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at they can do when the poop hits the air mover perhaps i need to feel i m positively contributing to my workplace an our unit mission props to my coastie audience in the context of what and how i do my job i often find to my own horror that i m the most competent trained or willfully assertive member of the resuscitation team there s my niche that s where i fit in i have learned to gently guide direct and supportively push the other medical personnel in my sphere to practice medicine in a way that is focused on the patient more than covering their own or their manager s butt i work with a bunch of smart driven caring practitioners however i think i m the only one who s not afraid to say let s do what we have to do and that s the most important thing i do every day somehow i m in exactly the right place i m not a hero i m not going to pull a comic book style rescue on anyone i think the important thing is that i m not afraid to give that little push for my patient have i grown old enough to realize that the best work i can do here is by stepping back i hope so maddog halfway through the letter i had to refill my pen i m going to bed with ink stains on my hands does that make me a writer posted by maddog at 02 14 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 4 21 2011 moving in a few weeks days i ll be moving over to the first responders network these guys are awesome met em at the emstoday conference in baltimore this year look for me soon at http www maddogmedic com w00t my own domain i m turning into a grownup stay tuned maddog posted by maddog at 08 24 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 16 2011 where we re headed this guy gives me hope for my profession with folks like him riding ambulances and being members of our community we will improve maddog posted by maddog at 20 48 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest murderer jolly and i are on night shift at the main clinic when we get a call for a security guard who s collapsed at a facility about 45 minutes away we roll on the way we re advised that the patient has been loaded into a security vehicle and they are racing to rendezvous with us we meet on the dusty shoulder of a desert highway a panic eyed security guard opens the back door of the suv and i see our patient he s blue it s been at least 20 minutes since we got the call that s not so good bvm good air movement i holler over my shoulder to jolly he slides in and we quickly transfer our patient to the ambulance no pulse no respirations load and go pump and blow the drivers hired by our company for the ambulances are not medical personnel they are local employees who are sliding towards retirement they have no training in emergency vehicle operations and no concept of what it s like to be in the back of an ambulance they also drive like locals our particular driver has been infected by the urgent panic of our patient s colleagues he goes screaming down the highway around corners and over speed bumps in such a way that jolly and i can barely keep up cpr much less attach a monitor intubate or start an iv chaos jolly is alternating between chest compressions and bracing himself against the movement of the ambulance i m doing my best to manage the airway with basic adjuncts while screaming schweiah shcweiah f g schweiah already over my shoulder schweiah means slow the panic makes the driver deaf sigh at the er we work the code with the rest of the staff most of whom were my students in an acls class i had taught 3 days before asystole on the monitor tubed with a 7 0 bilateral 16s wide open enough epi to make a sloth break a 4 minute mile we call it after about 30 minutes of working we went that long mostly for the benefit of the patient s coworkers who were looming outside the door 51 years old this was only the second time he s ever seen a doctor also the last his previous visit was 7 years ago and it ended with a prescription for cholesterol and blood pressure meds that he never filled we did our best but there s always that let down maybe it s the adrenaline wearing off maybe it s the obvious grief on the faces of his friends it s late i clean up and hurry over to the commissary next door to grab a missed dinner before they close the indian guy at the checkout looks at my name tag he pronounces my last name carefully do you know what your name means in my language i shake my head i m really tired he wears a big grin murderer great just great maddog posted by maddog at 07 14 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 11 2011 pretty lucky guy part ii after about 26 hours of ground and air travel i m safe and sound in my little desert kingdom i got through bahrain with no delays even drove right over the pearl roundabout and spied some flags and banners not much going on while things are showing as busy and dangerous on the news none of the much covered unreast reaches this far into the unpopulated wastes where i live occasionally a camel may protest by blocking traffic for a while but otherwise things are quiet i m a pretty lucky guy on my way out the security gate to go to work this evening the young security guard brightens up when he sees me hello my friend he says with a big grin he looks vaguely familiar but i go through so many gates and see so many security guards that it s hard to keep them all straight i figure he s just being super friendly as many locals are here it s really quite charming do you remember me you helped me he says reaching out his hand to shake mine bing it hits it s the pretty lucky guy i treated a few months ago i shake his hand warmly as he grins and smiles ali how are you my friend i m a little surprised and delighted to see him i am fine al hamdulillah thanks be to god thank you so much my friend and he is he s got few scars on his forehead from the accident but he s up and walking around with no pain back on the job and happy to be there and grateful cool maddog posted by maddog at 19 19 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 08 2011 home again home again jiggedy jig a spinner takes a mass of wool and makes it come together into an organized yarn of useful thread a knitter binds that thread into a useful garment that fends off the cold tonight i m hip to hip with my father in the kitchen of my parents house we re cleaning up after an awesome dinner my mom put together i can think of no better way to spend my last night in the usa after my awesome experience at the emstoday conference and the amazing meetups provided by zoll chronicles of ems and first responder network tv mom put on a fantastic feast and dad i are doing are doing our duty to clean up the aftermath we be talkin we talk about politics we talk about race we talk about women and ultimately we talk about music we both love the blues and the popular music that has evolved out of the blues he likes bonnie raitt and eric clapton me i like em too but i do see the direct connection between the blues and led zepplin the black keys or even the beatles sheesh maddog when are you going to talk about ems we didn t sign up for some discussion on popular music in the usa and the uk in the 20th century well here s where it folds together robert plant and jimmy page didn t set out to be one of the greatest bands