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all the time relentless and the phenomena of big fat white guys with hot indonesian women mind boggling like you would barely be able to contain yourself you would want to shout oh come on seriously with a side of falsetto is this happening it is happening and it s sad this sex as currency thing i definitely don t mind it as part of a package deal but on its own with nothing else to offer just sad but the weather is awesome and the pedicures are cheap so it s fine sigh and really would the world be a better place if five minutes in heaven meant five minutes playing minecraft yes that s what i thought gimme gimme gimme inked by karey m at 9 24 pm 2 comments 04 february 2013 vine the only thing better to me than instagram is a moving instagram short and sweet and ripe with juicy bits of meant to be forgotten and embarrassing and vertigo inducing and random albeit sometimes pretty or interesting to one or two people and why bother seconds of our lives it is called vine and i love it i especially love it when i catch a loud indo noon rain and get reminded that my curbs are cute i forget that too all too often during rainy season it s also a nice app to show esmé how there was a year when i let her sleep five extra minutes in the mornings my handwriting and horrible mood and also this hedgie of ours oh and the year i bought the girlies three tap shoes absolutely made for marble floors but not the tile ones in the sunroom that are now skidded silver lillie and grae have a dance this weekend and i m trying to persuade them to bring along their taps i figure it could buy me at least one more year of no dating yes related when we lived in jordan there was a dance studio right by our place i wanted the girlies two to turn out just like me and so i signed them up for tap pat suggested how about latin instead to which i answered that s boring tap is so happy to which he answered let me see what you remember from your years of tap if i remember correctly my routine looked a lot like this and that is why the girlies two took latin but as you can see despite all efforts to the contrary they turned out just like me inked by karey m at 10 19 pm 5 comments 23 december 2012 things i find on my desktop inked by karey m at 1 35 am 5 comments 13 december 2012 five things in the past five minutes 1 i thought to myself chin heavy in hand huh i could paint that dumb 2 i thought to myself with much more optimism maybe this would be easier still dumb 3 i have been searching for art for our bedroom this is so hyper aggro that i think it would make me laugh every time i saw it plus mother trucker was pat s first public swear when he was eight or so he has better ones now this is a fantastic idea 4 tacked this to my gimme bar but only because i have and i don t need to anymore for a while at least phrew 5 thought about how everyone always says that the girls get their writing talent from me and then re read what pat wrote for lillie s how not to be a teen mom project in part lillie what was the scariest part about being a new parent pat i didn t find any part of it scary i was 28 years old when we had you we had a nice home and good jobs and had already been married for seven years we thought we were ready for a you lillie was your sleep affected pat i usually did the the last and first feeding and mommy would take care of you throughout the night i didn t really feel like my sleep was affected but i am used to having a chaotic schedule lillie what was the most difficult pat the most difficult thing was not always knowing what you needed or wanted and just trying to stop the crying and make you happy again that is still the most challenging thing lillie would it have been harder if you had been a single parent with an infant pat i could not imagine raising you as a single parent it was difficult enough between the two of us lillie what makes it all worth it in the long run pat to see you now as a bright happy confident young woman lillie what are your best memories of me at an infant age pat when you first came out and pooped on your mom and any and every time i see you smile and happy you were a good baby lillie you re going to be a great woman i guess i like his economy of words i like how he states things with a quiet confidence makes anything he says feel like a fact i also like how he knows that it s important to be affectionate with them no matter how old they get he makes sure their hugs are not more than a day apart and he can still carry them up to bed no matter how much it hurts he pretends it does not because anything else would hurt way more inked by karey m at 9 28 pm 7 comments 02 december 2012 stars so i heard this song and couldn t help the ache in my gut that this was a song written for me or perhaps for those i love so hard that i already miss them you know that feeling yes i know you probably do i was explaining to my fierce grae rose why it means too much to me it means esmé to me actually which is too much to me here s how i explained it to grae she is borrowed my sister was not supposed to meet lillie kate my dad hadn t met her and i expected nothing less from lin it was flattening for sure but jesus she stuck around and she stuck around for grae and beyond all beyonds she stuck around for esmé too and two weeks after esmé came poof she was stolen from all of us make no mistake it was the very thought of esmé that kept her here longer she knew that our dad hadn t met any of my babies and it was like she had to be able to describe them to him the next time she saw him for that i m forever grateful the air leaves me every time i think of her heavenly baggage but i thank her every time i gasp and i ve forgiven that theft i have it shocks me still but i ve forgiven the loss yet esmé remains a shaking of my head enigma she is the best of me with the heart of my sister and an inbred history that surprise me at every turn how the hell does she know lin loved sweet and salty treats icy water kindness when it s way easier to be mean pink grapefruit red velvet your smile whatever you ve chosen to wear today whatever you choose to wear tomorrow man lin she loved it all such a fucking loss i mean it the more time that passes i feel like a crime was committed i d like to file a missing persons report because god damn it i miss her how did esmé get here i wonder how did i win that lottery how the heck did someone know i needed her like air it was a favor for sure and i don t know who to pay back seven years later and i m still waiting for someone to tell me okay she got you through the tough part you re on your own again karey you can handle it best of luck to you i digress back to the song and back to my borrowed esmé i explained it all to grae and she cried and for a second i felt bad about how their lives have made them feel so emotional and temporary and then i was grateful because life should be something over which we weep it should cause panic over ohmygod is it over already it s an insane gift isn t it glad they re learning this earlier than some earlier than i did for sure i think we re all borrowed for a second or two snatched back at any minute and we should all be treated as such yes yes inked by karey m at 9 44 am 24 comments 22 november 2012 the facebook so lillie and grae finally jumped into the facebook i of course am anti as i seem to be with a few deep pools of disconnected connectivity what can i tell you i am a selective drowner the minute they created