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s after her 13th birthday she turned 13 on august 5 2014 and died on august 16th i keep thinking i ll wake up from this nightmare but every morning i wake with her on my mind every day i miss her more and more and every day our entire family must find a way must find the courage and the strength to continue on without her please pray for all of us bless you all brenda posted by brenda at 2 40 pm 4 comments sunday october 6 2013 my dear friends please pray for my family an event has happened in my family that i am asking prayers for the only worse type of event i would imagine would be a serious illness or death in the family i have a nephew who was just informed on thursday that that was his last day of employment he and his family are devastated this nephew of mine who is a devout christian who comes from the old school you re never absent you re always on time and you put in a good day s work who is the type of person others strive to be had to go home that day to inform his wife my niece and his two young diabetic children that along with everything else that losing a job entails that beginning november 1 st they will have no medical insurance no insurance to cover all the necessities that special needs diabetic children require they say that god never gives you more than you can handle but sometimes you have to ask yourself when is enough enough over the past 10 years we have had my employer went out of business leaving me without a job my husband had a heart attack we had to file bankruptcy i fell into a deep depression my niece was diagnosed as bipolar and her two young children within a month of each other despite the enormous odds the doctors gave her had both her young children diagnosed with type 1 diabetes not to mention a young cousin was discovered to have anorexia my sister had to have a double mastectomy for breast cancer and her husband my brother in law was diagnosed with parkinson s disease okay god i m saying it enough please enough enough please pray for my family i would be ever so grateful brenda posted by brenda at 9 58 am 4 comments wednesday july 10 2013 hi there everyone from a beautifully sunny but also very humid indiana i have a few issues i would really love to discuss with everyone and i would ask that those who can please respond to these messages i really value and actually need everyone s input please as my website and blog along with all of the free patterns tutorials etc are aimed at pleasing all of you that makes your opinion twice as important to me first i want to sincerely thank everyone who wrote me a note or signed my guest book thanking me for the free patterns you all have been so incredibly sweet and i will never forget nor will i ever take for granted that which you all have given me i also once again have to specify that my patterns are all copyrighted you may sew or complete the pattern to sell at craft shows etc but you may not sell the patterns the patterns are copyrighted and not yours to sell not to mention that i am giving them away for free i unfortunately found another person on ebay who is selling my patterns so i would love it if anyone who has the time could go to my website download one of my patterns if you have not already done so and please tell me if my copyright is obvious to you if not then this is not their fault and i need to make it more prominent and obvious to those who are downloading my patterns okay here s the real reason for this letter if you have not already noticed i have not been actively creating new patterns for a couple of years now my sewing machines both went down at the same time that along with some other issues prompted my stopping i always intended to start back up again but for some reason i just never did since then my attention has been demanded elsewhere and i ve never had the time needed to jump back into pattern making however i think i would like to start the newsletter up again now the newsletter always had a new pattern in it for all of you the subscribers from lillie mae s crafts since i m not actively creating new patterns i thought perhaps you all would like a little free advertising all of those who have their own businesses and even those who don t would be eligible it would of course be free anyone who would like to participate would just email me with a description of their website blog etc and a description of the free pattern they have to offer i would then get back with them and together we would design their ad for the newsletter i have a pretty strong and long following for my newsletter those of you who might be interested in such a deal let me know asap anyone who has any suggestions questions etc please as usual don t hesitate to drop me a note thanks much everyone and have a safe summer blessings brenda posted by brenda at 1 57 am 5 comments friday may 31 2013 hello everyone from a very rainy indiana first i want to sincerely thank everyone who wrote to me about my blog about a throw away i really debated with myself on whether or not to post it but in the end it was very therapeutic and helpful please also accept my apologies for not answering everyone or posting anything more about it until now to clarify a bit about that post which i m sure seemed a bit cryptic to some it was about a man who abused me it was physical sexual and emotional abuse which started when i was just a child and continued until i was a young adult i started in therapy as a young adult and have been in and out of therapy over this for years i really felt i had dealt with it and all of its issues i was mistaken shortly after bob and i married we considered moving however bob and i both have family and friends here and neither of us really wanted to move so it was a happy surprise when this person moved instead and had been gone for years and years unfortunately right before i posted do you know what a throw away is he had moved back this brought back all the memories but on the other hand shouldn t we all rise to a challenge and this has been a challenge for me every day since i posted that i would check in and read the sweet notes my friends left for me you cannot know what every little note and email message left for me and sent to me has meant you really do feel so very much alone when you re going through such an ordeal but i no longer feel alone thanks to all of you bless you all brenda p s i want to draw everyone s attention to my new picture it s been quite a few years since i