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mellography life events friday october 14 2011 tumblr has taken over i ve decided what want to do with my life become a photographer i had considered it before but didn t really think it through today a few hours ago i researched read thought about the things i needed to do in order for me to get into the program there s so much shit to do but so little time the portfolio deadline is february but the outside photography course starts in january i need to take a portfolio class i think it s better to buy a dslr new laptop apply to ocad and before the portfolio and applying to university i need to take some photographs the last time i took photography worthy photographs was in high school that s a long ass time ago i need to start thinking about my long term life lol wish me luck i m gonna need it posted by melissa at 2 19 00 a m 1 comment monday august 1 2011 frustration anger miscommunication confusion just everything s annoying and i feel hatred towards it when i was younger i didn t know why i felt like this but now after having continuous fights and disagreements with my family i get it it s not just them there s a problem with me as well we always have this fake family image of being all happy and a loving family now they were all lies from the beginning i was little so didn t understand and i wasn t old enough to experience the shit i have been through to deal with the messed up problems in this house we all had this mask on it wasn t just me this thing was there the entire time this feeling of disgust hate anger when i was smaller i thought it was just me i thought i was just the one in this perfect family that was fucked up since i was different i m not smart outstanding or anything they thought i d be but neither am i a pathetic retarded and incomprehensible person the shit they tell me the crap they put into my mouth like right now i m really really really just frustrated and all i can do is blog fuck my life posted by melissa at 1 05 00 a m 1 comment sunday june 19 2011 wordless apologies tension fills the room and black clouds linger by the ceiling fan dinner was late bills piled up nobody called home now you re steaming in front of the tv while they re crying softly in the bedroom upstairs the stalemate burns quietly until they some down enter the room slowly grab your shirt sleeves and look right at you with a pair of warm moist eyes while starting to give you a soft smiling apology but you see them coming and your stomach churns with a wave of regret so before they even get it out you interrupt with a head shake and a hug awesome posted by melissa at 1 26 00 a m no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom melissa toronto canada blem view my complete profile blog archive 2011 22 october 1 tumblr has taken over i ve decided what want to august 1 june 3 may 8 april 2 march 2 february 4 january 1 2010 32 december 3 november 2 october 1 september 3 august 9 july 2 june 1 may 9 april 1 march 1 2009 2 june 1 january 1 2008 6 november 1 august 1 july 4 picture window theme powered by blogger