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at always got him most spanning back to an atlanta that doesnt exist anymore one gentrified seaboard ave beside the tracks and inked six layers deep his arm needled and wiped forever he told the tattooer a friend named dave the seriffs have to look like this its her hand writing from an envelope she d written previous licked close and put off to the postal worker then from a yet unknown san francisco and cross country to the south see they met one night on a hooded walk both young and she recovering from some bad bacteria caught in another country he beckoned and broke necked admittedly grasped at straws clung to and held on to every glimpse mentionable there was always new orleans too crossing the mississip at night and with the same endeared clamor a bit quieter over there and away from one royal street a quarter side mardi gras his first twice 15 years later expelled we shared the saved letters a carpet rented bedroom floor in wilder far from anything they knew previous conflicting stories of the last time they had seen one another sf valencia street pre gent leaving herbivore now closed on bike 03 vs 131 center st santa cruz ca post an oregonia road trip a reminiscent argument they laughed at in wonder penned repacked and shelved a sheet out from under set the scene headin west again posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 24 8 20 entry level anvil press the conversation seemed as long as the fires though i wanted more she said i think we lost everything but we still don t even know the communication understandably is the pits and i felt i fell a little further for her and her family i don t think i know anyones thats packed up husband kid and self and split in 5 minutes time after days worth of curiosity 30 years of journals all of my art all of the tapestries linens and homemade toys for my child maybe they re safe you never know again she squeezed i parked in an uphill fashion staring into the trees so familiar to her santa cruz mountain home close to where i lived twenty years prior and i was familiar maybe gone with the wind dust upon alba rd and left to sift through muffled holdings of a sleeping baby i caught the names of some streams some gulches some hills we had recently walked just this past july fourth all places i in wonder lost track of through conversation and where it went my feet bare slide freely across the hardwood floor and she a two time evacuee born without walls or a roof over her head is starting again again incomprehensible offered the everythings i have but with a laughing heart she verbally shrugged a reminder that she s resourceful and has been from birth and said with a a tinge of accent still left over from the country of her first days on spaceship earth we must have really met in 2012 when she proposed posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 18 8 20 present precincts sit back eyes latched and listen ask of yourself what do you hear is yet natural and why does it feel how different is the sound of the humming passing cars versus the crashing waves oceanic and where lies a veiled separation amongst the two cars human and maybe more so the sound is similar to thunder the pushing of air molecular sure some rubbered tires grip of friction sound of the heat energy at the foot of my bed a map of my dreams sharpied soft contours of slow bent freeways zigging and zagging to borrow of the gonzales even here trees natural still planted by us dictate the actions realized by invisible wind and how she howls past screens made by many over the shoulders of my own crossing ears crossing hairs a kid screams as jets leave daycare around the corner like emeric pratts oakland some second story looking over recess five days a week i smiled at it then i smile at it now no use for natural because what is wheres the limits and who s left to draw it the line in the sand sparks right angles farming fueled war with the invention of fences to reevaluate that map marked with printed inky here and there lines where your marks mark the intersection of four plains x y z and illegal their private property i was born a little to late to see the dream they called america jeff ott posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 16 8 20 from a recent insta post a shared photo of a fading tattoo then she wrote a short letter such like this and it read i ll never forget you placed it upon what was once one of our pillows on our bed and left while i was dutifully at work herself the dog surely passed now and half of our things that kept a collection of dust seemed to have woke up and walked through the door in an exiting fashion we tied redwood branches to walls and decorated the inside of our place with the out doors of things lost rocks as prudent art carefully woven eucalyptus twigs masqueraded as painting and a multi millennia old ohlone grinding stone rightfully in our side yard this it s been a storied life like most others with drastic ups caustic downs familial reminders and concussed memories that stay a winters lit for years that morph and resonate into those lost slot decades given up seconds that tip toe a sly like dance amidst the brackish violence of passing time left on the cutting room floor she said a friend of nearly ten years tonight asked me if i d ever been to indiana simply and coyishly all i could do was grin and feverishly reflect how i ended up on the subject of my first love was photographic in nature and needled into my wrist by justin bell san jose 2002 a man now with a different name as a deed i traded for a cross california tom waits style ride in to reno a crashed wedding and another introduction to some small small world to later discover dan will read this amber might i love ya both the tattoo has been cleft and cut with precision for some dust to titanium surgery been timber framed and lodged with splintered eastern white pine while cutting mortis and tenons with draw knives in northern vermont survived a high pipe burn or two on a motorbike while riding and reaching down to warm the wind chilled hands say mountainous colorado where fuzz is flicking trains the eastern sierras a range young and wind beat and the everywhere elsewheres we went it s left worn well and remains a long welcome one day from day one posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 9 8 20 the breakdown the laughter the countess stepped past followed by canine her heeler blue