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ho he s chosen or who he hasn t if you re asking how to know you re saved that s way more complicated but there is something critical paul sat up waiting to hear what his friend had to say do you understand that you re a sinner jordan asked of course i am paul s face screwed up in confusion but i ve given my life to christ and because he paid the price for my sins i m forgiven lidia s jaw fell open jordan looked over to her he s a scientist that s a process that makes sense of course it makes sense paul said i m just that s the part i struggled with lidia said you just stated it like it was perfectly rational it is paul said lidia smiled at him again i m glad it sure seemed like she had more to say but she didn t but after that like there s more right i can t just sign a card and move on in life i have to do things is there like a checklist or something why do you keep laughing dude i m trying to understand jordan s chuckles no matter how enduring were starting to bother him the same thinking that made the doctrine of justification so simple to you is a problem you re going to face jordan said at least he d stopped laughing if you re asking for what to do the answer is both simple and complicated first if you re saved you should be baptized as a demonstration of faith but the danger is in turning worship of god into a series of checks and tasks instead of a life change an attitude change you can t just pay a tithe and serve in a church and build up some sort of metaphorical christian credit what you do is far less important than why you do it but it is important you can t ever sin to honor god but a guy can give to the church and feed the orphans and pay for widow s fees for his whole life and never know god what jordan was right that made no sense if i do everything i m supposed to do were you saved because of anything you did jordan asked no paul said jordan nodded then you can t work in that manner you do what you do to honor god if your every thought and intention is to act like christ and honor god then you re fine then i m screwed paul flung his hands in the air i m pretty sure i ve sinned like four times today there was this girl i saw jogging on the way over here and she had on this that s enough lidia cut in raising her own hands in the air sorry but my point is that didn t honor god so i sinned does that mean i should like baptize myself every day paul asked that s the part that will take some time for you i think jordan answered let me try it this way salvation is not equal to sanctification paul nodded salvation occurs the moment you acknowledge christ as your savior and submit to his rule over your life jordan continued paul nodded again sanctification is the process by which you continue to live slowly working to eliminate the sin from your life ohhh paul said wait lidia asked that actually made sense paul and jordan looked at her of course they said together she laughed you two are ridiculous paul shook his head so is there like a certain number of sins per year i need to stop i mean how do i know and if you start laughing again i m going to sin against you also sinful lidia muttered sorry jordan said it s not a checklist it s not a list of dos and don ts yes there are sins and we should never sin but we re human our very nature means it s inevitable one would have to be fully glorified to be fully free our task is to try to be more like christ we never just sin because he s cool with it he s not we stumble and we recognize that sin we repent and ask forgiveness and we work to never do it again we call those who sin without ever trying to stop lost because they have simply accepted the pattern of sin in their lives and stopped doing anything to grow but those who truly repent those who stop and work to turn from every sin they can find and they do it because they love christ and they never want to do anything to disappoint him those are the ones who are blessed think of it like having a friend lidia said you know it annoys him when you bite your fingernails but you just keep doing it because you figure he ll get over it why would you ever do anything to annoy your friend i wouldn t paul said wait was i biting my nails just now lidia shook her head it s just a hypothetical if you are the one who s annoyed by it you might try to get over it but it means more when you see your friend make a genuine effort to stop and eventually he does paul finally leaned back in the recliner and rubbed his head i think i was happier when i was studying theoretical physics to be continued share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook more email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on telegram opens in new window telegram share on whatsapp opens in new window whatsapp like loading by m l s weech in science fiction testimony july 10 2022 july 10 2022 1 328 words leave a comment a surprisingly underrated movie a reflection on harry potter and the half blood prince greetings all my youngest son is working his way through the harry potter movies and my family was worried i d feel like i missed out if they watched it when i sleep in during vacation as i tend to do i told them that once they get through the third movie i don t care you see i feel like that fourth movie and the seventh movie are just terrible you re welcome to disagree that s just my opinion then i gave it some thought i realized that my sincere and in my opinion justified feelings on movies four and seven tainted my objective view of movies five and six i didn t see the fifth movie as my son watched it but i started watching the sixth movie and i m really enjoying it this confirmed my hypothesis it s a phenomena that happens a lot a few bad episodes chapters or volumes can absolutely have a negative impact on the whole or even the next part of a series i m still on vacation so i never intended to go into too much detail about it instead i just wanted to say i underestimated this particular movie and i m glad i gave it another shot thanks for reading v r matt share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook more email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on telegram opens in new window telegram share on whatsapp opens in new window whatsapp like loading by m l s weech in fantasy july 9 2022 july 7 2022 206 words leave a comment book review new spring by robert jordan the cover image from this book is from its amazon buy page for review purposes under fair use doctrine spoiler free summary new spring by robert jordan is the prequel novel to the wheel of time moiraine and siuan are accepted of the white tower soon they will be aes sedai but even sooner than that ancient prophesies long feared come to pass the dragon has been reborn on the slope of dragonmount and they are two among a small handful of people who even know unfortunately those who would take or kill the baby to help the shadow also know and moiraine must find the boy she runs into a group of soldiers on her travels but will they help her or will they turn out to be more darkfriends leading her to certain death character i must be open and transparent