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ense for the short amount of time i was in labor i don t think it could have gone more smoothly recovery is also less painful so far than it was for either brynn or heidi so all in all i may be the only recently delivered woman you ever meet who would say i could do this again great pregnancy great delivery great recovery what more could a momma want thanks for being such a good little man paul you were a trooper i still can t believe the miracle of a healthy baby even here with my second healthy delivery it s such a pleasant surprise when the nurses let you hold the baby as long as you want before whisking him away it s so nice when the atmosphere in the room is accommodating to mom and dad instead of worried about the urgent needs of a sick baby it s such a miracle to see the slower pace in the nurses steps and the careful consideration of the doctors it s so amazing when the lungs work properly the body fills in with healthy color and the eyes start looking around at all the new sights and sounds what a miracle what a miracle i also have to express gratitude for the chance to get so much of what i wanted with this pregnancy too although i didn t make my ambiguous goal of 40 weeks and 8 lbs i got to have a fully natural birth without needing to be induced and i got to enjoy a healthy long pregnancy with zero complications i got a sweet healthy baby boy who makes me smile no matter how exhausted i am i love his smell his little grunts and his tiny lips i love his hairy ears i love his little round face and perfect nose i love his long wrinkly grandpa fingers i love his chicken legs and can t wait to fatten him up with some of momma s homemade goodness what a miracle love to all and thanks again for all of your support i ll post photos as soon as i get a chance posted by natalie at 10 51 pm 8 comments friday april 27 2012 doomsday milestones pregnancy one everything going as usual 24 weeks 0 days water broke with brynn matt was out of town on business when i called him with the news delivered at 25 weeks after 1 wk of hospitalization pregnancy two everything going as usual planning a move to utah 24 weeks 3 days high risk clinic caught my dilating thinning cervix and admitted me for 2 months of hospital bed rest right away matt was out of town on business when i called him with the news move to utah postponed delivered at 37 weeks which is full term after roughly 2 months of hospital bed rest and 1 month of at home bed rest after the move we closed on our house pregnancy three 12 weeks cerclage placed everything going as usual planning a move to another city 24 weeks cervix measuring at 4 cm which is 6 cm longer than last handful of visits anything over three 3 cm long is good it is the opposite of being effaced which means short or thin cervix it looked so good in fact that the high risk clinic graduated me and i only need to be watched by my regular ob from that point on 24 weeks and 3 days no surprises 26 weeks and 3 days matt headed out of town on business we both held our breath 27 weeks and 0 days matt returned from his business trip without surprises which brings me to today where pregnancy three is still going strong at 27 weeks and 1 day we just closed on our new house we are starting to move gradually and as stress free as possible but so far we still have no surprises so now we ve passed all of our doomsday anniversaries and i m still going strong i credit it in part of course to the cerclage but mostly i thank greensmoothiegirl com and her 12 steps to whole foods recommendations i have been more energetic and happy than i have ever been even compared to when i am not pregnant my insomnia has almost disappeared my regular migraines are completely gone and i have made it through two rounds of family sickness without becoming sick myself which is a first for me for the last 8 years now i m just concentrating on hitting 28 weeks then 32 anyone want to raise your bets for a full 40 weeks and a healthy 8 lb baby boy i am hooray posted by natalie at 11 41 pm 6 comments friday march 16 2012 big catch up i have some more exciting news in gigantic blob like fashion since updates are few and far between for me these days for those of you who are still hanging in here with me and have sent emails wondering what is going on at our house 1 brynn is doing well post surgery since the procedure she still had a lot of puking but she didn t need her meds for constipation a few months later we were able to wean her off amitriptyline a big whew afterwards we started her on a new smoothie diet via the g tube courtesy of greensmoothiegirl com and we are pleased to report that she is going on 4 weeks of being completely puke free double yay for good health as a result of good nutrition due to this upturn we ve also been weaning her off of her zantac she s been on this since shortly after coming home from the nicu and in a couple weeks we expect her to be completely med free for the first time ever hooray 2 heidi is 16 5 months old and has a vocabulary of somewhere around 150 words including bakugan ball and basketball as clear as a bell i imagine she s not far from speaking in true sentences but i m still hesitant to accept it s a baby as a real sentence since i don t think she really knows she s saying three separate words either way she s a chatter box but for wherever she may be ahead in language she is surely behind in walking our little squirt is more than capable but is absolutely too cautious to want to walk indepedently she prefers knee walking which she knows isn t as fast as crawling but her thumb is free for sucking you see silly girl if i ever get the motivation i ll upload the video of her first independent walk some 2 minutes of walking all over the upstairs bedrooms turning corners stopping starting etc with no balance problems whatsoever but would she do it again the next day or anytime since for that matter nope 3 my pregnancy is going well but it always does until 24 weeks so i m not getting my hopes up just yet i m currently 21 weeks and counting down until april 5th when i reach that nail biting milestone however i m doing everything i can to do better this time including doing greensmoothiegirl com myself i m optimistic it s helping my pregnancy because after adjusting to the better nutrition i started sleeping like a log i m an especially bad insomniac when pregnant had way more energy used to need a nap every day with the girls but now i never need one completely stopped getting migraines also a pregnancy gift for me and best of all noticed far fewer contractions maybe just maybe i can help my body do what my body needs to do by feeding it really really well combining the diet changes with the weekly shots in the rear the cerclage and making sure i don t overdo it really gives me hope that i can have a normal pregnancy oh yes did i mention it s a boy the hunsaker name will go on for those of you who don t know matt is the only boy with 7 sisters 4 my first isaiah painting got accepted into the lds church s 9th international art show one of under 200 accepted with over 1100 entries i was delighted to see my own piece hanging in a real live gallery who would have thought i was doubly delighted to see it right next to walter rane s piece i love walter rane so i officially feel like a big whig even though by every measure of the word i am still a total no name ha yay for my first glimpse of real exposure more coming later some