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have the most intense experience possible and stories of groups noping right out of adventures like death frost doom and death love doom freaking people out so much they refuse to have their make believe people go into make believe places to face make believe dangers this isn t an sjw snowflake issue i work with people who describe themselves as trump supporters marxists and everything in between i don t care what people believe beyond the project in question weirdness and horror aren t limited to any particular political persuasion and any political system or ideology that limits artistic and creative expression is invalid and should be shot into the fucking sun this is a are you trying to deliver a horrifying experience or not issue here are some images from movies released 1985 6 a very specific period in time when i was 10 11 years old seeing this sort of thing with my parents ok reanimator i didn t see until later but it fits right in time and themewise and the image is too good not to include facebook auto deleted the return of the living dead shot when i posted this there oh no a woman s body is visible so they censor that and leave the other pictures which are so so so much worse the inevitable result of do gooder censorship demonstrated right there to me this sort of thing represents awkwardness embarrassment everything going completely off the rails and having no idea what is even happening that memory of my father slumping in his seat facepalming while linnea quigley danced naked in the graveyard in the movie he brought his 10 and 6 year old sons to see i want that feeling stamping on all human faces forever that s what the world should be like i didn t see much of my father growing up and this is actually my most vivid and treasured memory of him both the gift he gave in letting me see that wonderful movie when both it and i were new and fresh his reaction to it and oh yeah me scaring the shit out of my brother for months afterward by bringing it up because he was terrified by it yup lotfp is daddy issues i don t even remember awkwardness with my mother seeing leatherface miming chainsaw fucking that woman but around this time she decided to show me flesh for frankenstein which i definitely remember feeling awkward watching so i don t think she gave the first shit about things like that yet she wouldn t let me watch the day after yup lotfp is the result of being raised to enjoy entertainment as such and avoid propaganda p p p p other people will receive this imagery differently and it s way way out on the no no list as a standard in this industry there s always going to be an unbridgeable divide between those who want at least the potential of their minds blown apart by batshit insanity in their entertainment and those who want some assurance of limits i want you to wonder if that ache in your belly is actually the first detectable sign of the tumor that will kill you not because it s distressing but because sooner or later you ll be right and that s just life so why not have some fun with it name your tumor belial because frank henenlotter rules you don t like that ok to me all that disagreement isn t worth any more than preferring baseball instead of football now this attitude does relate to the new books kelvin s strict time records must be kept it s clean as a whistle without any of this nasty stuff but to me that doctor character is so cringe over the top camp insanity that it falls right into this same category despite especially because it s in a game line with a reputation for edgelord negadungeons alex s earth incubation crisis seemed to be more sane the cross genre mecha stuff to me falls under more straightforward gaming activity until he started the art that one piece he asked me if it was ok to do and me the person who greenlit wight power what was i going to do say no so now we have in print and distributed worldwide an illustration of 14 year old girls fiddling with a corpse 14 year olds can t consent corpses can t consent so if a 14 year old fiddles with a corpse who is the victim lotfp asks the tough questions society is afraid to face the answer is of course you the reader the real world is filled with so many limits and considerations and responsibilities and concerns and many of them are even valid necessary and good let us at the very least be free and wild and beyond good and evil with laws and morals thrown aside and all men shouting and killing and revelling in joy in our imaginations to sum up if you use safety tools that s your business it s certainly not going to be ours the official lotfp line is that negative emotions in the proper context are exhilarating and whatever emotions you feel during a game of lotfp positive or negative we hope you feel them to the fullest possible extent so if you want some game level authority to hold your hand and make sure your intense gaming never gets too intense by all means go check out the producers of not too intense gaming make them millionaires tell them i sent you but if you want something that offers a sharp nasty experience and then will actually stab you right in your fucking heart then lamentations of the flame princess is your dagger baby welcome home read more posted by jimlotfp at 11 37 pm email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday november 30 2021 why i published 1 the book of antitheses allo all on october 25 we made 10 new releases available from https www lotfp com store eight for sale and two freebies to entice purchase i m going taking a few minutes every day or five to explain why i decided to publish the items i did and i will do so in order from what i expected to be the most generally acceptable to what i expect to be the most controversial now coming in at 1 the book of antitheses it s been a little bit before this final entry because i ve both been swamped with other publisher duties and frankly i ve never known what to make of this book when jobe pitched it to me my thinking was well i have absolutely no idea what he s talking about but why not when the book started to take shape my thinking was i don t understand this at all what is this i guess i ll just have to publish it to find out what happens the process of understanding what it is that i would be publishing became like an lotfp adventure itself yeah it starts innocuously but by the end i was entangled in some sort of cosmic horror that would be with me forever because the beautiful and terrifying thing about jobe bittman is that he really seems to just not give a shit in the best and fearless of ways telling him no seems to me to be an act of cultural vandalism frankly this stuff needs to be out there in the world changing it but that change might itself be cultural vandalism i have no idea but that s the best place to be not knowing what something is exactly or how it will be received that means it s real i m sure i ve told this story before but when jobe had first turned in his draft for towers two it was right before the uk games expo in 2014 or 2015 i forget so i read it on the plane over to birmingham and it was just insane cuntwhip deathfuck magic the antagonist s goal is to what for what purpose i had two thoughts as i touched down in birmingham and then made my way to the venue to set up my booth this is going to kill my company and i can t wait to tell every single person i meet about this project i m doing i remember cornering monte cook and shanna