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brown is shoehorning vardanis experiences into a narrative about sexism at the globe without direct knowledge of those experiences or her consent it doesn t take a degree in women s studies to see how that might be a problem another one of the fleeing editors former toronto editor sarah lilleyman left the globe for the winnipeg free press where she was recently hired as the new associate editor of operations and engagement here she replaces in part the outgoing julie carl who took a job as the toronto star s deputy city editor if advancing your career constitutes fleeing your previous job we should all be so lucky as to flee further down the piece brown is curating a list of women who have left the globe in the last three years corrected from one year my mistake this list is devoid of contextual details such as why they left that is left to unattributed sources like the editors who ve just jumped ship brown reports many of them canadaland has learned had nowhere better to go they just didn t want to work at the globe anymore edit to add former globe journalist and current twitter canada employee steve ladurantaye has gone through the list of women who left the globe and updated it to add where they now work it doesn t on its face support brown s assertions that many had nowhere better to go again this would have been a pretty basic piece of legwork for brown to do and consider when exploring why women are leaving the globe and what that indicates about the paper or the working conditions of the industry more broadly many women have turned to cryptocurrency trading to make an income and many of them are making good profits perfect strategies and analysis of the market trends can fetch you better returns than any other income source however traders have to choose a reliable platform for trading etoro is a trustworthy broker that has been widely used read the erfahrung etoro blog to learn more about etoro let s be clear about this much women leaving a workplace itself is not necessarily a blaring red sign of sexism or as brown bluntly puts it a problem with women if women leave to advance their career that is normal and even healthy there is also an inevitable attrition rate in newspapers especially at this point in history people generally are leaving newspapers without comparative statistics a list of women who leave is not in itself definitive where the deeper questions lie is whether women leave at a higher rate than men which to my knowledge is widely true whether women leave the globe at a higher rate than other newspapers which would answer whether it s really the globe s problem with women or the industry more broadly whether those women who have left reflect a net loss of women overall are women being hired at similar rates to replace them and how the complex realities of newsroom culture affect women differentially if brown had made any attempt to collect those numbers to ferret out whether women leave the globe at higher rates than men and whether that rate is higher at the globe than other daily newspapers this would have been a stronger piece comprehensive statistics go a long way to shoring up a hard lede which brings us to the heart of my discomfort with brown s piece it s not that i think that barriers to women in newspapers shouldn t be discussed as my participation in smith s book shows i am downright hungry to hold those discussions i have worked in newspapers my entire adult life i know how this industry can be for us for instance it doesn t surprise me whatsoever that the globe can be a challenging environment for women who choose to have children that s one of the main barriers for women that smith explores in outsiders still in fact family played a pivotal role in why smith decided to leave newspaper work as she eloquently describes brown s report raises this issue too again citing unnamed sources confronting those things is important but my core problem with canadaland s efforts to do so and i recall having this issue with brown s work before is that he went for a hard angle women editors are fleeing the globe and mail without the appropriate evidence to support how he framed that hard angle meanwhile the issues that he barrels into as the globe s problem with women are complex and nuanced and require a far more thoughtful touch to properly explore preferably by someone who has actually experienced them for me that approach undermines the value of confronting wider issues about women s experiences in newspapers and that work of confronting and discussing women s experiences in newspapers has been done for many years by women it would have been far stronger to do the same here we know how to tell our own stories we have been doing just that in books and on social media and in newspapers and at conferences for a very long time and that maybe is the main disconnect here with this piece brown elbowed his way into the discussion about women in the media with a red hot lede but with little attendant recognition of the women who have led this discussion after hazlitt s scaachi koul who is amazing tweeted the equivalent of an immense sigh about the piece brown responded we re the 1st to even talk about this and that s your hot take come on that is frustrating brown is not the first one to talk about the challenges faced by women in journalism he is not even the first one to talk about challenges faced by women at the globe and mail his is a quick punch of a piece that barely scrapes the surface of what women have been discussing very publicly for years but he angles it as a more urgent crisis at the globe and uses the experiences of women editors who have left to support that angle without hard evidence their involvement or consent it s tough i echo the thoughts of many others when i say i think canada needs someone like jesse brown he s done a lot of work that i think is incredibly valuable and that will in the long run make canada s media and by extension the nation itself better but he also has a tendency to hold the loudspeaker when he should be cranking up the amplification for someone better positioned to speak he s done that here i think fuelogy posted by melissa under uncategorized there is no easy way to say your final goodbye to a beloved friend however it is a hell of a lot easier when you have a magician a bagpiper and a mime today about 30 people gathered at winnipeg s crescent drive park to say goodbye to fuel montagu the metallicat the beloved life companion of my best friend josh we felt fuel s love shining down on us in the form of a clear and hot summer day also in the giant posters of him by the altar fuel s ashes were actually in my purse this urn was used for a later gag we opened the service with my speech josh is not only my best friend but my longtime former roommate he acquired fuel shortly after we moved into our first apartment when we were 18 years old so it felt right to be able to pay my respects my full remarks are copied at the bottom of the post so now we gather here today to begin a new journey one in which fuel lives in our memory and we can take comfort in the legacy he s left as the great poet james hetfield once said oooh on i burn fuel is pumping engines burning hard loose and clean now we can find peace in the belief that fuel is pumping engines loose and clean somewhere in the heavens after a short group sharing session where we were collectively called to honour fuel s wonderful abundance