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up in a storm of alliteration third eye visions and inspirations my senses are full of a dying season i m craving island rains that pour like needles on flesh skies full of painted sex breezes so heavy with mood you can t deny the esoteric quintet passing by i m starved longing for the wordspun illusion of creative worth an eccentric vedic rebirth of my imagination teriyaki enlightening my soul in an age of blackness as i spin around waiting for lucidity to slither free and winds unfold timid petals waiting to be kindled spicy dew moistened stigma so delicately bindled pulsating signals of ambrosial liquids like syrup on lips dancing like moonlight over galleys on forgotten pirate ships lick my fingers after flipping through your perfect pages as i trampoline bouncing off stars somersaulting weightless lost in a moment forever frozen in stained glass break this till then i ll orbit melancholia with a doom accepted facelift teriyaki simply amazing grace profounds my inner being to seeing spotlit tints dancing on my silent ceiling kaleidoscopes of memories that light my soul aflame those amazing moments with strangers you ll never forget but can t remember their name the beauty of genuine friendship that grows like seedlings to redwoods strength combined with love and affection so easily understood our souls are like rice paper carefully tread upon but the imprints left behind are so delicately beautiful like ones reflection in ponds the child that lives inside our eyes the windows forever open as when we were born simply a pebble on our path to enlightenment riding on the backs of the forlorn kisa music yusef lateef like it is its like it is slow movements of depressed motion deep like percussion begging for slighted devotion fingered reality plays with melancholy strings and reeds while my traumatic week unwinds laying littered in the peripheral i readjust my mental tides its like it is and its hard to find a moment to linger for myself i wrap my focus around emergencies broken dreams and how not be an asshole id rather escape than create id rather imagine wings of freedom than dive into the abyss that exists in my mind it is like it is but the words shared are beautiful and felt floating around a dark room bumping into breaths that swell tickles and whispers like bursts of sweet in a sour gloom it is like it is and the invisible thread the spider silk that connects souls plays on the wind like guilt catching sunshine honest rhymes and bits of time that you thought you d lost along the way and as i read between the lines the gratitude blooms like perfection reverberation divine its like it is and out of my need to not hurt feelings i am writing i am trying i am breathing that breath that tastes like need a need repressed that stretches the seams of my emotion a need to express a need to connect through words a need to realign my spirit with likeminded verb bandits and reality bending starlets it is like it is and i thank you for the reprieve and love you for inspiring the need posted by kisapele at 11 04 am no comments friday november 18 2011 zack de la rocha on ows this poem is dedicated to the occupy movement whose courage is changing the world stay strong we are winning zack de la rocha the beginning spills through city veins into the arteries and under powers poison clouds we move like the shadows through the alley ways through nightmares bought and sold as dreams through barren factories through boarded schools through rotting fields through the burning doors of the past through imaginations exploding to break the curfews in our minds our actions awaken dreams of actions multiplied a restless fury once buried like burning embers left alone to smolder but together stacked under the walls of a dying order all sparks are counted calloused hands raised in silence over the bonfire of hope unincorporated it s flame restores tomorrows meaning across the graveyards of hollow promises as gold dipped vultures pick at what is left of our denial and the youngest among us stare at us stoned like eyes determined and say death for us may come early cause dignity has no price at the corner of now and nowhere anywhere everywhere tomorrow is calling tomorrow is calling do not be afraid i have been waiting to hear his take on things and i can t even lie i cried a little zack was fundamental in the removal of my blinders all those years ago listening to my japanese version of the ratm album on headphones in my rack underway in the pacific over the last 20 years almost my ears would hear new things pick up on bits i missed re inspired me pumped me up it still holds a permanent spot in my mood rotation there are only a handful of people in the world that i don t know but hold close to my heart he is one of them thank you zack posted by kisapele at 10 38 pm no comments tuesday october 25 2011 pledge of resistance by saul williams we believe that as people living in the united states it is our responsibility to resist the injustices done by our government in our names not in our name will you wage endless war there can be no more deaths no more transfusions of blood for oil not in our name will you invade countries bomb civilians kill more children letting history take its course over the graves of the nameless not in our name will you erode the very freedoms you have claimed to fight for not by our hands will we supply weapons and funding for the annihilation of families on foreign soil not by our mouths will we let fear silence us not by our hearts will we allow whole peoples or countries to be deemed evil not by our will and not in our name we pledge resistance we pledge alliance with those who have come under attack for voicing opposition to the war or for their religion or ethnicity we pledge to make common cause with the people of the world to bring about justice freedom and peace another world is possible and we pledge to make it real posted by kisapele at 11 11 am no comments monday october 24 2011 sacred spiral find your center find your center find your center find the words to unfold without boundaries find the space to exist without criticism tune out the noise move away from the disconnected abandon the unloving embrace all that moves you be drawn in to the movement vibe with the vibration find your center unplug speak percussion find the rhthym that fills your isolation find the beauty that soothes you create bleed into the design allow yourself to spiral into your core at the speed of your own cadence celebrate what you are forgive what you are not find your center find your center find your center posted by kisapele at 12 24 pm no comments friday october 21 2011 life on paper its been a crazy month or so i don t even know where to begin i ve had two break ups one with inara s nursery school and another with a client both relationships were wearing me down stressing me out and going against my grain both had positive aspects but they just didn t outweigh the negative and i decided rather impulsively to end both it all felt sort of manic actually so i have been waiting for the reality to set in that i made a bad decision but two three weeks in and both still feel like reasonable decisions i am still struggling with the whole stay at home mom role i can easily identify my fear of reliance on a man my fear of not being able to legitimize my professional and intellectual abilities my fear of becoming obsolete in the professional world its so tricky i am 