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i have no idea what im doing i have no idea what im doing mads vicky nb german hi im massive trash this blog is a clusterfuck art knitting blog at madmiraclearts tumblr com i love video games vampires supernatural stuff and memes my capitalisation and commas are all over the place because my german brain tells me to i am 21 but i m not putting my age cuz i d forget to update it refresh message submit archive theme credit july 28 2 747 notes peachpitdiaries july 28 2 428 notes hellsitegenetics sweetsweetemo eden evercrisp sweetsweetemo im going to be honest i dont want to see that shit but what if we originally posted by sailorsativablu okay fine you win with your whimsy string identified gg t t t at t tat t t at a t closest match luria lurida genome assembly chromosome 7 image source july 28 82 990 notes tatersgonnatate y know what sure why not july 28 77 997 notes sycamorality meowsfeed source merletails compilation of this guy and how he holds the cat july 28 319 notes starrose17 july 28 4 460 notes skittlesandham they don t bite dmc july 28 123 926 notes killhitleragain fibonacci hmm i sure wish there was a way to mathematically represent an empty quantity the simple yet useful arabic numeral july 28 101 763 notes aetherograph hellothanksjellyfish notlayingroses everything i read about recovering from burnout is like it takes months or even years to fully recover and it s like okay i have a weekend before i gotta clock in on monday just gonna leave this here what if the creative self expression is the burnout though i had to deal with this recently after years of labouring on a manuscript and stressing about criticism and backlash because writers get loads of negative attention now and had to basically drop this project and not write for several weeks because that was causing the burnout i floundered for a while i figured making things with my hands was probably good as was learning things and exploring new stories by watching movies i d never seen before learning about parts of movie history i had never known found some really good documentaries on exploitation films 80s horror nudity and censorship in film drive ins and generally just trying to take a vacation from my profession which i realise now i have never done before in all my 20 years of writing i think the solution to burnout is a vacation a real vacation a leave your phone behind don t post about it vacation even a weekend would help if you can go somewhere else for a weekend do it if you can t well put your phone away and go to the movies or just watch an old movie at home if you can walk go on a walk around your neighbourhood and explore like you might have if you were a kid ride bikes roll in the grass at a park go to the thrift store and find something you can fix up or decorate and make it yours we found a little bookcase and painted stripes on it and now it holds all our board games as an example if you have a yard go mess around with it if you don t find some containers and put dirt and flower seeds in them even dandelion seeds which are free and everywhere draw on the wallpaper with sharpies or get some acrylic paint from the craft store and paint an old bedsheet and hang it up if you rent engage with the world that materially exists and do something that only benefits you that only you know about don t post about it try not posting about your life for a while not scrolling put the phone down and change your environment a little i started really throwing myself into this lately and it helps i think burnout is talked about like some big scary monster that can t be solved by regular people suffering it because who the fuck has the money to do nothing for years on end but i truly think burnout is just what happens when you don t take a vacation regularly you don t need a lot of money to take a vacation you can do it with your regular days off my mom used to take us on random vacations on weekends she didn t know where we were going we just started driving and she would keep turning toward things that were interesting to look at until we were in solvang or idyllwild or somewhere and she would see a neat little motel and we d stop and stay there for saturday night and on sunday we d wander around and go places that looked interesting in that little spot and then go back home this was back when gas and motels were a lil cheaper but the idea is you don t have to plan a vacation and it doesn t have to be very long to be good and fun shake out of your routine of drudgery and play that in my opinion is the solution to burnout play humans are not meant to live lives without recess july 28 18 346 notes contemptible scoundrel weepingchoir huh july 28 304 309 notes punkrorschach sewerfight deactivated20250114 my friend was testing perfumes out at the store and she sniffed a bottle and anounced ngl this bitch kind of sucks the girl at the counter suddenly looked really sad and my friend was like i m sorry i wasn t talking about you and the girl looked up and said no don t worry i didn t think that but i just crushed a ladybug with my shoe we both took a peak over the counter she d stepped on a red m m this post is like five posts per post 2 3 4 5 6 7