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nd he didn t have a car in your driveway joel s hand drifted to the drawer of his desk inside lay a folding knife and a roll of zip ties he doesn t deserve to breathe the same air as you joel thought you had stepped out onto the porch your voice rising the sound drifting across the street i told you derek friday at six not thursday at four you can t just show up here and expect me to pivot my entire life around your schedule derek laughed that hollow grating sound that made joel s skin itch come on babe i m in town for a meeting i thought we could grab a drink talk about ellis don t be like that you re always so wound up i m wound up because of you you shouted joel watched you shake your head the frustration radiating off your shoulders he saw the way derek reached out to touch your arm and you flinched back joel was out the door before he even realized he d moved he crossed the street his face shifting instantly from the predator in the blinds to the friendly neighbor everything alright over here joel asked his voice like thick molasses the relief on your face was instantaneous a softening that almost made joel weep with pride joel hey derek was just leaving derek squinted at joel eyes scanning the broader man and who the hell are you derek asked joel smiled neighbor joel miller he stepped around effectively shielding you from derek s view i couldn t help but hear the shouting seems like a bad time for a visit mind your business old man derek snapped though he took a half step back i make it my business to keep peace on this street joel replied the tone was pleasant but the underlying current was a threat i think it s time for you to head out derek before things get complicated is that a threat derek sneered you stepped between them your hand landing on joel s chest the touch sent a jolt of electricity through him a claim that he felt everywhere within him he s not threatening you derek he s telling you to leave go now derek looked at you then at joel and scoffed fine whatever i ll see you friday to up ellis as derek walked back to the sidewalk and started to jog joel didn t move he stayed exactly where he was his eyes locked on the back of derek s head he was already calculating he knew the route derek took to get out of the neighborhood he knew the blind spot in the curve of the road where the streetlights flickered thank you you whispered leaning into him i don t know why he thinks he can just barge in joel wrapped an arm around your waist pulling you against him he could feel your heart racing he loved it he loved that he was the one who could calm the storm he had secretly enjoyed watching brew he loved that your heart was beating just for him you don t have to worry about him anymore angel joel murmured into your hair you pulled back slightly looking up at him with a confused frown what do you mean joel smiled the dimples cutting deep into his cheeks just a feeling why don t you go inside and get ellis started on his homework i ll bring over some of that peach cobbler i made we can have dinner you re too sweet to me joel you have no idea he thought the rain began to fall around midnight a heavy texas downpour that turned the world into a blur of grey derek was tied to a chair in the back of an abandoned warehouse a place where the smell of rust and damp concrete drowned out everything else he was gagged with duct tape his eyes wide and bloodshot staring up at joel joel wasn t smiling anymore he looked tired he felt as if he was merely performing a chore you know derek i spent a lot of time thinking about you joel said pacing a slow circle around the chair he held the folding knife in his hand the blade catching the dim light i looked through her phone saw the texts the way you d disappear for weeks the way you made her feel like she and ellis were lucky to have your scraps derek made a muffled desperate sound behind the tape shh joel whispered leaning in close i m not doing this because i hate you i don t even know you i m doing this because you re a smudge on a perfect picture and i can t have that can i joel reached out and gripped derek s jaw squeezing until the man groaned and a pathetic tear fell down his cheek she loves me you know she tells me i m too sweet to her he pressed the tip of the blade against derek s collarbone slicing in ever so lightly blood trailing down his neck and staining the collar of his shirt if you ever come back if you even think them again i won t be so friendly i ll fucking kill you do you understand derek nodded frantically tears streaming down his face joel sighed stepping back he felt a strange sense of disappointment he had imagined this being more of a struggle more blood a final battle for your soul but derek was nothing he was a pathetic little man get out joel said slicing through the zip ties run before i change my mind derek didn t need to be told twice he scrambled up stumbling over his own feet and bolted for the door joel watched