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let s go green skip to main skip to sidebar let s go green let s minimise the impact of scarcity together gether print on both sides please sunday june 02 2013 stop chasing unicorns in my first year in anu law school i was handed a law school survival guide in it the survival guide told me that if i pass i ought to feel contented if i get a credit i ought to grin if i get a distinction i should throw a party and if i get a high distinction it s time to dedicate a monument for myself at first i didn t believe it but as time passed i started to see its truth and meaning after just a year and a half i ve seen so many battered warriors tired and beaten a few had risen above others with better skills than the rest claiming their crown of being cream of the crop most continued to sharpen their swords and polish their armour to fight another day few had given up in despair and finally there were the minority who were left broken by the war forced to leave the service if you really put your mind to it you d see that the war isn t worth it i used to tell myself that i can graduate at the end of the day with a prestigious degree and then it will be worth it but after having seen all these sufferings i have come to decide that it really isn t worth it at all pursuing a hd average in anu law school is akin to chasing unicorns and rainbows that is what i tell myself because it is easier if i blame the system i realise that once one begins the internalise the blame nothing good comes out of it i suppose monitoring the stress level in university has really helped me to understand how commonly adverse effects of pressure manifest in people more often than not the effects aren t very pleasing i am not sure if such high level of stress and its adverse effects are as prominent in other places as it is here it is neither something i hear about very often in malaysia nor was i exposed to many of such instances as a consequence many aren t aware that it s become an issue when it is an issue and we don t know how to help others when it s been brought to our attention then again in anu if you try to seek comfort in another chances are the other person is also having a tough time and you both will naturally end up in a conversation about your equally depressing lives jokes the point i m trying to make is that there are more important things in life than just doing well everyone knows that it is important to be happy everyone knows that happiness is more important than we alth or prestige but do we know when to stop if doing well isn t going so well it s probably a sign to stop take a break and let it go because you deserve to feel better about yourself and your life also one should always have some yolo moments like running out of lecture before it even began p or tying up a bicycle on a tree random bicycle on a tree outside fenner hall today i also went to watch brian s recital with the anu music society and it resembled sts band so much a wave of nostalgia literally attacked me i almost wanted to buy a tuba out of impulse just to join the band until i found out a tuba cost aud2000 ain t nobody got money fo that d we ll go because we re friends but it was a really good recital and there were really good brownies i had three copyright reserved lip yi at 9 01 pm no comments tuesday january 22 2013 there s a time for everything i have decided that no one really visits my blog anymore so i won t bother with pictures anymore there will be many times this year where i will doubt my leadership abilities and today is one of those days i wish i have the talent of foresight or the confidence to know the right things to do unfortunately i don t have any of those and so i grope a little in the dark and sometimes set ripples to the calm river with my clumsy steps still i can t wish to turn back now i am in the middle of what i would call an adulthood crisis i am on the verge of turning 21 and that future quite frankly seems a little scary to me all the things that i ever wanted to do i used to be able to delay doing them get thrown in the middle of the sea no problem travel around the world sure manage my own meals come at me brah when i grow up that s the problem right there i am grown up or at least i will be in a couple of months things have to start moving now and i m not ready i spent most of my childhood picturing what this moment would be like i imagined future me as a heroine i thought i would be this cool athletic smart alec okay i exaggerated my imagination but i at least imagined i would know what to do by the time i am grown up i expect i would at least know what my life goals are and how to get there instead i don t even know what to eat for lunch tomorrow i went to melbourne last summer for a brief summer job and witnessed my friends working in their respective workplaces i listened to their stories and their complaints and though i laughed at their comical stories i also wondered why they put up with the less pleasant aspects of their jobs but mostly i also admired their perseverance and knew that if it were me i wouldn t last so as i spent my time putting photographs into little plastic bags at my job i wondered what kind of a worker i am i guess i wouldn t know but my father gave me a pretty good idea on what kind of an employee i would like to be in one of our random chatters he said a good employee is not one who can work but one who can contribute in my moments of doubt many have directly and indirectly risen