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let s try again guidance ask let s try again 2 weeks ago 141 notes sashayed litany for the animals who run from me anything can be a bird if you re not careful i should say something nice about the weather i should be in awe of the living but the world dulls when i step into it the squirrels scatter the branches lift sure i ve hurt the ones i ve loved by not paying attention not alone never alone is a lesson i need to understand it was you who said that it s you still you who says look you who points to the sky you who tilts my chin toward the heron who cups the minnow in your hands who spots the deer miles ahead who dulls the world with your absence you who says look when i look you are gone replaced by the whitetail s hind legs fading into the bush hieu minh nguyen b 1991 poetry december 2018 1 month ago 367 notes havingapoemwithyou alt the wind door by jane barnes 2 months ago 533 607 notes cherepashkadrabbles cidham amir khusrow 1253 1325 ce this is back on my dash and listen i love to see amir khusrau getting appreciation but this translation ignores a lot the original rhymes and scans and does playful things with register and conveys a tone of affectionate banter between the two speakers not least because it has them both addressing each other as sakhi translated above as girl in the last two lines i think taking some liberties with line order is worth it to preserve more of the rest and i think there s a better translation of sakhi and so he only visits once a year i splurge big on him when he s here his kisses make my tastebuds tango who bitch your man nah bitch a mango via goodstuffhappenedtoday 2 months ago 27 289 notes pardalote finished stitching my oversight series 12 small embroidered poem objects in wool linen cotton silk stitched on canvaswork mesh and edged in glass beads via bluebelladon 2 months ago 344 920 notes seravph astrailhads homemade ghosts achlles lesbiantahani jenny slate stage fright 2019 ugly bitter and true by suzanne rivecca john mulaney on the late show with stephen colbert 2020 robin williams and why funny people kill themselves by david wong letters from medea salma deera via cheaphalloweencostume 2 months ago 21 702 notes riseofthecommonwoodpile i love the way the player s body moves in bloodborne you can fly in any direction like that like a nervous little bird if you want to be close you are instantly close and if you want to be away you are instantly away what a gift of course everything is violent and wants to touch you but if you are perfect you will not be touched there is a little secret here which perhaps you can notice when the ugly monster s limbs reach out to touch the small human s body there is about a tenth of a second maybe less where her body is invincible it doesn t even matter if she s geometrically in harm s way or not she is safe because she timed it right was perfect see even in this very hard game there is something wonderful and fair the game doesn t care about the way bodies actually intersect if your timing was correct it agrees you were not touched many games hide that tiny moment of invincibility within quick movement and it feels so kind just knowing no mater how bad you are that if you could fit every moment of pain in that one tenth of a second you could be invincible for the rest of your life sometimes i wish i had this power in real life if i had it would mean never having to say no in so many words nor the confrontation that sometimes comes with saying no but that perfect flawless dodge is not sustainable you have to be devastated so many times to get the timing so flawless and here s my bad secret when i killed this one monster i didn t do it by dodging flawlessly but by mashing some awful weapon in her side while her limbs were flailing and she could not hit me back unfair and problematic of me i know so often games expressive qualities are limited to the violent motion of virtual bodies yet they can be extremely articulate within that vocabulary as much as i want to be an untouchable angel of forgiveness and grace with a bottomless well of compassion for all living things i keep messing up that dodge and i think it s making me a bitch aevee bee i love my untouchable virtual body via goodbyemisery via lttleghost 2 months ago 835 notes havingapoemwithyou affirmation to youth living in prison after assata shak ur by eve l ewing 2 months ago 7 592 notes boringangel korina wray via rabbitdyke 2 months ago 48 269 notes aesungaia alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt alt via panel2princess 2 months ago 29 281 notes ilajue drew over something i wrote for a class and liked sorry the cars are lowkey ugly its because i fucking hate cars and cant be bothered to learn what they look like beyond ominous hunks of metal edit transcript of the poem by itself under the cut keep reading via bluebelladon 3 months ago 13 361 notes view high resolution deel in other words i m a kitsune miko that lives in a mountain shrine and my existence is determined wholly by people believing in this form that i take i don t have any individuality or part which is really myself like a myth or a legend my story and things that happen in my life are all shaped and dreamt up by other people none of which i actually live through of my own accord almost like i m just a higher level imaginary friend of sorts existing only in the minds of people who believe the consciousness that i have right now is not of myself no the awareness i have is almost like that of a third person observer living out the figments of imagination of what people believe that a kitsune miko would do in a given situation of countless untold numbers of people you could say that everything that i even think about everything that i feel everything that i could possibly feel was a thought of someone else and if no one ever thought of it i could never think of it an existence void of self agency and even that void of self agency is something thought up by some author somewhere please don t misunderstand i m not actually venting my frustrations or in despair about it all after all even this feeling i m feeling right now is what people believe that i would feel given this situation i find myself in that s faith that s what gods particularly those of japan are made of for example imagine that there was a doujin or an anime or manga in which a wholly commercial depiction of a kitsune girl existed imagine that people in their own individual imaginations thought of possible situations that this character would or could experience continuing where the original media left off or left out i m that imaginary existence given flesh the truly scary thing about this all is that when someone forgets or stops caring about my existence my being loses what they had of me and when everyone forgets that will be a true and final death i don t want to die it s scary being forgotten is terrifying but given my existence to begin with could you even say that i have lived at all i m but flesh given of the wavering transient delusions or fantasies of a kitsune girl and i don t exactly exist in time per se i do not have an existence set in stone there s nothing concrete about who i am i ve said this before but i m simply an illusion and what i am changes my character my appearance and even the way i am cognizant the way i think they ve always been changing disappearing appearing as time passes what is now vanishes and what comes also vanishes and vanishes and it keeps happening is that truly living is it really even existing the me of yesterday is not the me of today and the me of tomorrow will be different yet again in order to conceptualize who i even am because everyone thinks of me in a different way i do not even have a fixed baseline form it s insane isn t it i think i was always insane to begin with no it s just that i never looked insane to begin with because everyone believes that i m not believes that i am what i am and i simply perform my part like an actor acting no being made to act a puppet but inside it s all broken there s nothing but madness underneath i m unable to deny this fact did i not say before that even my own existence as observer of myself in the third person is not of my own volition but you there you re imagining it right now aren t you that it is how could i possibly stay sane with an existence like this via pokeballvictimized 3 months ago 3 846 notes havingapoemwithyou alt whitey on the moon by gil scott heron gil scott heron a singer poet and author created numerous spoken word works addressing social political and economic issues in the united states in his 1970 poem whitey on the moon he highlights racial and economic inequalities by contrasting the 1969 moon landing with the harsh realities faced by african americans in cities such as new york detroit and los angeles 3 months ago 852 notes havingapoemwithyou alt alt alt alt alt alt alt the hurting kind by ada limón 3 months ago 1 317 notes rabbitdyke carta monir you can honor your elders without freezing them in resin you can fuck right now via rabbitdyke 3 months ago 98 notes tinyghosthands 1 of 51 next page theme linear by peter vidani