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hers before him is a fake raking in tens of millions of your hard earned dollars and his ministry is tax exempt that should fire you up these guys have so many obvious skeletons in their closets i simply cannot wait for his fall from grace it s almost inevitable but i want him to go down flaming like ted haggard he s my personal favorite he hated gays so much that when his gay prostitute drug dealing companion came out boy can you imagine how satisfying that was it was fucking awesome to be fare he s not gay anymore he s worked it out he s been fixed leave a comment posted in homosexuality posted by nimbu december 25 2009 getting rusty at being an atheist i ve been an atheist now for a few years not too long ago i took a break from writing this blog because i was bombarded with negative angry and ridiculous feedback after a long break i d decided to get back into the swing of things because the blog stats indicated that a lot of people are stopping by and i should keep writing but because i wasn t defending my positions on a regular basis i had become rusty i was having drinks with a friend and told him that i was an atheist i thought i had already told him but i guess i was wrong anyway a few drinks later we turned to the subject of god hating homosexuality christians will note that god does not hate gays he only hates the sin i still find that crazy since the sinner committing the sin is the one who s punished for committing that very sin if god really hated that sin he should ve just abolished it from existence anyway so my friend said no way the bible doesn t say homosexuality is wrong now in the old days i could ve quoted the passage directly or at least paraphrased it and at the very least i could tell you what book and passage to reference i found myself this time a little short on evidence i knew it was in the bible just couldn t remember where i was a little shocked at how rusty i had gotten anyway for those of you wondering here it is in the bible leviticus 20 13 if a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman both of them have done what is detestable they must be put to death their blood will be on their own heads i like this story because it s just absurd genesis 19 1 to 19 8 1 the two angels arrived at sodom in the evening and lot was sitting in the gateway of the city when he saw them he got up to meet them and bowed down with his face to the ground 2 my lords he said please turn aside to your servant s house you can wash your feet and spend the night and then go on your way early in the morning no they answered we will spend the night in the square 3 but he insisted so strongly that they did go with him and entered his house he prepared a meal for them baking bread without yeast and they ate 4 before they had gone to bed all the men from every part of the city of sodom both young and old surrounded the house 5 they called to lot where are the men who came to you tonight bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them 6 lot went outside to meet them and shut the door behind him 7 and said no my friends don t do this wicked thing 8 look i have two daughters who have never slept with a man let me bring them out to you and you can do what you like with them but don t do anything to these men for they have come under the protection of my roof 3 comments posted in atheism christianity homosexuality religion posted by nimbu december 24 2009 i m confused i was listening to npr the other day and heard gospel singing specifically music from black nativity and it got me thinking why do people who have been obviously neglected by their god turn out to be the most religious why do they love their god even after hundreds of years of punishment but let me be more specific african americans enslaved by white christians for hundreds of years not only took on their owner s last names but also adopted their owner s religion when millions of africans prayed every night to jesus why didn t he jesus listen why didn t god do anything for hundreds of years spanning many generations he ignored prayers from africans where was he and finally when africans were technically free they simply ignored the hundreds of years of neglect and fall back in love with the same god that left them enslaved it s amazing and confusing once again we offer thanks to god for the good things that happen but never blame him for the bad things that happen 2 comments posted in atheism christianity religion posted by nimbu september 21 2009 eid mubarak stupid lunar calendar apparently god didn t know about how earth orbits the sun every year stupid uneducated mullas argue about whether or not somebody saw the moon sad really 2 comments posted in islam religion posted by nimbu june 22 2009 really homosexuals i started this blog in january of 2007 it s been more than 2 5 years and i m surprised to announce that the most popular post is why does god hate homosexuals i m surprised yet not surprised i can only imagine there are thousands if not tens of thousands of young kids out there struggling to figure out what s god thinking how do i reconcile my homosexuality with my church what s wrong with me these are very normal questions many heterosexuals probably in the billions ask themselves that question daily really no kidding you re not alone people all over the world a perplexed what kind of god let s this happen especially to me i m a good person i ve done nothing wrong why me there are 2 obvious answers 1 god really doesn t like you 2 god doesn t exist perhaps there are more than 2 i m sure someone out there has created some middle ground in their mind i don t want to hear god loves you but hates your sin that s bullshit i hate that response love the sinner hate the sin that s how christians dehumanize their hatred it makes them feel better about themselves it has nothing to do with love or compassion being lumped in with other sinners for being in love with another is sick two grown women or men loving each other is not a sin it s love it s fucking love not sin there s nothing wrong with more love in this world it makes me sad to think that in 2009 this is the most popular post on my blog we ve got such a long way to go later nimbu 1 comment posted in atheism homosexuality posted by nimbu june 19 2009 technology once again trumps god s when i was growing up in pakistan there was only 1 tv station ptv it was off most of the day unless there was a cricket match it would come on early evening and go until late night it was obviously state run radio was state run news papers were somewhat independent but still very careful about what they printed the government effectively placed a giant bubble around pakistan only the very literate and interested individuals actually read magazines and newspapers from outside the country this however meant that the vast majority of the less educated and uneducated were at the mercy of what the government wanted them to know like most 3rd world countries living under an information blockade people who wanted to find news found it the underground black market for news information and entertainment was hardly underground it was everywhere but you had to go looking for it so most people just went looking for bollywood entertainment not news in the 90s satellite dishes began to pop up like mushrooms everywhere every house had one and for the first time ever every pakistani could see unfiltered bbc cnn and dozens of other