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gingerbread not another cookie gingerbread not another cookie skip to content home about older posts 2011 is our year of reaping posted on december 31 2010 by piapot oh 2010 you ve flown so fast and today i only have one day left before you come to a close indeed i have learned a lot of things within your swift passing from that alone i believe i have so much to thank for not every experience i have gone through you may have been filled with happiness smiles and rejoicing but i know they were all good besides how many people experience life in all of its aspects and realize how big or small this world really is at the age of nineteen and have time to realize it i guess there is not so much people like me out there or perhaps i could be wrong who can really tell right haha but of course not all of them have been filled with sadness and despair but i must admit you have been quite a challenge for me to surpass at some point i nearly know what i was doing anymore but thank god here i am still i want to thank you for showing me that life is not just what we think of it if we place it inside our own perfect fragile little boxes just like what i did it has narrowed my vision of what there really is and was only able to see what i wanted to see what i wanted to believe what i wanted to be real but of course i was wrong nevertheless i am so thankful for giving me the chance to be able to brake free from my belief that life doesn t hurt because at some point it will hurt you and looking at that alone would place you nowhere and leave you torn apart depressed and all but that is not the end that we should focus on because it s just a phase we all have to go through for us to become a better person stronger and even wiser putting in some more wisdom than we usually have and with that i will always be grateful i want to thank you for making me realize that people change and that some we can keep some we have to let go off thank you for the people i ve met and for those that i get to keep thank you for making me realize that real friendship is not about how long you ve known each other or how much time you spend together friendship goes beyond that beyond time beyond distance and even beyond stupidity and foolishness because those who are true will always remain even if you ve gone crazy thank you for showing me how family is one thing you will never lose and that it is not closed to having a same bloodline it s a bond a bond built from that unshaken trust love and everything that goes with it and this kind of love you have in a family it will never fade never tarnish even if you can be the most horrible person in the world believe me thank you for showing me that we are the ones in control of our lives we make the decisions for ourselves but god will always be the one who will get you to your destination that greener pasture for without him everything is just useless we just have to have faith thank you for the blessings of everyday that has gone by i have never realized how much of a blessing this life is thank you for all the challenges you ve thrown on my face i have learned how to stand up when i stumble thank you for making me a better person i will continue to work on that everyday thank you for the life the second chances the endings and the new beginnings 2010 is just hours from departing and it was one hell of a ride for me and i hope it was for you too now if i prayed may this be the best year of my life lord for 2010 now i pray lord i pray for guidance that i will make every year the best year of my life and also the best for the people in my life or maybe even the best est am i asking for too much i guess not god knows no too much a dear friend always says happy new year everyone this is our year of reaping i hope you enjoy this video posted in uncategorized 1 comment seasons greetings posted on december 25 2010 by piapot my heart is filled with so much love and appreciation this christmas i have never felt so much loved and cared for so this one is really special first i would like to greet everybody a merry christmas i wish you all the love and happiness god will gladly bestow upon you let us all be thankful for every blessing we receive day in and day out above all is the gift of life we are all enjoying the joys and pains in each and every surprise along the way when pm asked me if i have posted a christmas blog i actually remembered i haven t and i think this is just the right time for it i would also like to thank her for my brand new jansport backpack that i actually included on my all i want for christmas post i certainly loved it to all those who have made my life and this christmas complete i will forever be in debt to my mother goose and don domeng thank you for all the love and patience to my lovely sisters thank you for the friendship and support at all times to my friends thank you for remaining true even if i could count you all with my two hands to my swap partner jeanny thank you very much for the wonderful gifts i ll post them here once i found my connector promise to everyone who has made my life as fruitful and meaningful my deepest gratitude and love for each and everyone of you merry christmas everybody posted in neurotic me tagged all i want for christmas back pack christmas jansport 2 comments second chances posted on december 19 2010 by piapot i have been thinking lately about the days that have gone with everything happening in my life for the past months that have challenged my being up to its limit i have never realized that the year 2010 is just a few days away from being part of history and just like cherry blossoms i marvel the swift passing of its one of a kind beauty i remembered what i prayed for the night of new year s eve i remembered how my eyes were filled with tears as my family gathered around our dining table to say our grace and i was the one leading i will never forget how tears rolled down silently on my cheeks when i uttered the words may this year be the best year of our lives and god was so generous to guide us towards the right path i am not saying we haven t gone through a lot for one i have encountered the worst events of my life one after the other within this year yet i have learned to be grateful i have lost people whom i cherished yet i have learned to let go and found real ones i have found myself so beaten yet i have learned how to watch my own back i have lost my fantasies about life yet i have seen perfection in reality by living in its imperfections 2009 was harsh 2010 made things better with these there are far more better things to come with the blessings of 2011 oh life is just so amazing posted in thoughts tagged cherry blossoms christmas new year 6 comments alaala posted on november 4 2010 by piapot binabagtas niya ang daang mabato liko liko magulo ninais niyang huminto pansamantalang itigil ang mga binting namimintig sa paglalakbay ngunit sa naising mamahinga ang mga paa y kusang lumalakad patungo