Meta tags:
description=My wife controls my chastity;

Headings (most frequently used words):

new, bed, the, lockedhubby, blog, pages, syndicate, meta, normality, redefined, healing, slowly, some, assembly, required, arrival, back, in, groove, am, woman, gcs, dungeons, and, swinging, post, op, planning, excited, times, two, categories, archives, blogroll, chastity, sites, recommended, reading, vendors, calendar, search,

Text of the page (most frequently used words):
the (144), and (116), that (85), she (83), for (77), with (46), her (43), about (43), this (36), have (36), mistress (35), but (35), our (29), has (29), was (28), some (27), drawer (27), not (26), will (24), also (24), wife (21), surgery (19), just (19), can (18), all (18), bed (18), now (17), transgender (17), comments (16), had (16), more (16), lockedhubby (15), other (15), 2014 (15), blog (14), bdsm (14), one (14), tom (14), male (13), female (13), two (13), chastity (12), bondage (12), categories (12), relationship (12), times (12), men (12), last (12), sex (12), from (12), know (11), non (11), fiction (11), out (11), enough (11), see (11), going (11), are (11), been (11), like (11), new (11), femdom (10), play (10), author (10), exchange (10), sure (10), were (10), them (10), well (10), time (10), being (10), him (10), comment (9), cuckold (9), before (9), 2012 (9), domination (9), next (9), tags (9), power (9), dungeon (9), both (9), things (9), love (9), would (9), talked (9), since (9), few (9), post (9), even (9), having (9), able (9), there (9), still (9), november (8), relationships (8), kink (8), long (8), get (8), put (8), several (8), here (8), any (8), when (8), really (8), think (8), over (8), lot (8), they (7), leave (7), srs (7), m2f (7), flr (7), intense (7), scene (7), fully (7), back (7), gender (7), way (7), serious (7), which (7), man (6), 2010 (6), january (6), marriage (6), future (6), how (6), make (6), let (6), dubois (6), very (6), good (6), won (6), did (6), much (6), another (6), week (6), want (6), made (6), year (6), day (6), weeks (6), than (6), could (6), right (6), something (6), yet (6), what (5), june (5), these (5), into (5), you (5), kinky (5), said (5), little (5), excited (5), life (5), parts (5), around (5), months (5), might (5), ago (5), lives (5), got (5), soon (5), help (5), penis (5), swinging (5), left (5), mind (5), used (5), knows (5), went (5), first (5), quite (5), talks (5), pretty (5), humiliation (5), night (5), reinforce (5), plastic (5), need (5), restraints (4), fantasies (4), without (4), submissive (4), march (4), may (4), 2011 (4), intimacy (4), erotic (4), people (4), feel (4), else (4), course (4), those (4), should (4), ways (4), today (4), 100 (4), clear (4), sometime (4), told (4), point (4), vagina (4), close (4), putting (4), friend (4), happy (4), transition (4), recently (4), adult (4), 200 (4), stay (4), most (4), hold (4), then (4), wasn (4), write (3), log (3), wordpress (3), steel (3), locked (3), toy (3), cuckolding (3), sexual (3), pondering (3), outside (3), february (3), april (3), july (3), 2013 (3), october (3), 2016 (3), hope (3), date (3), too (3), please (3), energy (3), utterly (3), sense (3), someone (3), local (3), nice (3), decided (3), details (3), met (3), event (3), years (3), pain (3), planning (3), special (3), likely (3), many (3), come (3), true (3), read (3), getting (3), confirmation (3), bisexuality (3), loves (3), sound (3), past (3), after (3), ready (3), intercourse (3), seems (3), work (3), makes (3), lately (3), idea (3), talk (3), turn (3), who (3), sometimes (3), watch (3), big (3), knew (3), safety (3), down (3), never (3), restraint (3), system (3), contained (3), mattress (3), although (3), kinkling (3), real (3), once (3), healed (3), though (3), woman (3), talking (3), spanking (3), continues (3), while (3), large (3), guy (3), leaves (3), house (3), extra (3), yesterday (3), healing (3), sleep (3), tuned (3), underneath (3), normality (3), home (3), pants (3), wear (3), survive (3), haven (3), hood (3), probably (3), designed (3), delivered (3), place (3), nightstands (3), tomorrow (3), pieces (3), boxes (3), anal (3), sign (2), subscribed (2), subscribe (2), already (2), com (2), account (2), august (2), lori (2), fetish (2), book (2), husband (2), every (2), needs (2), vanilla (2), girl (2), september (2), 2015 (2), page (2), previous (2), isn (2), far (2), anticipation (2), amazing (2), events (2), knees (2), weak (2), thinking (2), frightening (2), level (2), because (2), plaything (2), words (2), movies (2), person (2), anyway (2), telling (2), anything (2), awesome (2), phone (2), dominant (2), second (2), thing (2), experiences (2), dream (2), plan (2), create (2), pages (2), five (2), different (2), surgeon (2), within (2), again (2), best (2), heart (2), only (2), attention (2), don (2), take (2), six (2), heal (2), birthday (2), later (2), village (2), hide (2), live (2), including (2), dark (2), muscular (2), friends (2), travels (2), meet (2), scenes (2), rare (2), his (2), making (2), plans (2), four (2), break (2), coast (2), visit (2), thrilled (2), living (2), thanks (2), alone (2), wanted (2), gone (2), upstairs (2), others (2), took (2), present (2), certainly (2), ankles (2), couldn (2), fear (2), surprised (2), use (2), body (2), quickly (2), wrists (2), reach (2), literally (2), escape (2), full (2), decades (2), institutional (2), off (2), room (2), brought (2), wouldn (2), great (2), together (2), done (2), parties (2), larger (2), functional (2), due (2), hormones (2), keep (2), free (2), follow (2), progress (2), bloomingtime (2), news (2), gcs (2), company (2), personal (2), married (2), strongly (2), suspect (2), side (2), development (2), less (2), lifting (2), weight (2), days (2), doing (2), hard (2), myself (2), rest (2), pennsylvania (2), hours (2), labia (2), grs (2), readers (2), fit (2), lock (2), seriously (2), openness (2), played (2), three (2), discussed (2), role (2), difference (2), diapers (2), covers (2), started (2), simple (2), trip (2), stressed (2), substantial (2), term (2), genitals (2), early (2), itself (2), almost (2), barely (2), actually (2), bit (2), severe (2), install (2), wheels (2), under (2), amount (2), clothing (2), until (2), particularly (2), sensory (2), deprivation (2), leather (2), asked (2), thick (2), locking (2), overnight (2), purchased (2), certain (2), easily (2), possibly (2), reasons (2), aren (2), looking (2), furthermore (2), furniture (2), assembly (2), arrived (2), updates (2), hurt (2), bunch (2), heavy (2), happen (2), ever (2), stats (2), rules (2), contact (2), controls (2), website, name, email, loading, collapse, bar, manage, subscriptions, view, site, reader, report, content, privacy, join, subscribers, search, jan, 2026, calendar, william, jones, tollyboy, steelworxx, select, locks, paradise, electro, stimulations, neosteel, tubes, meo, team, latowski, keysure, store, kept, gerecke, felix, toys, extreme, carrara, vendors, review, interracial, resource, creampie, self, fetishes, kinks, guide, keyholders, article, exploration, lifestyle, aarkey, beginners, belt, faq, why, testimony, toy4her, midori, controlling, masturbation, recommended, reading, desire, lockmeup, image, archive, mansion, altarboy, sites, edge, obmartian, forever, service, denying, thumper, cricketed, chastized, captivated, blogroll, december, archives, stand, submitting, behavior, perfect, order, thrilling, scary, during, seen, watched, afterwards, seek, confident, worthy, proud, commanding, presence, brings, fortunate, regular, usually, wonderful, painful, consensual, arrange, fascinating, partner, fakir, musafar, tie, game, counseling, earlier, related, budding, cleo, prior, peak, additional, surgeons, interviewed, part, selection, process, everyone, criteria, such, choice, helped, online, peoples, information, exciting, sent, paperwork, selected, tentative, exchanging, boy, girls, mention, loving, world, weird, neither, threesomes, foursomes, own, swinger, doubt, potentially, timing, looks, discusses, wonder, honestly, send, their, envision, black, giants, passing, rag, doll, taking, turns, pleasuring, themselves, blushing, tremendously, africa, visited, where, natives, simply, nude, skinned, speak, english, tall, uncircumcised, speaks, languages, theirs, fourth, mentioned, posts, become, southern, state, internationally, traveling, nearby, broke, cherry, birthdays, separate, initiated, wicked, imagination, mercy, sincerely, vaginas, household, list, says, following, teased, often, tells, involve, bound, west, blogged, bummer, provided, exquisite, genital, torture, rites, assures, session, short, travel, east, fall, asleep, wake, omg, waited, malesub, reminder, everything, completely, coming, along, journey, monitor, explained, leaving, fuck, keeping, eye, case, safe, mingle, munch, protocols, followed, enforced, sweating, returned, released, eyes, imagine, experience, minutes, wild, fast, forwarded, naked, exposed, anyone, apart, legs, feeling, vulnerability, stunning, evoked, blindfolded, hooded, whoever, explore, fought, thrashed, struggled, against, bonds, avail, clothed, lay, tightened, kissed, forehead, smiled, evil, smile, determined, ties, easy, effective, kinds, experienced, personally, saw, realized, effect, main, brick, walls, concrete, floor, ceiling, metal, bags, awkward, came, across, rooms, weekend, attended, party, location, smaller, exposure, kinksters, call, folks, sat, videos, couple, hosts, arranging, attend, conventions, wow, transitioning, ltr, however, arranged, decide, rape, gang, bang, wanting, heterosexual, herself, feminizing, desperately, biological, detail, traded, final, step, dungeons, ask, questions, your, respond, drop, hints, straight, sightseeing, horny, african, american, joking, florida, multiple, gets, action, miss, males, issue, important, exactly, importance, son, former, roommate, move, say, didn, pets, mental, illness, challenges, handling, ourselves, recovering, gave, postponed, punishments, spankings, luggage, pound, restrictions, dumb, beat, cribbage, tacked, spanks, 