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matthew collins it s just a blog about me dying skip to content matthew collins about seizure stroke cancer in that order seizure stroke cancer in that order i knew that before i died two things would happen to me that number one i would regret my entire life and number two i would want to live my life over again that bloody quote has been hanging over me like a dark cloud ever since i purchased the 10th anniversary edition of the holy oct 16 2023 owain s law christmas day 2025 with my parents and sister rachel firstly a happy new year to you thank you all so very much for your support and lovely messages especially around my birthday at the start of december i m sorry i haven t been able to get back to everyone individually i hope you all had a jan 10 2026 back asswards day 756 of living with glioblastoma since my tumour has recurred i ve lost the creative flair to zhuzh up my writing so i stopped in truth over the last few months i feel like the cancer has taken over my creative brain and i m losing my short term memory this is my first attempt in many sep 10 2025 my anti cancer protocol i ve been sharing my anti cancer protocol with lots of people who ve requested it it s been taking up so much of my time so i thought it would be a good idea to make it available via my blog i really wanted to get this out sooner but we ve had a couple of family mishaps my jun 11 2025 radical hope i originally wrote this feature for men s health not realising i was part of a wider feature on coping with a terminal illness the men s health feature is great and touches on my story and others living with cancer including sir chris hoy s i thought it would be worth sharing my full submission as it feb 24 2025 happy cancerversary to me well lads i made it into my final months i go feeling better than i have in ages a year ago today after diagnostic testing i received the devastating news that i had a stage 4 glioblastoma wildtype brain tumour it was just the news i d been waiting for to cap off a shite few oct 16 2024 scanxiety ain t freedom today 23 july marks one year since my first grand mal seizure which looking back was the first real warning sign of my cancer this has by far been the worst year of my life which is saying something because the last few were pretty bad in the heady days pre cancer i used to have jul 23 2024 recurrence i eat too much to die and not enough to stay alive i m sitting in the middle waiting hi all i haven t updated in a while i ve been coming to terms with my recent scan which showed new growth in a different location in my brain the team is unsure whether a second operation is apr 17 2024 6 nations raffle at london welsh centre hi everyone as i mentioned in my last update the raffle at london welsh centre is now open and if you like sport music art and eating there are some amazing and very welsh prizes up for grabs 2 x weekend tickets to the sold out green man festival watch the wales feb 7 2024 not the worst manager angel rangel has ever had hi everyone i haven t posted in a while as the last few weeks have been particularly tough going i think i ve lost quite a few brain cells and i don t seem capable of thinking clearly i thought there was nothing to the radiotherapy until week 4 but since then it s been bad and i ve been feb 1 2024 kick cancer s head in hi everyone i m writing to invite you to a football match kick cancer s head in that s taking place next sunday 21 january at penydarren park in merthyr ko 3 30pm which is supporting my fundraiser for the dcvax l the match is my 11 versus alternative wales to my amazement and delight we ve got a few celebrities jan 11 2024 older posts follow me on instagram my gofundme matthew collins blog at wordpress com owain s law back asswards my anti cancer protocol radical hope happy cancerversary to me loading comments write a comment email required name required website subscribe subscribed matthew collins sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy matthew collins subscribe subscribed sign up log in report this content view site in reader manage subscriptions collapse this bar design a site like this with wordpress com get started