sa daang walang nakakaalam pilit pinipigilan ang pag usad ang bawat hakbang ay nagbibigay ng hinanakit sa buong katawan ngunit patuloy nitong binabagtas ang daan tungo sa kawalan unti unti dahan dahan palayo isang paalam i was on my way home silence was my only music and these words just came rushing in posted in neurotic me leave a comment all i want for christmas posted on october 19 2010 by piapot wow i never really thought that someday i ll open this blog again but pm was just so nice to inform me about the swap frankly she told me that why don t i and my dead blog join her swap well why not i think it is also a good way for me start all over again to all who joined the contest i am just as excited as you all are so here it goes to my partner i hope our swaps can make our day something small a personalized keychain something big a big backpack that would fit all of stuff i really need a bigger one something cute a puppy i just can t resist those puppy dog eyes but i love cats too something soft a comfy pillow something techie earphones something fancy a new laptop something yellow my favorite color yellow roses something wearable a watch something you need two more pairs of hands and an extension of my brain or a pen or a usb something you can use for work a pen usb something sweet chocolates all i want for christmas is a new jansport backpack yeah posted in neurotic me tagged christmas prinsesa s anatomy 5 comments a work of love posted on june 6 2010 by piapot yesterday wasn t really the best of days it was cold and wet but still it made my day so perfect because of this i wasn t expecting any gifts yet i was given this super cute paper bag and inside i found a container of homemade cookies by agnes oh i love cookies thank you so much agnes it really brightened my day nothing can really ever replace the feeling of happiness when you receive something that is from a labor of love thank you so much mwaks posted in neurotic me 3 comments black ang white posted on june 5 2010 by piapot when you want to lighten your thoughts try blowing off some bubbles let them carry your inner most thoughts encapsulated in that one fragile circle and watch it dance with the whispers of the wind posted in neurotic me leave a comment the first heart ache posted on june 2 2010 by piapot the thing about love it consumes you all of you i really have never been used to getting hurt emotionally i was the strong one the best support system you could ever find but with the past few months i needed my own literally there are just things we learn and learn the hard way when we refuse to accept the realities of life things we can t let go off things we curse things we hide things we wish we could have done and a lot more and in my case it was my obsessive compulsive behavior that has been hitting me hard i have been used to always having it my way and at some sort ends in like a routine that i do everyday and it is very hard for me to change well not until now i remember how i try to avoid seeing friends and family when i can t hold back my tears i am not used to crying in front of other people even my family often times i just let those heart stabbing little drops of tears fall silently whenever i am alone but this one was really the first heart ache i can t hide among all things i know how to do fixing a severely battered heart was not one of them and i needed someone pm for those who actually have no idea is my eldest sister and the one who comforted me all the way through when it was her tough years i have been there for her and now she s here for me and because i know her personally it wasn t easy for her to be here for me she wasn t used to seeing me crying or depressed or sobbing or just simply in silence she was even trying to evade me whenever tears start to roll down my cheeks she can t stand the sight of this part of me i was always the sunshine in every dark cloud but that time my pockets are all out of sunshine but i m doing better now i guess thanks to my blood s clotting factors the wounds are now healing bit by bit i have now accepted the fact that love isn t about owning nor about a feeling of happiness or pain but simply the sum of all our choices love consumes all of us but whenever it is time to let go refuting fate would be the biggest pain you ll battle posted in neurotic me 6 comments fresh start posted on may 30 2010 by piapot i ve been to a lot and heck i mean a lot time flies so fast i actually didn t notice how long i have been wallowing on things that i have lost all because i wasn t ready to let go i don t really know i have learned a couple of things about myself that i never really thought would be a part of me or well exactly me i don t want to be specific anymore and get into every detail of what actually happened that would seem to take forever let s just say that with all of that i have learned i am actually the kind of person who bursts into laughter more often than i speak i love to laugh i love to smile but time was so unexpected i found myself spending most of my time with my earphones plugged tightly on both ears not actually paying attention to my track list but just enjoying the fact of pure nothingness for quite sometime i have submerged myself in silence just pure silence without anything else i don t want to talk or neither listen i just wanted to be with myself and sort things out without anybody else s opinion and i guess i have i actually thought that i have fast coping capabilities it was easy for me to make decisions if it s a yes then a yes it is if it s a no well then it would be a no but then how amazing can life be to actually test my decision making capabilities till the moment i saw myself standing still for more than four months or so undecided well it s a fresh start for me enough of all that for all the things that changed i still want to keep the old me i guess change can be good there are just things we can t keep but there are things that will still remain even if they are as good as memories posted in neurotic me 1 comment i m back posted on april 18 2010 by piapot it s been a hell of months since i came back though it s about time to write something here again i have missed my old self and i missed my blog too posted in uncategorized leave a comment older posts search for archives december 2010 november 2010 october 2010 june 2010 may 2010 april 2010 february 2010 january 2010 december 2009 october 2009 september 2009 august 2009 july 2009 june 2009 may 2009 april 2009 march 2009 february 2009 january 2009 december 2008 november 2008 october 2008 september 2008 august 2008 july 2008 meta create account log in gingerbread blog at wordpress com gingerbread create a free website or blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed gingerbread sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy gingerbread subscribe subscribed sign up log in report this content view site in reader manage subscriptions collapse 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