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like having a large stack of old magazines i don t know why i m sorry i made you pack all the old magazines into boxes to take to the new house mum i can t explain the obsession i don t even read the old ones one day i ll use the old copies to make a fort in which i can read new copies or i ll have friends don t trust the b in apartment 23 i ve been told i m a lot like chloe but i sleep to much she is the persona i wish i could keep up with glitter black coffee with brown sugar the smart casual look will always make me flutter my eyelashes anything and everything to do with dinosaurs i can t wait to own my own flat so i can finally put up my glow in the dark dinosaurs camping i d happily camp for ages which is perfect as i don t have a job for after uni yet homelessness and a hobby combined silver lining snow leopards the only type of cat i like and they happen to be my favourite animal i donate monthly to keeping them around because i want to be able to show them to my children plus they re fluffy vintage jewelry and furniture however i think it losses some of its charm if you don t know the story speaking of which stories everyone and everything has a story i have 2 ears 1 of which works so sit on the left of me and tell me everything dressing up and acting as whatever i m dressed up as i m so excited for ragrace fancy dress pub crawl in bognor regis come along it s super fun i m going as a viking and i m committing to the role all day i m going to claim so much territory working out however i don t like how tired it makes me if anyone has a solution hulk like potion then please let me know puppies the wrinklier the better and i am talking about dogs not breasts here breasts are lovely too but this bullet point is about dogs millionaire matchmaker patti stanger can be as mean to me as she wants just set me up with a loaded hunk mmmkay when you ve been sat in the sun for a while and your skin just feels warm it s worth all the premature aging to feel that content the your face joke it s not a joke it s an unwitty comeback that makes me laugh shut up pimms o clock though i don t understand the fruit as a student i think buying the fruit is a waste of money because i m not about to eat soggy strawberries men mmmm men i m a ladyperv and i m okay with it travelling every place is an adventure whether it s travelling around europe with my best friend or going for a walk with a housemate everywhere has exploring potential i want to fill my life with these things whilst finding out new things that put a smile on my face feel free to message me anything that makes you happy you think would make me and other readers smile and i ll be sure to shout about it hopefully these sentiments will help you guys out too because they sure have helped me these are obvious things that i ve only just learnt because i m an adultchild i m in childulthood we don t need to be friends with everyone just the people who make us genuinely happy happiness is not a destination it s a way of life just because someone deserves something doesn t mean we have the right to give it to them relaxing is as important as being productive don t worry too much about money you can always earn more i woke up with a ridiculous headache and in an awful mood writing makes me happier than anything or anyone i m so glad i have this blog even if i m awful at continuity thanks for reading you ve made my day over out i ve missed this blog i m so sorry i ever left will you ever forgive me 29 wednesday jan 2014 posted by frantasticwilliams in motivatio serious stuff success leave a comment tags alopecia cat disability emotional equal family friends glitter illness iq lecturers mental health mental health problems physical placement sloth student life suffer sufferer thank you understanding university wellbeing hi y all long time no write i wanted to write about something extremely close to my heart right now and i feel safest in my written world plus you know i wanted to tell you all quick note to say sorry for my lack of writing on this blog you can pretty much make up your own excuse for why i haven t written and it s probably true except for spending my time with a cat i hate cats recently i ve undergone some lets call it spontaneous relationship de cluttering no you know what that s too negative lets just say i ran out of glitter however despite my lack of glitter i really cannot believe how supportive everyone has been i m super appreciative that all my bosses and lecturers are being so understanding about mental health or shall i keep with the metaphor and say arts and crafts they understand that just because there s something different about the way i think shockingly it doesn t mean my iq is lower than a sloth s i feel completely blessed to know people who treat me like an equal whether i m well or not i know not all sufferers are as lucky for anyone out there who doesn t understand mental health problems don t stop you from being ambitious and wanting to live life to the full to describe it as a physical illness i imagine it feels like trying to run a race with only one leg the ambition is there the drive is there you re motivated you re inspired but there s something out of your control that will try and hold you back kind of like you want to be a hair model but have alopecia you just have to keep going through all the pain and embarrassment and show the world how damn well you wear a wig i feel so lucky to be surround by people who are nothing but encouraging from the bottom of my heart thank you over out today i got my hearing back 07 monday oct 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in motivatio serious stuff success leave a comment tags deafness disability doctor eardrum gift health hearing hearing aid luck lucky science technology to anyone who has ever thought there is too much technology in the world that we re going to get overrun by robots that life was better before everything got more complicated you can all go where the sun doesn t shine to anyone who doesn t know when i was about 4 my ear drum burst this led to stiff scarring and nerve damage since then i haven t been able to hear properly and over the years it has got worse and worse however today for the first time in about 17 years i can hear properly out of my right ear as today i got a hearing aid it s both amazing and terrifying i cannot believe how lucky i am to be born in a generation where this kind of technology is accessible to me i am so grateful to any scientist who invented this technology you have changed my life and if i could i would thank you from the bottom of my heart for now i am going to try and get used to it slowly i m going to follow my doctor s advice and watch television with it in today is a fabulous day over out this university year could be absolutely frantastic 25 sunday aug 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in uncategorized 1 comment tags clubbing embarrassing final year gym music nights out photos i just had a horrible realisation going to the gym and moving the cross trainer in time with the radio is the closest i ve been to clubbing since may what the hell am i doing with my life thankfully much needed university related naughtiness begins soon we ve got fresher s week in under a month but hopefully nightclubbing with 2nd and 3rd years in the fortnight leading up to it i really hope it ends up being as awesome as this but knowing myself my friends and our uniqueness it ll probably turn out more like well lets just have