag but gets something different worse still he gets a girl with some dangling meat down there ugh that s why sometimes i think maybe i should just cut it off it s called penectomy well the other option is to stop having sex life goes on posted by lindsay at 5 02 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tags gender affirming surgery intercrural sex life penectomy penetration sex sex with a transwoman thigh sex monday august 5 2013 why are gay men so trans misogynistic this is very weird you d think that since someone is a minority that they understand what it means to be different that they d get you no i ve found out that many gay men are super trans misogynists they simply refuse to understand accept that we are female the mere fact that i am pre op renders me male period no questions asked to them your gender is determined by what you have between your legs so penis male vagina female since i began referring to that thing down there as my big clit thank you sir i ve gotten a little little tolerant of its presence nuisance on my body i ve even gotten a little courageous and let my partner touch it something i could never do before but back to the gays even the thought of intersex is a no no no for them you re either a penisman or a vaginawoman it disgusts me but then again what can i do other than continue engaging them talking to them trying to make them see the world in a more queer way gay men be more queer xoxo lind posted by lindsay at 3 52 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tags gay men misogyny penisman trans misogyny vaginawoman older posts home subscribe to posts atom search this blog welcome karibu i m transgender or transsexual live in kenya this is my diary of sorts simple things about simple me enjoy p s you can email me at kashwiti at yahoo dot com living lindsay promote your page too visitors followers feedjit live blog stats popular posts i 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