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that i knew this wasn t going to be a normal conversation i nodded grinning we did and it was awesome she sniffed in disapproval and this is how you dress for this kind of thing what s with the all black not that i don t like it especially on men she eyed jamison from head to toe knowingly but you guys look like you went to a funeral not a concert actually she smirked lorelei you look like a little girl who went to a concert whatever julie i shook my head i was pretty sure she was trying to upset me or embarrass me in front of jamison and i wasn t about to let it happen i think we re both appropriately dressed for the occasion it s not like i dress like this for class jamison took a seat at my desk silent perhaps he sensed some sort of epic battle i glanced over at him and he just grinned a cocky smile at me maybe he was hoping for a catfight julie raised one eyebrow i just don t get the appeal whatever it s not for everybody and thank god for that she spat out what the hell is that supposed to mean i could feel my temper rising even though i was doing everything i could to stay cool you look awful she sneered jamison didn t even let me get in the next word i think she looks fuckin awesome only because she is the exact replica of you she went on did you guys plan this it s adorable i was so tired of being insulted daily from this little bitch that s what she was i was angry i knew i was angry enough to say something anything to get her attention and show her how rude she was at least i m not so desperate for attention that i parade around on campus in my underwear her disinterested look turned into a glare you little bitch you have some nerve that was low even for you even for me as if i were the one constantly bashing her and your crack about me being a little girl were so nice that was it i struck a nerve although i didn t really see how i wasn t being ruder than she was but she lunged at me anyway pushing me against the dresser with her fist poised to blow jamison snagged her wrist just in time he stared at her for what seemed forever like he was trying to burn something into her brain without words finally he growled you touch her or her stuff and you ll have to answer to me he was still staring at her when he barked out come on l let s go he let go of her wrist and she clasped it to her chest i started to follow jamison to the door don t bother she snarled in response i m leaving i won t stay in this room with this little whore for one more minute it was all i could do to stop and take a breath whore i let my breath out and decided to let it go the damage was done she grabbed a bag from beneath her bed and started violently shoving clothes into it she really was leaving it was so weird i couldn t place what i d done with what she was doing now i ll be back for the rest tomorrow she shoved past me and jamison to the door can t wait to have your sickly sweet cheery fake self out of my life after the door slammed jamison pulled me into his arms and held me tightly to his chest i was still reeling at what a strange night this had been you okay he murmured into my hair i nodded yeah i m still just trying to figure out what the hell just happened you guys fight a lot i shook my head not like that i mean we don t exactly get along jamison chuckled i guess you really can kill with kindness i didn t want to think about her anymore especially not with jamison s arms wrapped around me like that he was quiet almost a whisper i wonder where she ll go why did he even care i knew i shouldn t let it bother me but i did still i didn t say anything about it probably one of her boyfriends i should probably go he pulled back you ll be alright yeah call me if you need anything he kissed my forehead lightly and squeezed my hands i ll text tomorrow okay julie did move out in the following weeks jamison never came close to laying a hand on me other than in a friendly way and this lips never got near mine again we did hang out a lot daily actually we went out to eat went to a football game studied even though we talked more than we studied and hung out in my dorm binging on heroes and the walking dead in fact we spent so much time together i started to consider him my best friend not that i didn t want more but we had each other we had a bond our friendship was growing stronger all the time and i was okay with that i was becoming more anxious to see his band play since he finally talked to me about it all the time his bands name was bullet a name i had been suspecting was already taken one afternoon we were at coffee perk and i did a google search on my phone bullet was taken by more than one band jamison was bummed so we started searching for other band names since he was so intent on having a band name that went along with ammo he said that s how their music was deadly fast and dangerous when aimed straight at the heart it was lethal i dunno how i m gonna tell the guys he shook his head i just looked at him probably with just a bit too much eagerness he started laughing yes i ll introduce you okay i started giggling and wrapped him in a hug that made him blush why he couldn t get a clue i have no idea i knew i d just have to find the courage to be more forward finally he gave in to my incessant demands to meet the guys one afternoon he texted me to meet up with him at skyline diner this super fun 50 s style place that had the best burgers this side of the state that s where i met enzo enzo was jamison s roommate and his bands bassist i shook his hand and wondered to myself why i d never met him or heard anything about him before i found out he and jamison had not only gone to high school together but had pretty much known each other their entire lives enzo had dark soft looking hair cut into a trendy style i d seen tons of guys on campus wearing it made his pale blue eyes stand out in stark contrast against his light olive skin and dark eyebrows it made his eyes seem magnetic and seductive he was tall muscular in a lean youthful way and damned if i do say so myself a gorgeous specimen of a man there was something sweet about him he was talkative animated and open he chatted about everything and anything making jamison practically blush and shake his head several times he told me he d heard a lot about me something that shocked me he told me all about their band and the other two guys who lived in their hometown still working jobs and how they eagerly waited opportunities for them to all get together and write and play music he told me how they d all known each other forever and how it all came to be enzo was easy going and carefree and a bit of a jokester i could tell just in that short amount of time that we were going to be friends from then on it became me jamison and enzo though jamison became a bit more intense where enzo was concerned making sure to throw his arm around my shoulder or grab my hand when we were walking somewhere i felt like it was to silently tell enzo i was off limits i was still so confused but i didn t argue i had my best friend who yeah i was madly in love with and another good friend to boot they were both easy on the eyes and incredibly fun to hang out with i wasn t letting that go anytime soon posted in sim lit sims 3 story tagged amateur writing enzo epic sims fan fic jamison lorelei on the edge sim lit simlit sims sims 3 sims 3 stories sims stories stories ts3 writing it was electric october 13 2016 october 13 2016 