648, sigh, forcing, possible, focuses, transexual, hospital, testicles, woke, replaced, clitoris, country, job, fascination, mine, combining, trundle, possibility, above, discussing, change, hinted, smart, hasn, cards, lead, matter, needing, euphemism, expect, topic, initiation, leg, massages, tasks, etc, upended, cared, normal, refreshing, return, outlook, absent, worrying, understand, definitely, push, buttons, genitalia, numb, aroused, public, smirks, triggering, allowed, humiliate, crinkling, walked, noticeable, delighted, errands, light, sweatpants, sounds, bulk, seemed, sensible, bring, ended, using, picked, frilly, lacy, set, pink, bows, instructed, breakthroughs, found, away, small, assortment, size, rubberized, diaper, changing, incredibly, strong, interaction, lady, groove, firm, ground, returning, daily, huge, thrills, universe, joyful, grateful, backlog, given, swat, penalties, month, transgressions, forgiven, 150, housework, current, outstanding, total, 868, trying, sorts, intimate, mentions, occasionally, hinting, entertain, fondly, expectations, stretch, edgy, length, frame, plenty, width, height, biggest, concern, based, dimensions, nose, rub, opened, closed, unless, head, plus, fairly, nervous, claustrophobia, kicks, worried, trouble, kind, panic, transitioned, emotionally, volatile, example, safeword, absolutely, freaked, sort, nothing, fancy, add, project, chromosome, outfitted, workshop, downstairs, shouldn, challenging, swap, bottom, plywood, corners, brackets, generous, quantity, low, profile, assembled, moderate, retrofitted, finally, indeed, mask, hesitation, bodily, changed, scared, claustrophobic, tried, face, modified, repair, breathing, hole, grommet, enlarged, laces, tightly, straps, further, cinching, hear, handle, tied, rope, challenge, freaking, decides, interested, watching, participating, figures, appropriate, nightmare, depend, women, problem, pee, holding, typical, weigh, task, safely, operate, includes, replacing, adding, calling, rolls, eventually, occasions, wrist, ankle, postpone, setting, matching, described, pictured, bedtime, department, posting, arrival, forwards, sleeping, appears, support, wood, inch, construction, unbelievable, unpacked, preparation, unbelievably, sturdy, solid, assemble, quality, shocking, pallet, drawers, wrote, expected, wait, required, transsexual, lesbian, blooming, specifically, doctor, resuming, fine, intends, unfortunately, remains, unused, intended, purpose, hoping, pictures, rings, mounted, eventual, restraining, uses, minimal, considering, major, various, medical, needed, resolved, written, activities, curtailed, issues, surgical, slowly, wishing, ordered, custom, hardwood, paddle, wrap, fresh, welts, ass, tonight, incredible, design, hollering, shortly, interesting, attitude, towards, types, risk, shifted, duty, tolerate, freak, laced, buckled, continued, consistent, somewhat, someday, happened, attempted, dog, cat, cramped, cannot, front, padding, comfortable, doesn, difficult, through, number, pierced, whole, piercings, single, piece, jewelry, downside, converting, maintenance, dilate, emotional, stronger, unheard, ton, gratitude, despite, miracle, better, opinion, believe, posted, update, bad, blogger, hits, redefined, meta, entries, syndicate,

Text of the page (random words):
he plastic as i walked was noticeable and she delighted even more when we went on a few errands the light sweatpants did little to hide the sounds or the extra bulk of the plastic pants you might not understand how humiliation can be erotic but for some of us it definitely is and mistress knows just how to push my buttons even though most my new genitalia are still numb from surgery i can still feel aroused both at home and in public her comments and smirks to me were very triggering that way this might not sound normal to you but for our relationship it was a refreshing return to normality and it seems to have made a big difference in her outlook for the future of our relationship having kinky play absent from our lives for so long was worrying both of us i m also