of the 20th century they originally just got together to listen to some old recordings of american blues artists that were pressed onto vinyl and shipped to the uk from this collaboration came the awesomeness that was and still is led zepplin if you ever doubt that connection please listen to the levee song dazed and confused i can t quit you baby and just about everything else they ve done wikipedia link here after meeting many of my blogging professional colleagues this week and a poet i m beginning to realize that none of us set out on our own personal journey to be superstars we just became medics to fill a need in our community or to advance our careers or to keep us busy or to follow our fate given calling whatever the reason we came to here now we are paramedics we are internet users we are attuned to convenient prescient and useful collaboration and as such we are bloggers somehow doing that blogging we become better medics as bloggers we gain different insight into our day to day work thus as medics we become better bloggers we know we are not alone we all take all these disparate threads of our experiences con ed seminars advice of colleagues websites and medical journals and we try to spin and weave something that resembles a competent practice that under the right circumstances can save a life or two that s all we ask for but wow we often feel like we are the only ones holding back the tide of death and misery how many times have each of us felt alone i do it all the time every time that loneliness has cut me deep my fingers dance on the keyboard i tell you the collective you about it and that in itself fends off the lonely thank you all for reminding me that i am not alone i say to the rest of you out there you are not alone ask the question vent your rage share your funny say it ask it do it do or do not there is no try i used to tell my students go forth do great things i can think of no better advice to my newly re discovered community of blogging ems providers i thank you all from the very bottom of my living breathing and creative soul maddog posted by maddog at 05 44 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 07 2011 recent keyword activity apparently some folks in canada have been getting to my blog by putting the following into their google search bedoin peeing in sand will the madness ever stop maddog posted by maddog at 06 45 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 06 2011 so much to write about wow what an amazing time i had at the 2011 emstoday conference i learned a lot met some amazing people and have been re energized to make this blog fly there s so much to write on but i ve got 90 minutes until hotel checkout and too much knocking around in my head i ll be with family for the next day or so then i have about 24 hours of plane and car travel to get me back to my tiny desert town i want to write about the people i met and the impact of social media on blogging i ve seen a dramatic change over the last 2 3 years i want to discuss that the recent protests in the middle east merit mention considering where i live and work give me a few days to get all these thoughts organized and i ll be pushing out some posts over the next few days maddog posted by maddog at 18 30 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 03 2011 boat what boat while at the ems today conference in baltimore i popped by the ems blogger party hosted by zoll thanks charlotte what an amazing time what an amazing group of people i met some of the brightest sincerest and funniest bloggers out there i realized that my recent inactivity and general decline of blogging has led me to miss the boat social media facebook twitter and the increased interconnectedness that we get from that has transformed ems blogging i started it as a diary of sorts of my times and efforts becoming and then working as a paramedic now these amazing professionals share information teach each other engage in collaborative learning that would not have been possible 10 years ago and would have been unusual 5 years ago i feel like i took a long nap and then woke up to find my house full of the smartest most motivated people i ve ever met and they re all clamoring to do cool stuff people like tom bouthillet the happy medic and so many others were there last night and i have to say to all of you thanks you have made me feel welcome again into this growing community of blogging ems providers and i m really glad to be back you have inspired me maddog posted by maddog at 19 11 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 3 01 2011 growing pains howdy all as you can see i ve updated my blog template from the same one i was using since 2004 ugh unfortunately my old comments program echo failed to make it across so i have to now start using the blogger comments and have lost all of my archived ones furthermore i was using blogroll for my links bar they ve now gone defunct and i failed to backup my links if i ve linked to you in the past please send me an email or comment and i ll restore the links manually oh if you re in baltimore come by and see me and other bloggers on thursday night click here maddog posted by maddog at 22 17 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest baltimore ems blogmeet 2011 is on howdy kids i ve traveled 8 000 miles to be at the 2011 ems today conference and i m keen to meetup with some other bloggers when thursday march 3rd 2011 from 6pm until about 7 45 where pratt street alehouse at 206 west pratt st baltimore right across the street from the convention center who ems bloggers and all of our thousands of screaming groupies why why the heck not at least you can come chastize me for not posting as often as i used to afterwards i ll be heading out to the jems meetup at uno s chicago grill the details are here the jems meetup promises to be pretty big and i d like to have one just for bloggers beforehand come out to one of them come out to both woohoo in keeping with previous blogmeets i ll be wearing a hat to be recognizable this year s selection is below see you all there comment below or email me as needed maddog posted by maddog at 02 43 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 2 11 2011 commute on the bus from a remote clinic to home after night shift sunrise on a desert landscape out the bus window while listening to the drive by truckers nice maddog posted by maddog at 07 24 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 1 17 2011 bawlmer here i come soooooooo i m going to the 2011 ems today conference in baltimore md i ve previously done a blogmeet however i ll likely not be wearing the same hat who s game this year email or comment let s do this bloggers of the ems world unite to eat drink and tell stories maddog posted by maddog at 22 25 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom search this blog links email how it all started coems worthy reads parapup blog ai arrived before ems did 1 hour ago a day in the life of an ambulance driver i m baaack 2 weeks ago street watch notes of a paramedic central line access 2 weeks ago life under the lights understanding why washington endometriosis causes severe and chronic pain 8 months ago medic three tài xỉu online nohu90 chế độ xanh chín đảm bảo an 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