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one more for the road home the foxhole court archive one more for the road q anonymous asked do you have any advice for someone else who is in the very beginning stages of the life is a precious gift rapidly escaping me i have to change to become someone better and be happy before i ve wasted all of it transition i m tired of losing so much life and joy to grief and trauma and i also want to start creating and seeing and enjoying as much as i can for my tiny time as a carbon based lifeform but it s overwhelming to say the least a teaboot actively seek out things that inspire wonder look for the good parts there are good parts there are interesting parts there will always be good and interesting parts treat yourself kindly this one is difficult do things out of ridiculous whimsy practice cog itive behavioural exercises to self examine and address beliefs and behaviors that are causing suffering don t argue when people compliment you don t rush yourself and don t assume it ll be like this forever when you have a backslide these things happen over time they happen less be honest with the people you love and trust tell people how much they mean to you and what you like about them help others and find satisfaction in being the stranger that did something good consider speaking to a medical professional my antidepressants and anti anxiety medical took some time to figure out but life is way better have a silly little craft or hobby let yourself be bored sometimes stand outside in the rain and let yourself get wet go on a walk put your phone in a different room and wander off meet up with a friend and go on a long walk together to nowhere in particular start doing things because you want to and it feels good not just because you think it s something you should say yes to say yes to things take a random day of the week and go into a store or a business you ve never been in before compliment strangers when something about them is striking read books and watch movies that make you feel the exact right amount of ecstatic and embarrassed and make all the silly noises about it collect scraps of fabric and little trinkets and all the little textures and colours you love and stash them in a shoebox or something like a tiny dragon s hoard start a collection of something small and inexpensive like corks make food with ingredients you ve never used before make long lists of all your favorite things flowers bugs songs foods places start a trash book to fill with scraps of neat wrappers and bits of paper and colored fabric from old ruined clothes imagine yourself as a alien from a dead and barren world who has just arrived on this planet for the very first time and imagine how excited you would be by every little thing cannot recommend enough that you befriend a creature jun 2 2026 3 019 notes eymurn checking notifs in the morning may 10 2026 gl and i m sorry op lmao popped up on my timeline like recommended based on your likes and was so appropriate 1 218 notes eymurn being kept around and being fully chosen are two very different things may 9 2026 4 516 notes now i m where i want to be and who i want to be and doing what i always said i would and yet i feel i haven t won at all running for my life and never looking back in case there s someone right behind to shoot me down and say he always knew i d fall when the crazy wheel slows down where will i be back where i starte d apr 21 2026 have had this song stuck in my head for almost 25yrs now so now yall get to deal with it 1 424 notes it s obviously not ideal but what if we just aim for november at this point it s so so so far away i know and yes i know it s perilously close to end of semester chaos for any students but apr 13 2026 i wanted it done sooner but i am still writing and rewriting the same set of chapters i was complaining about last month we literally spend about 28000 words on one 72hr stretch fuck pacing i guess if i can survive this arc and regain lost ground then maybe we pull everything forward to a more reasonable date but at the same time november scratches the relentless numbers itch whether it s 11 9 or 11 29 6 029 notes apr 12 2026 edgar allan ravens palmetto state foxes 844 notes apr 12 2026 coach fathers 772 notes mar 31 2026 riko moriyama 1 113 notes transparentgentlemenmarker les dances à travers le monde via shakeskp mar 20 2026 this sparks joy 23 869 notes please be kind to jeremy lol nah mar 11 2026 6 793 notes mar 11 2026 feel like i m going insane all i want to do is talk about these chapters i literally have 3 different files for this one arc to keep all the edits rewrites straight 1 171 notes mar 11 2026 have we done this one yet 769 notes twigsofmanyfaces kassil wholeheartedsuggestions i like reblog maps shamwowxl burgundy forest deactivated2024 wholeheartedsuggestions late night reminder to self your depressive episode will not last forever it will have an end tonight will not be the end of you hey guess what i saw this a few days ago when i was in an absolutely scary slump and then i spoke to my counsellors and did what they told me to do and now i feel so much better so this is true reblogging for more good luck alt why is this so beautiful in like a space way because the essence of humanity and life as a whole is a constellation of connections with one another we are all here in this cosmos together from the tiniest creatures to the distant stars you re not alone you got lots of company and you re gonna be okay via indelicateink mar 4 2026 88 156 notes potential reading list for 2026 if i aim for just a book a week ish in picture format because i was too lazy to type it all up sorry read more feb 23 2026 gotta dust off the storygraph account and attempt to hold myself accountable need more nonfiction options eg salt or the wager but i ll probably check those out from the library bc i don t see myself reading them more than once also tyvm to everyone who responded positively to the sobriety comment in my previous post but that was 100 a past tense statement we tried and we failed and we jumped off that wagon with both eyes open better luck next time maybe also fuck the usa men s hockey team i am not surprised but i am still deeply upset 2 454 notes jk i probably won t remember to come back tomorrow today it s 330 am so you get the unpolished version read more feb 18 2026 4 947 notes next home the foxhole court archive observer theme by zack sultan