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living l i f e and l0ving i t living l i f e and l0ving i t monday october 05 2009 here s a belated dedication finally one fine day when i got bored and had nothing to do i thought of a dear friend missing her and it came to my mind that i have something i could do for her which i should have doen long time ago this is gonna be fun im supposed to build this out of the boards provided looking goood i broke something daym smart putting together the mill wheel thingy is pretty hard got stuck for a while go figure done i actually had a better pic of the complete model but i lost it somewhere weird thanx daad love u loads ryhn 3 34 pm y0ur say say it 6 tuesday june 09 2009 officially a mrs now thank you to all family and friends for making my day such a great joyous and fun day no stress at all even my mom n dad wasnt stressed out alhamdulillah all went well of course we were tired i felt like my legs was going to give away but i survived i am super happy i successfully managed to greet and chat with every single one of my guests who came be it my friends ummi s abah s and even my siblings friends thank you again to all who came and helped god bless you all ryhn 11 28 am y0ur say say it 6 wednesday march 04 2009 random stuff 1 what have you been doing recently going to classes practicing as a fairy godmother 2 do you ever turn your cellphone off nope never if it ever s turned off that s only because it ran out of battery or something s wrong with the phone 3 what happened at 10 am today i skipped class still in the period 4 when did you last cry i think i cry easily so i guess i can t remember coz i ve lost count or it s my short term memory loss 5 believe in fate destiny definitely after the occurrence of an event la what can you do if benda dah jadi kan 6 what do you want in your life now i have a list of it 7 do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood neither i wear no hood and it s been a long time since i last own an umbrella 8 what s your favourite thing to do on the bed selubung bawah selimut 9 what bottoms are you wearing now kain baju kurung 10 what s the nicest thing in your inbox definitely long personal emails messages love them to bits 11 do you tend to make the relationship complicated no 12 are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone nope 13 what was the last movie you caught great debaters 14 what are you proud of right now that i m actually making an effort to finish this entry and go to my pp class 15 what does the oldest text message in your inbox say my aunt telling me that my tailor is not done with my dresses 16 what was the last song you sang out loud semi charmed life third eye blind 17 do you have any nicknames none but i wish for some tho 18 what does the newest text say baru habis kelas yang murni 19 what time did you go to bed last night i think 12ish kot 20 are you currently happy i m grateful 21 who gives you the best advice trusted friends and reading materials or talks heh my own advices never work on me sedih sungguh 22 do you eat whipped cream straight from the can yuck 23 who did you talk on the phone last night ummi and tasnim 24 is something bugging you now ada la jgak 25 who was the last person to make you laugh tasnim and ummi ryhn 10 46 am y0ur say say it 4 tuesday february 24 2009 why not adopt instead of giving birth this crossed my mind might as well record this particular thought before i forget it forever i have always believed in this thought of mine why not adopt instead of giving birth to a newborn don t judge me but really that question is always in my head why we hear of news about abandoned babies and children almost everyday we have orphanage home almost everywhere there are also those wars and natural disasters leaving children homeless and family less who s going to care for them orphanage homes aren t just the same as a real home these children need love and nurturing and care they need a family they can call their own and so i figured why don t we take them in i thought why not we adopt the already existing innocent children than bring new ones after all its a cruel world out here might as well we save the ones in need rather than bring out new ones to suffer i think i still believe in this whole ideology partly it s quite true pun kan honestly giggle i brought this up to my mom once and she got worried haha i think she s still worried til now ryhn 4 44 pm y0ur say say it 5 25 things about me i m doing this only because i need to give life to my dying blog and because i m fulfilling my obligation as a tagged person so says widaad hehe 25 things about me 1 whenever i m given this kind of about me tasks i feel odd because that s when i ll realize that i don t know much about myself and that is odd it makes me wonder if i m another different being altogether in my head see now i m confused 2 i walk like a crab not all the time i just tend to walk senget after a while walking i ll realize that i d be walking sideways towards the person who i m walking with i think my mom craved for crabs when she was preggie with me 3 i have this thing for coffee as many already knew but what many don t know is that i have successfully managed to cut down on my addiction i think that s my greatest achievement in life i don t take shots anymore espresso s or brewed beans i just go for regular nescafe occasionally boring i know 4 i ve only gotten to number 4 and i m already tired thinking what about me i think this 25 things should be done by family and friends 5 i still haven t solved the mystery as to why and how i can be hyper but i tend to be hyper coffee or no coffee again i have no idea why 6 i just realized that my dad is actually a scientist who does researches and comes up with inventions i thought lecturers just lectures haha 7 i really think i need bodyguards my dad does computer security stuff and now he came up with this new anti porn software super cool which won gold medal and going on to international level i m guessing that soon those porn industry tycos are going to send their peeps to go after me oh and maybe my other 6 siblings too but since i m the first child and the first child is always the most precious ones so i m like their number one target so yeah i need bodyguards 8 i think i have short span attention my moods come and go that quick too actually i think i just tend to forget what i m supposed to feel after few minutes really not by choice 9 i can be so composed that i actually surprise myself at how adult i can be the feeling post realization is gooood but not often when i need to 10 when i get sooooo nervous or excited i tend to talk so so much tahap extra punya it s embarrassing when i think about it after those incidents heish sampai mati punye malu 11 i am daym embarrassed at how squeaky my voice sounds on the phone tarik rambut stress 12 i am so tak rajin layan and mengaktifkan diri on sites like facebook friendster etc sama la blog ni kalau rajin rajin teramat kalau tak i m like whatever 