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when you think your job is fun time passes easily during work actually i know i love challenges but first of all i need to know my job before i m able take on the challenges firmly i m gonna stay in my job and prove to him that i m capable of what i m doing and let him realise why my previous employment was such a long service one tuesday december 18 2007 tuesday december 18 2007 why can t confront straight why give attitude how to work together like that i know what kinda person am i people who know me can t even stand me at times i m very straightforward whether i m happy sad or angry it s all written on my face i don t like to hide my feelings emotions if i really do probably it s not appropriate for me to do so or i was just giving time to struggle and juggle my hweeling ah haiz i seriously do think that in a proper email at work we should start with hi end with rgds i do feel offended or rather being rude if you don t do so everything changes in here i m very unhappy now i m telling everyone yatcai ah birds f those off my life thursday december 06 2007 thursday december 06 2007 stop following every little step that people take be it an action behaviour possession or even character stop being a copy cat it is such an annoyance sucks to the core to realise everything i did before you re doing it now sunday december 02 2007 sunday december 02 2007 i can t stop feeling blue and upset whenever i think of her she s inheriting burdens to us yet i know i can t afford to lose her what am i going to do i m so sick and tired it s definitely not easy to keep oneself motivated why can t everyone of us do their part bzb monday october 22 2007 monday october 22 2007 how do we define a good man for ourselves the only defination of a good man to me is richard he went into his first and only courtship since his teenage years went into marriage in the late 20s now with 2 kids he doesn t own much things but he never give his children any lesser happiness than other children would have worked hard for his family gave all the savings and money to his wife to control he used to drink as pastime but he gave up because he was once hospitalised due to overdosage of alcohol he smokes usually somewhere that will not affect the healthy air ard his kids he skimp and save all for his family and everything for the family now that he s diagnosed with stroke he turns very forgetful he d forgotten that his children are grownups stepped into working life they can take care of all family affairs he d forgotten whether he d taken his medicine he doesn t remember what day is today so much details in life he has finally given up letting down all his burden for 20 over yrs too much which i can t explain and tell to everybody you can t imagine how nice man he was my close ones would know don t tell me someone who once go out on dates with all kinds of girls is good don t tell me that a person who made different woman pregnant then go for abortion is good don t tell me someone who s revengeful is good i wanna see decent guys please thursday may 31 2007 thursday may 31 2007 shin bar 1 being defeated by mischevious at sudden death it was a good fight for stanley i thought he did a very good job at e sudden death aka decidal match when our game drew at 8 all with opponent team though he lost e match e game was beautiful we could see his disappointment in him for not being able to bring us into semi finals nonetheless it s nobody s fault shin bar was leading 6 2 i wonder is it luck or arrogance in shin that causes the defeat anyway this should be predicted at e start of e game where no team spirit is in it each played their own games everyone just wants a win and nobody cares for anybody that s how i feel all e while in this yr s team everything was down down this yr nothing to be compared to last year or even e year before ask jie he knows what i mean hor jie let s see what s shin 2 s result tonight my former champion team macau i want to go macau wednesday may 23 2007 wednesday may 23 2007 another month of endurance test this month we re paying 5 different kind of bulk payments yes its five gosh i ve calculated 14 working days left to payroll closing i m really puzzled to why the agreements got to be signed all at once in e past people who were doing bulk payments never need to go through all these you know i count myself very unlucky bulk payment was never too difficult for me to handle but with the management union now they signed all these agreement late and for us to backdate these payments its not easy job why am i always whining now and then about my own job scope because it s simply unfair all they need to do is sign thereafter agreement paper comes to our section that s it can anyone imagine the shit coming up it s no long challenge when 5 papers come at a time very demoralising 2 pairs of hands 14 days 5 bulkpayments all these make me feel so lost so helpless like a baby can anyone help us tuesday may 15 2007 tuesday may 15 2007 i lost to amy 5 1 i guessed i was too nervous i played like a freak that day i knew it would not be easy to overcome e fear i d for the game even before e match starts in fact e moment i saw the fixtures before e tourney e shiver had already ran down my spine haha freaky isn t it yeah it s easy to say just play your own game when all e while you know how well you can play on e table i knew my chances of winning was very slim still i didn t manage to play it well after the match i thought to myself i ve many rooms for improvement be it skills or e ability to overcome my fear i will try harder work hasn t been running smoothly i m fed up with myself today for i couldn t do it near to perfect i overlooked somethings which i took it for granted that there won t be such cases i assumed and jumped into my own conclusions all these now causes extra work i m sorry yet there s one thing i wanna voice out even if i m right who would tell me that hey emily you did this correctly good job so what if i did my job wrongly who s there to correct me who s there to counter check with me who s there to guide me i ve been struggling there all by myself at times please don t counter question me i know what i m doing try to find solutions work is piling up day after day like i d said last yr nobody will compliment you for doing a great job during bulk payment time people will only find fault with e allowances which you held back because of e former it s ok people who understand will understand people who don t are just a piece of shit but never will i use e former as an excuse always for e latter maybe i didn t organise my time well still i m very sure that if i can t do it not many of e rest can anyone wanna try great thing after all e above shits issss my bonus this yr hehehehe those from my company will certainly be clapping and laughing and hugging each other when e magical number was announced during e business meeting man yipppeeee this is e only motivation for now that day coach says train harder we ll have chance to go overseas together to train and exchange skills with other people foreign pool players train and have fun together i smiled and nodded my head there i was wondering is it gonna be soon or still far from bird wednesday may 02 2007 wednesday may 02 2007 it was a tough fight yesterday initially it was smooth i was leading 3 0 joanne called for a time out returning with a continous 3 wins we drew it was a race to 5 match i could have finished