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ks self explanatory patricia s unsolicted art ramblings a tag for when i talk about pieces of art i like keep reading pinned post words not words for future reference self reblog asks patricia s unsolicited art ramblings this is what it feels like flash in the pan icy winds softly quite softly dark age my kingdom for a small wooden bowl bright white uncontrollable 40 notes jul 18th 2023 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink dragongirlsweetie premierhazel they re manufacturing consent for invading cuba by claiming they re acquiring military drones and are going to use them on the usa the very article reporting on this development directly claims it will be used to stage a false flag event to justify war in cuba premierhazel exclusive u s eyes attack drone threat from cuba cuba has acquired more than 300 military drones from russia and iran u s intel says axios 1 069 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink seventyeight moose winged void the problem is i always want to dm my mutuals some shit like i consider you an ally to my cause frigidvalkyrie reblog to tell your mutuals i consider you an ally to my cause 92 743 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink julimutt animentality 4 117 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink rednines save the child qais these may be the last words my baby qais ever says i heard my baby qais whisper goodbye today his weak voice broke my heart while i held him close terrified that i was listening to my child s final moments save the child qais today the doctors told me that qais could die at any moment because of severe bleeding and malnutrition and i felt my soul collapse hearing those words if you still have humanity in your heart please help save my child and share this post now before it is too late save the child qais i am begging you as a devastated mother in gaza watching her little boy slowly disappear in front of her eyes please don t leave my baby qais alone in this nightmare donate now and help me save his life gofundme vetted 679 672 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink rednines marta bee the abortion absolutist warren hern has been performing late abortions for half a century after roe he is as busy with patients as ever the atlantic this was an interesting read surprisingly nonpreachy given the subject and well worth the time the truth within the lie this is oaywalled but it made me weep with relief to see an honest recounting for once so i ve saved some good bits the truth within the lie 86 448 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink deerdogslurry tpwrtrmnky here s an english language article about norway s scandalously bad treatment of trans people in research btw rikshospitalet uses patient data for research without consent over a thousand rikshospitalet patients were included in scientific studies without consent now researchers await the national research et universitas tpwrtrmnky international attention on this incident is an effective pressure mechanism because among other things the ridiculously unethical research was published in english language scientific journals tpwrtrmnky trans research from the nordic gender clinics has been trying to construct a correlation between receiving gender affirming care especially puberty blockers and worsening mental health outcomes for a while now leaders of the youth gender clinics in these countries have spoken at conferences with segm a known anti trans hate group major breaches of patient confidentiality laws is to be expected when the research is being performed by zealots who think their methods are justified by their mission to restrict and eliminate trans healthcare tpwrtrmnky the excuse used for a lot of this was that instead of research it was quality assurance quality assurance that just happened to involve phd candidates those are employed as researchers so that s already a really weird use of those employees time anyway publishing that quality assurance in scientific journals is pretty much an admission that it was research rather than quality assurance finally the best thing these people could do to ensure quality of care at riksen would be to fucking resign because of their well established complete disregard for internationally recognized best practices in trans healthcare and their proven track record of willingness to engage in academic and medical misconduct against vulnerable patients sophia epistemia izzat the source of that transition makes mental health worse paper that recently made the rounds tpwrtrmnky those would be riksen s friends in finland who s been at the same segm conferences as the people behind this research 6 850 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink charl0ttan creature adjacent carnivorous plants doin this is so funny to me they don t wanna eat their pollinators questionablepastries 13 684 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink impious princessez emetorevival disabled trans woman wife need to move agh fuck my wife also got fired this fucking sucks hi everyone sorry you haven t heard from me in a while there s been a lot going on irl including being sick and courting 2 lovely lesbian trans women from a city we plan to move to you know me im a disabled trans woman my wife also a trans woman suffers from chronic pain and fatigue of her own you know this so remember how i d said we d be completely set for the forseeable future as long as nothing major and unexpected comes up so um first of all that was going with the assumption bc i wholly believed i was going to be able to get disability benefits here i have now found out i have been for several years chasing disability benefits i was never going to fucking get they fucking lied they put one tiny piece of small print that even other people looked over and didn t see that meant we would never have gotten it because the government thinks disabled people are better off committing medically assisted suicide than idk helping us and also my wife got fired for stupid reasons the real reason is that she got sick and took a few too many days off for her liking but they gave some bullshit but technically correct reason to fire her as much as i d love to we don t have the time and money and energy to fight that in any meaningful way which means we cannot get unemployment benefits bc she was fired and not laid off or something this sucks last time my wife job hunted in this shitty town it took nine fucking months to find something and we at least had unemployment benefits that time this time we will not we cannot fucking afford to do that luckily there is a way out like i said we have two lovely girlfriends in the nearby city that we ve been trying to move to for years and we were already planning to move in with them so our best option is to uhaul once we re in the city and living together they can support me and my wife and my wife will have a much easier time finding a job in a bigger city they can only help so much until we live together one is employed but searching for a higher paying job as we speak and the other just got laid off but is applying for unemployment benefits and job hunting their focus currently though is saving for whatever deposits and such we may need to move into a new place also any costs they have for their own needs and lives as it stands they