13 omg baru 13 i talk fast especially when i m ranting people hate to hear me talking because of this 14 i love love laksa and sambal stuff i love foood one of the reasons i luuuurve living in malaysia 15 i wish i could be a food critique or be a host for a food show how cool is that to get paid to go try out food i wish 16 i think i can design dresses i think i should start keeping my sketches and if i ever i get lucky i can try to make money selling them i know berangan 17 i love interior designs i think i can sketch that too yeah i love furnitures and home designs 18 i actually go check out show houses i love properties one of the reasons why i want to be a real estate agent ye more berangan here 19 i am actually good with gadgets although i m not into them i tend to be able to figure out how to manage and make them work 20 i love driving and i never mind to find myself lost on the road they do say you learn from your mistakes the feeling when u encounter and discover new routes it s just awesomeness i really do love being on the road 21 if i m stressed out i like to go for a drive around the city centre and enjoy viewing the fairy lights hanging on the trees i thank the government for that too 22 i think guys who can cook are cool and attractive 23 don t judge me but i think that it s tak best if a guy has never ever tried smoking i m sorrrry i m serious nih 24 i ve always pictured myself living as a single mom with an adopted son honest to god single with one anak angkat and note son ever since forever 25 finally i tend to feel the need to say whatever crosses my mind immediately because i tend to forget them the next second otherwise i ll have to write them down and say it out later only lately though widaad said ryhn 3 19 pm y0ur say say it 4 tuesday december 16 2008 it was quite difficult finding my way back in here very dusty and full of cobwebs at last here i am holiday s coming to an end i thought i should at least leave something behind before i head back into the hectic campus life after all it s almost five weeks of holiday ryhn how unproductive can u be to not even be able to post a single entry p a belated eid mubarak to all alhamdulillah my family and i managed to squeeze in a week of holiday away from home it s not often and in fact very rare for the whole lot of us to be able to stay together even for at least a day and we havent even moved out of the house or even working yet lol out of all the 7 siblings i have in the family only 3 are left staying at home with my parents which left the home quiet i mean a bit more quiet than usual that is silence is impossible when it comes to my family even my one baby sister tasnim alone is enough to stir away silence on any given day this is us minus me since i m behind the lense duh family dinner at rumah limas danga bay two weeks ago the whole lot again always minus one the photographer mus ab coz he s done eating breakfast before heading to the airport last week langkawi oriental village december 09 finally the complete whole lot of us and not eating haha although i frustratingly left my tripod there was no need for a photographer thanx to a tembok batu so strategically built opposite the bench the most current and best family picture i must say we re framing this pic and mounting it up on the wall so we went off for a holiday langkawi finally i so should start going around malaysia before wanting to go off outside malaysia i love langkawi sungguh tak puas janji pada diri untuk pulang semula ke sana after all lagenda park was closed for renovation would have to go back for that we were adventurous we rented two cars i thought it was fun the boys in one car and the girls with the parents convoying around an island at times when umi and abah wants to slow down or stay in we get to go off and drive around best la ada adik laki yg ramai dan besar2 boleh tolong drive around dan jadi bodyguard bila nak buat kerja gila2 nasib la adik2 saya dpt kakak mcm saya tho they disapprove they ll just have to ikut saja hehehe introducing to you my new line of collection at my new home the perdana quay i love the quay i swear i felt like i was waiting for seth cohen to appear any moment with his sail boat which of course renamed with raihan even if the boat is still named summer i wouldnt mind coz i love her too haha yeah mana lah seth saya lama saya tunggu i think my dad s a superman sebenarnye or superdad we arrived in kl past midnight from langkawi that day we all passed out the moment we got ourself seated in the car my dad drove non stop 4 hours drive alone straight home to jb imagine that after a whole day of touring and driving around the whole island mount climbing up to the waterfall speed shopping and a heck of a restless waiting at the airport coz he had to manage all nine of us at the airport h e could just drive home kl to jb we arrived at around 5 a m i swear i think when we all were sleeping or were put to sleep he flew with the car but flying is tiring too right but no traffic or he slept for 3 hours and 45 minutes then he picked up the car and ran straight to jb which took him just 15 mins superman runs fast kan and then he woke us up that s a sign i should go to bed or i should go off the pills yeah the next morning i woke up after the langkawi trip i was feverish and vomiting not food poisoning just fever it attacked my muscles and limbs and boy my head throbbed like it has never did before and after 3 days of all that alhamdulillah now i m up so welcome home to myself and soon the new semester begins honestly i cant wait goodnight i ve missed blogging pics of my holiday are on my multiply page if you want to see ye ryhn 12 55 am y0ur say say it 4 sunday november 23 2008 another one how you life your life you seem to be straight forward but you keep a lot inside you tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are which is saying a lot you tend to dream big but you worry that your dreams aren t attainable how do you live your life the last line spoke well ryhn 8 26 pm y0ur say say it 0 in times of difficulties and changes may love speak and bring comfort and may hope be a reminder that in this life and beyond allah is always with us about me name ryhn location jb malaysia view my complete profile days g0 by here s a belated dedication officially a mrs now random stuff why not adopt instead of giving birth 25 things about me it was quite difficult finding my way back in here another one hmmm cue for the inevitable awww ing as cha puts it it is the day to bake a r c h i v e s july 2005 september 2005 october 2005 november 2005 december 2005 january 2006 february 2006 march 2006 april 2006 may 2006 june 2006 july 2006 august 2006 september 2006 november 2006 december 2006 january 2007 march 2007 april 2007 may 2007 june 2007 september 2007 december 2007 january 2008 february 2008 march 2008 may 2008 june 2008 august 2008 november 2008 december 2008 february 2009 march 2009 june 2009 october 2009 my lord pour forth in me patience and set firm my feet on your path