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surgery of my life sliced and excised for your eyes to see your mind to ponder home about surgery of my life sliced and excised for your eyes to see your mind to ponder feeds posts comments snow in aberdeen november 22 2008 by justineloh from the living room of my flat this afternoon on my way to somerfield early morning snow posted in uncategorized leave a comment exam period november 20 2008 by justineloh jingle bells are around the corner and just as everyone else is anticipating the moment to host their annual x mas gathering i m anticipating the arrival of the winter mock i always wondered why people called it the mock exams and to be honest i can t seem to derive anything else better than the pure explanation of an exam of mockery while i m anxiously waiting for doom s day to arrive aberdeen has somehow transformed into one of those tiny cities with brightly litted street decorations awaiting to welcome the much soon to arrive jingle spirits and while everyone else is busy figuring out what chocolates to buy or who s daughter might prepare barbie to a set of cookery or which sponge cake to order for the 25th night the medics are anxious about their flight bookings and train tickets for a short break planned this winter apparently the weather forecast predicts slight shower of snow tomorrow and boy am i excited hoping that i don t forget to recharge the very limited remnant of battery life left in my camera i know i promised to post pictures but medical school has indeed got in the way somehow or another to be honest really being a 4th year medic ain t as cool nonetheless the surroundings does make it a wee bit adaptable and of course the presence of good company the very long awaited arrival of my internet access has finally and permanently arrived in a wee package with a diy manual everything is so advance that i begin to wonder if the actual culprit for the recent financial crisis has anything to do with the fact that i can no longer have a decent conversation with a human being whenever i ring up my o2 phone company needless to say our roles have been replaced by machines it s interesting how the living creates a non living creature to play the ideal role of god s gift to life then again god did give us brains so perhaps it was his fault from the very first place maybe we should have been monkeys or elephants stomping and pounding the grounds of mother earth never knowing the true meaning of life and what s it made of if that should happen or rather if that had happened i wonder if i ll even be able to blog in the first place hmm food for thought indeed nonetheless i would still like to enjoy what s left of my life for the moment and although it can get quite frustrating to have a machine ringing u up as if a real person did i can still reserve the fact that bigger items like airplanes gets me home to where i want to be this x mas all sweeties and pressies have all emerged from its closets to fill the anterior exhibitions in the city that makes me so happy but reminding myself that as each secone ticks by and with every respiratory rate i lie here counting in rhythm with my very regular bradycardic beats my moments to the mock gets closer wish me plenty of luck as this will be the first mock in aberdeen cross your fingers and hope it does not make a mock ery out of me merry christmas everyone and see you all back home where it s still summer posted in uncategorized leave a comment blackmail er november 5 2008 by justineloh ever wondered why some people bother doing the innocently evil things they do like sending an sms for a break up or sending an email as a notification to fire off their employee or even texting someone to let them know that you have plans to lodge an official report against them with an attempt to frame them for scam the latter applies to my very interestingly spicy life with much drama and hoo loos if i have yet to spice up yours with my overwhelming life incidents then spare me another time to fill you in on creatures of my life it s amazing how the world was created with just adam and eve here s how the real story went adam disliked eve but he did not dare to say so so he bitched about her to the snake on the tree and then the snake on the tree decided to tell eve and eve got really mad at adam so eve told adam to eat the forbidden apple on the tree of course the real truth is not as such in the real world adam and eve play this very similar role in my very short and unlikely story described above the reality holds that whoever plays the dominant role somehow claims the right to over rule the inferior why do creatures created by god of what used to be so pure and genuine turn ugly eventually threatening the life of others well my very interesting life drama begins here it was bad enough to have to deal with sudden onset of adult house flies grouping within the kitchen that drove me insane and i sought much comfort in a can of wasp fly spray soon in 2 weeks the population went into extinction and my kitchen was back to itself again as if a child miraculously healed from an episode of plague my life did not end right then the very quiet and seemingly gentle ectopic soul who lived in our living room for 3 months since decided to play a little drama on us uninvited relative soon joined and self claimed my habitat as theirs little did they know that some of us actually do bite when we have to and so the story turned ugly and they had to be ushered out of my comfort zone what they did in return was beyond the explanation of good deed repays with another they threatened to take things to the higher authority demanding my house back because of a breach in a contract simply just means that i have the superior authority to ask someone who is renting a room from me to leave whenever and however i feel like it if he she should betray the agreement what this bugger and his bitchy sister did was move out and not return our house keys they wanted to ensure that before they do return the keys to me that i repay them the balance of their rental so would that be highly ethical to hold on to someone else s house keys and having the right to then go in and out of their crib would that not be then termed invasion of privacy many people do things without having thinking through the actual legality of their actions but bottom line was things had to be settled in a much more harsh manner than i wanted it to and that was only because some people just don t know where to draw the line posted in uncategorized leave a comment end of inverness block october 3 2008 by justineloh it seems like it was just yesterday when my bf and i arrive at this very top end of scotland on a rainy evening only to find the usual weekend solemn ness of the caucasian society where everything closes by 5pm i was not surprised though but being as hungry as we were and having travelled a good 4 hours journey all the way frm grampians aberdeen with 4 luggages 2 nap sacks and our very own traditional rice cooker we were in deep need of food although we were told of the brits very own hypermarket store tesco existence the city of inverness was far too wide and vast for any of us to have easily discovered it with just a glance of the magnificant highlands that over looks the hospital grounds of raigmore hospital but we perservered on and finallly stretching our exhausted muscles and tendons for another 800m we arrived at what seemed to me like the 30 mins before closing time havoc at tesco of course with any hypermarket you manage to wiggle your way through to in the uk 30 mins before closure offers plenty of good and attractive deals especially at the hot food counter but being here in this foreign land for our very first time we struggled trying to manage our way back for another 800m back to our doctor s accommodation called juniper court we had along with ourselves and our very hyperextended arms 4 fully loaded groceries bags each that must have put our muscles into an anaerobic stage but that all happened on our very first day in this land called inverness today after having spent 10 weeks with wet and cold weather that travels down to warm land all the way from the mountains we are finally heading back to the coasts of aberdeen am i looking forward to it well not exactly despite having much complains and rants throughout my first few weeks up north i have come to realise that the further you go the nicer people you seem to meet and honestly if it was not for the recurrent episodes of unpleasant encounters with the bus drivers and the unreliable bus time tables then it is indeed not such a bad place to be at all of course for me nothing compares to good ol aberdeen city i do miss aberdeen a whole lot mainly cause i enjoy the buzzling and hussling of the city lifestyle the bus services in aberdeen are so much more reliable as well which makes travelling much better and enjoyable too but most of all i miss aberdeen because i enjoy the comfort of my own home right now my room is just a place of where i am only allowed to dwell in my own misery anywhere out of this concised 4 walls of just a single bed a sink a wardrobe and a study table i am very much exposed to the company of my other 2 housemates my loyal bf and the rest of the people who resides in juniper court nonetheless what i actually do miss most about inverness is the attention the consultants provide to seekers such as myself i have gotten the chance to scrub into surgeries like i have never scrubbed in before and enjoy the tremendous efforts and energy i have to dig out from within just to lift an unconcious person s leg off the table sounds easy but just you go try lifting a floppy limb medicine is just so challenging but challenges are what makes a topic interesting and nerve wrecking it is the essense of the adrenaline rush i get that definately all the time just being in a theatre or just rubbing my scronie index on an acetabulum nothing beats surgery just one thing i must have right not right this moment and i am craving immensely for it i want nasi lemak so good bye so long and farewell to inverness until our next meet nasi lemak posted in uncategorized leave a comment battle of genders september 29 2008 by justineloh there s nothing worse than being in an enclosed environment with men who seem to have preying eyes on your confidence gone are the days when men get proper education and women were left to meddle through the remaining days of their lives with cookery and sewing life is not that simple parents of the new generation post high hopes for both daughters and sons depending how accurate is their aim and to think that the society in bigger developed countries would have a different mind set all together that assumption is definately one not to take advantage of i found myself stuck with a rotation on orthopaedics here savouring the past memories of grey s anatomy s series where their orthopaedic surgeon was none other than dr callie torres gave me some sense of hope and confidence that someday i might just be able to manipulate fractured bones or dislocated joints back into place needless to say my confidence has been shattered throughout these past 5 weeks men are indeed confidence preying animals they prey on innocent fragile looking creatures like women and they wait for the right time to clench their teeth into them they are deceiving to look at or even to listen to as gentlemanly as they seem they are actually tempering with the emotional state and vulnerability of their prey and soon when the time is right they jump in and shatter everything that you have tried building coming from an asian background i am not surprised if girls like me are just natural petites i m not short excuse me i m just petite i have skinny elongated limbs which gives me the ability to hyperextend and so i have quite a high range of laxity within yes i am small in size but i m definately 165cm of height and will never pass off as short it was utterly humiliating to be called short in front of other women who were evidently shorter than me what would be worse is to be let down in front of a majority of the prey i have come to realise that this field of mine is definately not one which is gentle and kind to the female soul and it has become apparent that men in this field at all cause will try to make it a battle ground for women where is women s rights in this today just as i was embracing my skills in the ot the anaesthetist made a statement why are there so many women anaesthetists it s making it into a cookery the fellow surgeon laughed and turned to me shortly later requesting a reply i couldn t be bothered with such sexist remark and decided to just go with was that a question women is that so another encounter just last week left me pondering about the shallowness of such people existing in this world in my field but there are some who are genuinely kind and sincere such as one i had a discussion with with regards to the topic of possible mnemonics i came up with the carpal bones and at the very corner of our conversation this guy stepped up after having ears dropping our topic and for some awkward reason said carpal bones ya lunate capitate and oh look book what is wrong with these people i don t think women have lesser ability or capability to be as good as men sigh men posted in uncategorized leave a comment meaning september 19 2008 by justineloh surgery is a practical procedure carried out with both hands controlled by a brain seated beneath a hard skull of which harvests barely a few strands of fine hair amidst a wide scalp surface it is the slicing resecting and repairing of a magnificant living engine called the human body this exploration right down to the very core of our biological birth to this life has brought much alterations and changes to both the physique and the mind and soul of our very existence this is my story of my life broken down cut out and removed for 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