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the worst kazoo in the world is lodged in my lungs the worst kazoo in the world is lodged in my lungs oct 08 stonefemmesiren emasculating men is not only not oppressive it is also one of the only social tools women have at their disposal in the face of patriarchal power 210 notes reblogged via 8 hours ago oct 08 sometiktoksarevalid 575 notes reblogged via 9 hours ago source tiktok com oct 08 tk is here i hate how everything is either rent or gambling now want to buy a nice figurine of a character from a show we put it in a blind box it s gambling now want to play a console game you already purchased online with friends via internet you already paid for you have to pay a separate fee every month to do that haha it s rent now want to purchase secondhand items online well we thought it would be more fun if instead of it being a normal online store we made it an app where you can stare at your screen and put down more and more money and if you re lucky maybe you can haha okay yeah you caught us it s gambling now want to play a completely normal singleplayer videogame offline no bells or whistles sorry man it s in our terms of services that actually it s technically rent so we re just gonna delete that from your library if you ever piss us off i know this all sounds like a living nightmare you can never wake up from but don t worry if you would simply consult this graph i made you ll see it shows that living nightmares you can never wake up from are actually really good for shareholder value the economy makes sense 17 715 notes reblogged via 9 hours ago oct 08 rubybelladonna 4 615 notes reblogged via 9 hours ago oct 08 entrailer sometimes you invent mind prisons for yourself for no good reason and youre like i really like being in the mind prison even though you dont actually like being in the mind prison 47 871 notes reblogged via 9 hours ago oct 07 sociallyawkwardrevolution amberautumnfaebrooke has anyone noticed recently that it s expensive times like these really make you appreciate pouring river water in your socks 142 886 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 anonymous asked do your partners get along ok creekfiend alskdjdjfjgj firstly weird question to ask a stranger anonymously in front of thousands of strangers secondly not your business thirdly no i keep having to keep them from challenging each other to duels 429 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 gatheringbones remember when i would realize in the midst of being abused that i d feel immense satisfaction during the hyperbolically awful bits because a large part of my abuse was centered on convincing me that i was an emotionless sociopath incapable of feeling love or warmth but only a really loving person could stay and empathize and communicate after enduring all of that so in a way the abuse was a way to build identity and connect with my values and that s why it took so long to detach from it 48 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 8 bitfiction 41 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 kawareo flowerbleedme yes myperversion 15 520 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 newtypeoffreak i don t know that s scary has become such a core part of my vocabulary that i forget people will not immediately understand that i m making a reference when i say that 13 764 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 dykestat this is my unethical polycule the nonmonogamy is consensual and negotiated we re just evil in other ways 72 830 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 estrogenpatchnotes tell people what you like about them directly and frequently is shaping up to be the single most impactful resolution i have made in my life 30 633 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 07 anonymous asked what s your solution to the mind body problem str ngeloop the mind is part of the body not separate the mind is a material process as part of the body constantly in relation to the rest of the body the outside world and other body minds and something like a thoroughgoing materialist version of merlau ponty s embodied relational phenomenal ontology paired with whitehead s process ontology where we already live embedded in the world and in relation to others a lot of abstract thought starts off by constructing a sense of distance from the world so that one can think in abstract terms about generalities or pasts or futures or other possibilities descartes makes this explicit if you take that distancing for granted and forget it s constructed as many philosophically inclined people do then the mind body problem seems strange but the basic truth is that our minds are indelibly embedded in a sense world and that perception is foundational to the formation of consciousness when you re like in the zone in sport or athletics or craft or having a wild night with your friends or otherwise engaged directly in relational activity with the world rather than being absorbed by abstract thoughts which so many of us are so often and often get stuck there then the fact of being first and foremost a body in relation to other bodies the fact of being a part of the world is so obvious as to not be commented on it s only when we take that abstract step back which so many of us do as the first step to thinking abstractly that the sense of distance appears and demands explanation but the sense of distance is just a useful mental phenomenon not an ontological fact the trick that trips philosophers up is that they demand full accounts of everything from the abstract point of view this works in that rational abstract satisfying explanations can be created until the problem that you ve set for yourself is closing the consciousness gap that s only there because of the abstract thought itself when you re in the zone doing other things the gap isn t there and doesn t present itself as a problem and you re not thinking about it or worrying about it so it doesn t occur to you that the gap isn t there as soon as you remember the idea of the problem or it gets prompted then you re enter the abstract mode that constructs the gap and then you go oh yeah weird so i m explaining it to you in abstract terms but this post isn t the solution it s a description of the solution a satisfying solution to the mind body problem is not found in theory but in practice and in raw experience the solution is engaging in direct embodied experience of the world and getting your mind out of the notion of starting off as separated the sense of separateness is an illusion you do this through physical mental social ecological practices yoga exercise sports or socially through hanging out or partying hard or doing political organization or through meditation or through drugs or other ways for me psychedelic drugs helped enormously being proactively ethical in your relations to other people helps give to the homeless and be good to the people in your life not just because that s good to do in general but also because being aligned and balanced and healthy in those relations makes the jump from an egoist worldview to a relational interdependent worldview less shocking and painful also healing your relationship to yourself and healing trauma also helps because accumulated trauma encourages a dissociative psychological distance from one s reality that obscures the unity of things in a similar way as i described above this is obviously while also good to do generally really hard healing your relationship to the world in environmental ecological terms also really helps unhealthy destructive violent unsustainable civilizational relationships to the land the sea the sky and other living beings reinforce and in turn are reinforced by the illuison of separateness in general an unhealthy relation of harm encourages both parties to perceive separateness over relational unity thus incentivizing and reinforcing perceptions of ontological separateness obviously most of this work has to be done collectively not individually our minds worldviews perceptions are also not only material but relational and hence collective and we should treat them that way but i m getting off topic people who speak in mind body problem terms or the hard problem of consciousness describe it as bizzare and solution begging that consciousness seems to have all these very immaterial qualities to it that consciousness is where qualia and feeling and awareness lie attributes that seem to be so alien to the material world but thought like this comes from a worldview that sees the material world as boring dead inactive static and regular like this image of atoms being billiard balls knocking into each other forever or like the notion of a rock as a thing that just sits there from this notion of a deterministic material world full of objects that merely clack into each other crudely the things that consciousness intellect and living things in general do do indeed seem immaterial by contrast and thus in need of mystical nonphysical explanation from outside but that worldview is flawed coming from in part a history of dualistic theism to be crude and historically inaccurate and leave out a bunch of stuff for the sake of rhetoric aka to tell a story western people used to think that god the first principle was pure mind alone and that god created the material universe and imbued it with life they saw material existence alone to be a flawed incomplete boring grey and dead field of objects if god wasn t there to inject life meaning intellect awareness newness growth and all interesting happenings into it then it was discovered that almost everything that it was thought god did could be explained through material processes the material word turned out to be much more interesting generative and self consistent than we thought oh how wonderful said the atheists who already had several bones to pick we don t need god to explain living things or the movement of celestial bodies or bad things happening to good people anymore and so they took the old model and subtracted the role of exterior god and said the material world stands on its own and creates all the interesting things from within itself immanently and that was great except that project is still incomplete for they did not fully reassess and renew their conception of the material world and so were left with a concept of material that still at the end of the day amounted to theism minus god and thus they were left with many flaws in the view after deleting half of the dualism that made their thought work hence the sense of material as boring inert matter that needs to have process difference and interestingness imbued from elsewhere hence we are living with a commonsense legacy of feeling that the physical world is less interesting than it is and that it s not capable of as much difference and dynamism as it is one of the things that hasn t been ported over properly in common thinking at least is the notion of awareness and of consciousness many internalize and install at a deep intuitive level the feeling that the things that consciousness does can t possibly be generated by the same materiality that generates rocks and hence you get the hard problem the hard problem of consciousness to put it crudely is looking for something else to fit a god shaped hole in a conception of being that they havent reworked to not need that anymore in brief because this is getting long the alternative ontological worldview that i prefer to break us out of this wrongheaded and boring notion is like i mentioned before a relation and process oriented ontology instead of seeing things as objects static associations we see them as processes dynamic associations and instead of looking at existence as identity being static associations we look at it as relation dynamic associations anything you might want to explain as an object you could explain as a process maybe this is more true a stone sits there yes but it also flows over long time scales it is cooling of lava from undersea rifts it is squeezing and molding like putty across time as its mass flows with the tectonics it is erosion and deposition of sediment more kneading heating cooling shifting eroding until it appears to you on the side of a mountain in that form frozen in a moment of geologic time everything is like this anything you might want to explain as a being you could explain as a relation or interaction maybe this is also more true everything that makes a bird a bird is necessarily the result of eons of relations involving its ancestors and everything it is even now is relation its wings are wings in just that way necessarily because of their relation with the air and its legs are like that necessarily because of their relation with the branch its blood is like that in virtue of its veins its oxygen is like that in virtue of its hemoglobin its carbon is like that in virtue of its hydrogen and its protons are like that in virtue of its quarks which don t exist outside of relation everything is also like this process is relation and relation is process you are process all the way up and all the way down and you are relation all the way up and all the way down in a world made fundamentally of shifting interactions of time patterned by fractal processes building on other processes in relations building on other relations in an endlessly complex mirror dance and on and on and on it becomes a lot easier to see how something like our experience of consciousness might arise it becomes intuitive it almost becomes obvious that s my answer 510 notes reblogged via 18 hours ago oct 05 therockywhorerpictureshow what some feminists especially white feminists fail to grasp about reproductive rights is that it s not just about the right to terminate pregnancies forced sterilization of women of color is really really important to acknowledge and work against the medical and legal neglect of women who choose to be pregnant needs to be addressed too there is more to reproductive rights than abortion 26 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