him go then wiped the blade on his jeans loving the look of it knowing he was protecting what was his he felt a profound sense of peace the obstacle was removed the path was clear he entered your house through the back door he didn t need to break in the key turned silently in the lock he stepped inside moving with a ghost s grace the house was quiet save for the soft rhythmic breathing of a sleeping child in the next room joel bypassed ellis s room he didn t care for the boy not really but he tolerated him because he was a part of you and plus he had a soft spot for kids loved his daughter ellis was what kept you grounded and joel was happy to be the wind that pushed you toward him he entered your bedroom the moonlight filtered through the blinds casting striped shadows across your skin you were sprawled across the bed one arm flung over your head your breathing deep and slow joel stood at the foot of the bed he didn t move for a long time he just watched this was the only time he felt truly calm in the dark while you were unconscious he didn t have to play the part of the friendly neighbor he could just be the man who owned you he moved closer his boots making no sound on the carpet he learned every inch of this house where to step so it didn t make a noise spent hours doing it he sat on the edge of the mattress the weight of his body causing you to shift slightly in your sleep he reached out his fingers hovering just an inch above your cheek my angel he whispered the words barely a breath my beautiful broken girl broken was a compliment broken meant there were edges he could fit into mold you into his submissive sweet he leaned down and pressed his forehead against yours soap warmth the living fact of you he imagined the day you would wake up and realize the world outside this house didn t matter the hospital your mother your past derek none of it only him he reached into his pocket pulled out his phone and snapped a photo of you in the moonlight proof a private museum where you never got to walk he stayed there watching you sleep cock straining painfully in his jeans he palmed himself through the denim but wouldn t take more not right now not with ellis in the house no he wasn t a monster that was the sentence that let him sit on your bed with a clean conscience he would wait until ellis was at your mama s for the weekend then he would come back in while you slept hand over your mouth and bury himself inside you joel watched your mouth go slack in sleep and felt almost fond you would forgive this he thought you would you didn t have much of a choice in the matter anyhow you were already his whether you wanted to be or not if you d like to check out my other work please feel free to do so here at my masterlist authors note hi i had so much fun writing this i have been obsessed with dark joel the last couple weeks and writing it was so fun i can t wait to write more my mind is whirling with ideas and i can t wait to bring it to life i have some pretty dark plans for this so keep that in mind when continuing this story would love to hear what you think and what you may want to see in the next chapters this will be a short series maybe ten chapters give or take next chapter coming soon via pedro pascals wife september 5 isabellaboo2025 peepawmiller summary you meet a handsome stranger on your vacation to aruba pairing harry castillo x f reader warnings smut unprotected p in v sex cunnilingus shameless gawking at a stranger in slutty little swim shorts window sex a little exhibitionism harry has a big dick size kink harry is a considerate king wc 4 4k rating 18 mdni part 1 of 2 a n do not judge me but i saw pedrito on vacation and i went feral okay so this turned into vacation harry please enjoy i will be doing a second part but i will refrain from turning this into a series part 2 ao3 master list keep reading mind if i eat i m dying originally posted by pandora dusk september 3 stylesispunk renegade joel miller x f reader series summary ten years after the outbreak you and joel reached your breaking point you left the sacred world of your relationship behind with his heart in your hands and yours in his but joel never stopped thinking about you what will happen with your paths crossed again and you are the renegade in his story i had another dream about you last night you were dressed in white holding a bouquet of pink and yellow tulips and walking towards me with the widest smile i ve seen in my life the same one i used to kiss away every morning until the curve of your lips until it melted away to the shape of my name i held your hand again this time after so long i felt the heat of your skin beneath my coldest hands still remembering the traces of home right there in every mole and every curve that had imprinted into my fingertips after three thousand six hundred and fifty two dawns i could picture your face and i still want to reach for those cheeks and get lost in that same smile name i still want to say i do i still want to have