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there s a place where we can wave goodbye to our fears and tears atleast for a little while moments memory time 2011 is at birth reincarnation of 2010 and of many years that were it s past lives have a wonderful time create beautiful memories and dont forget to be inspired by time and keep going forward an evening with my memory december 2010 this post was written in 10mins after joyce sent me an email asking me to write a post for her to start the new year with i hope it hasnt got too many typos grammar mistakes too much of advice thanks joyce for your wonderful and undying encouragement for your memory of me current music somewhere in the world tonight by altiyan childs posted by keshi at 2 33 pm 41 cranium signets tuesday july 6 revelations of an afterlife in an afterlife once upon a lifetime i used to live in a place called the world over there we could say but most people only talked we could listen but most people only heard we could see but most folks just looked in that world there were so many avenues for growth so many signs placed on our roads of life by god omens were the the only language god spoke not english not hebrew it was omens god s language was the signs and the experiences we encountered along the road of life but people over there are so buried in their own worlds in their chase they hardly saw god s signs or the symbols he left along their roads the experiences the encounters the other people they met they forgot to see them cos they only looked when good experiences were met they were overjoyed they only thought of the pleasure it gave them they missed the golden lessons that came with it that were carefully placed by god like the delicious bits of nuts and fruit hidden beneath a cake people only noticed the top layer like the icing on a cake like the little sugar figurines that captured their eyes not the imagination they forgot to see the bigger picture of it all that with good things in life we should grow humility generosity compassion understanding and love most people there don t seem to know that we may succeed many times in life but we are not a success until we share it with everyone else around us joy that s not shared isnt joy at all and when they encountered bad experiences along the road people were so miserable they cursed god they asked why me again they missed the precious lessons that came with it they only saw the bottom layer this time like the pits of a dark dungeon like the burning sensation of a fire that only captured their immediate senses but not their souls they forgot to see the greater outcome of it all that with bad things that happen to us in life we should grow patience hope positivity and beauty of the heart most people there don t seem to know that we may fail many times in life but we don t become a failure until we blame somebody else for it that accountability should stand tall in all situations god places items along the road of life those items maybe the people we meet the experiences we encounter and the ups and downs we go through in life all of them happen to us for a reason yes all of it even if some people leave us for good or some encounters leave us emotionally crippled you and i met because we were meant to cross each others paths to attend to a deep need in each other to be there for each other at a difficult time to awaken each others spirits and unleash our souls it doesn t matter that we are not together anymore our purpose has been accomplished our need has been met god places items along the road of life the beautiful rose has thorns the ugly duckling may possess the prettiest heart the rocky road can lead to the most beautiful lake the toothy child brought out the kid in me the friend who never spoke to me again taught me destiny the flowers by the lake showed me character and patience through day and night may all your future encounters leave you wiser than ever before in life we look in death we see and i did life is a symptom death is a cure keshi july 2010 revelations of an afterlife written as a heartfelt most honored tribute to ria mehreen margie joyce shachi 5 beautiful flowers god had placed along the path of my life current video people come into your life for a reason posted by keshi at 10 56 am 103 cranium signets friday january 8 the life in your death it s right there infront of my eyes i can see it feel it hear it it s in my hands it s your heart pounding fighting to live to breathe to see another day it s bleeding but it s still beating not yet dead but not alive either your pain is in my hands i can feel it but i feel useless i just stand and stare at how your heart is struggling in my hands your life beckoning to me i try to bend your pain but there are no shortcuts for that pain is one long freeway that isn t really free it costs you your heart and soul but there s nothing that can be done there s so much left to learn but not enough time there s so much left to see but not enough sun i wish i could take your pain away and make you smile wish i could catch you when you fall i wanna be your breath i wanna let you live i wanna be the air that you breathe the courage in your will to live the wings in your prison i wanna be that last few pangs of life that s left in you i wanna be the red in your black the life in your death an ode to my writing passion that s faded into faraway memories goodbye my love music fade away by seether posted by keshi at 10 20 am 166 cranium signets tuesday december 29 burning with desire for a kiss the richest of people could be living the poorest of lives the most beautiful of all could be having the ugliest of minds the quietest of all could make the loudest of impressions the brightest of all could be walking the darkest of paths the happiest of all could be bearing the saddest of burdens the grass isn t always greener on the other side as it may seem be content with who you are and what you have pic update one of the many pics i took on ny s eve at the sydney harbor 2010 is in dawn we are all awaiting the kiss of 2010 burning with desire for a kiss a kiss of new dawn let this fresh dawn be the change you were waiting for do not seek for others to change cos it will take forever make the change within you let the world around look at you and want to be like you live the life you want to see others living be the example that others are waiting for don t search for a guiding light be the guiding light yourself don t wait for me forever find yourself lead yourself in the dark when everyone else is sleeping or not within your reach be the light in the mist around you be the question and be the solution too i can see you burning with desire for a kiss find new depths in you that you never knew of anything is possible if you give it a try don t let anyone tell you that you cant do something or that you re not upto it you are who you can and want to be not what they want you to be happy 2010 my mates here may it be the new dawn you were waiting for what a year 2009 has been it was the one i decided to stop blogging and twas the one in which mj died what could be worse than that i think 2009 was blue for me in alot of ways 2010 well i have some travel plans and i m hoping to take a big step in one aspect of my life i m gonna take that risk cos i m the only one who can change my own life also 2010 could be one without me here like i used to but it would certainly be one with alot of new kisses for ya and me i hope kisses of new