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it with my book club i cried so much while reading crying in h mart and it was very cathartic as someone who lost their mom at 13 i deeply connected with the grief michelle depicted her story of healing and the things we don t always talk about when it comes to grief like trying to repress the painful flashbacks and loops that sometimes pop up in our minds when it comes to our loved ones it was so honest i loved the discussion of food throughout the book and and the candour with which the author discussed her connection to her heritage this book was deeply moving sincere and profound i m glad my mom died by jennette mccurdy synopsis i m glad my mom died is a poignant memoir detailing jennette mccurdy s tumultuous relationship with her abusive mother who controlled many aspects of her life and career as an actor mccurdy candidly recounts her struggles and offers a powerful narrative of overcoming trauma and finding her own identity through dark humour and heartfelt reflection she reveals the complexities of healing and self discovery themes child stardom grief abuse and control mental health mother daughter relationships eating disorders self discovery and healing why it s a favourite i devoured this book in a day while i was in a really difficult season of life i was intrigued by her story and was grateful to be focusing on something outside myself during that season there were many things that jennette wrote about grief that struck a chord with me she talked about trying to talk to folks who had no concept of loss saying i feel like the world is divided into two types of people people who know loss and people who don t and then went on to talk about disregarding people who didn t get it oof i ve been there she also had some great perspective on how we romanticize those who have passed away and how we struggle to be honest about them i was impressed with the candour and humour that the author was able to demonstrate throughout the book and the title certainly got people s attention here after by amy lin synopsis here after is a heart wrenching memoir about love and loss from debut author amy lin following the death of her husband less than two weeks after her staggering loss amy finds herself in the hospital facing her own health crisis the book shares amy and kurtis love story through moving vignettes coupled with an honest perspective on what we think the grieving process actually entails versus how it unfolds themes grief loss resilience memory and legacy why it s a favourite how can grief be so universal and yet still so wildly misunderstood this question in here after echos so many of my own feelings about grief and a theme i ve been exploring for over 25 years i resonated deeply with amy s perspective her questions and all the challenges she faced as she navigated devastating grief following her husband s death i appreciated her honesty and candour and how she not only talked about the grief but the deep love that was the foundation for their relationship note i received an advance reader copy of this book from the publisher all opinions are my own open book by jessica simpson synopsis in her memoir open book jessica simpson candidly shares her journey from pop star to business mogul revealing the personal struggles and triumphs she encountered along the way through raw and heartfelt storytelling jessica offers readers an intimate glimpse into her life behind the spotlight themes addiction body image the pressures of fame faith love and self acceptance why it s a favourite in 1999 i remember seeing jessica simpson and her sister ashlee who was one of her backup dancers open for 98 degrees at massey hall jessica s talent was so apparent but the way the media treated her throughout the 90s and 00s was appalling her memoir really delved into that time and the years that followed through her marriage divorce challenges with body image addiction and growing her business i love how she quoted her journals from over the years and the perspective she had on the other side of so many ups and downs i adore the message she ended the book with about having the courage to be honest with ourselves because we know that honesty with lead to somewhere this was also the first episode of chelsea devantez s podcast that she released and it s such a good one these memoirs only scratch the surface of the genre and i definitely had some recency bias when i was putting this list together there have been many other memoirs by women that have made an indelible impact on me including if only geri halliwell redefining realness janet mock the woman in me britney spears becoming michelle obama as i mentioned geri halliwell s if only is the first memoir i remember reading celebrity or otherwise and remains a dear one in my heart i should probably go back for a re read one day to see how it feels now janet mock s redefining realness is a powerful coming of age memoir that details her experience as a trans woman of colour growing up in a challenging environment and exploring her identity i d also like to read her second book surpassing certainty which details the lessons she learned in her 20s and if you haven t watched pose you should do that yes i included britney in there i wanted it to be like 400 pages longer than it was but still i had to include it on the list perhaps one day she ll release a sequel and michelle obama is truly an icon i really enjoyed learning more about the experiences that shaped her her time in the white house and her relationship with husband i ve also got some other memoirs sitting on my shelf kindle waiting for me to read them as well as my tbr list including ali wong s dear girls leslie f cking jones nicole chung s all you can ever know and the many lives of mama love by lara love hardin there truly is something so special about a memoir and i feel grateful to have gained so much wisdom strength and courage from these women s stories i know that some of these books will be ones i return to for a re read and can t wait to see which memoirs impact me deeply in the future do you have a favourite memoir i d love to hear about which women s memoirs have stuck with you or any you re looking forward to reading disclosure some of the memoirs shared in this post were received as advance reader copies arcs from the publishers all opinions expressed are my own additionally this post contains affiliate links this means i may earn a commission if you make a purchase through these links at no extra cost to you no comments category book reviews books sunday diaries sunday september 13 2020 happy september i missed writing last week even though it was the long weekend i didn t feel up to it and didn t have much to say even though these posts have been sort of random i ve really enjoyed the act of writing each week and making it a practice september is suicide prevention awareness month and this week marked world suicide prevention day on september 10th after losing my mom to suicide in 1998 suicide mental health and mental illness have been things that i ve talked about pretty openly for much of my life i ve shared many posts on the blog over the years the s word suicide god and comments on the internet to frances spade it s so interesting to go back and read those thoughts and also see the evolution of my perspective over time i have learned more about better language to use around suicide and mental health and hope to keep learning as time