Meta tags:

Headings (most frequently used words):

words, friday, 23, august, 2013, december, 2011, about, me, websites, like, blogs, read, my, blog, archive, labels, feedjit, nightmare, come, and, get, it,

Text of the page (most frequently used words):
the (26), and (12), that (11), 2005 (9), 2006 (9), you (9), love (8), august (8), 2009 (8), but (8), #december (7), 2010 (7), was (7), with (7), fear (7), your (7), march (6), 2011 (6), heart (6), his (6), words (6), 2004 (5), 2008 (5), back (5), hair (4), july (4), september (4), may (4), october (4), january (4), like (4), eyes (4), chest (4), wasn (4), there (4), which (4), blog (3), fiction (3), bad (3), labels (3), november (3), february (3), june (3), april (3), out (3), animals (3), for (3), nikeda (3), about (3), into (3), realised (3), began (3), closed (3), hand (3), having (3), been (3), not (3), feedjit (2), work (2), picture (2), movie (2), flash (2), drawing (2), 2007 (2), 2013 (2), archive (2), are (2), what (2), malaysia (2), don (2), much (2), things (2), posts (2), home (2), comments (2), posted (2), get (2), friday (2), tonight (2), phone (2), sleep (2), familiar (2), man (2), sense (2), wrapped (2), around (2), him (2), breathing (2), lay (2), head (2), real (2), all (2), from (2), deep (2), beat (2), sweet (2), just (2), than (2), trying (2), put (2), had (2), indeed (2), type (2), causes (2), feel (2), through (2), this (2), down (2), will (2), stop (2), whole (2), were (2), know (2), even (2), nightmare (2), humanity (2), our (2), live, stats, weird, vietnam, travel, teater, poem, pets, office, review, illness, homeless, gibberish, food, fiksyen, fashion, family, event, emotion, crazy, celebration, cat, balloons, day, attitude, animal, aja, mar, farhati, think, loud, affie, malang, puspa, blogs, read, waterfalls, spca, nature, escapes, web, mns, stories, friedchillies, com, websites, view, complete, profile, travelling, eat, acting, care, too, subscribe, atom, older, come, sweetheart, coming, drifting, slumber, soft, distant, ringing, mobile, brought, reality, still, heavy, answered, hearing, voice, who, loves, other, end, filled, new, dread, arms, tightly, burrowing, further, embrace, smell, listened, heartbeat, thus, ebb, away, panic, rises, within, formed, lump, throat, couldn, breathe, gulping, mouthful, air, ironically, faster, hot, tears, trickle, between, eyelids, felt, touch, opened, saw, face, staring, smiled, smile, hands, went, without, saying, word, disappointment, replaced, instant, knew, more, could, have, hoped, however, together, invisible, pieces, scared, although, would, cause, dampen, pillow, case, cold, sweat, one, ache, running, kitchen, knife, anything, sharp, enough, can, plunge, cut, open, yank, aching, hoping, hurting, only, thing, stopping, hopelessness, has, somehow, slowly, crept, body, while, unaware, paralysing, limbs, because, death, cannot, pain, some, people, call, loneliness, worse, woke, start, details, vanished, moment, brink, lucidity, horrible, feeling, lingered, forehead, perspirations, matted, lowered, expected, racing, thousand, miles, per, second, laid, figure, dream, tried, recall, failed, miserably, when, tight, seem, sometimes, must, fight, against, spirit, unconscious, cruelty, treat, suffer, true, does, allow, impose, such, sufferings, them, duty, make, world, recognize, until, extend, circle, compassion, living, find, peace, albert, schweitzer, philosophy, civilization,

