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letting it all out pyzam com click here for thousands of free blogger templates skip to main skip to sidebar letting it all out my journey through infertility the good the bad and the ugly sunday may 11 2008 mother s day this poem was posted on the tttc board on the nest thanks to the original poster so1966 very nice poem written by nancy banze this is for the mothers who have sat in rocking chairsfor hours on end trying to sooth a special needs childthat can t be comforted this is for the mothers who gave birth to babiesthey ll never see and the mothers who adopted those babies and love them as their own for the mothers who lost their babies in that precious 9 months whose children they will never get to watchgrow on earth but one day will be reunited with in heaven for the women that are struggling with infertility andwant desperately to be a mom this is for all the mothers who go hungry so their children can eat for those mothers whose children have gone astray and who can t find the words to reach them this is for all the step mothers who raised another woman s child or children and gave their time attention and love sometimes totally unappreciated for all the mothers whose sons and daughters are serving in the military so that we may live in a safer world and for those whose children have sacrificed their lives for our country this is for all of the grandmother s who have stepped in to raise their grandchildren just when they thought their job was done for those mother s helpers and child care workers that pick up where moms leave off this is for foster moms who open their hearts and homes to children who might not have anywhere else to go and no one else to love them for those whose children have fur and bark or meow but nonetheless have a place in their hearts this is for the women whose children have passed away and they didn t get to enjoy enough precious time with their child on this earth this is for the women whose mother s are no longer with us here s to the women who help children through teaching them and who give other people s children love and attention happy mother s day to all the ladies those with children expecting children struggling to have children who have lost children and anyone who has made a difference in a child s life posted by close2it at sunday may 11 2008 1 comments monday april 14 2008 interesting blog find i found the following on stirrup queens and sperm palace jester s blog and found it very interesting so i thought i d pass it along cool concept for anyone who has ever had a miscarriage struggled with pregnancy and all things infertile there is a movement upon us that you might want to join it s rather simple actually a discreet ribbon on your right wrist to signal to others that they are not alone in their struggles as someone who has had 5 m c but am currently 5 months pregnant yeah i wonder who looks at my big belly with sadness because they are in the month to month struggle i mentioned to a friend that i wished there was some secret nod or international sign as if to say this belly was hardwon well she posted this quandary on her blog http www stirrup queens blogspot com and the response has been quite overwhelming and a movement has been born the pomegranate colored thread holds a two fold purpose to identify and create community between those experiencing infertility as well as create a starting point for a conversation women pregnant through any means natural or a r t families created through adoption or surrogacy or couples trying to conceive during infertility or secondary infertility can wear the thread identifying themselves to others in this silent community at the same time the string serves as a gateway to conversations about infertility when people inquire about its purpose these conversations are imperative if we are ever to remove the social stigma attached to infertility tie on the thread because you re not alone wear to make aware join us in starting this conversation about infertility by purchasingthis pomegranate coloured thread 814 by dmc at any craft knitting or variety store such as walmart or target tie it on your right wrist notice it on others just thought i would pass the word along lastly we have a graphic people can add to their side bars in order to get the word out and create a link to this post or a similar one so people understand what infertility s common thread is about feel free to take and place on your blog or create your own in order to get the word out to others http photos1 blogger com blogger 4171 3241 200 thread 2 jpg and please add a link back to this post http stirrup queens blogspot com 2006 09 history of infertilitys common thread html read more about the brainstorming that went on to create infertility s common thread and the many people who brought it to fruition through comments discussion and write ups the secret handshake raise your right hand operation pomegranate common thread project i ll be heading to the craft store to get my thread tomorrow posted by close2it at monday april 14 2008 1 comments sunday april 13 2008 sad day please pray for my online friend and prayer partner who just lost her baby she and her husband have been trying for quite some time and finally got their bfp after their recent iui my heart aches for their loss and hope that god will help them through this terribly difficult time posted by close2it at sunday april 13 2008 0 comments sunday april 6 2008 weekend of s dave and i spent most of the weekend babysitting our godchildren ages 1 1 2 and 2 1 2 they re adorable and we really enjoyed our time with them especially with the warm wather finally here the little one wasn t feeling well and fell asleep as we were getting ready for church this morning so dave ended up staying at home with him while abby and i went she was so good we went to the park played in the tub and changed lots of diapers it was a nice visit the whole time i couldn t help but watch dave interact with the kids or take in what we were doing at the same time thinking to myself why can t we have this we can obviously handle this so why not us i know god has a plan for us but i m just really struggling to see what it is i m trying to just let it all happen but it s hard that it s not working out according to my own plan i just wish this would all work itself out like yesterday posted by close2it at sunday april 06 2008 1 comments friday april 4 2008 smiling like a little girl i m watching the clips on youtube from today s today show when the new kids on the block were on i had heard rumors that they were reuniting and just sorta laughed about it seeing them though actually makes giddy like a little school girl back in the day i was obsessed anything that had nkotb on it i bought my favorite was jordan i keep joking with my friends that we should go the reunion tour they think i m joking ahhh it s the little things posted by close2it at friday april 04 2008 2 comments wednesday april 2 2008 the news so after almost 3 weeks and numerous attempts we finally heard from the dr as expected the news is the same his count is still at zero and no matter how much you prepare yourself for it it stings just as much as the first time this was the first time that dave was visibly upset about it he just kept hugging me and telling me how sorry he was that he couldn t give me babies as much as i wanted to cry i had to hold it together for him i m sad i m losing what little hope i had left enough is enough posted by close2it at wednesday april 02 2008 2 comments monday march 24 2008 the brigther side of things in hopes of not being such a debbie downer all the time i m following my awesome prayer partner s lead thanks and looking on the bright side of things they aren t all if related but are nonetheless the good things going on with me recently my bf who is struggling with a difficult pregnancy made it to 32 weeks so far 2 people i know who have been struggling with if have both just recently got their bfps i am on spring break and getting a lot accomplished my dh loves me unconditionally warm weather is on its way i have made a lot of new friends and rekindled my friendship with some old friends we have really great family members who help us in any way they can ahhhh doesn t that feel better it s so easy to always dwell on the hard things going on but this list surely reminds me of all the good things happening too posted by close2it at monday march 24 2008 1 comments labels positive things older posts home subscribe to posts atom blog archive 2008 13 may 1 mother s day april 5 march 5 february 1 january 1 about me close2it my dh and i have been ttc for well over 2 years now this past summer we finally learned we were facing mif my dh suffered through an agonizing surgery in hopes of correcting the problem and now we re not so patiently waiting to see if it was successful view my complete profile