started this blog and posted the picture of me as a blonde with my niece debbie at her wedding well i thought it might be nice for you all to meet the present time me and yes i m a natural brunette the picture isn t that great but i really felt that therapeutic wise posting the new picture now was a good idea i ll post a better one when i have a chance to get one taken posted by brenda at 6 23 pm 1 comment sunday january 13 2013 do you know what a throw away is do you know what a throw away is i m writing this i think as more or less a form of therapy hoping i think that if i put pen to paper so to speak perhaps it will stop haunting me if i bring out in the open that which i have spent a lifetime hiding perhaps then it will stop haunting me since i know that most if not all of my family have no knowledge or interest in this blog that makes it safe oh yeah what is a throw away you ask i am a throw away at least that s what i spent my childhood believing what do you do where do you go when your world crumbles down around you in therapy for years to forget no not forget to cope to be able to handle memories which haunt your every waking hour and even into the night finally though finally over the years you have to say to yourself i m there i can handle what i can remember and you file it away in the hopes that nothing and i do mean n o t h i n g happens at any time in your life that might spark one of those memories you file them away and you try with everything you have not to remember it takes a while before they are not the first thing that enters your head when you wake and the last to leave when you go to sleep but after many years you re there and you find yourself able to appreciate no not just appreciate you find yourself actually enjoying each day of your life and for several years you are able to skip by to escape if you will and it is heaven then something happens the panic and fear almost forgotten grabs you and once again the darkness overtakes your life i thought i was the only one but i wasn t there was one more a loved one i escaped thinking i was the only target a throw away that s how you feel as if your life and indeed your very soul have no worth no value which makes you a throw away somehow i thought the other one was loved safe but i was wrong how do you cope with the feelings of guilt how could i have not seen it and the tears once more flow and you find yourself struggling to stay afloat but you know you have to so you reach out to those who have proved to you over the years they can be trusted you reach out and you hold on and you hold on posted by brenda at 2 09 pm 13 comments friday february 17 2012 stolen patterns hello everyone from rainy indiana i regret that family emergencies have taken forever it seems to work themselves out and just when i think it s safe to take my focus away from family and back to my passion which of course is creating my patterns then another emergency arises i do so want to thank all of you who have been loyal followers of lillie mae s crafts so many of you have written to express your gratitude for the free patterns which definitely puts a smile on my face it is all of you that make it all worthwhile and it is those same loyal readers who were kind enough to alert me to the 2 stores on e bay who were selling my patterns as far as i m concerned this is the same as stealing i have taken the steps i deem necessary and hopefully this will be resolved shortly those 2 stores had other patterns for sale which unfortunately i have to assume are probably stolen from another designer for those of you reading this if any of you are pattern designers yourself i would be on the lookout for your patterns being sold on e bay also regrettably i have to assume that there are probably more stores on e bay that have my stolen patterns for sale i am seriously considering taking my store down i love designing patterns though and actually have a few new patterns that i still haven t listed i have considered creating a store where a membership is required before anyone is allowed to download any patterns this at least would give me names of anyone downloading my patterns and perhaps a little more protection in that area i m not even sure how that is done what i do know is that i m so very disappointed and very hurt if anyone else has any suggestions on how to protect my patterns please drop me a note and if anyone else sees my patterns for sale somewhere else please let me know note if i do find anyone else selling my patterns on e bay i will not give them the chance of taking them down before i take other measures as i have before i m really tired of trying to be the nice guy they certainly know that these are not their patterns they know it s stealing the next person i find that has stolen my patterns and listed them for sale on e bay i ll email or call e bay right away to let them know that this particular person has stolen merchandise for sale posted by brenda at 9 27 pm 14 comments friday november 25 2011 hi everyone once again i m asking for some advice p l e a s e lol the pictures below are of a lotion that i found and purchased at one of my all time favorite shopping spots goodwill this is actually a brand of lotion that i have read about but found to be a little pricey for me so i was so excited to have found this at goodwill paid 1 99 for it however there aren t any instructions given on the bottle and i haven t been able to find this same bottle anywhere yet on the web i took a close up of the bottle so you could clearly see the name and it says shiseido skin lotion rich yes it does look more like a toner but i have found this brand to have some whitening lotions and other lotions that look the same as this lotion does but they are in a different type bottle and of course do not say skin lotion rich as this bottle does i even thought that perhaps it was perfume even though the label clearly says it s lotion and it does have a wonderful scent however when applied to the skin the scent disappears if anyone could advise me on this i would be so grateful as i love this find of mine and would love to be able to use this lotion from what i ve read about shiseido this brand is suppose to work wonders for those fine lines and wrinkles so help lol posted by brenda at 9 16 am 5 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom blog design by gisele jaquenod pins needles crafting blog come join the fun blogupp free software give away 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