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ᓚᘏᗢ ᓚᘏᗢ chance of sun kulluto about you said i killed you haunt me then feb 16 28619 orthoscheme orthoscheme the paper is warm because the printer just layed them may 27 804 karafina karafina naruto may 27 140306 lustcannibalism lustcannibalism ok i endured it now what may 27 2 kulluto just know that if i die and someone reads a chatgpt eulogy at my funeral i m coming back does anyone else feel crazy like all the time everyone around me is in ai psychosis may 27 3384 animentality animentality when my mom told me she used chatgpt to help write the eulogy for my grandpa s funeral i read the eulogy beforehand and i asked her if she wrote it because i know how she writes and some of it was just so weirdly worded or there was the it s not just ___ it s ___ thing ai loves to do it took all of the emotion out of it for me anyway some of it was written by her and those parts were good but the ai was so painfully obvious to me i was like is anyone else noticing this does anyone else even care like that s your dad you volunteered to speak at his funeral and you can t think of anything to say about him i feel fucking crazy may 18 13243 louisegluckpdf louisegluckpdf i was born in the absolute right generation if i had to have children i would kill my self may 18 19461 sukinapan sukinapan where i post from may 17 32318 philcollinsenjoyer philcollinsenjoyer about 90 of fanfiction takes place in a utopia where men are thoughtful and unsure of their place in the world may 17 1 kulluto i guess i just wish people understood that two months is not a very long time at all to reach a point of acceptance like this is a lot to handle when i didn t really expect any of this and even if i did suspect something was off i think it still would have been a difficult discovery i still can t fully wrap my head around the fact that my brother is going to drink himself to death at this rate but nobody gets it i don t even know what to say anymore i don t even know where to get support from because everyone thinks it s going to magically improve with time like if it was going to improve over time surely it would have started improving by now even the smallest amount of change would have been made by now but everything is always the same the only thing that seems to change is what emotion i feel about it on any given day yeah he totaled his car last week but because i don t cry everyday anymore things must be improving give me a fucking break may 17 1 kulluto it kind of just feels like nothing will ever be okay again lol my birthday is in two weeks and i didn t even realize until my best friend asked if i was planning anything for it i don t want to do anything i d honestly rather just be alone because last year my brother had a little birthday party for me because i had just moved and didn t have any friends in my city yet and i m going to be really really sad about that this year it was one of my happiest memories now every memory i have is tainted by his alcoholism because i constantly wonder how i didn t notice or if it was always this bad or if all of that was fake and whoever he is now is who he s always been i wish i knew how to explain anything i m feeling to anyone but nobody gets it regardless this is the most isolated i ve ever felt in my life and also it s been two months of this emotional turmoil and people won t admit it but they always put an unspoken time limit on how long you can have emotions about something i had someone tell me that i have to start living for myself and i m not my brother s keeper so i should just stop involving myself with him like okay yeah thanks for your useless fucking comments about something you clearly never had to experience how fortunate you must be may 8 1514 grox grox the cia did some neferpitou shit to charlie kirk now they got him in a lab covered in frankenstein stitches using his body to train s j w bush page 1 of 984 1 2 3
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