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luinen s art blog navigation luinen s art blog commissions open ita eng call me luinen i try to turn maladaptative daydreaming into art bg3 critical role brainrot 18 blog minors be warned i reblog from luinenreblogs home message archive luinen bluewater 1708870309 25 february 2024 copy link to post permalink link copied i finally have a pinned post hi i m luinen i m an artist and i love fantasy stuff currently bg3 dnd critical role my oc is tino and i adapted him as a dark urge from bg3 there is also a fic on ao3 about him and his family written by my brilliant friend headraline in another life and he appears here too liars and fools this blog might contain suggestive work so be warned because it s a 18 blog you can support me by buying me a coffee by reblogging my art or by commissioning me you can now find me on bsky too commission status o pen 36 notes pinned post pin pinned post intro post philosophiums 1784998447 25 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied lays on the ground occtis took summon undead and life transference when he got to level 5 so unless he finds a spell laying around or unless alex and brennan have a sort of hey if you roleplay trying to figure a spell out and roll well on an arcana check i ll let you have it sort of thing given that wizards are not exactly super common in the setting for spells to be just laying around he s going to have to wait until level 6 to be able to take remove curse and that s if alex even wants to take it for occtis but god i so badly want to see a moment of like they get to the golden orchard and no one there can cast remove curse and it s frustrating and tense and then occtis walks up to julien and holds out his hand for the gem and julien gets instinctively defensive what are you doing and occtis is very calm and you can tell that his mind is spinning a thousand miles per hour but he looks julien dead ha in the eye and just very quietly says trust me and of course of course of course by now julien does so he hands the gem over and occtis reveals that he s been spending the waking hours of his nights practicing this magic for this purpose alone not for anything else not because he thinks it might be useful again in the future not thinking about mara and possibly saving her later no just julien just doing something because he knows it will make julien happy i want not just the character moment but the balance something like that would bring as well a tachonis cursed alba and a tachonis broke the curse the tachonis family took everything away from the davinos family and a tachonis is doing whatever he has in his power to give them something back julien s mother immediately and rightfully doesn t trust occtis with the gem but julien hands it over as soon as occtis asks him to i want the mirror i want the building relationship i want julien to thank occtis and for occtis to brush it off and for julien to insist ughhhhhhhh 127 notes like to charge reblog to cast knightingale occtis tachonis sir julien davinos alba davinos not art godaweful 1784830962 23 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied julien after being called rude sorry i ve had a long night occtis quietly he has 166 notes critical role occtis tachonis sir julien davinos knightingale not art your turn to role 1784710512 22 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied also everyone s talked plenty about what julien said to koral and what that indicates about how his relationship with occtis has changed but the one thing that really gets me is specifically your family has taken nearly everything from me and has definitely taken everything from your brother occtis because that s a notable pivot from julien to go from only following occtis because you wanted revenge on his family for destroying your life to protecting him because you ve realised for all they did to you what they did to him was worse and in fairness yeah julien lost a lot of family and friends to that attack plus his primary home but he still has his mother and hope for his sister he s still alive he s not going through the horror of attempting to puppet his own corpse around occtis lost his home a long time ago and in losing his life has in essence lost his entire family as well but not to death that would be easier occtis is losing family members every time he gets his hopes up about having some ally among his house any of them that didn t want him dead and so far having those hopes dashed every time it is a big moment for julien to have primus tachonis in reach and choose to pull occtis out of that situation instead but i don t think seeing occtis in total trauma panic attack mode in front of his father was any kind of revelation for julien i think he already knew exactly what the problem was and probably has known for a while julien s a way more perceptive person than he lets on just most of the time he s pretty selfish with that information not anymore julien s sense of justice is strong albeit extremely subjective and during the worst week of his life he s found someone he thinks deserves revenge even more than him your turn to role and also on that like their exchange about koral earlier that episode of you re quick to trust other tachonis after what they did to you i m sorry i m quick to trust a member of my family occtis is clearly reading this as another continuation of julien saying i don t trust you and if you get too close to acting like the rest of them i ll kill you but i think julien s meaning is closer to hey be angrier about how they treated you 328 notes yes thank you for articulating what s been rotating in my head for weeks knightingale sir julien davinos occtis tachonis good meta not art kikkofrog 1784707292 22 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied something that i cannot help but admire about gortash is his loyalty to durge and with loyalty i mean the fact that he is not only willing to continue their partnership from where they left off after orin betrayed durge but that he is also willing to overlook the mess the dark urge is when they meet once again what do i mean with mess the memory issues the constant fainting the struggle to keep their own body in control by now everyone knows that the dark urge suffers from amnesia but nobody ever seems to talk about durge s other numerous issues keep reading 312 notes bg3 enver gortash bhaal bane durgetash the dark urge durgetash meta they match each others freak not art aawwrryy 1784664315 21 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied the la by night cast crew really try to drive home the fact that as a nosferatu jasper is ugly as shit and yeah theyve got alex in creepy makeup and the contacts but at the end of the day its still alexander ward with