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iss him his entire purpose is to bring glory to himself and if i insist on my self absorption i will miss him now fast forward to the week of january 15 i am in the throes of an intense work week a sick little boy another little boy who is missing quality time with his mom because she has been hit or miss with him for the last 6 weeks and a few other things i mean i am over it and i am done i must tell you i live 90 of my life in my head most of you who know me would have no idea of the conversations i have and the struggles i have with myself in my head if you think i am a spaz or mental case in real life i m not kidding you don t have a clue as to what goes on in my head but truly i would have to say my biggest struggle is that i am petrified i m gonna mess up mess up in parenting mess up in being a great wife mess up as an employee friend daughter and sister and when i mess up i don t have an ounce of grace for myself i have just recently learned the degree to which my perfectionism and subsequent lack of grace affects my life and it ain t pretty i ve always thought of perfectionism as the girl who won t leave the gym admit she has ever had a zit or a bad day and certainly has no cellulite but i will share my struggle with all of these things i even show people my cellulite by getting in a bathing suit however perfectionism is so much more than this and i m seeing the depth that it runs through me trust me i smell more posts addressing this in the upcoming months but for now i m just skimming the topic anywho this week i ve been brought face to face to the squeezing every bit of life out of the moment moment i am brought to my knees with my duplicity i mean i wasn t squeezing every moment out of tuesday or wednesday i was curled up in the corner just wanting the crying for daddy to stop but while i m curled in the corner i am choking because i have heard i am supposed to enjoy these times because they will be over before i know it i m choking because the fear of somehow messing up is mixed with the feeling like i am holding the sand of my boys life in my hands and all it does is keep flowing through my fingers but to be honest it doesn t come down to enjoying or not enjoying no matter what is happening i still need to choose joy love patience gentleness kindness faithfulness self control what this really reveals is the murky distrust in my heart do i really trust that god holds my little guys despite me he s got their best in mind do i really trust that my heavenly father delights in me even when i lose my patience and am an utter failure on the world christian world s scorecard do i really trust that my best is good enough in the hands of my jesus i do i truly do and in the midst of this revelation to the depths of my soul mind and my subsequent reeling i am reminded god is going to do whatever it takes to bring the most glory to himself am i going to intersect with him or am i going to miss him i can rest in that i can chill the freak out and just giggle a little bit when jake my 2 year old says he is going to just play one more game on the ipad and then put it up what about you in the midst of what god is doing to bring glory to himself in your life are you going to join him or miss him posted in uncategorized 2 comments because god you re worth it posted on november 2 2011 by kfranklin this was a guest post i was privileged to be allowed to do for an incredible company lil light o mine is helping equip us moms by providing us tools creative tools to inspire us as we raise our kiddos to live a life worthy of their calling make sure to check them out the other night at dinner we had my oldest son luke say the prayer before dinner i was expecting the god our father or our father i mean these are the ones i knew he knew and had heard before now one thing to note also is that we never script him either we let him say what he will how he will and we truly don t feel the need to tell him what he needs to say because we want him to develop the kind of relationship with jesus that they just talk well the words that came out of luke s mouth just blew me away dear god thank you for my family our food and god we love you because you re worth it amen my heart melted are you kidding me my four year old knowing that god is worth it god is worth everything in our lives that we live for for me as an adult he s worth my life my money my time my love for my four year old god is worth everything his fish sticks his toys his night night his brother his soccer ball his daddy his mommy his hot pizza his grapes i just love how we as parents have the opportunity to cultivate and encourage our children to know that no matter what god is worth it please lord equip me and guide me to always be able to show my boys that you are worth it worth our lives worth our efforts worth our everything if a four year old boy can know christ is worth it i can certainly live my live in a manner that shows i believe my jesus is worth it what are the things that you can be doing to live as though you believe jesus is worth it posted in uncategorized 1 comment holiness posted on july 18 2011 by kfranklin so now we come to passion2010 i have had the amazing opportunity to serve college students that attend passion conferences for several years now and every single conference rocks my world primarily it shows me who god is and who i am not each one seems like there is a moment or several that he giggles and then says thanks for that creativity but i ll take it from here i love every moment that i get to serve those students and as a team lead there is one perk that i treasure every morning we gather and one of the passion board members will take that time to encourage us and share something that god has brought to their minds or laid on their hearts well one of the mornings this past january a board member stood up and started talking about holiness and how the inequities in our hearts could be limiting god s power in our lives for some reason i couldn t get these words out of my head ask god what inequities are in your heart that are limiting his power in your life i mean hard core could not shake it then one of my dear friends tells me that i can be so condescending and my way or the highway in my delivery of information umm what are you kidding me i mean i was only trying to help just forget about the fact that i have absolutely heard this before not a good feeling since the more times you hear the same message from different folks chances are the common denominator is you well god kept pushing this and when i got home from passion i read ephesians 4 29 30 do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs that it may benefit those who listen 30 and do not grieve the holy spirit of god with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption 31 get rid of all bitterness rage and anger brawling and slander along with every form of malice well i knew for sure that if holiness grieving the holy spirit was at stake then i had to get rid of my coarse joking and unwholesome talk god had other ideas he actually must think my inappropriateness is funny because he told me the real thing that was the problem was my anger my bitterness my incredible stronghold of self protection i had to get to the root of that i had to find the root of the hurt and then allow god to heal it to trust him with