healed enough to be able to do things for her now like leg massages tasks around the house etc those help reinforce her role as dominant and my role as submissive that had been upended recently as she cared for me for several weeks after my surgery she still talks a lot of needing more male energy which is more than just a euphemism for sex with men but i still expect that we ll have both in our future the topic of three ways has been discussed at her initiation quite a few times she s also talked more to her close friend tom about my sex change as well as hinted at some openness in our relationship tom s a smart guy but he hasn t played any cards yet that i know of to follow her lead it seems like it just might be a matter of time we are also still seriously discussing a new bed this trundle bed has a large drawer underneath on one side without a mattress the drawer is just big enough for me to fit into mistress loves the idea of putting me in that drawer for the night sometimes she s also talked about restraints in the drawer a lock on the outside and the possibility of her having sex with someone else on the bed right above me as i m locked in the drawer long time readers of my blog know that cuckolding has been a fascination of mine for decades combining it with bondage like this is really erotic for both of us stay tuned for more news november 11 2014 categories cuckold female domination non fiction transgender tags bdsm bondage cuckold ds femdom flr humiliation m2f marriage power exchange relationships srs transgender author lockedhubby comments leave a comment i am woman about two weeks ago i went into a hospital in pennsylvania went to sleep with a penis and testicles and woke up four hours later with them gone replaced by a vagina clitoris and labia my grs surgeon one of the best in the country did a great job it s really done to read more details see my other non kinky blog that focuses on being transexual bloomingtime here on wordpress com mistress and i won t be doing much bdsm play now i ve got a lot of healing to do six weeks off work will help but it s hard for me to not be doing things i m forcing myself to stay in bed a lot and rest as much as possible mistress gave me some extra postponed punishments recently i got 200 extra spankings for lifting some luggage that was over my 5 pound post op weight restrictions another 200 for lifting something else yesterday dumb and i beat her at cribbage a few days ago and she tacked on another 200 i was down to only 48 spanks left from before now it s up to 648 sigh our former roommate and kinkling has move out let s just say he didn t play well with our pets he also has some mental illness challenges that we just were not up to handling ourselves this leaves us with less help around the house than we were planning with me recovering from surgery that leaves more for mistress to do and that s just not right my wife mistress continues to miss the company of males i think this issue will be pretty important to the development of our relationship in the future i m just not sure exactly how yet she talks a lot about the importance of her friend tom and her adult son in her life right now tom lives in florida she talks with him by phone multiple times a day tom has met me recently he s a nice guy my wife has told tom quite a lot about our personal lives although tom is married he travels a lot and we strongly suspect that he gets some action on the side at times so my wife continues to drop hints to him and she s told me straight out that she s like to have sex with him and make me watch she s pondering plans for us to go visit him she s also talked with him about going sightseeing with him while i m left in the company of some of tom s large muscular and horny african american friends no i m not joking please feel free to ask questions about our relationship my surgery or transition or anything i love to read your comments and would be happy to respond october 30 2014 categories non fiction transgender tags femdom intimacy kink m2f marriage power exchange relationships spanking transgender author lockedhubby comments 1 comment gcs dungeons and swinging this is likely to be my last post as a biological male please feel free to follow my gender transition progress in more detail at my bloomingtime blog here on wordpress when i next post i ll have traded my penis for a vagina i m quite excited to take this final step gender confirmation surgery in other news my wife mistress has been talking more about wanting heterosexual intercourse herself my penis has not been functional due to the feminizing hormones for over year now i of course desperately want her to be happy in all ways so we keep talking about her