up to the occasion to try and give me an answer i thank god for that but perhaps it is time i stop looking so hard maybe someday this year i will learn to stop depending so hard on others and start depending on the one thing that actually matters the future is perpetually scary it is intangible unpredictable and far too flexible i once admitted to a friend that one of my greatest fears is everyone walking out of my life perhaps in order to prepare for the future i have to learn to let go no matter how scary it is regardless of how difficult it may be and how many times i may fail in trying it s time to grow up it s time to buck up copyright reserved lip yi at 12 50 am 1 comment tuesday january 08 2013 2013 resolution another year has come and gone and today is the eighth day of 2013 it s only 6 30 a m malaysian time but i feel like a post on nye in sydney in an effort to pass time while waiting for the fireworks my friends asked me what my new year resolutions are after giving in much thought i decided that this year i want to grow in christ i want to experience spiritual growth i want to be a little braver to try new things and i want to mature a little bit more i attended a talk by father robert barron last year in canberra and i ve always felt that his talk was one of the best that i have heard thus far he spoke on the question that all of us have in mind he spoke about finding happiness he told us how to be happy surely no one can tell us how to be happy and actually be right but he did and his answer was right in a nutshell he spoke about the four things that humans pursue in our pursuit of happiness sometimes we pursue one more than the others sometimes we pursue all at one point or another we have wished we have more of each of these things the four things are wealth power pleasure and honour father robert said that we pursue more and more of each of these things thinking that if we have more we might be happier but the truth is our hearts will never rest our hearts are made to seek christ and until then we are restless he gave an imagery that to this day i cannot forget he said that if we ever feel like we can t stop pursuing these we should always remember christ on the crucifix christ on the crucifix had no wealth even his garments were taken away by the soldiers he did not have power on the crucifix he was about to be executed he definitely did not have pleasure nor did he have honour christ the king was executed next to sinners people chose to release a murderer instead of him no christ on the crucifix had none of those four things and yet we will realise that the moment we set our eyes and hearts to christ we find peace and in peace we find happiness our hearts rest and so instead of having ten resolutions like i did the years before i have only one this year i want to pursue christ copyright reserved lip yi at 6 52 am 1 comment saturday october 06 2012 a post of nonsense it has been a moderately tough week dealing with the outcomes of our efforts the morning after contracts result was released joel and i gave pauline hell during discussion as we tried to cope with our achievements us yalah distinction thinking watt pauline you guys are such bitches la and that s how we cope lol i further extended that effort to kah yung and alexie when i went to meet them me ranting about inferiority alexie stares at kah yung omg what is she saying eric she s in a very dark place right now leave it everything she s saying now is just like eeeeeee in my ears alexie i think i see a piece of cloud above her head me blablablablabluuhhh eric eeeeeeeeee what can t hear you what is this humming and after a final session of really loud ranting today i finally decided to start crawling out of my pit i guess a good start to all this is by recollecting the happier moments of the day like today when we played articulate again my team won d i realise i have never lost in a game of articulate before pauline we talked about this the other day it s like a gecko us lizard insect them time joel looks at card it s a newt a newt is not a gecko it s an amphibian joel the biggest animal in the world pauline a whale joel okay a what whale pauline a white whale joel what loses interests in card i will slap you a white whale time pauline sorry i confused myself between a white shark and a blue whale me erm a penis is also called a them dick me noo more ramya cock cock me okay okay erm the bottom of a hole them shouting some nonsense me the place a pilot sit ramya cockpit me yes flips card blaine always wears a what around his neck ramya and pauline what plain field more what time joel i can t hear anything because you all were shouting nonsense we were all very very excited and competitive when we played articulate haha ramya spilled like two cups of water and pretended nothing happened until our turn was over and we get free food so life was definitely good today i guess when things just seem a little bit blurry or when you get a sudden life crisis or when you are two marks away from the grade you desire you just have to take a step back and start again yoke told me if i don t have the thing that i desire it is only because i haven t tried hard enough apart from his tendency to analogise situations with a basketball match i totally agree with his point so tomorrow i will climb out of my pit of self pity tonight i will drown myself in an episode of glee and grey s anatomy while enjoying free chocolate mudcake for comfort 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