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ber wings flapping behind my eyelids their concussions please a drooping blimp the blackest opening of my eyes leveling the list of years so too shall my gaze rise higher on this newly brewed hot air stream and fall upon its departure september 5 2018 edgar kshawnedgar life poems poetry waldow leave a comment poetry uncategorized flat black cutout hills the calm bulkhead of the hills with evening sky smoldering behind we live so far from there our truest senses quashed by its grand encapsulation of steadiness august 1 2018 edgar k shawn edgar kshawnedgar life poem poetry prose leave a comment poetry by the onion fields this arcade s collapsing this lap needs dancing where is the pavement warmest in the vascular troff of a dragon or carlsbad california at noon january 18 2018 edgar kshawnedgar life memory poem poetry prose words leave a comment love poetry she she fire on the lake flare on the lens bubbles in her bath she january 7 2018 american woman edgar k shawn edgar kshawnedgar love lust oregon poem poetry poets leave a comment poetry sanctuary last night i lie awake wondering what dreams were yet to come you were there enveloping me on all sides a kind of sentient sanctuary i felt your lips ghost the contours of my mouth our breath merging our thoughts as one i have been away a very long time apologies share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading march 26 2020 march 26 2020 creative writing dreams love poetry sensual poetry soul mates sweet dreams leave a comment poetry 2020 vision new decade s eve thoughts there didn t used to be such things as years there were seasons summers winters moments but these weren t reckoned in the modern way folks knew what to expect by observing the cycles of nature the concept of time was not measured by the clock but was understood to be evidence of predictable change at some point however we decided to number and to name the natural cycles while at the same time still adhering to their rhythm to do otherwise could mean starvation deprivation and eventual death great learned men scholars and theologians decided for the rest of us when the so called common era began based entirely on supposition because of them we now view time not as the occurrence of change but as a ticking clock with its eras and hours minutes and millennia days and decades its relentless march resounds in our ears like the pounding of a drum reminding us with each passing moment that we are that much closer to the moment of our own death yet we still observe the passage of a year with a celebration even though one year rolling over into a next one is not particularly special could this be a hold over from earlier times when surviving a year really was something noteworthy anyway happy new year happy surviving 2019 happy new decade share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading december 31 2019 december 31 2019 2020 2020 vision natural cycles nature new decade new year seasons time leave a comment poetry becoming my mom came and stayed with me for a whole month it was the longest time we ve spent together since i left my childhood home she easily slid into the routine of the house a lot of wine was drunk cookies baked laughs laughed tears cried happy and painful memories revisited her life has not been an easy one one of crippling anxiety and self doubt while wearing a mask of calm on the outside the apple of self doubt didn t fall far from the anxiety tree she passed it on along with her perfectionism her love of cats her artistic gene and her voice my husband was amused at how alike we sounded how similar we were as i grow older i find myself becoming more like her looking more like her as if she and i are different versions of the same person whose lives took different paths looking at her is like looking into the future my husband is cool with it share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading november 15 2019 november 15 2019 daughter generations i am becoming my mother but i am fine with it mother mother in law relationships leave a comment poetry uncategorized spin it s not a wall it s a fence we all like fences right just look at your backyard there s a fence look at your annoying neighbors who sunbath naked oh right you can t see them because you have a wonderful border fence between you and them fences are as american as treating ladies as second class citizens it s as merican as baseball and strangleholds it s not a wall it s a curtesy blind between us and them backyard border fences all around for one and all share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading may 20 2019 may 20 2019 border fence message spin prose poetry talking points word leave a comment poetry pagan penance maybe i m accustomed to penance something comforting about kneeling patellas in castles of hominy yes you might be bruised but the grits exfoliate your heart and maybe whatever god you find will think your thighs enough but not too much newfound pagan girls really needn t supplicate but the music of home and books on the nightstand make her want lumber to build a prie dieu in her garage singing hymns she can t believe for an unbaptized child wishing for church hats and the promise of absolution share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading may 15 2019 1 comment poetry process process from a seed the cotton sprung grew up in soil and in sun in the summer heat it flourished and with water it was nourished filled up with life the cotton was so it made a little ball of fuzz processed the cotton then was harvested balls of fuzz spun into thread a textile made upon a loom all from a fuzzy cotton bloom a little plant grown in the dirt filled up with life from mother earth a plant sewn into clothes you wear is the life that filled it up still there share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading april 3 2019 april 3 2019 mother earth mother nature nature vs man process processed processing leave a comment poetry the procrasti nation i am part of the procrasti which is the designation of the patriotic put it offers the proud procrasti nation there s no task that a procrast cannot put off till later i have a much more pressing matter one that cannot wait like looking up the words that rhyme with procrastinate abbreviate attrition rate evaporate equivocate such procrastination bliss i m doing it right now as i m writing this but alas this procrast must get back to work again the putting it off comes to an end share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading february 18 2019 february 18 2019 get off my case will ya i ll do it later i ll get around to it meta procrastination procrastination put it off leave a comment discontented poetry there is something very wrong with us he d rather vent and sulk when he s angry or frustrated cause being president is difficult and often complicated but he did not run for president to fight for human rights he ran for bragging rights and with our allies pick some fights he did not run for president to lead or represent us but to throw us under the bus he ran not to preside over us but simply to ride over us share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading february 7 2019 february 7 2019 45 donald trump he does not represent us president trump leave a comment poetry birthright little one how would i know of what a man is made i m sure i ve met them but i don t know them the men i really know either throw their masculinity away or let it beat their hearts broken and how can i explain that i m not like you but that we are entwined your responsibility partially dictated by what s between your legs not your choice or mine but birthright is the starting line and though your fate is your own your mother tongue is gifted as is your name and those things do give you your place to begin i don t know what men are made of but i know i made you share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading january 14 2019 1 comment poetry a tiny trace of her it all comes down to that four pounds of pulverized and fragmented pieces of bone packed in a plastic bag labeled with the coroner s information about the contents a plastic bag tied with a rubber band several tiny delicate urns had been prepared each about three inches high each containing a small bag of grandma s ashes keepsakes for me and my siblings my cousins my mother and my uncles my brother saw those urns lined up on the beautiful antique tea cart in our mother s living room the tea cart that had once been grandma s he said those words above and turned his face away his cheeks were wet with tears my amazingly tough and strong brother wept at the sight of those tiny urns a larger box containing the remainder of grandma s ashes will be scattered over family land in colorado mom showed them to me i wasn t sure if i wanted to look at them but i did i poked at the bag with my finger they didn t feel like ashes at all they were hard and granular like sand flecked with with small bits of white bone it all comes down to that grandma was the granddaughter of norwegian immigrants from the west coast city of bergen she once journeyed there along with my mother and cousin to trace her family roots she found her grandfather s name in a church registry one day i will go there to scatter my portion of her ashes a tiny trace of her delivered back to her ancestral home for now however grandma is with me share this share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin more share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on reddit opens in new window reddit print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading december 27 2018 leave a comment posts navigation older posts carbon connect enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email email address walk with us join 745 other subscribers closeup beth life as it is morning slipped on a raindrop miss kitten 2020 vision new decade s eve thoughts 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