it off with 2 more racks yet we fought till 4 all i really felt like giving it up on the decidal match i couldn t finished all the balls on table i was left with the last 14 ball she has 4 other balls i couldn t clear it 80 of my game was confirmed lost her balls were well spread she could clear it anytime i took more than 2 mins to decide where my 14 to be placed i pushed her 1 ball to my 14 that game took a very very long time until i decided to give it all in for that last 14 to try place the 8 ball to that one and only corner pocket i potted it the white ball ran furiously from top to the bottom of the table and eventually stopped in front of my 8 ball i heard applauses i made it i was lucky everyone was watching i was so nervous at the same time elated i potted it yeah my next opponent will be amy hoe tuesday may 01 2007 tuesday may 01 2007 ai xin breakfast to boost me i think all of us in the working class deserve this special day in the past maybe i don t really think that labour day holds much meaning just another public holiday but now i do it s been almost 3 years of fulltime working at my current company not many at my age who finished polytechnic studies can stay on a job for more than 2 yrs especially this is my first job after studies recently loaded with bulk payments and recoveries on top of that our daily allowances payments though this time the management really give us sufficient time to complete i still feel as if i m racing with time i ve my nationals and weekly tournaments to cope with all are important to me i just hope that my health don t give problem i think i would be able to handle the workload actually its not the workload that cause stress in me i think its myself i really hope i ve more hands 48hrs a day split up myself in chinese they call it fen shen shu hahaa and whatever it takes to finish up all my tasks as how i wished it could be done it s not like as if i can t work overtime or go back to work on weekends i can of course but in the first place its the management who doesn t allow us to work overtime man if i really can finish my work without spare time i definitely leave on the dot i m a person who hates to work overtime unnecessarily cos i always believe i can do it i love the challenge i hate the competition don t compete with me i m confident of winning i know my stuff at the tip of my fingers paced up with me when need be where work is concern i want things to be done as soon as possible i hate to be termed as incompetant because that s not me i certainly can hold up to what i m given love note from boss resting my eyes sunday april 08 2007 sunday april 08 2007 who says i d forgotten my password for my blog huh bc hehee like i d said once i stopped blogging for a week then slowly many things happened it became too much things to write i turned lazy hahaa in fact i got so much to say and many pictures to post but if you look at my friendster nothing seems to move lazy is the word p it s been a long long time since bong sinting and myself had a proper meal together and yesterday we finally did to celebrate peijun s birthday after soooo long we wanted to have our steamboat till yesterday we made it had some drinks over at caesars with bong and sinting we chatted for long hours so many things to catch up tingz went over to meet her friends at ktv leaving me bong to have the whole night talking from pool to her classmates work to personal stuffs went over to crewroom yaowei jiawen his godsis joined us looking forward to the next drinking session like we used to kill all those bastards on the table some people are just too cheapo lah don t have to be bothered by them imagine even me as a girl ever been approached by guys who wants to share the table money on such challenger tables been approached by them asking me to play double at the last 8ball when i agree to them i feel like i m such a gentleman goodness they made me feel so manly hahaha they are simply losers only winners like us would stay on table baby well coming monday gotta rush for payroll closing which is on wednesday to see whether anymore funny things be coming up from our dearrr management again till then wednesday april 04 2007 wednesday april 04 2007 i m back recently had some frustrations at work and this morning damn feel like putting all up in this blog it s been almost 3 years i m with sia engineering company ever since a year ago this time this damn feeling about my company slowly built up in my heart hmmmm first of all please take a look at aries as an employee aries employees make excellent trouble shooters they ll usually want to be out in the field at a variety of different work sites fixing things they certainly won t be happy for very long behind a desk in a 9 to 5 schedule the bored aries employee who has been forced into a square hole will typically be restless angry and careless with details no amount of money would compensate for being stuck in a routine job money in fact isn t why they are working at all they do want to be paid fairly and need a status position to satisfy their competitive tendencies but even more importantly they ll want challenging new projects they typically like to have a sense of responsibility and need to feel needed in return they ll give their all and provide detailed consistent work they will literally work themselves to exhaustion to prove themselves if you wan to keep your aries co worker productive and happy you ll want to give them the opportunity to work independently or let them help and lead less experienced workers green true orange very true red absolutely true for instance the most recent case our annual service increment si agreement has yet to be signed since last october due management and union has not come to an agreement therefore payment cannot be made same scenario happened in 2005 payment was delayed quite a few months and last minute when the agreement was finally signed and thrown to us we at the backend was rushing like mad women in order to meet the payroll closing date people who didn t have any hands on experience just throw a junk of papers with their autographs on it without a second thought demand us to pay on the desired date fine we managed to do it all by ourselves i can tell you we re great great bunch of team a team of 4 and this year same thing befalls i don t understand why the management and union just couldn t come up quick with the agreement to allow us adequate time to complete the payment correctly i hate it when i know there are errors and we still have no choice but to continue then thereafter back to amend again this will not only waste our effort and time it will corrupt the system and payslips it s as though we playing the system you see what came worse was the mgmt even almost tried to beat the timeline of 3days for my goodness sake in my opinion payment should not only come with efficiency it s nothing without accuracy hell 3 days of course we may complete payments within 3 days bearing in mind its 4000 over ppl yet so what if payment is done but errors are all over we as the backend of course would wanna prevent such happenings then if forced to do so the following month we gotta spend another how many daysssss to correct our own mistakes this is really sickening i feel like telling that top person to stop showing off her efficiency and abilities putting us at stakes in crisis you don t deserve any respect boo now i m on standby my weekend might be burnt i m very unhappy oh ya last friday ...