my heart to ask him to replace my heart of stone with a heart of flesh yes there were some folks that were really mean to me growing up i mean one girl made fun of the size of my nostrils in middle school side note really that s what you cared about however one huge thing in all of this is that i realized when my dad died my number one fan who was the one person who never tried to change me was gone something in me shut down when he died and until this year i didn t even realize that i didn t feel safe anymore and the only way i knew to deal with it was to shut down i didn t consciously realize i had done this i just had another sidenote i ve always prayed that i would grieve well this was just one more instance of god answering my prayer however god revealed my stronghold to me because god didn t create me to live in an iron cage void of emotions and protecting my own heart he created me to be vibrant alive joyful fully present full of life full of love for others and fully engaged with the blessings with which he had filled my life so back to holiness my self protection was blocking god my anger and bitterness of deeply rooted hurts were grieving him he used a 20 minute devotion this past january to start me on the path to figuring out how could i get to the holiness he has called me to i can t be holy if i m bitter angry numb task mastery know it ally and insistent on trusting myself more than i trust him i m still working through all of this and continuing to pray for jesus to be with me in this fight for my life not me being literally alive but rather me being all of who he created me to be fully using the gifts and talents he has given me loving the friends and family he s blessed me with not giving satan one bit of ammo to fire at me ahhh good times posted in uncategorized 3 comments step it up posted on july 12 2011 by kfranklin about a year ago i had a really clear sense that god was calling me to step it up not just in the workout 5 times this week because you only did 4 times last week kind of way but rather in the you re gonna shed even more of the old kristen and step up even more into the life i ve called you to however i didn t realize the extent of what this last year has brought about in me god truly has ripped away everything that was a source of stability and normality to my operating system i m not just talking about the obvious things like my job my friends etc it s things like insecurity pride knowitallness self sufficiency self protection anger discouragement and even a big thing here bitter root expectancy let me tell you seeing the depths of these things have been gut wrenching really hard it s also really hard to realize that just because i have always been this way doesn t mean i m supposed to stay this way god didn t create me to live so self sufficiently that i give my friends and family the impression that i don t need them god didn t create me to be so insecure that i cared more about what people thought of me than what he thought about me god did not gift me with an amazing husband and 2 beautiful little boys only for me to emasculate them make them feel like they could never measure up just because i m a know it all task master that can let efficiency and tasks get in the way of relationships now please hear me i do a lot of things right these are just the things being sloughed off surrendered so that all of the fabulous things that god gifted me with could shine through his glory not me the junk that has accumulated in my heart the first one that he asked for was me to surrender my insecurity it sounds weird to say that it is hard to not be insecure anymore i mean who wants to stay insecure well in an odd sort of way i think it is easier for us to stay the way we ve been instead of fighting to change and be different i mean i ve always gotten to hide behind being insecure i got to blame things on my insecurity that was my identity with my friends i got to obsess about things that didn t matter in order to avoid the things that did it worked for me because i got to trust in me and my ability to make things right people happy and fix it if it was broken i didn t really have to trust that god was with me and would protect me i was the boss and i like it that way however it wasn t working for god anymore and he called me on it i m not perfect the epitome of confidence just yet but i m getting there i m not giving away my dignity nearly as much anymore i m daily surrendering my comfort zone so that i can experience life through his comfort zone for me you can read more about this here as it was the start of this journey https kfranklin wordpress com 2010 09 08 my persistent insecurity anywho that s all for now i feel a bit spastic in my thoughts b c i think so much of what has happened this year is so cool and there are so many things i want to get out of my brain god has done a mighty work in me my heart my marriage and my relationship with my boys and i so want him to get the glory for it posted in uncategorized 3 comments look out i may be back posted on june 27 2011 by kfranklin hellooo world i have been a bit under a rock lately with the changes that have hit in my life these last oh 8 months god has been doing amazing things in my heart my life my family but most of all in my relationship with him i ll unpack my brain and heart in the next few weeks but in the meantime i ve missed you people posted in uncategorized 2 comments today we remember jay posted on october 15 2010 by kfranklin this is jay harrell in three weeks i will be running my half marathon in memory of jay my race lies before me all 13 1 miles with hopefully only a few hills as i think about running the race i have before me i m reminded of the scripture of hebrews 12 1 therefore since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us 2 let us fix our eyes on jesus the author and perfecter of our faith who for the joy set before him endured the cross scorning its shame and sat down at the right hand of the throne of god 3 consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men so that you will not grow weary and lose heart you see we each have a race marked out for us here on earth and there are lots of things along our path that we have to fight through rejoice in all the while keeping our eyes on jesus so that through everything we don t grow weary and lose heart jay harrell fixed his eyes on his savior and ran an amazing race in jay s race one of his hills was leukemia and it was a long hard fight for his family to run with him but they did it loving supporting praying all the while trusting their heavenly father with the health of the man they loved so much god made jay whole and complete 6 years ago but his legacy lives on and he is still missed so much there are thousands of others who are still running their race and fighting for their lives literally and we still need your help my running and raising my support for team in training is the one way i can help in the fight you may be asking why run in memory of jay specifically well this is why you see i love rad emily and gressett more than words can truly express they have been the hands and love of god so many times in our lives that i lost count we have walked together through so many things in life and i know their friendship to us is a unique and treasured gift from god years ago when rad 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