revelations so all the best to everyone here i m gonna rock it on ny s eve in the sydney harbour mobile will be switched off hehe i hope you have alot of exciting plans too live life to the max people and that doesn t mean drink and dance only it so desperately means love all no matter what cos i think that s what alot of us find so hard to do tc too i m burning with desire for a kiss psychobabble all upon my lips xoxoxo music tigerlily by la roux posted by keshi at 9 25 am 103 cranium signets friday december 18 a christmas memory wishing all my friends here a very merry christmas and an awesome 2010 miss yous like crazy tis the season of peace love and joy and it s the time for thinking of all the beautiful people who made my life meaningful and possible thanks for all the sweet messages here though i m not around as i used to be it s not in our accolades or in our assets or in our beauty but to be in someone s warmest thoughts is the highest milestone any man can ever reach so thank you from the bottom of my heart for remembering me though i m not around as much as i d like to be you are all in my heart and yes i remember you all too fondly i can t and won t forget the magic you all brought to my life and the meaning you gave to it sometimes i stop and think of each one of you over a warm cuppa and then my lips slightly part and i m smiling love ya take care and have a safe and good one may your days be merry and bright and may all your christmases be white peace to you and yours this holiday season mwah music white christmas by rascal flatts posted by keshi at 4 25 pm 67 cranium signets monday october 19 the candy house i m reaching for it slowly but surely the enormity of it s beauty is distinct and is just verbally inexpressible o i want to go i want to go i want all the candies and i want to live in that sweet sweet house my life lacks all of what the candy house can give me please let me go in there o please all my white pebbbles are gone and all my breadcrumbs have been eaten now i can t look back this is what i have been waiting for all my days and all my nights this is my one dream and i don t ever have to shed tears again and i don t ever have to wake up to nothing i want to reach it i want to reach it o the many candy houses i have been to the many gems and the many witches i have come across in those houses the many escapes i have had the many dreams i have realised and the great wealth that has been brought to my life by stepping into those houses it s better to have reached your dreams and then have them broken than never having reached them at all it s better to have passed the gates of hell than to lay in bed all day dreaming of heaven it s better to have felt what it really is like than to have imagined it all along ps hi all how are ya feels good to be here again after almost a month and a half thanks for all the comments emails msgs in the last few months though i have not replied to your recent comments here in my blog i read them all and i m deeply touched by the love right along do not for even a second think that just cos i m not regular in blogs anymore that you are all out of my mind infact you are all in my heart all the time sometimes i wonder where you all may be what you must be doing now etc i have been extremely busy at work and at home too alot of new beginnings etc life goes on as usual i m happy i hope you are too time and our lives don t wait for anyone and i m taking life as it comes towards me sometimes i sit by the window as i gaze the twilight skies and think about all the times we ve spent together here and it makes me smile blogville was another candy house i guess i loved the stay and i learnt alot from it all i don t regret a single thing the wealth it has brought to me is just priceless the knowledge the wisdom the endurance the love i came face to face with it all and gained all of that through my blog experience it s unbelievable it s magical however though i m writing occasionally right now i m afraid i don t know how long this is going to last either somehow the inclination to write is slowly fading away folks i have no control of it it s something that is happening naturally and something that i cannot manipulate i have always depended on my instincts when it comes to making decisions so let them guide me like they always have depending on how i feel over the long haul this blog may continue at a much slower pace or it may even cease to exist altogether either way let s hope the love prevails thanks a bunch everyone i love ya all god bless keep it real x music red by daniel merriweather posted by keshi at 2 55 pm 212 cranium signets friday september 11 in utero i m in this dark hole now it s pretty though it s the prettiest thing in my world right now no light just sheer darkness and me it s all good something keeps me wanting to live amidst all the chaos all this death no noise no light no clutter no racing no tears no smiles no one to let you down no one to give you glory no friends therefore no enemies life in it s purest form sitting right beside me saying nothing doing nothing just being itself giving me silent glances yet not beckoning me to do anything life and me staring at the walls no need to cry no need to ask no need to validate my thoughts not the faintest need to be acknowledged either not the smallest want to be wanted i m quite content with my beliefs that they need to be neither approved nor validated i don t need your salutations either for they don t do anything to me anymore i m on the most content road ever im back in my mother s womb i m fresh and unaffected humans are programmed to receive but in that reception lives a huge lie a giant fake a humungous disappointment cos nothing is really forever nothing can be kept with you unless it s given to you by you everything else is temporary people friends words promises gifts bonds everything is nothing they will all be consumed by time and nature some day is there something that won t be swallowed by time is there something that won t be forsaken by a mere plethora of expectations the sense of peace i feel right now is surreal one i never felt before a territory i dared not tread before it s amazing i no longer suffer from the need to make or have friends i m quite blissed out here no one knows what they are here for or the wheres or whys no one cares what you have to say there are echoes from a distant past and i see lips moving but nothing can really be heard in this dark hole and it s good i have forgotten to smile but i have forgotten to cry too i don t remember your name but i remember your face in this nothingness lies a real sense of peace once you re broken beyond repair that s when you realise your full potential your purest form yourself until you re broken you will never really know what it is to live without others you will never really learn to live as you i m somewhere between life and death but i m not with you in utero i shall remain an ode to my broken spirit music echoes by pink floyd posted by keshi at 4 30 pm 122 cranium signets older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me keshi australia music seems to adore me as it keeps reaching my ears guitars and cars friends i cannot be without poems life ocean people these are some things i simply love this is my personal e diary if anything i blurt out here hurts anyone my sincere apologies in advance what i write here are my deepest thoughts that i hardly 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