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last two nights i have slept really well i haven t felt this light hearted since i left islam last year i no longer have to pretend being a muslim and i don t have to hear those lectures about going to hell and offending allah because now they know i don t believe in allah or mohammed anymore now my brothers and their wives won t forward me stupid hadeeth or ayaats because they know it means nothing to me anymore so in a way i am relieved that finally i can live an honest life no more pretense i am actually happy posted by liberated one at 12 43 am 22 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday november 3 2012 the cat is finally out of the bag oh yes there have been some massive new developments i have finally come out in the clean told my family today about my apostasy i told my mother and my two sisters in law that i am no longer a muslim though i wish i had done this long ago it s been a few hours since the bombshell and i am sure they would have told my dad and brothers by now it s been on my mind for some time because i am sick and tired of pretending and living a dual existence especially since my family had been sending me feelers and as i mentioned last time my brother and their wives wanted to get to know john better and were trying to accept him as part of the family but all this was really not genuine because they had an ulterior motive they were assuming and expecting john would become a muslim and do a nikah with me today it was the last straw when i ran into sara and uzma at the gym my two sisters in law they as usual had a message from my mom she and dad apparently wanted to meet me somewhere and get some clarification about my faith what clarification i asked to which they said my parents are concerned about my faith if i am still as devout a muslim as i used to be and would john do a nikah with me in the mosque and would he recite the shahada in front of everyone for a moment i was tempted to just go on with the charade that i have been playing for the last one year but then i thought what the hell i am tired of living a lie and it s high time i come out with the truth what s the worst that can happen my parents have already disowned me and perhaps they would disown me a grade higher perhaps tell the world their daughter is dead or worst come worse they would just kill me which is highly unlikely in this part of the world they are old and retired and lived all their lives in the middle east they don t want to spend the rest of their lives behind bars or worse still get deported to the god forsaken pakistan which is literally a hell on earth i knew my parents could not do much so i just blurted out to sara and uzma that i am not a muslim anymore gosh you should have seen the look on their face as if they had seen a ghost or something they looked fearful and terrified and shocked as if i said something so unbelievably shocking and demonic that hearing those words would bring a curse to their lives they said what what do you mean please say you didn t really mean it please don t let us down like this we have convinced your brothers to let it go and accept john and we are trying to convince your parents as well if this is true then we won t be able to do anything and if we tell this to our husbands they would never let us speak to you again and you would never be able to see your nieces and nephews again because you will be literally dead to us i said that i have been living this lie this facade for over a year trying to please everyone and see that no one gets hurt but i just can t do it anymore they said they don t have the guts or courage to tell about my apostasy to my parents and that i should do it myself as soon as possible because they are actually hoping for a reconciliation with john and me on the condition that john accepts islam in front of everyone and does nikah which is the islamic marriage ceremony with me in the mosque so i said fine i will do it i called my mom right then and there she was so shocked to hear from me after months and i asked her what clarification are you looking for sara and uzma told me this morning and i thought it s about time we have a heart to heart conversation and an honest conversation for a change with no lies or deceptions then she started pulling out all the skeletons from the closet saying we trusted you so much but you let us down you went against the teachings of islam you didn t just offend your parents but offended allah and his prophet to which i said yes about that mom you see i don t believe in allah and his so called prophet anymore i disowned allah and mohammed a year ago and you know what i have never been happier mom i swear you could have knocked her over with a feather she was absolutely silent for a few seconds then she said that they had started to doubt that i have moved away from my faith but they never thought for a moment that i would actually apostasize from islam like that i told her that even i never imagined i would give up islam as i was so sure of it all my life that this is the only truth the only path that leads to heaven but now that i know the truth i feel i want to tell the whole world about it i told her the whole story then how in the summer of 2011 i had got the english quran from pakistan and how the book seemed so fishy to me nothing in it made sense i told her that all my life i had merely read the quran without understanding it but this time i actually studied it like a scholar would not only quran but the hadeeth and the sira and all that because one day i had accidentally stumbled upon www alisina org and then from there i got into jihadwatch and the rest as they say is history i told her that if she wanted i would send her the links to those websites so she could check out the truth herself that islam is nothing but pure deception a cult created by none other but the self proclaimed prophet mohammed i asked her a question which left her speechless i said mom how can you say islam is a religion of peace when the first thing it says is to kill anyone who leaves it isn t that ample proof that it s a cult an evil cult she said that she was not interested to hear about all that and she was very happy being a muslim we had a very long discussion on this which i will write about in my next post till then have a great weekend friends to be continued posted by liberated one at 5 37 pm 54 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday october 26 2012 how many times do i have to clarify now how many times do i have to clarify why i do not respond to all your comments personally well i will say it once again that i live in a fucking islamic country and robert spencer himself advised me not to post on my blog myself so each time i want to voice my views i just write an article and then email it to bob to just put it up on my blog so in case some psychopath islamist wants to track me down to kill me he can never do that by the ip or whatever way they are supposed to track people down i would like to thank everyone for their very inspiring and encouraging comments or at least most of them are some like skouti really do not make much of a difference as they say you can t shut up every barking dog on the street regarding islam being a peaceful religion that is precisely what i believed in most of my life and that is why i was a practising muslim i thought islam means peace