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myshorthand labels arts familynfriends food lyrics reminder studies thoughts travel friday march 16 2012 when the inevitable becomes unignorable in the oncology clinic when the oncologist cancer specialist tells the patient that the cancer is at an advance stage and is not curable and would ultimately lead to death i could see so many reactions to a certain extend this puzzles me don t get me wrong i am not a medical student who is desensitized by the notion of death and mortality because it is so close to what i do daily but i find it very interesting indeed how we humans react to something that is inevitable something as sure as death no i am not cold or heartless i cry inside too when i see patients got that news but the intention of this post is to bring our attention to the certainty of death and to the fact that most people do not think about it enough in our daily life we are so busy living that we time and time again forget that the ultimately everyone dies and it does not take a cancer or an illness to bring that on all it takes is allah s will moving on how do we remind ourselves that we are mortals that our life have and expiry date and that afterwards there is no coming back to the land of the living and what is even more important is to question ourselves what do we do with this limited time is it enough to just live and play and eat and grow old and die maybe even before growing old what is there to include in our daily lives that will ensure that we will die smiling knowing that we have prepared for the next session of life most of us knows that answers anyways these are only rethorical questions i end this short post with some excerpts from the quran al baqarah 28 how can you be ungrateful to allah who bestowed life upon you when you were lifeless then he will cause you to die an will bring you back to life so that you will be returned to him al mulk 2 who created death and life that he might try you as to which of you is better in deed he is the most mighty the most forgiving ann naba 40 verily we have warned you of a penalty near the day when man will see the deeds which his hands have sent forth and the unbeliever will say woe unto me would that i were mere dust sesungguhnya dengan keterangan keterangan tersebut kami memberi amaran kepada kamu mengenai azab yang dekat iaitu hari seseorang melihat apa apa yang telah diusahakannya dan orang yang kafir akan berkata alangkah baiknya kalau aku menjadi tanah wallahua lam no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday october 19 2011 alah bisa tegal binasa bila aku buat benda yang sama selalu ia jadi kebiasaan kebiasaan ini bagus amat baik untuk menambah kualiti dan keberkesanan suatu pekerjaan kerja jadi cepat bila sudah biasa dan yang susah pun jadi mudah bila sudah biasa tapi kebiasaan ini mengubah dulu aku malu malu hendak berbicara dengan pesakit dengan lidah melayu ini mahu mengungkap kata pun sering kali salah bunyi pelik kadang kadang mat mat dan minah minah saleh ini tak faham walaupun aku faham jek tapi dengan selalu buat ia jadi kebiasaan aku lebih yakin lebih tenang tapi ini perubahan yang bagus dengan adanya kebiasaan yang membimbangkan ialah kebiasaan yang membawa kebinasaan dulu bila aku lihat mayat aku teringat mati bila lihat orang sakit aku teringat nikmat sihat ini tapi dengan kebiasaan kesannya makin kurang alah bisa tegal biasa kata orang tapi aku bimbang kerana keteringatan kepada mati dan mengingati nikmatnya sihat ini penting lalu aku berfikir fikir apa lagi ya kebiasaan yang membinasakan lihat sahaja sekelilingmu surat khabar yang asyik dijadikan lapik untuk makan lama kelamaan akan merasa dirinya sebagai lapik dan bukan surat khabar bila sesuatu jadi biasa rasa bersalah hilang dalam membuat sesuatu yang salah dan dalam membuat perkara betul dngan cara yang salah so kalau terbuat salah sekali cepat cepat la berhenti memang bukan mudah tapi cubalah dan kebiasaan juga dalam dunia pelik ini perkara yang umum tahu benar bila diluah mampu mengundang maki biarlah semoga dengan usaha ini akan ada orang yang juga berusaha membantu aku bila aku tenggelam dalam perangkap kebiasaan semoga hadirnya hati dan akal dalam setiap perbuatan kita menjadikan rutin dan kebiasaan itu lebih berkualiti dan dihayati no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday october 7 2011 one of my love story it started out small a mere fleck in a dark hall at that time you seemed so far away unreachable unapproachable untouchable then the fleck grew larger as days went by as life becomes harder i had to decide one way or another do i commit or let it go forever a few years passed and i am still here the fleck is now a blazing fire i am so into you that i am sure until the end i shall be here although at times you are cruel to me draining every bit that i have in me energy time my heart and soul sometimes i felt like turning away and go you forced me to stay awake at night you made my head feel like exploding sometimes at times you made me feel sickly and ill tears and sweats and aching back but in the end it was i who chose to and not turn away but the satisfaction from you indescribable i know i m still of of your youngest lover many more has been and many still is we pledge our time energy and life for the lives of others if allah wills it to medicine from the love of your life 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday october 6 2011 hidup masing2 kan pelik kadang2 tanpa segan silu aku announce kat semua orang benda salah yang aku buat dan orang dan aku sendiri akan saling komen dan berborak pasal tu macam perkara biasa or orang lain akan buat tak tau walaupun terang2 aku buat salah mungkin kata mereka dan kata aku hidup masing2 pandai2lah kadang2 pula bila aku buat benda baik dan betul dan aku sure benda tu baik dan betul tapi pula aku menyorok2 dari orang dan orang pon menyorok2 dari aku kemudian aku dan orang lain juga bercakap jika tahu dengan nada sinis mungkin bagi aku dan sesetengah orang siapa yang buat baik mesti hipokrit tapi hidup masing2 kan pandai2lah oh aku pun pernah dipanggil hipokrit dan aku juga pernah panggil orang lain hipokrit yang pada hakikatnya tiada manusia tahu isi hati yang lain dan hanya yang menilai itu jika seorang manusia hanyalah nilaian manusia sahaja maka rugilah saya jika orang ajak buat baik saya tolak dan terang2an saya hebahkan yang saya bukan orang baik dan saya tak mahu diajak buat benda baik jangan nanti sampai satu masa allah tak hantar dah orang2 begini untuk ajak aku buat baik sebab dah banyak kali allah hantar dan buka peluang untuk aku berubah dan bertambah baik tapi aku buat deeek je aku buat tak tau aku buat suka aku hidup masing2 kan namun pesan nabi tidak beriman seorang daripada kamu sehingga dia mengasihi saudaranya seperti mana dia mengasihi dirinya sendiri sahih al bukhari 12 apa pon semua orang ada naluri untuk buat baik dan jadi baik cuma mungkin dah terlalu biasa atau mungkin belum sampai seru bak kata orang selalu cuma takut2 mati sampai dulu sebelum seru no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday september 15 2011 epal di jalanan test drive blogger apps ios tgk la gamba epal nih p s atas tu bukan langit gelap tapi jari gelap haha no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom me m leeds united kingdom i write to invoke thinking i write to invoke desire i write to invoke passion in myself firstly before others to change and to strive for the better view my complete profile readers older scribblings 2012 1 march 1 when the inevitable becomes unignorable 2011 15 october 3 september 1 august 2 july 1 june 2 march 3 january 3 2010 45 december 3 november 6 october 4 september 5 august 6 july 4 june 2 march 5 february 6 january 4 2009 66 december 3 november 2 october 2 august 6 july 3 june 5 may 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