100 positive my presence and time with inara is the most important use of my time and focus but i have been so conditioned to weigh my worth on the sum of my professional abilities my professional career and consequently my financial independence has been a source of pride in me pride i understand to be superficial pride that separates me pride that i need to overcome but as i ve mentioned before its has so defined me that i cling to it unable to imagine worth without it the occupy movement has become a big factor in our lives we have been active at freedom plaza in dc not sleeping there but coming down on the weekends participating donating supporting i am so full of hope hope i haven t felt in over a decade i am channeling all my frustration into supporting the movement that i honestly believe can change the world if we direct ourselves appropriately there is an awakening happening and i have been waiting for it for so long i had lost faith that it might actually happen on a large scale and now it is manifesting in intelligent strong minded focused people there are many challenges but i feel a shift coming all around me and it is uplifting we adopted a cat two years ago my wonderful 15 year old cat kisapele passed away from a tumor since then i had convinced myself that i would never commit to more animals we have a dog and a canary but things play out funny sometimes my son volunteers at the animal shelter everyone but me wanted a cat i said never unless it was siamese i grew up with a siamese and only if we adopted literally one day later a siamese mix came into the shelter she is beautiful and quirky and a welcome addition to our strange brew her name is neela shanti blue peace for her big blue eyes so pretty much life is good fall is creeping in and i feel grounded like the leaves prepping to decompose into the earth of understanding peace love light posted by kisapele at 9 36 am 1 comment thursday september 22 2011 out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field i ll meet you there when the soul lies down in that grass the world is too full to talk about ideas language and even the phrase eachother doesn t make any sense rumi posted by kisapele at 10 55 am 1 comment sunday september 11 2011 some thoughts on the day so i guess everyone has their story about where they were how they felt on the morning of 9 11 and how they have changed from it my feelings about all the media madness flag waving and vigils are conflicted i understand and acknowledge the pain but i resist the brainwashing a lost life is a lost life i can t hold lost lives any higher in esteem than i hold the 6236 soldiers that have died since 2001 the lives of those across waters who die at our hand or the lives lost in natural disasters everywhere but still the images of that morning and the days after are imprinted on my soul and i feel it is important for me to finally write down if for no other reason than to share with my grandchildren i was at work and was called back to the executive directors conference room i walked into the room happy and in just a few seconds felt myself melting into the floor there were about ten others watching silently in horror and then the second plane hit panic came over me adrenaline starting pumping my only thought is that i needed to be with my son i left immediately and got to the school right before they decided that they were not going to release any kids still today you do not have a right to pick your child up from school in the case of a disaster emergency elan tells me they were watching in their classrooms i couldn t believe they did that events such as these require parental guidance in my opinion he was just 7 reasons number 108 and 109 not to send your kids to public school so we get home curled up on the couch together watched the news we were in shock we couldn t get through to our friends and family in ny the pentagon got hit another plane is down in pa i tried to comfort him but words failed and instead we just cried and snuggled and hoped the attacks were done i don t remember much of the days following it felt like the news was always on somewhere soon the warmth of people coming together people reaching out to everyone our shared grief quickly the flags came out on porches on cars on buildings emergency prep plans ensued then came anger chest pounding war became imminent the world had changed and after ten years time hasn t shaken this shadow we ve been locked into this dysfunctional state of patriotism and fear our psyches unable to heal properly we have responded to terrorism with terrorism internationally and domestically at the expense of our sense of true american spirit we have evolved into a new militarized nation we spend billions if not trillions on this shift meanwhile our economy spirals down the drain social systems that once made us great are suddenly wasteful ideology that my grandparents came here for is just to liberal where once we created and the whole world followed now we fight we have become destructive and have lost the pride in being productive i know i sound like a pessimistic sentimentalist i just remember a time when i was wearing a uniform saluted the flag daily was proud to be an american i was just beginning to take my blinders off back then so a lot of that bliss was ignorance but still since 9 11 i have refused to have a flag either on my porch on my car or on my body and i don t ever see myself getting over that i have grown hard in my mistrust of government and lack of faith in the power of the people i am a patriot one that scrutinizes and questions everything but one none the less and i am ridiculously offended by the attempts to manipulate that patriotism at the end of the day i won t even go to the place that says how we should have reacted and evolved because the truth is everything is perfect and i am learning to have faith in that it is our lesson to bear witness to and suffer from so that we can grow posted by kisapele at 3 48 pm no comments friday august 19 2011 happy anniversary five years ago today jay and i fell hopelessly in love we were online friends for a year and then at some point both of our situations changed and the conversations became different while he was in iraq we spent hours on the phone writing and getting to know each other virtually the depth of our questions and thoughts were intense the sound of his voice gave me goosebumps the poetry that flowed out of me was on fire finally we met face to face 8 19 06 and i was nervous about what he would think of me but i knew that i already loved him the year that followed was such a beautiful dance inspired by destiny love magic and a need to be understood the memories of all of this were both the foundation that has saved us through trying times and the glaring reminder of what we have since moved away from love grows twists and changes while it survives to say i am grateful is just not enough but i would be lying if i said i didn t miss the rush the weightlessness beneath lips the hyper vibration of new love of course its not all gloom jay has become my best friend my strongest ally my finest opponent my biggest teacher and my daydreaming idealist partner i was never taught nor did i ever witness what love evolves in to my parents weren t in love and the people around me who were kept this knowledge to themselves we are conditioned to seek the rush and then what but what becomes when a couple survives 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