entertainment outlets for the first time people saw how far behind they were from the rest of the world india had totally won the more important battle not for kashmir but for evolution india had opened its currency and its borders to the outside world the world welcomed them with open arms the internet put the nail in the coffin students from every walk of life outside the madrasas of course suddenly had hotmail accounts yahoo accounts and were communicating with the rest of the world they too want to be a part of the world no longer were they fed a constant diet of pakistan is the best even though they heard it everywhere they didn t believe it they still don t when crazy religious mullas took over afghanistan only 2 countries recognized that government pk and saudi in fact the media portrayed these new leaders as moral religious individuals who simply wanted to have a pure islamic state that s what pakistan was supposed to be pak pure so most pakistanis simply believed that this was a great thing how can a pure islamic state ever be wrong pakistanis never saw the brutality that was the everyday existence of afghans up until just a couple of months ago majority of pakistanis believed that once again foreigners had fucked up yet another pure islamic state but once these religious nuts moved into pakistan things seemed kind of ok but when they demanded religious law a lot of pakistanis woke up and said hold on while many others again believed that there was nothing wrong with sharia of course there s nothing wrong with sharia or any other religious law for that matter these individuals never studied these laws plain simple most muslim countries do not have strict islamic laws they have a hybrid system where they pay homage to the laws but the never carry out for example most islamic countries do not cut off hands of thieves i m not saying it doesn t happen it s just not commonplace back to the story pakistanis never felt the brutality of a true islamic law system it wasn t until the public airing of a young girl getting flogged in public by religious people that pakistanis saw what a real islamic punishment looked like most still have not seen beheaded bodies lying in the town center that day will never happen pakistanis don t you know are actually quite moderate the huge public uproar against these thugs was swift and uniform when the media and some pundits sometimes looked the other way and never condemning nobody came out in defense of the mullas no one for the first time ever pakistanis saw the true face of sharia law and it was ugly pakistanis love their pseudo religious lifestyle they want to go to friday prayer but they also want to listen to music dance to music punjabi people love to dance watch western and bollywood movies many like to drink go to school especially the girls get higher education again especially the girls get a shave especially the men there s a lot more they love doing that would be outright banned by these mullas and that s just too much for pakistanis to handle heck it was too much for afghans to handle too in summary i m glad to be back and i m glad that this time around pakistanis are standing up for what is right not what is religious nimbu leave a comment posted in religion posted by nimbu june 15 2009 i m back good to be back in the saddle 1 comment posted in atheism posted by nimbu april 20 2008 out of hiding i know i said i ve quit but this i cannot ignore it s hard not to write about the visit of the leader of one of the most destructive religions on the planet i m astonished to see how the news media just loves him the pope he s intelligent sweet little old man but the media seems to not want to discuss some very important things 1 the catholic church forces its priests into celibacy arguably sex is one of the most important things in life perhaps behind breathing i know many people that if you asked them whether they d like to have sex a burger or a coke they d pick sex sex is pretty important in life and to restrict young men priests from doing it is ridiculous the priesthood has become some brotherhood of men who are gay but cannot reconcile their religion and who they are unfortunately those straight guys who want to be priests are mixed in with these gay guys who are repressed even straight priests must find it annoying to constantly have to clean up after their wet dreams it s either that or they secretly spank off and just pay the price penance 1 a when you have thousands of cases of child abuse under one organization it s not just 1 or 2 priests it s a lot of fucking priests the numbers prove that this was no anomaly it s a problem 2 the catholic church hates gays oh they love gays but they re going to hell if they don t stop spanking other men or women if they re lesbians 3 the catholic church hates women oh they don t really hate women they ve simply made them 2nd class citizens they cannot hold any power in the church they cannot use birth control therefore are at the mercy or their husbands or god forbid their boyfriends 3 a the same guy who thought it would be great for priests to be celibate was probably gay himself either that or was constantly thinking about women and found it a distraction or just kept the whole adam and eve bullshit going either way men create religion and therefore men place women in 2nd class status 4 the catholic church hate sex this notion that your seed shouldn t be spilled is fucking sick should i have felt guilty for having a wet dream when i was 14 how many babies must i have accidentally destroyed by spanking off it s insane most importantly the catholic church continues to stand behind it s moronic birth control policy now you re probably thinking i know many catholics that use condoms birth control it s true most catholics in this country do use contraception that s because people in this country are smart it s the unfortunate uneducated people of the 3rd world that are being screwed the pope a k a the church believes that if you tell africans to stop fucking that they ll listen instead of giving condoms or teaching kids about sex and the fact that you can catch aids or other vds they re telling kids nothing except stop having sex not only is it inadequate education it s fucking deadly it s inhuman it s mean spirited purposely withholding knowledge from kids that you know could help them the kids don t know they can catch aids or have babies by having sex so they get pregnant or even worse they catch aids all because the fucking church has a ridiculous notion that contraception is bad not only is it sad it should be illegal you can see why i came out of hiding just to write this not saying i m back for good but this i just couldn t keep in nimbu 2 comments posted in atheism christianity religion posted by nimbu november 14 2007 i think it s time for a change my original intent with my blog was to document my metamorphosis from non practicing muslim to full blown flaming atheist the tone of this blog has shifted away from just writing down my thoughts about atheism i think my metamorphosis is complete i don t feel like writing anything regarding the subject now that it s been over a year of my new life i ve been watching the world without my tinted glasses all of a sudden i find myself surrounded by fucking idiots i just heard on the radio this morning npr about how some southern baptist ministers are gathering folks in georgia to pray for rain are you fucking kidding me this is newsworthy was npr s attempt to sho...