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them i wore a shirt that said i love books the kids were all reading it and telling me they love books seeing kids get excited to see luau decorations for the book fair and doing the hula for them as they come into the library for class hearing caleb and asher yelling mom when they hear the door knock when i pick them up and seeing their happy faces the boys reading on their way to sam s club and asher saying book for the first time my bubbas waving and smiling to everyone at sams and making people smile caleb telling me every time he saw a taste cart telling me i need that one eating a slice of cheese pizza from sams an ice cream truck went by and caleb said kim ice cream kim i need ice cream so silly big the boys climbing all over daddy the boys throwing a big giant bouncy ball to each other hearing the babies talk to grandma our evening walk the boys sticking their bare feet up as high as they can while in their strollers counting 4 jets go by as they point to the sky counting 5 birds flying by in a group hearing dogs birds and motorcycles asher meeting the neighbors dog and saying doggy brushing teeth and the boys loving it and caleb getting really good at brushing his own teeth after i start him off for a couple of minutes taking extra time to say nigh nigh to ash since jhon was home we cuddled as i sang to him and he sang along pinching his bum and making him laugh we tickled played and giggled i didn t ever want to leave him saying good night to him with a big ol smile on his face i know one day i will miss those baby giggles and grins he loves snuggling on my shoulder after family prayers caleb and i said his prayers in bed he said heavenly father by himself then repeated after me the prayer and when i say in the name of jesus christ he says amen when i went to leave he yelled kiss mom please and i went back and gave him kisses and as i walked out he said thank you eating a yummy mango there is so much more i forgot i am so blessed to have incredibly healthy happy boys and a wonderful husband and stepson easter egg dying on a sat night dirty face and all riding on the thomas train he was soooo excited look at this face my little train boy 6 comments saturday april 2 2011 asher jhon so my poor little ash has no blogs about him besides announcing my pregnancy and when we found out he was a boy it was a pretty easy pregnancy i gained half as much as with caleb he was much more still i would go days without feeling him just got uncomfortable at the end had killer heartburn i fell on my stomach on the kitchen floor going over the baby gate a week before he came i was so worried i hurt him but he was ok on november 26th he arrived he was 7 pounds 14 ounces they said he was only 18 5 inches but at pediatrician visit that week he was 20 5 he seemed so skinny and tiny then and he is already such a big chunk now asher is very sweet he hasn t liked to be moved changed has had reflux issues and some colic but he is doing much better at a month old on christmas he smiled at his momma he has the best smile both my boys do amazing heart melting smiles he loves to laugh and play he giggles when momma plays with him he loves staring at and smiling at his brother and his daddy he likes to chew on his fist he loves to eat he has the best pout in the business sticks his lower lip out like a champ since he was tiny he brings me joy every day i love rocking him to sleep and singing to him he gets this peaceful sweet look on his face the first few months with 2 under 2 was really hectic now that ash is a little older i think i will have more time to blog for now i have just facebooked i can do it from my phone it is a little quicker and easier but i really felt that i needed to give asher his own blog entry asher jhon we love you november 2010 december january february march 3 comments friday march 4 2011 the weight game some of you know some don t but seven years ago this month i had weight loss surgery i have just been thinking about my journey my issues with weight and decided to tell my story it started young i have been conscious of my weight since i was young i was always tall slightly chubby but not fat until i hit puberty life as a fat girl i remember going walking with my mom though beautiful panama going with her to aerobics and all sorts of stuff by high school i was plus sized then in my 20s it got harder i was on medication for my endometriosis problems that puffed me up i just kept gaining weight i wasn t a perfect eater but i wasn t that bad i was on a test drug for endo and gained 20 pounds in a month basically from 15 28 years old weight was a daily struggle always on my mind i was on a diet for 14 years i was always self conscious of it it was hard when i worked out like crazy twice a day and really dieted i could get down to a size 14 around 185 pounds if i worked out a few times a week did pretty good dieting i was around a 16 then if i wasn t being careful i got up to 18 but i never let myself go past that i would be 200 pounds and running 6 miles straight it was really hard it was frustrating why me no one else in my family was overweight for awhile matt was a tiny bit chubby but he hit puberty and got tall and skinny and i hit it and blew up i made my poor size 0 sister feel bad because i resented her being so tiny while i was stuck being fat i am sorry about that it wasn t her fault sorry em i never dated guys were always my best friends i had a lot of friends but they never wanted to date me the only 2 dates i went on in high school were girl ask boys dances and like i said i was painfully aware constantly that i was fat finally after something happened in a tearful conversation with my sweet dad surgery came up i had the means at the time and a little help from home and went for it i researched surgeons and found an awesome one who had been doing doing wls and was an er surgeon for over 20 years i had to get a psych eval i had to go to 2 presurgery group meetings then on march 29 2004 my life changed the weight came off very quickly my messed up hormones didn t have a choice anymore when eating one ounce of cottage cheese or refried beans for a meal for a few weeks you are going to lose weight the first few years after fatness i remember how i noticed people looking at me differently men looked at me it was weird people treated me differently it was amazing i still felt self conscious for 3 years or so i still had the mind of a fat girl but i was down to about 160 about a size 8 10 for me i hadn t been that size since junior high probably it almost made me mad sometimes how people were so different to me i was the same person but people didn t treat me the same i was on a date with a guy i met online and he decided to tell me about how his friend ended up going out with a girl who didn t represent herself accurately and ended up being overweight the way he spoke about her and her weight apalled me then i informed him that i had recently had surgery and i had