having sex with men even though i m transitioning from male to female i still want a woman for my ltr however i also love to have sex with men mistress knows this she s arranged for it before and it will be up to her to decide what men will have me in the future she also knows i have both rape and gang bang fantasies last week she sat me down so we could watch a few videos together they were about swinging something she s done in the past before we met she also knows a couple who hosts swinging parties at some point once i m fully healed 6 months she s talked about arranging for us to both attend one of those parties she s even pondering us going to one of the larger swinging conventions events wow last weekend mistress and i attended a bdsm play party for the first time in about a year the location was new and the dungeon was smaller but there were a lot of people there we knew which was awesome we brought a friend for his first exposure to real life serious kinksters we call him our kinkling he got to see a few scenes and meet some great folks although we brought two of our toy bags mistress had decided that we wouldn t play with our kinkling present it would be too awkward for all of us at this point but she couldn t help putting me into one scene when we came across one of the dungeon rooms just off of the main dungeon was a little room it had brick walls and concrete for floor and ceiling all it contained was a metal bed and mattress but the mattress had an institutional 4 point restraint system at the ready my knees got weak institutional restraint system i ve had fantasies about these kinds of restraints for decades but i d never experienced them personally mistress saw to that when she realized the effect they had on me fully clothed she had me lay down and she quickly tightened them around my wrists and ankles she kissed me on the forehead smiled her evil smile and left i was alone and quickly determined that i could not reach any of the ties so i literally could not escape easy and 100 effective full body bondage over the next 15 minutes my mind went wild i fast forwarded to being post surgery naked and exposed to anyone my ankles were apart so i couldn t close my legs the feeling of vulnerability was stunning and the fear this evoked surprised me in my mind i was blindfolded or hooded and left as a plaything for whoever wanted to explore or use my body at times i fought and thrashed and struggled against my bonds of course to no avail i was sweating by the time mistress returned and released me it took me some time to get fully back to the present it was that intense she said she could see it in my eyes she knows me well i can t imagine what the next time will be like but she said i will certainly experience them again she also told me that a dm dungeon monitor talked to her as soon as she left me alone she explained that she wanted me to think she was leaving me there a mind fuck she has used on me before but that she would be keeping a close eye on me i knew in this case that i was 100 safe even if she had gone upstairs to mingle and munch with others but it was nice to know that good dungeon safety protocols were being followed and enforced just a reminder that everything in my blog is completely true i am so thrilled to be living this life i love my wife mistress with all my heart thanks for coming along on this journey with me september 28 2014 categories female domination non fiction transgender tags bdsm bisexuality bondage ds dungeon femdom flr intimacy kink m2f malesub power exchange relationships srs swinging transgender author lockedhubby comments 3 comments post op planning i have a date for my surgery in just 3 short months we will travel to the east coast i ll fall asleep with a penis and wake up with a vagina i m so thrilled and excited omg i ve waited so long for this since we won t be going to the west coast as i blogged about last time i won t be able to see ms dubois and that s a big bummer i m sure she could have provided some exquisite genital torture as last rites right before my surgery but my wife mistress assures me that she will see that i do visit her dungeon for a very intense session sometime soon those who have been following me here know that mistress has teased me for years about her having sex with other men and she often tells me fantasies about how she would involve me sometimes just by being bound and having to watch her let another man make love to her since we will soon have two vaginas in our household she is making other plans over the last two weeks she s come up with a list of four men so far that she says will help to break in my new parts in other words she s going to turn me over to them for sex one