a look at the past 2 years worth of clubbing shall we this year has a lot to live up to in terms of nights out i m so excited lets blow some expectations over out so i ve stopped scoffing 20 tuesday aug 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in uncategorized leave a comment tags 5 2 diet dawn french diet dieting evangeline lilly exercise food health healthy losing weight the 5 2 diet i m currently on a new diet with my housemate lucy we eat normally for 5 days a week and then fast for 2 days on these days we re only allowed 500 calories our ideal would be to lose weight and become a little more and a little less dawn french our aim so that if a few pies go missing in our house we won t be accused so far i ve lost a couple of pounds but it s only been 1 week so hopefully there s more to drop wish us luck over out i probably shouldn t blog whilst i m drinking 10 saturday aug 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in uncategorized leave a comment sitting home along drinking wine eating cookies and listening to miley cyrus am i 2013 s bridgette jones the life of a university student who wastes money on food and booze doesn t sound as humorous maybe it ll be on the screens in 2035 when they run out of ideas for comedies does anyone else go overboard in planning but fail to actually sort out the important stuff or is that just me for instance i ve planned what fancy dress i want to wear in fresher s week in about 5 weeks times but i haven t sorted out my new driving license which i lost well over a year ago i ve even read articles about how to do make up properly in terms of clubbing and we all know it s only going to last an hour before it s down my face why isn t that the latest trend make up down the face enough girls have it whilst clubbing or maybe that s just the drink blurring my vision anyway on a completely different note i smelt a yankee candle today i bring this to your attention because it was salted caramel scent and i want one please purchase me one in return i promise i will get you a dinosaur toy i know what you re thinking who wouldn t want a dinosaur toy this is such a good deal i m so up for this well you better hurry only the first person gets jacob the dino also on another note yet again don t you find teenagers odd it wasn t that long ago for me so i remember thinking that you could only use certain things certain clothes certain make up certain accessories otherwise i was sure you d be shun from society however now that i have lost the attention span to try and be cool i have been reunited with my childesk toys for example i use felt tips glitter glue ribbon etc on a regular basis that make up article i spoke about earlier that was about how to put glitter on your eyes it almost feels like the teenage years were years in which i was practically forced to stay away from the simple things that made me happy anyway my point being is i m glad i ve finally grown up into the 5ft 6 child i was born to be over out rip every other day par today today you party 07 wednesday aug 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in uncategorized leave a comment tags afterlife birthday blink 182 coping dad death dedicate remembrance as soon as i realised what day it is today all i wanted to do was write to you lot the past doesn t haunt me too often but when it does it s a killer today would have been my dad s 61st birthday that was so surreal typing that i m not going to pour my heart out this isn t going to be an essay i just wanted to dedicate something of my own to him i can only hope that whatever there is after life whether it s heaven or plain old rotting in the ground that either the angels or the worms are throwing him the best damn birthday party i m talking a big ass cake party poppers presents party bags the whole shebang it s taken me long enough to get to this point but i feel i am finally there and i can truely honestly say to paraphrase blink 182 i miss dad i ll get back to writing humorous blogs soon but for now just remember not to judge people so quick you have no idea what they might be going through today i hope you are all well speak soon over out i want to go to the zoo 12 friday jul 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in motivatio success leave a comment tags animal beverages games green tea tea united states video games zoo i think i m older than i used to be in terms of emotion and mentality that is does anyone else feel this recently i keep thinking about cushions i want and colourful kitchen equipment i feel thirty i say this whilst drinking green tea and watching my housemate do his ironing aren t i just the quaintest don t worry though i haven t lost the plot completely i ve already played with felt tips this morning appreciation my mum often tells me to expect the worst hope for the best i love this phrase it s a simply perfect way to live life i like to think that it means that for example life is pretty swell currently so i make sure that i am continually grateful you have to appreciate the good times make sure you are always thankful but always make sure you are prepared for the worst just in case so that you can sort it out and get back to that happiness as quickly as possible that s what i want for every single one of you happiness but realistically i know that s far easier said that done so if that s the case for you little steps live hour by hour until you can live day by day until you can live week by week and eventually you ll be able to dream for the future again how do this be observant if you pay attention you don t know what you ll experience the other day i saw a dog just watching the world go by leaning half out of a first floor window that was very humorous enjoy the rest of your day lovely over out a fellow traveler on the bus looked like an old lady but had the voice of a teenager it was bizarre 03 wednesday jul 2013 posted by frantasticwilliams in motivatio leave a comment tags aims bad boxer bus dog future good happy health lancelot life motivation moving forward organizations public transport risks unexpected united states hello world i look to the future a lot i wouldn t really say i m a dreamer or that my head is in the clouds i just like to know what i want when i was younger i watched a lot of films and heard a lot of adult conversations where people would continually be struggling not to succeed but to know what they want i decided i should become sure of myself i always think of the future because i like exploring my desires i m pretty sure that s why i was such an avid sims 1 2 and 3 player it generates ideas of how life can go obviously this has its negative points i ve had people tell me that i m bossy and selfish for going after what i want they may be right but at the end of the day i want to know that i ve tried my absolute best to be happy isn t that what we all strive for anyway however my life is head to toe in drama i used to think i was addicted to it now i just feel it s a consequence of taking risks which i am entirely okay with this might surprise some of you but so far this year i have raised 170 for cancer research by running the race for life 10km been in trouble with the police twice one of which was a huge eye opener got a new job cracked a rib made some new friends broken up with an ex started a new fantastic relationship burnt the skin off my finger started writing this blog okay that s not that surprising if you re reading this and i ve been offered a position to write blogs 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