been overweight he said oh i blew it yep needless to say we never went out again i am very aware of how people treat others in front of me if i can see they are rude to heavy people i will not associate with them i know they wouldn t be treating me the same i weighed myself every day still for a few years i was obssessed still 7 years later after about 3 years i didn t think about weight anymore stopped weighing myself didn t obssess i loved working out i was up to 13 miles when i was in a bad accident and my running training was messed up but either way working out or not i am maintaining my loss it is so nice not to have to worry about it my husband never knew me fat besides family and half my coworkers most people i know now never knew me as a fat girl i am not shy about surgery though many people have had questions and i am open to answering them i can t eat a lot at a time i can t drink after i ate my stomach has not stretched so i do think about how i have to eat and what i can t eat i gained 50 pounds with caleb i didn t care it came off very easily now i pay attention to my weight because i am shocked how it is coming off i eat worse than i ever did when i was fat right now i ate sooooo much better when i was fat i am so busy with the boys i eat chips and clearance valentine s chocolate so i can t believe where i am at i was 158 both times i got pregnant last i weighed myself 150 the lowest i got to was 145 and i was size 6 and people thought i looked sick that is pretty small for my 5 10 frame so it is awesome that i was able to lose the baby weight i am happy about that but i still don t think and worry about weight much mostly when people comment to me about it here are pics of me as a kid in high school a few years ago at a pool party and then with caleb last year i don t have many digital pics of my fat days these are ones others posted on facebook i have a hard time looking at pics from the old days there are some hanging in my moms house that make me gag it is hard to see i remember how i felt in that body i have learned a lot about myself about how others see weight i have to admit when others admire or envy my skinniness it does make me happy after the years of misery it is nice to be on the other side 3 comments saturday february 26 2011 baby mine darn it i had a whole blog written and made a dumb move and lost it all i hate when i am a dummy here we go again hope i can say it how i wanted again i have a lot of updating to do but i was thinking about some things last night this week i came across the blog of a momma who buried her 4 month old baby girl then encountered similar experiences from other blogs off the comments of this one my heart ached for these women i don t know all week i didn t think i would end up having the opportunity to marry i was an old bride then because of that and health reasons i didn t think i would ever be blessed to be a mother in a blink of an eye it seems i am a wife and mother to two special boys they are all my miracles in the grind of daily life it is easy to let that slip your mind i don t ever forget how blessed i am but the dirty floors the screaming babies and other things come more forefront it gets hard and frustrating i never understood what people meant when they said sleep while you can i never knew real tiredness until i became a mother and i sure thought i had asher didn t sleep very well yesterday during his only good nap i made a cd of lullabies and baby boy songs so last night when he would not go to sleep at about 11 i laid in my bed with him in my arms and played the cd three songs in my sweet boy finally drifted off but i just laid there listening to the words of every song and pondering my journey of motherhood and the privilege it is to have my two wonderful boys i thought of what kellie was feeling not having her maddie to hold in her arms anymore i thought of how lucky i am to have spit up to wipe away laundry to do bottles to wash i am sure she would give anything to have those things back along with her dear sweet baby i don t care how tired i am how much work there is to do it is a joy i am going to try not to complain about these things ever again i didn t go to sleep until the songs were over and then slept peacefully with my baby in my arms one was blessed by elton john for asher hey you you re a child in my head you haven t walked yet your first words have yet to be said but i swear you ll be blessed i know you re still just a dream your eyes might be green or the bluest that i ve ever seen anyway you ll be blessed and you you ll be blessed you ll have the best i promise you that i ll pick a star from the sky pull your name from a hat i promise you that promise you that promise you that you ll be blessed i need you before i m too old to have and to hold to walk with you and watch you grow and know that you re blessed other songs baby mine lullaby goodnight my angel beautiful boy blackbird godspeed sweet dreams he gave me you hold you in my arms i see me and so on godspeed sweet dreams for caleb dragon tales and the water is wide pirate s sail and lost boys fly fish bite moonbeams every night and i love you godspeed little man sweet dreams little man oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings godspeed sweet dreams the rocket racer s all tuckered out superman s in pajamas on the couch goodnight moon will find the mouse and i love you godspeed little man sweet dreams little man oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings godspeed sweet dreams god bless mommy and match box cars god bless dad and thanks for the stars god hears amen wherever we are and i love you godspeed little man sweet dreams little man oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings godspeed godspeed godspeed sweet dreams my beautiful boys 3 comments monday july 19 2010 arizona trip 1 caleb and i journeyed to arizona for a week during june emily and her kiddos were there i learned that traveling with a kid who wants to be mobile for that long is not so fun and that i need to do the drive during the evening close to bed time we did lots of swimming and fun stuff like a trip to dairy queen caleb loved playing with grandma grandpa and his cousins caleb rode his first horse he was crying in the pic because we were putting the hat on him he wasn t scared of the horse he did great after he calmed down his hair was way too much of a temptation for rhett it got pulled a few times 1 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom my blog list brothers and sisters and the parental unit my pregancy blog to peanut mom and pops lona and nathan emily and david tamra and aaron king cousins amy and ryan barbara and brig elin emily and rex glenn and sara jan and ben karen and craig keoni and monica lisa and will lizzy melanie and davis michelle and danny nancy and bret shay and tim shirley and brian stacy and andrew stephanie and carlos tasha and greg oscarson cousins angie becki and chris corinne 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