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me being me to write and to curahat may one day it would be our sweetest memory me being me to write and to curahat may one day it would be our sweetest memory menu skip to content simple poem doc s life me familia reminders 17 11 2017 am i hitting the right button by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment bismillahirrahmanirraim again starting off by saying few weeeks to go before my weds sume orang cakap tak lama lagi tu dr hadz but honestly i don t feel anything near to excited i dont feel happy i dont feel like im enjoying all the almost done preparation nope hmmm kenapa ek kenapa makin lama makin rasa tak kena dengan relationship nih is it some kind of dugaan bertunang huhu entahlah its like im putting so much effort to like him but end up i feel more annoyed i tried to adore and respect him as my future husband but hmmmm why is it such a struggle something somewhere is just not right ni ke perasaan nye if things are not halal yet perhaps yeah mathurat ke laut tilawah ke laut hafalan ke laut this is so not me the fact that i m shifting out from the ri had conditioned me to be a time wasting kind of person no one to interact at home to chat to eat together with it changes me so much more than i had imagined at times i really miss my jemaah prayers a lot nak tulis ape sebenarnya nih omg omg omg hadzirah hamdan pliss luatkan semangat kuatkan hti you can do this istiqamah had berjuang had be the best version of a mukmin may allah ease 14 11 2017 little fight by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment today we had a fight its been quite sometimes since i last raised my voice to her penat nak gaduh ngan kawan baik sendiri rasa dah tak larat maybe i demanded too much of her love time attention and respect sape tak sayang ngan kawan baik sendiri kan tapi tu la penat bila asyik nk beralah hmmmm tengok la macam mana kan hopefully things will get better partly is my fault i guess we are too tired physically exausted mentally drained any excess burden seems to be too much to handle i want to write this down just as self express in hope that the heart ache will ease may allah makes things easy for us 12 11 2017 lompong by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment ketika mana kau menampal kelompongan di hatimu dengan manusia kau akan semakin lelah kau kepenatan kerana tampalanmu itu lemah dan sentiasa membocor berulang2 kau menutup lagi dan kau mencari manusia itu lagi barangkali kau lupa tampalan yang paling asli adalah dari tuhanmu yang mana merahmati dan merawati dia yang mencukupkan takungan di hatimu dan dia yang menampal segala cacat cela bahkan segala kesulitan dan kesakitan dalam kau menutup kelompongan di hatimu adalah sekadar utk mengingatkanmu bahawa yang kau perlu cari adalah dia tuhanmu 12 11 2017 tiktok tiktok by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment 3 weeks to go and suddenly all the likeness i ve been experiencing converted to such an uneasy feelings maybe it just normal things to happen to you my dear fiancée may this be a blessed journey for us both sorry i can t express the feeling i kept inside perhaps we can wait for the right moment 3 weeks to go and i keep hoping it s the right decision that we ve made 21 09 2017 rasa hati by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment something wrong somewhere somehow but i just couldn t describe i told him i don t feel good and he really acknowledged it i m calling you just to let you know that i m doing fine and nothing to worry about speechless never in my life i feel someone do actually pay attention on small things that really too small to be bothered and for that thanks 19 09 2017 what can i say by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment what can i say never expect this engagement phase would be the hardest i loss myself i loss a best friend of mine at a time it was so difficult that i doubt if i m doing the right decision starting to like someone is not easy especially he s not yet halal for you i want to to this right i want to love allah more i want to be guided to his path and live with his blessings and i need some help and lots of duas 12 11 2016 selamat tinggal by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment untuk hari2 yang telah menjadikan kita insan dayus pengecut lembik dan keparat aku sudah tidak mampu menghadapinya lagi dengan jiwa yang melemah maka aku memilih utk pergi persetankan semua ini dan usah kau hadir lagi 21 08 2016 super tired by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment when you alone screening for 50 donors seriously you just wanna collapse but when someone come and give you 2 bottles of 100plus knowing your tiredness that just make your day thank you allah 15 08 2016 i wonder by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment its been a long wait and i hope for no more kindly treat me well jaga hati plisss 09 08 2016 harapan by hadzhamdan posted in uncategorized leave a comment jangan pernah memberi harapan pada penghujung jalan mati post 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