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goodness gracious great balls of yarn goodness gracious great balls of yarn 1 thessalonians 4 11 and that ye study to be quiet and to do your own business and to work with your own hands 1 thessalonians 4 11 thursday february 18 2021 can you belive all this its hard to believe what the past year now going on two has brought all of us i often wonder what my son and husband would say about all this my husband died september 17th 2019 and he was always saying that we should never be without a stockpile of food water we had a supply toilet paper put by long before 2020 its like he just knew he even had two go bags all prepared i never questioned him he was still looking out for me after he had passed i could not crochet knit or do any handiwork it would have helped so much all during my husband and son s chemo i made countless hats for the cancer center it has taken me 17 months to pick up my needles i am doing hats again i have no way to up load pictures i have made 6 its a start it does help i never care much for tv and now even less i read some play word games and care for my pets i am trying to down size and let me tell you it isn t easy what is precious to you is usually not to your kids many things i saved for my kids should have been tossed lesson learned this blogging once again is part of my trying to regain my joy of simple thing that i use to love so maybe this is a new start i need a reason to express myself even if its just for me someone stumbles by below bump posted by mimi at 8 26 pm monday may 4 2020 long time it s been awhile since i posted to much has happened to talk about in one sitting as grandma would say i am alone on the side of the hill i am not lonely because i feel the presence of my loved ones i no longer knit or crochet i would love to feel the excitement i use to feel on each project it s just not there i have so much yarn and supplies and no inkling to do anything i do read and have a game i play once in awhile so much has happened that i can t seem to have the joy in things i use to i am doing a wonderful bible study reading some historical books last but not least i am taking a class on ancient hebrew this class is really eye opening i wish i was able to remember everything i am suppose to i am really enjoying the class my animals keep me busy i am keeping my grandson s cat it is a maine coon what a bruiser motley is still my baby and buddy the red beagle is my love i have my son michael s cat bo so the keep me out of my chair here s asking blessings for you posted by mimi at 2 57 am tuesday october 1 2019 mike paw 1949 2019 my loving husband posted by mimi at 4 13 pm thursday march 8 2018 1971 2017michael posted by mimi at 1 43 pm friday march 11 2016 fire walking well i have no really good news and i cannot bare to type out the bad this has been the worse 3 years its not getting any better i have faith and i beg honestly beg for prayer for michael and mike so i will not update anymore until i have some good news repeating the bad is to much i can tell you this when your kid is very sick even when that kid is grown your world stops and you know suffering like you have never know it before so on that note i will say prayers please love sent and huigs my dears send them back my way posted by mimi at 9 38 pm thursday march 3 2016 the story sad but true first i just give you the facts in the fall of 2012 i went to the doctor which what i thought was good health i had no medication of any sorts i discovered i had high blood pressure diabetes high chol i went on a diet took my meds started walking and things were looking up march 11 2013 i had a stroke it left me with weakness in my left side i no longer have the limp or droopy mouth but i still have problems with my memory knitting spelling and typing while i was in the hospital they could not control my blood pressure i was trying on the phone from my hospital bed to set up appointments for my aging father he was very ill and his doctor was not helping him note my mother was blind with dementia and i am an only child less than a month after my stroke dad was in the hospital and we found he had stomach cancer mom and dad moved in the house so i could care for them i do not regret this dad had to be put on hospice he could not bare a nursing home so i moved a hospital bed in my living room and took care of him he died in my arms october 23 early in the morning 3 months later i lost my second mom my aunt mary then 2 weeks later on christmas eve we lost ky dad less than a year my mom s heart starts to fail when nothing else can be done she ask to go home from the hospital once again i have a parent on hospice mom dies with my cheek next to hers may18 2014 while my mom was sick i noticed my husband was not well i begged him to go to the doctor he would not go when mom died i got my husband into the doctor he had stage 4 colon cancer we have been fighting this for over a year i have spent in barnes hospital a total of 3 months sometimes in a cot sometime in the waiting room i did not leave him i have learned to change bags of all sorts give shots and change wound bandages and flush the drain tubes at one point he had on 7 bags that meant cleaning care and flushing recording and measuring everything he was paralized for awhile and almost died several times we have made it this far my the grace of god next week he has more surgery for his lungs then the 3 round of chemo i have been knocked to my knees many times over the past 2 years but what has about broke me is my son has an inoperable brain tumor it is vary dangerous where it is the doctors are sending him to barnes the dr did not even feel he should even bioispy here so we will not find out for awhile if it is cancer even if it is not they cannot take it out we are in the valley of the unknown now we just found out this week it is possible i could have a son and husband in surgery at barnes at the same time i use to pray for those poor people in need and now we are those poor people in need truth when its your kid its the worse helpless feeling in the world hes only 44 with 3 kids and momma can t fix this i am hitting a new low i just feel like nothing matters anymore it seems everyone i hold the dearest are being taken from me i even think sometimes what have i done i never say why me but i just don t understand this i can t seem to pull myself together anymore and what difference does anything make anyway yes i still belive my faith is strong but my understanding is gone to let you know this as well which i did not mention thinking it was foolish but a week or so after mom died my 14 year old dog i love beyond what maybe i should have he died on my lap i am sick of death and bad news pray for me please cause my dears i can t hardly pray now i can still send my love posted by mimi at 10 53 pm tuesday february 23 2016 its going to snow rain sleet and be windy bring it on usually my worst nightmare bad weather and appointments usually important ones well my peeps the storm is coming and we have no appointments we do have plenty of meds and food and my dears yarn so bring it on mike is doing fairly well he still has issues with the hook up but nothing that is not normal its a matter of time till he will get back to normal he is getting stronger he helped me with the trash and carried some groceries in this week it just made me so happy to see him getting stronger its kind of like a glimpse at normal yeah normal this week i dropped off hoods for the cancer center i also finished up my gd s blanket that nan had started for her the border would have been different but i did not have the yarn i needed and it does look fine in person had i had more black i would have made it wider but honest its a monkey off my back so very glad i got it done for her i thought of mom while making it and sometimes it made me rather melancholy i am looking for projects now and enjoying the process i am knitting a bib just for a lark i can always find homes for bibs babies are just cropping up all over its spring i guess well this is my update we are fine and i will call for the next set of appointments tomorrow so it here we go again this should be the last operation hugs my bugs love sent i has a small black border if you can see it posted by mimi at 11 29 pm older posts home my projects www flick r com go to randay s photostream blog archive 2021 1 february 1 can you belive all this 2020 1 may 1 2019 1 october 1 2018 1 march 1 2016 6 march 2 february 3 january 1 2015 43 december 1 november 2 october 4 september 5 august 5 july 3 may 4 april 4 march 4 february 6 january 5 2014 24 december 6 november 3 october 3 september 3 august 4 july 1 june 2 may 1 january 1 2013 8 december 1 november 2 september 2 july 1 april 1 march 1 2012 34 october 1 september 1 july 2 june 2 may 2 april 1 march 4 february 6 january 15 2011 70 december 8 november 6 october 6 september 5 august 5 july 2 june 6 may 2 april 12 march 4 february 5 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