Text of the page (random words):
words words words words words words we must fight against the spirit of unconscious cruelty with which we treat the animals animals suffer as much as we do true humanity does not allow us to impose such sufferings on them it is our duty to make the whole world recognize it until we extend our circle of compassion to all living things humanity will not find peace albert schweitzer the philosophy of civilization friday august 23 2013 a nightmare i woke up with a start i had been having a nightmare details of which vanished the moment i was on the brink of lucidity but the horrible feeling lingered i put a hand to my forehead but there were no perspirations and my hair wasn t matted to my head i lowered my hand to my chest and expected my heart to be racing a thousand miles per second but it wasn t so i just laid there trying to figure out if i was indeed been having a bad dream and tried to recall what it was about but failed miserably even when i closed my eyes real tight which seem to work sometimes but not tonight however as i lay there with my eyes closed trying to put together invisible pieces i realised i had indeed been scared although it wasn t the type of fear that would cause you to dampen your pillow case with cold sweat or the one which causes your heart to feel like it was about to beat through your chest no this is the type of fear that causes your heart to ache so bad that you feel like running down to the kitchen to get a knife or anything sharp enough that you can plunge into your chest cut it open and yank the aching heart out hoping that it will stop hurting the only thing that s stopping you is the sense of hopelessness that has somehow slowly crept through your whole body while you were unaware paralysing your limbs because deep down you know that even death cannot stop the pain some people call it loneliness but i know this fear is worse than that as the fear and panic rises from deep within me and formed a lump at the back of my throat i realised i couldn t breathe i was gulping mouthful of air but i wasn t breathing ironically my heart began to beat faster as hot tears began to trickle from between my closed eyelids i felt a familiar touch on my hand i opened my eyes and saw the face of the man i love staring back at me he smiled his sweet sweet smile wrapped his hands around me and went back to sleep without saying a word disappointment replaced the fear for an instant but i knew just having him there was more than i could have hoped for i wrapped my arms around him tightly burrowing further into his embrace and breathing in his smell as i lay my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat i realised that he is real thus all the fear began to ebb away as i was drifting back into slumber the soft distant ringing of my mobile phone brought me back to reality with eyes still heavy with sleep i answered the phone hearing the familiar voice of the man who loves me on the other end filled my heart with a new sense of fear and dread sweetheart are you coming home tonight posted by nikeda at 2 30 am 1 comments labels flash fiction friday december 23 2011 come and get it posted by nikeda at 9 13 am 0 comments labels drawing picture older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me nikeda kl malaysia i love me i love travelling i love to eat i love animals i love acting i don t care too much for things that i don t like view my complete profile websites i like friedchillies com kl stories mns movie web nature escapes spca waterfalls of malaysia blogs i read puspa malang affie you are what you think out loud farhati mar aja my blog archive my blog archive august 2013 1 december 2011 1 october 2011 1 june 2011 1 april 2011 2 march 2011 2 december 2010 2 august 2010 2 june 2010 1 may 2010 1 april 2010 1 march 2010 2 january 2010 1 december 2009 1 october 2009 3 august 2009 2 may 2009 3 april 2009 1 march 2009 4 february 2009 1 january 2009 1 december 2008 4 october 2008 4 september 2008 2 august 2008 4 july 2008 7 march 2007 1 january 2007 1 november 2006 2 september 2006 1 august 2006 3 july 2006 2 june 2006 1 may 2006 3 march 2006 7 february 2006 7 january 2006 5 december 2005 2 november 2005 1 october 2005 2 september 2005 1 august 2005 4 july 2005 4 may 2005 1 march 2005 2 february 2005 3 december 2004 3 november 2004 1 september 2004 5 august 2004 6 july 2004 3 labels animal 1 attitude 1 bad hair day 1 balloons 1 cat 1 celebration 1 crazy hair 1 drawing 1 emotion 1 event 1 family 3 fashion 1 fiction 1 fiksyen 3 flash fiction 4 food 1 gibberish 1 hair 1 homeless 1 illness 1 love 2 movie review 1 office 1 pets 2 picture 2 poem 3 so in love 1 teater 1 travel 1 vietnam 1 weird 1 work 1 feedjit feedjit live blog stats