germain near the elevator in the venue and not shutting the fuck up about it i also remember being at the airport going home from gen con 2017 ending up in the same waiting area as those two and telling my already ex wife i d brought with me those are the people i m rebelling against as a public spectacle in good fun really but who the hell knows how it was actually received some of the early bits of antitheses were intriguing to me jobe brought in benjamin marra a grammy nominated artist and my first concern was does this guy know what he s getting into i wasn t familiar with him it was immediately after the events of 2019 and i had nightmares of some mainstream normie artist being recruited and then being horrified at what his art was attached to in the final product but i was sent a copy of marra s american blood and had a chat with him and of all the problems i m volunteering for with this book and this job this wasn t one of them jobe also wanted to know if we could have a hole in the cover of the book i d seen such things in softcover books but never hardcover but the printer said that s not a problem ok so we had a concept i didn t understand a product that i had no clue about how i d present or what use it could possibly be to anyone and i couldn t have been more excited the way i imagine some gamer that s only ever played wotc d d or pathfinder and then coming into contact with lotfp that s how i was feeling with this no fucking clue what was going on and loving that i had no fucking clue what was going on this was going to be a great big major thing for lotfp one thing i glommed onto was the numerology section now numerology is one of the things that ruined coast to coast am for me after george noory took over the show all numerology and angels and a lot less of the hardcore weird that art bell would present and here was some friggin numerology in this book proving that the very roots of the industry were satanic i had to remind jobe that he was publishing for lamentations of the flame princess and maybe acknowledge that in the numerology section and now that i m talking about that section i guess it s time for a little discussion about how real this all is i have no idea if all the math adds up in that section i assume jobe ran the numbers i don t even know if the editor did but as far as i m concerned numerology that is mathematically accurate and numerology that doesn t add up is all equally nonsense i published this book because it s interesting and prickly and an entirely different state of mind than i have or that as far as i know any gamers have and that s enough for me i don t believe the magick in this book is any more real than the butt parasite weapon in monolith or xaxus or wiki dot pod does jobe believe it i don t know i think i asked a couple years back but frankly it s irrelevant to me so i didn t retain the information as far as i m concerned i m publishing gaming material it s all made up is my stock in trade and hardly a strike against else i d publish so i wouldn t consider it a strike against this one either if he does believe it well good for him maybe he began the whole thing as a joke and worked himself into a shoot it s not my job to judge or police someone s beliefs it s just my job to make sure the material is presented well but but but so after the layout was completed and the artwork started to come together i really started getting what jobe was doing seeing it all organized rather than a giant text dump does wonders for comprehension sometimes too bad i can t afford to have every first draft submission laid out before trying to read it and the magick on offer it s not so different from what i do before games because there s what i call wizard magic and then there s what i consider the pretentious label of magick applied to basically meditation and mental focus techniques and i have anxiety and panic before game sessions oh my god a bunch of people are coming over and then i have to not waste their time and i hope the game is fun ahhhhhhhhh people why does it have to be people kind of mentality i ve never ever not once hosted a game where i wasn t hoping that everyone would get sick and not be able to come at the last minute anxiety is real so i have some techniques rituals if you will to get me calmed down and focused before a session starts they aren t the same techniques that jobe details in antitheses but i ve never seen any similar thing addressed seriously in a game book before referee gm advice in game books is about how to prepare the game how to run the game not how to prepare yourself not how to run yourself so it hit me like the clicheverbial ton of bricks i don t believe at all in what the book is saying but i believe 100 in what the book is doing holy shit this book really is going to be huge and then there was the adventure where jobe has his usual i belong in a loony bin imagination runs wild what with the butt faces and poor people listed in the adventure s bestiary presented in a novel way and i can t wait to hear the play experiences from people in the wider world there is the fact that the book is an in game object so there s this thing where it exists for both the real people around the table and the characters they re playing and how that works are there really guns small enough to fit through the hole was jobe working with a larger hole in his playtests have fun with that one then there was the issue of the runes the method i used to read them was cheating and we took some steps to make sure others can t do that all that stuff is actual writing more content for the diligent or the not so diligent once some buttface posts a transcription then there was the foreword jobe had trouble getting someone to do that and the list of names he both proposed and tried to recruit i m sure would result in many annoying comments the person who did do it j f martel was perfect he cohosts the weird studies podcast a series of conversations on art and philosophy dwelling on ideas that are hard to think and art that opens up rifts in what we are pleased to call reality and is a published author his book reclaiming art in the age of artifice is very interesting and he delivered 4000 words for the foreward of antitheses really digging into some things and the message at least the one i strongly received from it the evangelicals were exactly right about d d and the reason it didn t transform the world is because people only saw it as an entertaining diversion and that that s disturbing one of the driving forces of my life has been imagination and creation more enjoying others than doing my own most of my life and encouraging and fighting for freer expression of the same which is necessary since much of my taste is let s just say not very classy so it s under constant attack so it needs defense but what if all the accusations are true what of the defense well i ve already addressed this in years past something along the lines of if the king in yellow was a real play and it truly caused madness and death that would still not be grounds for censoring or banning it that s what i think so what if i m wrong about what gaming is and the effect it has and also wrong about the actual effects of my edgy tastes and publications but also at the same time still right about the defense or what if i m wrong about the defense because what i do isn t what i think i m doing ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my brain hurts what if i haven t publishe...