myepicsims leave a comment i ll admit i was a ridiculous mess of a nervous wreck all day mostly about what to wear all my dates back home were boys i d grown up with and pretty much consisted of the three things to do in town bowling pizza or movies heck sometimes i d just throw on a hoodie with some leggings and call it good i didn t want to look like a little girl going to the bowling alley i wanted to look good no i wanted to look hot but hot was not something in my usual repertoire my bank account was startling low so i hit up a second hand store and found a leather vest i liked for ten bucks and a stack of bracelets for three dollars i convinced myself i could make a metal show worthy outfit somehow at first i was pretty impressed with my resourcefulness cutting off a pair of old jeans dangerously short some fishnets from last halloween and a black tank top with my standard short boots i darkened my normal makeup and tousled my hair around a buzz on my cell phone snapped me out of my daze he was here and waiting in the lobby with a deep gulp of breath i ran out the door a nervous excitement creeping all across my body that was until i saw him how on earth did he do that just leaning up against a door frame like he d just been hanging out here all day looking cool and sexy as all hell in a vintage pantera shirt jeans and combat boots he looked like a rock and roll god if you asked me though i might not have been able to answer you with the nervous pounding of my heart threatening to burst right out of my chest hey he smiled and silently appraised me hey i grinned bouncing a bit on my toes anxiously cool shirt thanks you ready he seemed surprised that i was on time or maybe i didn t look ready but one more sweep over me with his eyes told me he liked what he saw you might need a jacket it s chilly i shook my head and crossed the distance towards him i m always warm am i gonna need id to get in i didn t grab my purse he grinned and winked taken care of jamison s car was everything i had expected it to be a black chevy nova most likely from the 70 s a giant tank of a car really one door painted in a flat black primer like a project that had never been completed with a turn of a key the engine didn t purr it roared rumbling loudly to life and the souped up engine growled loudly over the music blaring out of a stereo so old it took cassette tapes piles of them were at my feet amidst soda cans and wrappers slayer black sabbath pantera danzig ozzy you don t have to say it he said loudly so i could hear him over the song that played it s a piece of shit he laughed i could have cleaned it i guess i shook my head laughing it s perfect he shrugged it off if you say so so who s playing tonight hell fist black sky and last five seconds he stared out at the night over the steering wheel you ll dig lfs for sure they re amazing lotta hype about them i ve never heard of any of them i bit my lip with embarrassment jamison looked over at me if blue eyes could smolder his did and it made my breath catch in my throat that s what you have me for he parked behind the bar which at first i thought was weird until he led me to the back door and i figured it out jamison knew someone who worked there who snuck us in the back door with a nod of his head after he scanned the area to make sure no one saw us he looked me over quickly holding a stamp pad out in front of my face you drinkin i shook my head no too hyped man jamison told him thanks bro i followed jamison through the dark bar and i felt completely out of place there were more guys than girls for sure but the girls who were there were insanely sexy in a way i knew i wasn t one girl in particular i eyed with envy her sleek white blond hair was in stark contrast to her skimpy all black outfit black lipstick and heavy black liner she would have looked like a black and white portrait with her porcelain skin except for her brightly colored tattoos that covered her arms and chest when first band started playing i forgot that i felt awkward and got lost in the music jamison grinned and grabbed my forearm moving us closer to the stage by the time the second band played we were all but lost in some serious head banging and dancing which really just consisted of a lot of jumping and banging into each other this is last five seconds he leaned close and said in my ear while it was silent while the final band took the stage a tall fit man and he was definitely a man kept his eye on me as he took the stage he swaggered to the microphone stand his guitar slung across his back and a slow sexy grin crept onto his face and he winked at me i couldn t help myself but to smile back despite being there with jamison he was that damn sexy hey jamison s husky voice brought me back to him when i turned to face him his eyes did that smoldering thing again and i could see his pupils dilate even more than they already were in the dark bar his hands were under my hair touching my neck softly and i felt it i felt the thing it was electric like a current racing through my body he s going to kiss me i thought to myself and i sucked in a sharp breath and i could feel my lips part in wait he leaned closer his lips parting too it was the growl of the guitar on stage shredding a beat so fierce and melodic right out of the gate that split us up leaving our lips untouched by the others i smiled a wide smile holy crap i yelled in his ear i know he yelled back when we weren t dancing or banging our heads his arm was around me protectively telling me i wasn t the only one who noticed the man on stage watching me and smiling a wicked seductive smile for the entirety of their set but that was the closest his lips got to me again that night i m starving jamison complained when we finally left the show and crawled into his car i think there s a mcdonalds close i m starving too i agreed still feeling the tense electricity between us i really just wasn t ready to end my time with him so tell me stuff he suggested before stuffing a handful of french fries in his mouth i scrunched my brow up like what i thought you were the one who said you would tell me stuff remember he chewed in deep thought before i saw it register across his face oh yeah you ll think it s stupid like everyone else try me he chewed off a bite of his burger washing it down with a sip of coke i wanna be like those guys i wanna be a rock star like a real rock star jamison shrugged yeah a real rock star i have a band no you don t i said in shock why hadn t i heard this before can i hear you sometime he grinned and took another swig of his coke sure i guess we re not as good as those guys we need to get our shit together but it s you re turn what do you want to be when you grow up i laughed when i grow up um a writer whattayou write poems mostly i said sheepishly short stories do they have your deep dark secrets he teased think i can read something maybe i shook my head i don t really let people read my stuff so you re a writer who doesn t want people to read her things he laughed i just rolled my eyes and shrugged so what else i feel like i m missing something with you i never hear you swear nope and you don t drink or anything he said watching me carefully i shook my head no you have to have a vice music i stated though it came out as a question dunno i was just raised a certain way and it stuck i guess i ve never even i trailed off never even what he pressed no now you ll think i m stupid he cocked his head to the side and eyed me try...