that wedding we didn t get to have i don t even know you anymore i don t even know if you still exist under the same moon but sometimes at night i still talk to you when i m whispering to the sky there are so many things i wish i wouldn t have said and so many things i wish i had i m gonna leave this place behind to find tommy and i promise you i would go after you and we are gonna get married under a willow just wait for me please joel miller a n we are back with angsttttttttttt and the mixed between pre and jackson joel chapter 1 crying for the death of your heart chapter 2 half a person xombiebalz cigarettes and cowboys pairing no outbreak joel x fem oc summary dee audrey moves from new york into her older brother s home in austin tx quickly arriving in the state she realises her old crush on his best friend joel miller becomes an issue for the two as the two meet again after years apart childish feelings start a heated rivalry tags kinda enemies to lovers cursing eventual fluff smut misunderstandings rivalry both are petty and childish age gap fake texts used alcohol drinking forced proximity tension nicotine and cigarette use wc 2 1k a n hey means the world that people are actually reading this as mentioned its not available on ao3 and also wattpad all under the same name it s september now which means spooky season is almost here stay safe chapter 1 chapter 2 ao3 chapter 3 brunette the same evening late august i hate joel miller he s sat across from me nursing whatever whiskey is left in that stupidly small glass he twirls the ice in the glass so it clinks against each other somehow louder than any song in the bar back in new york i d deal with assholes like joel by walking away never to see again except this one i can t shake off that s when something hard jabbed against my shin my eyes flick up to meet joel s stop kicking me i warn accident he throws back clearly a lie you that stupid tommy leans forward woah darlin you might wanna tone it down he mutters quietly then looks to his brother joel just stop kickin the woman honestly what is it between you two like a war here sam shrugs downing a shot which looked sickly green joel crosses his arms as he leans back his black shirt tensing around his shoulders i roll my eyes leaning back against the booth s wall as well i watch the ice in joel s drink begin to melt neither the music or the conversations seem to keep my mind off of the man child in front sam and tommy discuss whatever job came up at work or whatever drama happened and as interesting as it sounds i feel like i m slipping away gonna step outside for a moment if that s alright i move away before any of the three respond the bar is beginning to fill up as it takes a good moment before i get outside the air is still warm and humid even at night cars flit past with trailing lights on the still busy road reminds me of college standing outside a club watching the traffic while waiting on a friend back inside country music is still faintly playing heard from the street as neon lights reflect their words i lean back against the cool brick wall to ground me my head hits the brick as i stare up can t see the stars from here you want one ma am i turn my head to face who was speaking a tall put together cowboy stands next to me holding out a cigarette with one already hanging from his lip he looks about my age with young features and long shaggy hair his jaw is covered in stubble and faint and pink scars which kind of resemble joel s thanks i take it from him holding it between my lips as he holds the lighter beneath it the end burns orange as it takes the flame his green eyes watch as i take a drag looks like you needed it he jokes leaning his side against the wall definitely could you tell maybe just a hunch or the fact that you look like you re practically hugging this wall ere his eyes sparkle when he gives a toothy smile i m rhett by the way he held out his hand for me to shake maybe this was the southern charm in austin i was missing audrey i reply but dee works alright dee my name sounds nice when it comes from his lips rhett continues with his own cigarette his eyes never leaving me he doesn t ask why i m out here or what has me raging like a bull the silence was nice with joel s silence you almost have to work to fill it even in silence joel has to take control with each line i drag i can feel the smoke taking over my mind and brain soothing the anger and petty thoughts i take a final drag of the cigarette before stubbing it out on the heel of my boot would you let me buy you a drink rhett offers smoothly i think for a moment why not i smile rhett gestures for me to walk in first as he follows closely behind when we reach the bar i can t help but stand directly in joel s line of view might as well have some fun what do you want rhett asks i tell the bartender my order and rhett asks for his over rhett s shoulder i can see joel s scowling face his eyes flicker away from us 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