here this is at least the tenth time i ve read this book the characters are the reason this whole series is my second favorite dragonriders of pern this book elevated moiraine for me and while siuan was never on my top list of favorites this book allowed me to understand her better then of course there s lan who steals the show the characters are sympathetic and proactive they have goals and flaws they are why this saga is so special exposition this is probably where the book is a bit weaker that s not to say it s terrible but a world of this scope demands exposition the other issue is that this book is first out of 15 but it was written much later in the series the author was forced to act as if it was the first book and that drags the pace even though the book is relatively short especially when compared to other volumes in the series so yes it is excessive but it s not more than anyone should expect from a book setting up an entire world worldbuilding the reward for excessive exposition see dune dragonriders is immaculate worldbuilding and in my opinion wheel of time has the best worldbuilding ever i ll mention this here even though this book isn t the best one to mention it most fantasy stories i ve read talk about other lands or nations but they are vague mentions this world is full of different places with customs an habits in this book alone we learn about white tower politics and shienar and malkier we meet people from those lands we don t just hear about them we see them and that s setting aside moiraine s home nation of cairhien the matchstick for the entire saga this image of the late robert jordan god rest his soul was taken from the macmillan publishers website for review purposes under fair use doctrine dialogue as is the case with most of my favorites this book has charming dialogue that doesn t just expand the plot but it reveals characters even their curses are unique to their nation or background description if anything slows down this story for me it s the sheer volume of description the positive is that i can practically smell these characters the down side is i have to slog through all of it i feel like jordan falls on the excessive but he may just be the standard for an aspect of writing i ve never really been particularly good at or interested in i don t know if it bothers other fans as much as it did bother me but it does wonders for the imagination overall as an outrigger this book fills in a lot of gaps that i wish we d have seen fulfilled as a prequel it sets the stage i start with this book when i re read the series but i wouldn t recommend people new to the series start here i d read at least book one before going back and i might recommend at least waiting until after the dragon reborn that s not because it isn t good instead there are surprises and treats that a reader gets from waiting to let this book add to the content rather than methodically play it out whatever you do it s a great book that really sets the standard for fantasy fiction thanks for reading matt share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook more email a link to a friend opens in new window email print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on pinterest opens in new window pinterest share on telegram opens in new window telegram share on whatsapp opens in new window whatsapp like loading by m l s weech in book review fantasy july 6 2022 july 5 2022 701 words leave a comment visits from a man named nobody 87 pt1 pt 2 pt 3 pt 4 pt 5 pt 6 pt 7 pt 8 pt 9 pt 10 pt 11 pt 12 pt 13 pt 14 pt 15 pt 16 pt 17 pt 18 pt 19 pt 20 pt 21 pt 22 pt 23 pt 24 pt 25 pt 26 pt 27 pt 28 pt 29 pt 30 pt 31 pt 32 pt 33 pt 34 pt 35 pt 36 pt 37 pt 38 pt 39 pt 40 pt 41 pt 42 pt 43 pt 44 pt 45 pt 46 pt 47 pt 48 pt 49 pt 50 pt 51 pt 52 pt 53 pt 54 pt 55 pt 56 pt 57 pt 58 pt 59 pt 60 pt 61 pt 62 pt 63 pt 64 pt 65 pt 66 pt 67 pt 68 pt 69 pt 70 pt 71 pt 72 pt 73 pt 74 pt 75 pt 76 pt 77 pt 78 pt 79 pt 80 pt 81 pt 82 pt 83 pt 84 pt 85 pt 86 twenty six june 8 2038 11 52 a m 13 years 179 days ago paul stood before a red door wondering why it was so hard for him to ring the bell he d spoken to jordan a few times but he d grown more and more distant especially since his mother had gotten sick paul finally took a deep breath and rang the doorbell paul expected the chime but that chime set off a series of other noises paul hadn t even realize he d forgotten about a dog started barking that woke the baby who started crying right paul thought the baby must have been born a few weeks ago the door opened to reveal lidia wearing a simple t shirt and jeans paul started at her this could have been my house if i wasn t such an idiot of course if that were true jordan would probably be alone a part of paul still felt like this was better paul the momentary staring contest ended as lidia wrapped her arms around him jordan paul s finally come to visit she nearly blew out an ear drum rather than pulling away to call her husband footsteps thundered down a flight of stairs revealing jordan who held his child in his arms hey man i m so glad you re here paul thought lidia would pull way but jordan just fit himself beside lidia and further encircled paul it was like being wrapped in a blanket of love they were genuinely happy to see him paul lingered there enjoying the group hug even though he couldn t actually return the gesture they finally let him go jordan smiled at him i guess you re here to meet your godson paul stammered as jordan gently set the baby in his arms even as he tried to say no thanks he wound up holding the child and looking at it everything went still the baby was so small and helpless it had stopped crying it was strangely alien and beautiful paul lidia said we d like you to meet your godson paul paul s head jerked up fixing the two in a state of awe you jordan laughed after paul failed to say anything else there really wasn t even a need for a plan b unless of course it was a girl he rubbed the back of his head with his hand i mean we probably would have gone with paula or pauline but we re sort of glad it was a boy i don t know that we ve really talked in how long paul was more thinking out loud than talking at the moment it s been a while jordan said and you typically need time but once you get that you usually come back around you did come to see him right paul looked down at the boy actually my mom oh god lidia wrapped her arms around him again please say she s ok she s not she s ok right she s fine paul said that s i don t know how to explain this jordan carefully took his son back maybe we should go sit down the couple led paul into a living room centered around a polished long coffee table decorated with a white vase filled with sunflowers a corner couch wrapped around the coffee table a recliner sat on the opposite side of a large glass door covered by flower pattered curtains paul sat on the recliner lidia vanished into the kitchen and came out with a dr pepper and a glass of ice she set the drink next to paul and sat beside her husband who had just put their baby in a small portable pack and play just in front of paul s small coffee table so your mom is doing better jordan asked ...