vampire fangs and his goth little hoodies 107 notes he looks genuinely adorable in that make up i will never think jasper as ugly he s a precious little kitten to me la by night jasper heartwood not art philosophiums 1784538727 20 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied julien gesturing at occtis matt explicitly says i gesture towards occtis tend to your exhausted charge please no one does and julien looks so distraught do we think it kills julien just a little bit that the main thing he can t do for occtis right now is heal him do we think julien would have healed occtis outside of the tachonis manor when he had his pseudo heart attack if he could have julien can t get healing through his class features do we want to bet he picks up a medicine kit proficiency so he can tend to occtis god and how much did it hurt occtis that the only person who had his back who cared about him truly in that moment was julien no one listened when occtis told them to stop touching him he didn t use those exact words sure but the tone made it clear no one healed him even though one of the people touching him was a paladin who definitely could have a paladin who had been in charge of holding onto the thing that for all they knew was keeping him alive a paladin who had been his friend and maybe isn t anymore julien may not always know the right thing to say to occtis but he always knows the right thing to do and never once did occtis complain about julien touching him 346 notes critical role knightingale crying screaming throwing up these two will be the death of me not art philosophiums 1784536652 20 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied cr4e16 occtis just a heads up when we encounter members of my family im probably going to talk to them to see where alliances lie that s not going to be me betraying you julien i understand but there is a line make sure you don t cross it cr4e30 occtis basically my brother might be on our side he may be bound bc he s a traitor i m not saying i m not saying don t kill him i m just saying maybe ask first julien very quietly of course julien to koral your family has taken nearly everything from me and has definitely taken most everything from your own brother do you still consider your family kin 93 notes yesssssss exactly omg cr4 spoilers knightingale not art prev tags look how far we ve come where s the line now julien fortis non feroxx 1784376813 18 july 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied strange bedfellows it isn t as if julien wanted this to happen this this obsession that he has it s dangerous caring gets you killed teor s body still warm can speak to that and yet the tachonis boy what had he been thinking jumping out a window without a second thought trusting occtis word more than gravity and then of course the rest of it the terrible fear in occtis voice the anger those poison green eyes his gaze had seemed to pin julien to the spot why do you care and julien couldn t answer because occtis was dangerous surely because he was the key to defeating the tachonis because he was the only link to a life julien knows is dead forever but he didn t use any of those perfectly reasonable rehearsed excuses instead he choked on his words for about an eternity before blathering something about what occtis family might still want with him it wasn t a lie i don t want them to get their hands on you but it wasn t the truth either because the truth julien knows is not that he s afraid of by losing occtis gaining another enemy but losing another friend the truth is that julien has seen the violent bruising around occtis neck the jagged line down his sternum and aches at the thought of what else such a family could do thankfully occtis didn t catch on quite the opposite actually if the flash of hurt in his eyes was to be believed but as occtis spat dismissals in barely cloaked terror julien wondered if this was really any better he could barely admit his affection obsession whatever to himself voicing it to occtis was out of the question but julien could tell that when occtis said the only two people who care about me he believed it and once again against all logic julien ached so he followed of course he followed and thank the dead gods he did if not for julien occtis might still be frozen in place staring at the man that julien is beginning to realize has hurt him far more than his current scars belie it s such a far cry from the sharp witted terrifying necromancer julien s been traveling with that a new kind of hatred for primus tachonis enters his heart when he kills that man he will do it for his father his home his honor yes but he will also do it for the life of occtis tachonis who trembled under julien s arm the whole way back to the fang house and now here they are occtis still convinced that julien sees him as a tool at best julien still despairing every time catching those poison eyes sends a thrill down his spine orbiting each other like twin stars julien tries to kill this caring he really does there is every possibility that occtis will be dead tomorrow one of his many enemies catching up to him and julien cannot afford to fall apart again if that happens it seems though that julien s affection takes after the boy himself it simply will not die occtis tachonis is dangerous heartless terrified and terrifying he hates julien s guts and believes julien feels the same and shapers damn him julien davinos doesn t care he wants to follow this beautiful wretched creature into realms beyond if it means keeping him safe he wants to never see that petrified look on occtis face again he wants damn it all to hold him just that without the threat of imminent death julien davinos wants a lot of things he shouldn t of course he thinks as they prepare to leave the city that s never stopped me before so what if this time it might really be his death he catches those terrible lovely eyes again and thinks what a way to go 100 notes knightingale occtis tachonis julien davinos c4 not art luinen bluewater 1784138478 15 july 2026 copy link to post permalink link copied alt alt no context i just wanted them to kiss and be shocked about being into it 268 notes knightingale occtien critical role occtis tachonis julien davinos cr4 cr4 fanart i ve had this sitting in my folder for weeks i felt like i needed to post something at some point so here it is my art azureranger 1782808173 30 june 2026 reblogged from copy link to post permalink link copied occtis asking julien why he cares about him so much and julien hesitating before hiding it behind we don t know what use your family still has use for you ooooohhhh i m going to be sick 169 notes knightingale occtis tachonis sir julien davinos cr4 spoilers not art i m freaking out i love them so much 1 2 3 4 5 lilac theme by seyche