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tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading amicable break up budgeting eating healthy future thirties leave a comment 1 aug 2016 i ordered a salad posted in eating healthy fitness working out lies gooaaalllsss uncategorized by lbg the hot mess express i managed to eat and snack like a healthy person today despite being out and about i ordered a baby kale salad victory of course i snacked as i tend to do on sundays but instead of delicious crap i ate plantain chips and dried mango i had half a health bar for breakfast with no added sugar and one of those wacky ingredient labels you know where it lists the 5 items in the bar shocking i know i did a super sad bastard run on saturday my entire body hurt and it was a confirmation that i have been failing on the fitness food and general life front however i m back and have a whole take no prisoners attitude so soon i will be fit sexy and one of the after people i need to wake up early and make my lunch because it is not happening tonight so that s all kids besos lbg share this share on x opens in new window x more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading being healthy eating kale salads sunday leave a comment 30 jul 2016 stop spending money you don t have and other grown up mistakes posted in broke eating healthy fitness working out lies gooaaalllsss old lady ish by lbg the hot mess express i will not stress shop spend more than i earn say yes to dinners parties and events i cannot afford buy lunch more than once a week baby steps be chronically late and take an uber to work binge on cookies cupcakes or other sugar disasters provided in the office i will budget every month review all credit cards and stop spending workout three times a week make my lunch eat more healthy snacks drink water clean room and closet on a far more regular basis donate clothes i do not wear write three times a week as stress relief reflective practice i just ordered a pizza on my credit card and ate the last of some talenti gelato because perspective however some bridget jones style life goaling was in order july you have fucked me over but i will not be defeated i will take my broke ass and get focused i will get back on the hamster wheel of grown upness and make it happen tomorrow i will get on the scale cry get off the scale and work out i will buy vegetables for consumption from the farmer s market or trader joe s i will not spend money on beautiful expensive organic food from whole foods money that i do not have oh and i will buy dish soap because i should also wash dishes i requested off two days from work to clean out my closet and get rid of crap i m going to actually finish that damn marie kondo book step 1 bridget jones type journaling step 2 read marie kondo book clearly reading self help type book grown up step 3 start working out over the next week in lead up to 4 day staycation aka grown up retreat step 4 read whole30 to prepare for paleo type eating in mid august september ok so i took off 8 8 8 9 on a whim based on a workshop i was at on thursday let me back up thursday the university held a professional development conference for staff i selected a couple of workshops primarily on balance mindfulness and putting your vision into action cheesy i know there was still some solid shizz discussed though and i walked away with some useful tips one such tip was take vacation just do it even if you re broke and can t go anywhere so i m having my own grown up little staycation and going to focus on some me stuff that i want to fuckin tackle broke girl staycation workout every day maybe even twice a day i m going to take a hipline class barre method and do some running wash all my clothes donate everything i don t wear organize closet read everyday drink smoothies eat healthy lunch salad no tv unless on in background while closet working ie gilmore girls on netflix listen to music and podcasts only do some mindful reflective zen shizz about what i want what makes me happy and ways to improve life that was some solid work peeps i m drinking water not booze and going to watch some great british baking and call it a night besos lbg share this share on x opens in new window x more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading 30s bridget jones broke broke girl broke girl staycation eat healthy fitness i will not marie condie organize life resolutions spending money i don t have staycation whole 30 1 comment 13 jul 2016 i ll tell you what i want what i really really want posted in uncategorized by lbg the hot mess express the past few days have been stressful and not imagined my july going to say the least my dad has been in and out of the er with a terrible skin infection up and down his leg hospital food and kicking it with my familia has been the worst for my eating hello chips triscuits and any kind of crunchy munchie i stepped on the scale today and wanted to cry blargh i m dangerously close to my law school weight however this time around my body composition is much much better i ve been working out but i haven t been running and clearly my body needs the running i also need to lay off the sugar if it has sugar in it it goes straight into my mouth i killed my scale it was old at least 5 years but it was giving me weight differences of like 5 lbs and that was fucking with my head i did place about 8lbs of hand weights on there to check for accuracy and it failed to register that weight clearly a bad sign so into the trash it went and i bought a cheap 20 scale but at least it s accurate at least great british baking is back and i can get joy from tv since my life is just one big hot mess i think the new job is going okay but my new boss seems to be hardly there and i m getting minimal direction which worries me to top that off i m now missing a bunch of work because of my poor dad i don t regret being out but just thinking about heading into the office and how behind i am is terrifying thankfully i have nothing planned for this weekend absolutely nada i intend to clean my house and work out my fat booty honestly i feel exhausted and that i just want to run away to the beach for 2 weeks but i m beyond broke with a wedding in seattle we can t really afford to attend but we re going all my boyfriend s grad school friends will be there so it s a pretty bfd and we can t pass on it my summer is has not been filled with sexy fit or any kind of relaxation so those are my goals moving forward to be continued besos lbg share this share on x opens in new window x more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading leave a comment 15 jun 2016 yoga lemon water will never be as good as wine posted in are you watching this eating healthy fitness working out lies gooaaalllsss by lbg the hot mess express hey interwebbies my life got crazy as eff this spring and of course when that happens i turn to booze food more booze with some late night snacking as a 35 year old goddess of a woman my body behaves accordingly and gains all the weight yeah those 20 year old days of dancing all night drunkenly eating an entire pizza alone and waking up able to slip into a bikini on are gone gone