and that there is no compulsion in religion because that is what the quran says little did i know that those peaceful verses were later abrogated by the harsh and deadly ones which ordered the muslims to kill the non muslims wherever they found them i had no idea whatsoever that islam encouraged adultery that is men can have sex with slave women and also they can beat up their wives there was a hell of a lot which i did not know hence i was proud being a muslim it is all thanks to ali sina and his website and then his book that i found out the truth about islam and its founder the self proclaimed prophet mohammed then i read robert spencer s book the truth about mohammed which further made me decision firmer to leave islam now for the last one year exactly i have been an apostate of islam which means no praying no fasting no quran recition which by the way was so dead boring no zakat no nothing i could not have been happier but then there was something missing for which i was a bit sad since i could not exactly pin point what it was till i met john and he showed me the path that leads to christ ever since i have accepted jesus christ as my lord and saviour i could not have asked for more i am in total bliss since april this year and i owe it all to my john not only did he show me the right path but he has promised to hold my hand for as long as we both live he has been extremely loving and supportive and even faced the wrath of my family with his unfaltering love and faith in me and in our relationship i would request all of you to go back and read some of my old articles in which i have mentioned about the hateful verses of the quran which condemn the jews and christians and how it commands the muslims to either kill them or enslave them islam is a hateful religion sorry i mean a cult which was created by a psychopath for his own benefit and i am sure he never himself believed that it would survive for so many centuries i would request all muslims to please wake up and see what you are doing you are worshipping the devil himself mohammed was nothing but anti christ himself and so was hitler there were so many similarities between the two in fact quran is quite a bit like mein kampf gosh i just hope they are both burning in hell side by side amen posted by liberated one at 3 57 pm 33 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday october 23 2012 an update it has been over three months since my last post when i had written about how my family had disowned me when i had introduced them to john and told them about our relationship and our future plans well a lot has happened since then and i don t know where to begin as you guys know john left for uk first week of july and then i joined him third week and then i had the most amazing holiday of my life we stayed in london for few days then went to wales then back to england then went to france germany and belgium back to london and then back home to the lousy middle east the good news is that john and i went to the registrar s in london and applied for a marriage permit which is valid for a year so now we are planning to get married next summer and then go away on a long honeymoon to spain and italy ever since we got engaged my life has been absolutely bliss to say the least john is the most considerate and loving man i have ever known in my life in the past i have dated a bunch of muslim morons who didn t know the first thing about respecting a woman i have been through so many abusive relationships that sometimes i feel like pinching myself to see whether i am dreaming because no one can be this nice to me he treats me like a queen and showers me with so much love and affection that i almost forget that i don t have a family anymore he is all the family i have and i feel so grateful to god that he sent him to my life at a time when i was totally lost and had no direction whatsoever not only did he show me the true path that leads to god but he has held my hand since then all my life i dreamt of the perfect man a perfect marriage and perfect kids i dreamt how my parents would dote on their son in law and their grandkids little did i know that i would meet the perfect man of my dreams but my parents would never accept him as part of their family let alone that they even cut me out of their lives completely it hurts like hell but there is nothing i can do and frankly i can t blame them because it is not them it the cult of bastard mohammed which is making them do all this to their own daughter each and every day i just feel so sad when i think of the good old days when i was growing up with so much love from my family and now i am no more than a stranger to them all because of one self proclaimed prophet and his imaginary allah it is not fair at all and i just can t help feel sorry for my parents for their stupidity they are blind deaf and dumb because they just can t see beyond islam and there is no way i can ever tell them that islam is false it s a man made religion and mohammed was a psychopath a liar and you guys are cutting off ties with your own daughter for some lunatic who died 1400 years ago this is sad but true i have a man who makes me very happy but at the same time i don t have a family anymore i just wish and pray to god that i get my own family very soon maybe once i get my child i would not feel this void in my life posted by liberated one at 10 42 am 57 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday july 9 2012 disowned disowned yeah that is what my family has done to me they have disowned me for life why because i am in love with a british christian man and want to spend the rest of my life with him isn t it strange how can parents be so ruthless towards their own flesh and blood well as you all know things were not going very good with john he just wasn t willing to commit so i sort of gave him an ultimatum i said either you commit to me or else i am leaving this country for good and moving to the us where i would be granted asylum based on my apostasy he got paranoid and agreed to meet my family since my parents are on a visit this summer and staying with my brothers so i invited mom and dad for lunch two weeks ago to a restaurant and told them that i am bringing someone special whom i want them to meet and approve they were a bit skeptical but i think they almost assumed it would be a pakistani or an indian muslim or maybe an arab but i am sure they never expected to see a white guy as soon as they entered the restaurant john and i got up to greet them to say that my parents were shocked beyond their wits would be the understatement of the year anyway dad shook hands and we all sat down for lunch and i must say that dad did behave pretty good he was civil to him and they both talked about cricket food england the middle east and the crazy arabs and their erratic driving it went on pretty smooth and then we all departed with a very civil goodbye then an hour later while john and i were watching a movie at his place mom called me up and said this is the last time i am calling you because your dad and i disown you from this day onwards you are dead for us you have really let us down by getting involved with a non muslim it s over so please never even try to get in touch and she just hung up on me i was devastated and started crying uncontrollably john could not believe it either and poor guy has been extremely supportive since then last week my m...