of derp josh delivered his deeply personal fuelogy that s when the mime made his first appearance then after a few moments of contemplative silence the bagpiper began leading our march to the river to release fuel s ashes i do not know why these videos are so blurry i may have gotten sunscreen on my iphone lens unfortunately the spot on the river we aimed to release fuel s ashes was already occupied by some bros drinking beer who were not expecting to be suddenly interrupted by a bagpiper and a crowd of people it s okay the bros ended up coming back to the memorial site with us to watch the magic show afterwards but first we had to release fuel s ashes into the wild wait not that urn not that one either i guess third time s the charm goodbye dear friend fuel i am pleased that some small piece of you will remain with us until josh throws his shirt in the wash with that we marched back to the main memorial site and enjoyed a fabulous magic show from the great gregoire book him for your next birthday party or corporate event thus ended the fuelogy the greatest funeral cat has ever known journey well old friend journey well addendum 1 full text of my eulogy good afternoon a few months ago josh asked me if i would speak here today as we remember our friend fuel we didn t know then that the day we laid him to rest would be so beautiful the sun so gracious the air so gentle to our spirits when i look around today i do not see fuel but i feel him in the breeze when josh asked me i immediately knew that it was important for me to speak i was fuel s first step mother the first female role model in his life but our story is not only one of familial affections it is also a story of transgression and forgiveness i come here today to bear witness as some of you may know i was 19 years old when fuel tried to take my life the moment in which it happened is seared into my mind josh and i were living in our first apartment at the time and i was spending an evening quietly reading a book in our living room chair suddenly i felt a sharp sting across my throat i wheeled around and saw our young kitten crouched behind the chair he had leaped up from behind and attacked me in stealth time heals all wounds and it healed mine too although not before i d entertained several confused questions from coworkers about how i obtained the three inch cut across my neck but the scars it left on my relationship with fuel took longer to heal for the first time when we sat alone together in our house i was afraid it is a testament to fuel s true potential maturation and grace that we were able to put this behind us one day while josh was at work he came to me and announced he wished to make amends he entered a treatment program for compulsive claw offenders and as anyone who saw his two hour special episode of a e s hit television series intervention can attest this treatment was a success soon we learned to live love and laugh again so fuel and i had our challenges but the strength of our connection was forged of stronger stuff he was not necessarily the kitten i wanted when josh first plucked him from a indiscriminate mass of writhing fluff inside a cardboard box but he was the one i loved i loved him for his curiosity and his insatiable desire to know fuel spent his later years working as a private detective what some of you may not know is that his aptitude for this work showed very early in his life he was about six months old when he opened one of his earliest investigations into the nature of fire unfortunately this case proved dangerous he grew too close to his subject a candle in our living room window and suddenly there was a quick sizzle and the smell of burning hair he fled down the hallway leaving small puffs of smoke behind him just like in cartoons but adulthood brought a greater sense of calm to fuel which was a blessing for josh s sleep patterns the last time i saw him he was lounging lazily in josh s spare bedroom purring deeply while i scratched his face we sat there for some time contemplating the nature of the connections we make in life though i never saw my old friend again i am grateful we were able to end our journey together that way so now we gather here today to begin a new journey one in which fuel lives in our memory and we can take comfort in the legacy he s left as the great poet james hetfield once said oooh on i burn fuel is pumping engines burning hard loose and clean now we can find peace in the belief that fuel is pumping engines loose and clean somewhere in the heavens above all else i am grateful to him for being a loving and loyal companion to josh and a source of comfort to him when my fendship could not be enough fuel was a magnificent old friend and i know that i will miss him very much why don t posted by melissa under uncategorized of all the questions directed at people who have experienced sexual assault it seems the most common begin with why don t why don t you report tell the police speak up on social media tell anyone do anything make it stop this is an easy thing to understand for some of us difficult for others so i thought maybe it would be useful for some if i were to invite you to walk with me as i review each step of my own process of choosing to do nothing at all before i begin some disclaimers are in order this post is only about the paths that branched out and then trailed off inside my mind it is not intended as a guide the choice i made drew on many things the specifics of what happened my basic personality make up who i am and who he was and where i m at in life none of those things are transferable they all stay with me with that in mind let s begin for most of the month i spoke about jian an old story kept slithering up from the catacomb holes in my mind the story is mine and it s strange to realize now that it is nothing more than that just a story one that i ve told almost nobody the story happens to be true insofar as i lived it but every day the finer points get a tiny bit hazier the emotions a little bit more distant more and more i feel like i m telling a story about a character who both was and is not me like a part on a stage i once played nothing happened to the man who i must cast as the villain in the story nothing will happen hell he s almost a bit part this was where he makes his entrance just over two years ago someone did something really awful to me this person is a member of the broad winnipeg media world and though caution suggests i clarify that they are not a colleague i will not give his name i will also say that nothing i have ever said or done will offer any hint as to who it was i never changed my behaviour around this person at least not in ways that would have been perceptible to anyone but me the details of what he did are not particularly important i can say that what this person did what they confessed to doing would widely be considered a sexual assault or molestation though it was not a rape it occurred in a place where i had every reason to feel safe i do not think he thinks he did anything wrong and frankly i doubt he even remembers it now another thing i am not particularly traumatized never was i felt violated angry humiliated and filthy for a time some of those feelings remain but not in a way that will leave any lingering scars this is important to note because it certainly shapes how i chose to respond and also because i know a lot of you care about me and truthfully i m fine 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