without a trace eff the past few weeks i ve been really getting back on track so there s been cooking being that shlumpy lady at the work out class and drinking less i need wine though being healthy is not worth enough that i will ever give up wine kids i ve got to have sanity and so many things require a buzz thank you zinfandel cab franc and malbec you re my golden girls i try and remind myself i have to wear a swimsuit happily in august so i put down the cookie ok i didn t but i ate some spinach later moderation right i actually do like working out it s just i m a slacker about making the time i generally always feel so much better getting some serious movement in my life my fitfusion membership has helped when i m uninspired or broke af i have no excuse not to select a video and get some fit in i ve mostly focused on jillian michaels tara stiles yoga beatches but there s a ton of trainers on there we ve got summer orientation galore so i m crazy busy at the new job but i m really enjoying it i ve just got to eat like a grown person and keep up the workouts i did lose a pair of jeans to the thigh rub battle the other day and that was a sad loss rip gap skinny jeans you served me well even in the end when i was clearly a size larger you mustered on thank you for your service my summer fit has ups downs sunday i lost all control at a bbq and ate all the chips hummus and wine there may have been pasta as well but i got in a saturday workout so ya know i m trying at least i still have 9 weeks left i m off to drink lemon water and not snack ok the chips are gone so there s nothing to snack on willpower besos lbg share this share on x opens in new window x more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading being thirty fitfusion no longer in your twenties trying to be fit weight loss wine working out leave a comment 29 may 2016 that 10 percent posted in cray to the zee eating healthy fitness working out lies gooaaalllsss old lady ish rants angry lbg moments uncategorized by lbg the hot mess express back back back and forth being an adult is learning that you have control over maybe 10 of the things in your life on a good day on a bay day all you ve got is 1 which is how you handle it there has been quite a bit of back and forth ing in 2016 i m still here thankfully and getting to place where i can gear up and strive to hit that 10 that pretty month of may effed some shizz up but june will be here in a few days and i plan on making the summer months work for me finance wise my budget didn t work and we had a lot of unplanned expenses related to my boyfriend s graduation and some family events not to mention i ve been buying my lunches for at least two weeks that s 100 that wasn t planned right there my body fitness has turned into a softer and larger lump not good i mean naked still decent but my clothes like to leave indentations over my body after i take them off so not good i finally decided that i needed to step up and take back my 10 so saturday morning i stepped on the scale and thought well that explains why all my clothes without elastic are painful keep in mind it s still a healthy weight but more than my 5 foot body is used to carrying and way less muscle blargh yes my toes need a pedicure badly i m going to rally for june and try to bring some financial fitness mental wellness and you know real exercise to mi vida i re added the my fitness pal mfp app to my phone so that i can ya know actually be accountable for the food choices that i m making i ve been sick this week and cancelled fun plans to stay home and get better hashtag adulting i bought some groceries on saturday that supported me eating vegetables and getting better the thought of exercise exists me at this point but i plan to start tomorrow it s completely against my will but it s work out or buy all new pants i still may need new pants but i have to at least attempt to lose some of this weight i do have a goal for ultimate fitness august 18th i have a bachelorette party that i ve very excited for there will wine tasting dancing a dope house with a swimming pool and i will be expected to wear a swimsuit and there will photographic evidence sigh every girl s nightmare therefore the plan is to not look like a blob by this date non blobby would be ideal with all my young cute 29 year old girlfriends even though i m a 35 year old lady grandma really that would like to be in a maxi dress pool adjacent anything with stretch really that just makes me want to live in elastic and chug wine and gain zero weight that is a girls dream throw in sex with 90s brad pitt and channing tatum and the entire magic mike crew dancing for me and my girlfriends yep that s about it enjoy your three day weekend peeps lbg share this share on x opens in new window x more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading adulting brad pitt eating healthy losing weight out of control skirted bathing suit leave a comment 27 apr 2016 take a breath the world is not crumbling around you posted in cray to the zee familia gooaaalllsss old lady ish rants angry lbg moments stuff i hate by lbg the hot mess express ok maybe not a breath maybe a shot of tequila would be better 2016 was supposed to be about fitness and finances a year where this 35 year old got her ish together and made some real progress toward my effin life goals i just accepted an assistant director position have been diligent about my finances even w a few set backs and was getting ready to get my fitness back i sit here typing this eating dark chocolate however last night the wheels came off with some issues my mom it s a hot mess and reiterates why i have to kill my debt and be in a better place to help people around me my mom has struggled so much with the passing of my grandmother and never went to grief counseling despite our strong urging my sister and i thought recently she was doing better but some self destructive habits have come to light it s a little bit of a mess right now and the hardest part is that she lied to my sister and has not been honest thankfully my new boss isn t in the office until next week and i ve completed all my tasks so i have some time to help my sister deal with all of this it s really just hard and crazy hopefully things aren t too bad but i won t know until i get down there later tonight it s overwhelming but i m trying to keep a level head last night there was some serious rage drinking and crying you know just the usual tuesday night damn why does being a grown up suck so damn hard seriously i have a conference in santa barbara for the first few days of may and will be in portland the second weekend so the timing is craptastic of course all the joy is being sucked from these things because i m stressed and will probably stress eat only making my clothes even tighter damn see once again being a grown up is not great i need to remind myself to read up on loans see depressing alright i m off to microwave a sad sack lunch and attempt to not drink at lunch besos lbg share this share on x opens in new window x more share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading being a grown up is 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