goes on i posted a reel on instagram this week about world suicide prevention day and talked about how i hope going forward we can ensure that the conversations around suicide prevention include more than just a crisis line it s removing barriers to mental health support getting rid of the stigma around mental illness creating safety in asking for help creating access to community support and so much more it s been more than 20 years since my mom s death and i truly still miss her every day i have no idea what it would be like to have her in my life now or what she d be like in 2020 but i know that there s a debbie shaped hole in my life i m grateful for the memories i do have and that i have an opportunity to share her story let s keep talking and doing our part to keep these important conversations going no comments category mental health mental illness suicide sunday diaries sunday diaries sunday august 30 2020 i can t believe september is just around the corner it s such a human thing to exclaim that a new month is here and you re surprised but i think 2020 has made time feel even more strange usually the end of the summer would include a visit to the cne or getting annoyed about the air show maybe a visit to someone s cottage or reminiscing on a vacation but this year doesn t have any of those things i m going to look back on the summer of 2020 as a time of immense change but not a summer that felt particularly summery the first few days of september are going to be memorable as i ll be having a colonoscopy on wednesday i started a new treatment for my crohn s disease around this time last year i ve been going for entyvio infusions every 8 weeks and was supposed to have a colonoscopy in may to see how things were going that was cancelled due to covid and i ve been in a bit of a holding pattern since then i did a fecal calprotectin a few weeks ago and the test showed high levels of inflammation so my gastro got me booked in for a colonoscopy i m trying to stay calm about it all but i m not super optimistic i ll be doing the same prep as last year so at least that will be a bit easier it s clearly on my brain as i even had a dream about going into the hospital for a colonoscopy last night i m due to share a more in depth crohn s post once i get the results figure out what happens next and process it all for myself i ll share more no comments category sunday diaries sunday august 23 2020 two weeks ago i resigned from my job and on thursday i had my last day if you had asked me at the start of 2020 if i thought mid summer i d be leaving my job at shopify and starting something new i probably would have laughed a lot and scoffed at the very notion but the last few months have brought their fair share of challenges and change i started to feel like so much was happening to me and i was no longer in the driver s seat deep down in my gut i knew that i needed to make a bold move and that was really scary i ve known for a long time that i m someone who operates more in the feeling emotional intuition realm vs the logical this is a place i feel pretty comfortable in and it s served me well in my life there s a lot of ways that people talk about this inner voice including intuition gut feeling or inner voice i listened to a great podcast with glennon doyle and liz moody this weekend where glennon talked about this very idea she encouraged listeners to listen to that inner voice and said we need to stop following other people s maps and trust our inner compass i m grateful that i was in a role that got to carry on throughout covid 19 and transition to working from home working from home was certainly a change but i was able to carve out a little space to work in our second bedroom i missed the office having a regular routine my co workers traveling planning in person events and so much more it was announced that we wouldn t be going back to the office in the same way for the foreseeable future and i also changed roles in late april everything just felt different and i wasn t certain i was in the right place for the long term that inner voice became a persistent whisper once summer hit and i started to ponder the what ifs of making a change i eased into the idea slowly and took time to explore my options i made lists i took walks i cried i continued phone therapy i m thankful for paul and my lovely friends who also helped to talk through it all with me once i gave my notice there was no turning back it was empowering to feel like i was reclaiming 2020 and making the right choice for myself going forward it s very strange to end a job whilst working from home there s no in person goodbyes or packing up your desk dropping off your laptop or leaving the building for the last time there s no hugs and limited options for seeing folks in real life to say farewell i was honoured to receive lots of well wishes kind words flowers and cards some folks even organized a big google hangout with a group of people that i had supported and worked with during my time i went through the week feeling a whole mix of emotions and while there were a lot of tears i didn t doubt my decision i felt empowered and excited for what comes next tomorrow i start a new role at a new company and the whole thing still feels surreal i ll be continuing to work from home but on friday i got to meet my team in person for a socially distanced lunch and wine tasting it was pretty special i m beyond thrilled for this next chapter my intuition knew what was up and i m so thankful that i listened via morgan harper nicols no comments category sunday diaries sunday diaries sunday august 16 2020 as we re in stage 3 in toronto i m trying to figure out what that means for me even though restaurants movie theatres and gyms have opened their doors i definitely haven t been first in line to get in i ve been trying to take it day by day and figure out what makes the most sense for me i ve felt comfortable going to some familiar stores with my mask sanitizer and social distancing i ve continued getting my entyvio treatment every 8 weeks in the name of self care i ve also gotten 2 massages and felt very comfortable both were at eastwood wellness co which is a beautiful space in the east end and have taken great care when it comes to covid 19 procedures other things i m still navigating paul and i haven t expanded our bubble beyond one another i ve seen a couple of friends for a socially distanced picnic lunch or tea in the park i m craving connection with my favourite humans irl but trying to do so in a way that feels good for me feels good for them and fits into all the rules this falls into the category of things you didn t think you d have to think about before 2020 some friends reached out wanting to see me this week and asked for my stance on socially distanced cocktails i responded that i would love to see them but that i was remaining cautious about the places i frequent and generally being near humans i suggested that maybe we could find a places with an uncrowded not next to the street patio to visit even though i responded honestly and shared some boundaries it feels difficult to do these are things i ve never really had to consider outside of maybe when you get a cold in the winter so you cancel your plans with friends as not to get them sick in any other year it would be so easy to make plans with friends without giving any thought to social distancing mask wearing or these kinds of rules to keep us safe and yet we re here i d love to...