do not live together yet so they can only really help us so much they will help us with our larger goal when they can but its not guaranteed so im going to need to ask for help a lot more than before most of what we need is not immediate moving costs won t be needed until the end of june and most of the bills won t be needed until then either we get a couple small payments over the next month and a half that will be our grocery and gas budgets so thats not a concern we have a bit set aside in savings 400 cad but preferably we d like to keep that and not use it all up especially bc some of it is supposed to go towards our cat getting fixed the goal will be assuming we don t have to use up our savings it will be a last resort if we can t make the goal set our goal is 1850 cad 1345 usd 1400 is bills only 400 of that is bills we need to pay this month 450 is moving costs we will not need that until the end of june if people really want the full breakdown of bills and moving costs message me or reply on this post or something and i can let you know if it s really important to you my wife s paypal we live in canada so this is our only option aside from etransfers dm me if you wish to do that if you want to pay some other way dm me and i ll see what we can do i will regularly reblog this with progress amounts if we contribute to the goal on our own we re going to do food delivery and my wife has applied for a couple jobs she could do short term while we still live here or if our girlfriends give us anything towards it we will update the amount recieved with that in mind i would like to be fully honest with everyone thank you very much everyone for all you ve done for me in the past i really will be safe in a much more stable situation if we can make it through this one i really for real 100 percent promise this time emetorevival hi i don t want to be too pressing with this bc like yes we still sorta have time and i understand sometimes ppl are in arguably more dire situations but the first of our bills left this month are going to be due soon those are our car payment and car insurance which we sorta kinda need and we haven t really gotten anything yet all of this is really really fucking scary and just the fact that im making this move at all is sorta terrifying itself in the first place and the lack of anything sort of doesn t help it makes it scarier and like i have to do this i need to do this move staying here will undeniably be far more of a financial burden that i d require even more help with for an even longer time i cant live like this this place is going to kill me i dont want to do this i dont like doing this i wish i could sustain myself but i cant please this is the time when i really want to stress a couple bucks a dollar or two or five is still closer than nothing it doesnt need to be 20 or 50 or 100 dollar donations seriously a couple bucks helps esp american dollars which are gonna be worth more here 280 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink impious princessez localdollgirl i m gonna make a second post for a much more important thing once i talk to the party in question about poast wording but for now at least as much as i hate to ask i need another 250 as soon as possible to pay off what i m back due on my car so they can stop sending me repo warning letters linkies will be under the cut and anything i get beyond the 250 i need for myself will be going into the second post s fund so any help would be appreciated i love you all forever keep reading 68 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink rednines depsidase 336 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink recently liked energyspider giga diary of mays 15 16 17 18 may 15 art museum they did not even have any henry dargers on display which was ostensibly the reason i wanted to take this trip in the first place lol but it was still a really awesome collection i took lots more film pictures too so im very hopeful that the xray does not in fact ruin them completely and then after the museum walking in the park for a little bit i got to meet hover my friend hover and we wandered around for like thirty minutes trying to find a place to park their car and then we ate leftover macaroni because we didnt want to go out to dinner after all that ️ the colds together ️ may 16 we got insanely delicious banana bread french toast from the hotel restaurant for breakfast and then we went to the zoo where it was very hot and sunny and also we got lost looking for the reptile building but thats ok i didnt actually take that many pictures either phone or film so heres three terrible images of me pointing at some gar and we got dinnerburgers and hung out at the hotel and ordered cookies and ice cream delivered which is insane to me you can get a cookie and cream delivered to you at like 11 pm on a sunday edit i mean saturday just because its a city with 500 000 people in it why cant i have this in my world fuck well its probably a good thing actually because i would definitely abuse the power high key i would be abusing the power it wouldnt be right may 17 to the public museum which is the history museum and also the butterflys museum basically took the bus here because it was too far to walk but not far enough to be worth walking to the car which itself was like 20 minutes away i love tha city anyway we saw their fossils and their bugs and their big empty galleries of signs informing us that the exhibit objects were removed in accordance with the native american graves protection and repatriation act and then we ate leftovers and i watched hover play balatro like damn so thats joker poker and thatsreally it i dont know what to tell you folks im just not the type of guy who does more than 1 interesting thing in a day may 18 now and we didnt do anything today except have an extremely fucking scrumptious early lunch at hotel restaurant and like get sad about having to go back to our respective homes ai ben shapiro voice i got sad whatever its all going to be okay trust me bro i cant tell you any more about it right now or im going to start crying but literally its going to be ok in chronologyical order heres what i need to do laundry in the hotel basement wirh their stupid fuckingggg laundrycoins already in progress finish packing all my stuff back up shower go to bed as soon as possible so i can wake up at four am ️ for a 7 am flight spend 30000000 dollars on a donut or something at the airport so i dont starve gaming reference travel 2000 miles and 2 hours back in time to the beutiful city of seattle wait in a train station for like 3 more hours to go back to the beutiful city of kelso get driven home 1 more hour back to the beutiful city of details withheld for privacy protection not freak the fuck out get my film developed continue not freaking the fuck out while i look into getting a drivers license because i think i do need one even though im soooooo so scared and i hate the car so much sorry i started crying even though i said i wouldnt embarrassingmyself inthelaundryroom 2026 continue not freaking the fuck out while i look into getting a job that 1 will not kill me 2 makes some money but not so much money that it disqualifies the household from health insurance alternatively i need to like reeeally get into the grindset of monetizing creative skills via the patreon hustle or i 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