their accounts grae talking lillie out of using thumbs up symbols instead of the ells in her name and lillie convincing grae away from selecting a user name of kathy or carol or dave i felt a pang this is how it ends i thought how pedestrian turns out the initial sign up wasn t even the most heartbreaking moment nope the part that sliced me open head to heart was when lillie s chair dance stalled for a second and her chandelier smile flickered mom with her forever lashes butterflying me from across the room where s my hometown i wish i could explain how lost she looked in that moment no i wish i could forget how lost she looked in than moment you know it s funny we ve given them texas and oman and the emirates and jordan and london and thailand and jakarta and even virginia a few times plus a million little stops here and there to catch our breath in hungry gasps we ve made them feel at home even in the emptiest places and given them like a baby sleeps on the scratchiest sheets building gingerbread houses in a hundred and ten degrees and hanging disco balls to make it all a party we thought we d given them the world but somewhere along the way we forgot all about giving them a hometown i think people need those don t you if for no other reason than to leave it in a scene slam the door and announce you d rather die than ever come back only to return too many years later and feel your beginning all over again coming home you know it s a big part of our fairy tales and happily ever afters and i can t help but feel like we ve ripped those pages right out of their books in case you re wondering grae chose without an inch of thought chicago as her hometown even though she has never lived there in her entire life because michael jordan also she went ahead and selected harvard as the place where she studied so she doesn t need to be bothered updating later gimme inked by karey m at 2 28 am 13 comments 09 november 2012 three words i and miss and pat i didn t so much this week is that bad to admit because we were busy and i never really see him during the week but it s friday and right about now he would be walking through the door and oh those chocolate browns and i am having a fail of a day and all i need is that boy who won t be back til next week instead right now there are a lot of neighborhood girls upstairs pretty much all of them i think they are walking around in my heels and screaming possibly crushing doritos into the marble floor plus screaming did i mention the screaming oh i see i did nonetheless happy girls all it is no match for those chocolate browns but i will take it also i just downloaded the entire season so far of real housewives of miami trash helps gimme inked by karey m at 7 30 am 5 comments 08 november 2012 down to earth whenever anyone pre introduces me to someone i m sure to like they seem to always use some form of the phrase you re going to love her she s so down to earth and when this happens i seem to always make a grimace down to earth in my head those words make it sound like you ve no more drowning in the clouds dreams you ve no more ideas that bump into the moon in the middle of the night there ll be no more reapplying lipstick in the reflection of a star no more tripping over fireworks in july no more dipping your quill in the inked sky and writing a new world for yourself i hope the thought of me never evokes those words down to earth because that might be worse than the time someone suggested i shop at a tranny store for cute man sized heels gimme inked by karey m at 2 58 am 6 comments 05 november 2012 oh esmé that little thing she begged for a clip to hold her hair back and i kind of assumed her request was really a result of a few months of rugged aussies calling her a boy at school nope she just wanted to be able to see her paper better when she wrote her confidence is like lillie s which means the problems belong to you not her this philosophy gets dicey around fourteen and i imagine forty but right now when she s feeling beautiful despite what other small people may say i ll take it yesterday i got a little note from my friend in hong kong it read stella told me while she was doing homework mom i wish esmé was in my class why i asked because esmé taught me that there s a u at the end of you i wish esmé could help me now it s wonderful when you teach someone else something wonderful it s even better when they remember it forever i ve got to do that more often p s i forwarded that mail to pat who is traveling because i always try to make him cry it s a life goal of mine made easier when he s airplane tired or just being the sappy italian he is he replied i wish someone had told me there was no v in of drat i should ve saved it til he was on his second thirteen hour leg inked by karey m at 10 27 pm 9 comments awkward in no particular order i wore an ancient david meister dress this one in fact to the marine ball this weekend upon our arrival i realized that jakarta is a leetle more buttoned up bridesmaid dress than anywhere we ve been in the middle east translated this means i showed a touch more boobie than i probably should ve pat claims that this is an impossibility and then someone told me they might be moving to someplace in india to which i blurted out ugh straight before i even thought about what i was blurting out the general rule in these parts is to smile and gasp when someone tells you where they may be posted next and tell a story about someone you know who lived there and loved it for some stupid reason all i could come up with was i had a friend who lived there and then i think i said something about toilet paper and bodily functions of train riders it was just painful i am better at this than that and when this newish acquaintance who i adore caught sight of pat s colleague s wife standing next to me she innocently asked oh is this your daughter later i said to pat i mean she s brazilian how could she be my daughter he thinks i missed the point oh i hope you were fools this weekend too inked by karey m at 1 39 am 9 comments 28 october 2012 oh man there s too much to tell you i can t even begin but let me try i ve unpacked nearly eight thousand pounds of pretty and silliness we got delivered on a monday and by a thursday somehow it all made perfect sense the girlies three now describe our home as christmas and i find them cozied up in a different spot every night which is a gift to me really their happiness and contentedness for the record there were eight italian plates and one flour canister and a few huge glass frames broken but my disco ball arrived intact so we re good at a dinner party the other night someone complimented the placement of our dining room or the pictures on our wall or the embroidered floor pillows here and there and pat s dark eyes sparked and that chandelier smile lillie kate inherited from him showed itself she kills it turning our houses into homes he said and i thought to myself as i moonwalked out of the room and out of the compliment that here here s a tangible skill and phrew i no longer panic about water and tsunamis and other nonsense i panic about traffic because if the girlies three are there and i am here there is no way in hell i can get to them if there is traffic which in jakarta is a given there has always been and will always be traffic i can t buy my way to them i can t beg my way to them i can t force my way to them no matter how hard i could ever try and that kills me 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