of these men broke my man cherry several birthdays ago i should write a separate post about that sometime she also initiated scenes with me and two of the other men at different times one of the men has an even more wicked and kinky imagination than i do which is rare so being at his mercy is sincerely frightening to me the fourth man is someone i mentioned two blog posts ago mistress has become good friends with him over the last year he lives in a southern state but travels internationally she and tom talk several times a day now he was traveling nearby so we got to meet him a few weeks ago he told her about this village in africa that he s visited where the natives live very simply including being nude all the time they are very dark skinned don t speak english and the men are tall and very muscular she made a point of telling me that tom said they are also all uncircumcised tom speaks many languages including theirs lately she has had this idea that for my next birthday she ll send me with tom to this village tom will let them know that the men can have their way with me i envision these black giants passing me around like a rag doll taking turns pleasuring themselves with me mistress can see by my intense blushing which i can t hide that it s tremendously erotic for me to think about since it will take six months or so for me to heal after surgery i would potentially be ready for intercourse sometime in april next year since my birthday is just a few months later the timing seems like it would work the way mistress looks when she discusses this with me really makes me wonder if she is serious i honestly think she might be she s also made it clear that i won t be the only one getting some male sexual attention around here she s talked about threesomes and foursomes as well as her own special one on one time since she has been a swinger in the past i don t have any doubt that she would make good on any or all of that i ve said it before but i ll mention it again all of this is 100 true this is my life and i am utterly loving it my mistress is the best in the world i love her with all my heart and i know she loves me our relationship may sound weird to you but neither of us would want it any other way july 22 2014 categories female domination non fiction transgender tags bdsm bisexuality ds femdom flr intimacy kink m2f marriage power exchange relationships srs transgender author lockedhubby comments 2 comments excited times two things are getting so exciting today i sent my paperwork to the surgeon that i ve selected to do my gender confirmation surgery within a week i should have a tentative date for exchanging my boy parts for girls parts i m so excited my hope and plan is to create some additional pages here about the five surgeons i interviewed as part of my selection process everyone has have different criteria for such a choice but i know it helped me to read online about other peoples information and experiences the second thing i m excited about is that my wife is planning a special event for me now just prior to surgery this is a bdsm event that is likely to be one of the peak experiences of my life in many ways another dream come true my wife and i have met ms cleo dubois and her fascinating partner fakir musafar in person at an intense local bdsm event several years back we also have several of her movies tie me up and the pain game both awesome my wife also did a little phone counseling with ms dubois much earlier in our marriage related to our budding dominant submissive relationship anyway my wife mistress has decided that she is going to arrange for ms dubois to have a bdsm scene with me before my surgery all the details are up to the two of them and she has said she won t be telling me anything about it now a regular kinky scene with someone else in our local scene is usually very nice intense wonderful painful and of course fully consensual all those things a good bdsm scene should be but i can t put into words the commanding presence and energy that ms dubois brings to a scene you can get a sense for it in her movies and we were fortunate enough to see it in person my wife and i know that we have the intense level of energy exchange during our play that will make this an utterly amazing scene we know because other people have seen it as they have watched us play and afterwards they seek us out and let us know so i feel confident that i can be a worthy plaything of ms dubois and make my mistress proud my knees get weak just thinking about submitting to her my behavior will have to be perfect in order to please both her and my wife it s erotic and frightening thrilling and scary i sure hope my surgery date isn t too far in the futu...