day no promises on a timeline here we are in the process of buying a house managing a bunch of new diet routines raising two great little hoodlums planning the next painting staying pregnant and getting ready to move i still have really high intentions of doing some sort of political rant but the more i write and try to hunt down my sources the more i realize i know very little and am only parroting other people i am mostly investing a great deal of time educating myself before i open my fat mouth via the computer keyboard for the whole world to read or maybe i m just being a chicken and stalling posted by natalie at 11 24 pm 7 comments wednesday january 11 2012 three big announcements from a slacker blog slacker i suppose i m about 1 2 way done with the promised political articles i m being very thorough in the meantime i have some big announcements to make 1 we just bought one of these 2 because we found out we re having one of these 3 which is why i m going into surgery tomorrow yay for cerclages at one of these whaaaaaaaaaaao i know i was shocked too i didn t figure it out until i was 8 weeks i m 12 weeks tomorrow but i m just plain excited now well and scared too i really hope this pregnancy goes well 2011res technically it s not 2011 anymore but i ll do one last one for old time sakes to matt i love that you are amazingly detail oriented for all the little to dos of buying a new van to my girls today i savored heidi doing all in her power to reach light switches and say off even when i m trying to do my make up and brynn got me good when her new bedtime stalling tactic was to scratch daddy s back he didn t mind at all dear mr h today i finished sorting the laundry and delivering it to our rooms even though i was exhausted because i love you and because i know you re out of underwear posted by natalie at 11 41 pm 12 comments wednesday november 30 2011 happy thanksgiving dear reader i will tell you the results of the quiz but i ve decided that in an effort to avoid some of the mistakes i made the first time i did a series of sensitive articles i will make sure i have everything outlined and completed before i post the first one so far the outline is about 20 short articles and i want them all written and edited by a series of people i trust before i go public just to make sure i have really said what i want to say in the most effective way possible and don t get sidetracked by emotional debates that said i ll step back a while to further prepare and in the meantime i ll take some time to post about the things i m thankful for as well as some fun photos outtakes of our christmas card shoot i m grateful for brynn and the miracle of her birth and survival although she s still vomiting regularly it seems as though it s less painful for her than the retching was and i am more than willing to clean carpets and do some extra laundry for a while if it saves her pain almost every time we undress her she looks at her scar and says it s getting better and better she s also eating some things a little better especially the past few days but overall my goals are low for tube weaning any time soon when she decides to eat she ll eat and i m not going to frustrate both of us by pushing the issue i am so grateful for the peace god has granted genuine lasting peace where i finally feel like i ve come to terms with her quirks i no longer feel the need to sob when i don t know the future or when i see her suffer the lord loves her far more than i do and although i don t know what her reason is for her suffering i most certainly do know that there is a reason i also personally believe brynn knew about and fully accepted the challenges she would be called to bear in this life i am grateful for that belief i m grateful for mortality medical issues aside i m grateful for brynn herself she makes some naughty choices that girl can throw a tantrum and scream with the best of them but she also makes many many good choices she loves to make heidi laugh and figures out new ways to do it as often as she can she treats her little sister like her dearest friend brynn is even starting to choose with no prompting from me to share her toys to give hugs to pat heidi s back and say it s okay heidi when heidi is upset brynn also loves to talk and sing and especially loves to educate heidi on new vocabulary even the things she s heard no more than once herself i can t believe how fast she s growing up which is saying a lot since her growing up has been considerably slower than an average child the sweet personality that she is developing just melts me every day i am so proud of my big girl i m grateful for life i m grateful for heidi sometimes i feel like i m a simple observer as she grows up without any work or intervention her understanding of language is shocking to me and the words she s saying are adding up faster and faster she is following her sister s footsteps in that she cares little about moving around she still prefers the butt scoot even though she can crawl much faster and she acts like a beached whale any time i leave her on her back she tries in vain to do a sit up instead of a roll over well she s a beached whale unless i m changing her diaper in which case she suddenly remembers how it s done and she darts away naked bum and all as fast as she can she can pull herself up on furniture but refuses to try walking along the edge or any other walking unless an adult is holding both of her hands even though she s a little timid about trying new physical feats it s still amazing to me how much more agile she is than brynn ever was she crawls around the bath tub in ways brynn only recently started doing amazing i m grateful for not having to worry i m grateful for individuality heidi s also a momma s girl something that brynn has been only recently when your first 4 months is primarily with nurses and you never breastfeed how do you have the same bond with momma although it s inconvenient at times heidi s clear and unwavering preference for me makes me grateful and happy in ways i will never have the capacity to express heidi s also learned already that brynn gets to eat whatever she wants and that life s not fair if she doesn t get cheetos too she will refuse to eat anything else if brynn has better food i groan that i m the mom who lets her kids eat junk food but keep telling myself it s not over until it s over maybe when they re 16 they ll like vegetables i m grateful for heidi s developing personality too and her sweet temperament i m convinced there has never been a child that smiles more i m grateful for motherhood i m grateful for my dear dear husband not only is he a great provider so many women wish they could stay home with their kids and i m one of the lucky ones a great daddy a man who loves a true education and a man of strong moral character but also he s a good husband he s recently stepped up in that last particular role in ways i ve never seen him step up before i m falling in love all over again only this time it s even better because i know he s choosing to love all of me not just the googly eyed imaginary perfect me he saw when we were dating marriage can be the most wonderful thing on earth can t it i m grateful that i get to be with him forever and ever and ever and ever and ever isn t it great that it s not really until death do you part i m grateful for immortality i m grateful for talents i feel a sense of purpose and a flame of passion i ve never felt before as i ve embarked on th...