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lioncircus lioncircus 1 5m ratings 277k ratings see that s what the app is perfect for sounds perfect wahhhh i don t wanna lioncircus maxwell max ari 23 he him diary doodles whatever i want regular art personal blog is maxpawb posts ask submit archive hiii my primary art and personal blog is maxpawb my name is maxwell max ari this is my side blog diary for talking abt my life documenting whatever is currently going on sharing doodles and photos and complaining you will probably mostly see posts where i complain about my chronic pain or talk about stuff happening in my life because this is my diary sometimes i also post about my interests which mainly include furry art milgram and perhaps other things like project moon and furbys etc pinned post lionclowning pinned post 43 notes nov 1st 2023 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink lionclowning ventposting october 3rd lets get tropical maxwell is back at urgent care fever went back to 99 9 ermmmm 14 notes oct 3rd 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink guy who may or may not be immunocompromised lionclowning idkkkkk 11 notes oct 2nd 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink kinda the same thing if you think about it lionclowning i don t know the niche of people who are into both lobotomy corporation and danganronpa but just trust me ok 10 notes sep 30th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink anonymous asked hey max if ur ever up to it read the drowning girl by caitlin r kiernan it s a book on psychosis and how it affects the main character s sense of time and her memories the way she describes the passage of time sounds awfully similar to how you ve been describing yours i just don t recommend reading it right now cus it can mess with your head i m bipolar and read it while i was manic and in a psychotic crisis not fun hope u feel better soon thank u for the suggestion i ll save this for later i really enjoy stories with unreliable narrators or stories told from a perspective where you can t necessarily tell what s real vs what s metaphorical or a part of the narrator s viewpoint also i hope people aren t worrying about me im aware looking now at my last couple posts that i seem very unwell and to be fair i am very sick but i also don t want people to be worried for me because i think i will be completely fine with time and rest i hope answered save thank you for your kind message 7 notes sep 30th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink time does not feel linear at all its all based on association similarly felt sensations and thoughts will be grouped with each other into clusters and then the times stack on top of each other as more material accumulates example feeling really sick flashbacks to times when i was really sick before the times overlap each other and are perceived concurrently sicktime becomes a collection of all previous experiences and the times themselves pile up and replay over and over it s common for memories of times from longer ago to feel more recent because the memories themselves hold more powerful feelings or sensations which then overrides the chronology of the memories themselves right now i feel sick to a similar extent that i did when i was really sick in 2023 now feels closer to 2023 than any of my memories from 2025 do i wonder if a lot of people who have cptsd and flashbacks also experience time and memories in a similar way lionclowning ventposting 25 notes sep 30th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink lioncircus lioncircus that one maxwell who has had a fever for 9 days lioncircus having a fever being incredibly ill being bedbound or incapacitated from illness for a prolonged period of time does something to you where your sense of time and reality becomes completely destroyed all days blend into each other and day and night aren t different because you sleep during both it feels simultaneously like each day goes by in a blur and like each moment is agonizingly drawn out the brain fog and sense of memory and distinction between dreams and reality and thoughts also becomes blurred an in between state of being i often fall asleep while listening to audiobooks or videos and their audio seeps into my dreams where i can still hear them the state of half consciousness inside a dream where you become lucid enough to recognize that it s a dream and recognize the audio being from the external world but somehow also not lucid enough to fully distinguish between which parts of the dream are internally generated and what parts of audio are produced by the mind itself within the dream world i often hear phrases or sentences while in the hypnagogic state are they my own thoughts an unsure unstable shapeless feeling where any of my own internal perceptions are not necessarily inherently perceived as my own but somehow still almost anything feels plausible because of the sense of suggestibility and easy absorption of external materials should he go back to the hospital tomorrow maybe 16 notes sep 30th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink that one maxwell who has had a fever for 9 days lionclowning ventposting 16 notes sep 30th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink originally posted by ghosfizzh lionclowning i feel like i can hear this gif by looking at it 5 notes sep 30th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink i ve had a fever for 6 days help lionclowning i finally went to urgent care yesterday and they prescribed me cough syrup but they couldnt find out whats wrong covid negative flu negative strep negative rsv negative ventposting 8 notes sep 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink that one maxwell who has had a fever for 5 days and an unknown upper respiratory infection lionclowning ventposting the symptoms it hurts 6 notes sep 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink next