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the meldrums skip to main skip to sidebar tuesday october 11 2011 still alive yes we are still alive it s been a crazy 8 months really since i last posted here s a quick update i m feeling much better after some downtime a surgery and plenty of good friends to pull me out i m back in the swing of things mason started kindergarten it s so crazy to me to think that he s so grown up he is starting to read and knows over 50 sight words he just finished his second season of soccer and is getting ready to start his first season of basketball avery just turned 3 she has turned into quite the little doll lover and absolutely adores dressing up she is my little helper and is definitely the boss around here kenadee has made leaps and bounds since my last entry she is walking talking sleeping in a big girl bed and quickly learning to just do what her sister says haha we are doing great and i have several posts in the works hopefully i will get them up soon thanks for all of the kind words and advice after my last post it really helped love you all posted by tashina at 4 19 pm 2 comments wednesday february 16 2011 blah i have been debating with myself back and forth on whether or not i should post this i m hoping that by putting it all out there it will help me to feel better or that someone will comment with the insight that i need this is not to get attention or to make anyone feel bad for me it s just my life and how i m feeling right now this is something i have fought on and off for a long time and i guess i have never been honest with myself about it i feel like katy perry s proverbial paper bag and i just can t find the firework in me i m struggling with my self worth i don t know why it is so bad for me right now and because of it all of my relationships are suffering i feel like a third wheel like i m just not good enough like no matter how hard i try it s just not enough i have been trying everything i can think of to move past it but so far nothing is working i feel like i m drowning it s like depression but different i feel like everyone around me is moving forward while i am stuck what makes it worse is that when i feel like this i tend to push everyone away when what i really need is a shoulder to cry on it s so frustrating i can see the logical side and i try so hard to respond logically but i m so overwhelmed by these feelings i just don t know how to get out of this hole posted by tashina at 3 43 pm 13 comments halloween this year we decided to do a theme for the kids with their costumes we decided that the girls would be cave girls and mason would be a dinosaur they looked so cute don t mind avery s closed eyes we had our traditional meldrum family halloween party and charlotte did not disappoint the kids played some fun games and even got to hit a pinata they had such a fun time mason playing the ghost relay race avery cheating at the bean bag toss miss lou just soaking it all in the kids also had so much fun trick or treating it was so cold and rainy that justi and i stayed home with the babies while the dads took the big kids there must not have been too many kids out because they came home with so much candy mason bryden avery and paedyn heading out to go trick or treating posted by tashina at 12 53 pm no comments thursday february 3 2011 hawaii first let me start by saying that i am kind of surprised that you all thought that my last post was a pregnancy announcement cut me some slack guys my baby is barely one and her sister just turned two i m definitely not ready for another baby maybe someday anyway on to hawaii back in october jonathan and i got to go to hawaii for 10 days it was heaven we spent 7 days on kauai and 3 days on oahu it was the perfect combination of fun activities and relaxation my only regret would be that i would have taken one less day on kauai so we could have had one extra day on oahu beware picture overload the view from our condo on kauai amazing my favorite place to eat on the whole vacation it was delicious we found this coconut on one of our walks it had a coconut tree growing out of it it even had roots the reason for the trip jonse and all of his hard work with tim thanks to you both the lighthouse at kilauea what an incredible view us at the lighthouse hawaii s version of in n out so good the whole gang at church we were kind of overdressed the grand canyon of the south pacific beautiful going up in a helicopter to tour the island by air jurassic falls the napali coast me with our pilot don we loved that guy best way to see kauai seriously it was worth every penny the tunnel of trees this is the main road on kauai us with the dyes on our zipline adventure i was so scared after the ziplines we decided it would be a good idea to jump off a waterfall and i actually did it this is kipu falls where we jumped my very favorite the pier at sunset where we stayed on oahu the most beautiful resort i have ever been to our view this place was such a hole in the wall but they had the best doughnuts yum we were there during the open house for the temple it was neat to be able to walk through this crazy tree was on the temple grounds during the luau at the polynesian cultural center we were told we had to go to the swat meet at aloha stadium big mistake if you want to buy souvenir stuff for really cheap go to the international marketplace they had all of the same stuff plus it was shaded and so much less crowded we had such a great time and looking at these pictures really makes me want to go back i m tired of the cold is it summer yet posted by tashina at 12 17 pm 1 comment tuesday january 25 2011 surprise so this post is totally out of order in my updates but i was finally able to find the video again and i wanted to make sure i had it we got a big surprise for christmas this year huge so pardon how horrible i look in the video and just remember how excited we were it was a great day utah soldier homecoming utah soldier gives family surprise holiday homecoming kstu posted by tashina at 7 07 pm 3 comments the circus i promised a catch up so this is where we will start back in september my brother sent me a message from afghanistan he reminded me how much i used to love going to the circus when we were kids and asked if i wanted to go this year i told him i would love to but we were getting ready to go on vacation and didn t know if we could afford it well to my surprise he bought tickets for the entire family i was so excited probably way more than the kids my dad was out of town so mason asked if he could bring bryden with us we had such a great time thanks so much brother the kids while in line waiting to see the animals before the show i have been around a lot of cows in my day but i have never seen one with horns this big seriously the picture does not do them justice up close to the elephants mason and bryden best buddies this was taken during intermission it s not the cutest and poor lou is so tired but we had such a fun night posted by tashina at 6 22 pm 1 comment thursday january 20 2011 time flies well here we are months and months since my last post and i m wondering where the time has gone so much has happened in the past few months and life has been so crazy here are some of the highlights mason started his second year of preschool at little foot he is absolutely loving it but he can t wait to go to kindergarten next year he got to play soccer for the first time this year and did such a great job he s loving organized sports and can t wait until he is old enough to play more poor kid had to get stitches again this time in his eye it was quite an event luckily he sat very still and didn t have to be sent to primary s and have it done under anesthesia this was the day after he got his stitches and this was the day he got them out we had avery s second birthday she is still super tiny and has turned into quite the little princess she can name all of the disney princesses and it s very rare that you will see her when she s not in costume she s always keeping us laughing and we are always on our toes with her she had to have her tonsils taken out right after christmas it was such a sad day but boy has it made a huge difference she was so happy to be at the hospital although i m pretty sure she had no idea what was going to happen getting ready to go to the operating room just out of surgery we spent a lot of time like this over the next few days which was a big deal for me that girl does not like to cuddle they made us stay overnight so grandma cuckoo brought her a new toy she thought it was so great to sit in that big bed and play with her new toy kenadee is now 1 i can t believe a whole year has gone by since she joined our family i took her for her 1 year check up a couple of weeks ago and to my surprise she is almost as tiny as her sister was at that age she is our most tender baby she loves to cuddle and give kisses and she s definitely our peacemaker love that face don t know why none of them are the right direction oh well this is starting to sound a little bit jumbled to me so i will just end there but be looking forward to more updates including the circus hawaii halloween and christmas posted by tashina at 1 57 pm 3 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom jonathan me mason avery kenadee my blog list emily 7 years ago family fun friday 7 years ago the rhoades family blog 8 years ago cole j 9 years ago tim holly 9 years ago stuart kateka 9 years ago brian stacy 9 years ago russ chels 10 years ago ben jen 10 years ago looky what i found 10 years ago michael amber 11 years ago tim jenae 11 years ago jim olga 11 years ago riley lindsey 12 years ago chelsee 12 years ago jonathan linsi 12 years ago steven jazmin 12 years ago manda farbie 12 years ago josh robyn 12 years ago seriously so blessed 12 years ago trent april 13 years ago luke rachael 13 years ago chad jeni 13 years ago jared jessica 13 years ago jeremy kelly 13 years ago kyle marea 13 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