in tow and i boldly hiding behind the nervous bowl still clingingly warm and of an early sidewalk side breakfast contemplating mutualistic subject matter she with smiled eye wrinkles partially covered with a loose fitting morning mask but also welcomingly and partially not seemed caustically at ease under the spell of some sunday seven a m dog walk repeats i of childlike fascination with the morning light cascading through needley leaves rays that equally share in time masquerading around til midday as longer shadows now shortening find a depth worthy of wander warmth anew replacing yesterdays reptilian cool and i listened i clung to the sound of every step that never ceased or stopped yet a lifetime crept amongst a flash bang blink and disheveled the air all around vast and far off it wasn t the green wonder that crashed with a burn that struck like nostalgic bolts of expected summer lightning that shook yesterdays surely cured foundation what she simply said and kept pace in passing was i wrote about you and left it at that their steps continued with the crash of metal leashed clasps off up and into the eastern and still wet with dew park walking again around the sun rising perforating the glistening saint johns trailside trees they left the now with no room for question and i could have dropped my cinnamon oaty spoon in the old sidewalk sap and collective dirt and never caressed even a care the obsessive attraction here lies not amongst the endless pastures of some wild life wonder but aside the silent spruce and dug firred speculative some writer written and about you posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 6 8 20 punctured veil post solstice the summer light rhythmically fading to less lengthy days creeps upon with new noise at the shared position of the sun six am now isn t what six am was just a month ago while with the barking crows ravenous and of breakfast in comes the slow to approach the days the onslaught of back up beeps responsible horns of trains and cars alike through that thin and brackish railed tunnel under your trapped mask of treedom as in the heat escaping a cool camped fire bending waves of light audience and heard audio the first marks of rain fell by seven thirty finding way a maze from cloud down to tea to book to a lazily shaved head atop a poison oak d body basked in a stringent tea tree oil i stooped it again to revisit a new friend only old in seconds per say maybe she d be walking that heeler in the rain i thought but i only lasted as long as i could this book cost money ya know a clean yellow flannel and wet wool socks crept back amongst the noble grey light and between the jams class in ten tea is near gone and definitely lost the heat energy maybe another tuesday morning the pogues maybe the crows maybe i don t really care yet curious most don t think that we don t see light but only the vibrating things the waves of radiation bounces off of nothing new nothing shy of surreal but a theme from yesterdays spilled over psilo trip a red automobile flanked by an old blue house and of full sun even reading proved difficult with that swayed mind posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 5 8 20 moon board for bc555 okay as an assignment for class i had to make a mood board todd john mark g russia a honda and zio posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 2 8 20 augusunday reading handled for the research and capstone class fairly interesting in that an outline for a research question proper is as laid out as it is makes sense but similar to understanding that theres ore of a process than i knew neat read new words that author uses vexed a lot seeming every other page and sometimes twice per page this morning was rampant sleep didn t crack the lids til 630 somehow after an early 11p exit of the day 7 5 works well no doubt cat crept in middle night pulled the drying towel from yesterday off the door and closed it to keep the bruce out maybe mornings cloud cover kept me asleep i need to quit sleeping with the books on my bed that i do the covers the blanket and sheets were hard to pull around nah just sleep more still i suppose reading the craft of research right now for class that starts tomorrow the interesting one mentioned above apparently its of note enough to mention here twice since the tick tock of the analog clock isn t as notable as it better be my relationship fevered with time and its passing woke up to planks and boxed breathing 4 4 4 4 inhale hold exhale hold dr huberman has a 22 minute youtube video that speaks to respiratory health and gaseous exchange in which only the last 4 minutes are actually of the advertised topic daily i loot my neighbor s beth and yet to meet her rosemary just a sprig for my water to hang in my fan to freshen the rooms air i ve yet to cook with it here i ve yet to even cook here posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 31 7 20 viral inhospitality three words to regain the rant fuck jim jones now this how a yesterday was burnt to the ground resourced and extracted minerals to build the same devices that took me out the mental the physical the screen time was absurd even wrote that i didn t write fell asleep immediately after twenty to ten july three ohh perfect vision went weight lifting this morning and hammered out a final project for hn375 shoulders feel good and great to visit annette traded coffee for breakfast i feel she won but great to share both time and a meal brekky at 8am 550 ne fargo 4 hadnt seen her in years and she opened up with im moving back to minnie not a matter of not making it here more so a matter quality of life a topic im familiar with to say the least to boast felt shameful but we all owe it to ourselves to celebrate the lives we are happy with annette if you read this im sorry and wish you the best and you know this onward upward i feel i want to write more i feel ive got more but im oddly sleepy and slogging through six different ten minute video uploads to youtube for hn375 dr leone s class a fun one soon to be over shes extended her reach to our class to help see us through too kind cant lie im stumbling through these keystrokes to find a wave to catch but im not able so while im waiting for videos to upload ill figure it out 1 need to restructure and clean up my resume us oly skate team manager sunday mandatory line up with usfs as well need new rei disco card 2 i need gasoline light came on post annetes first tank since arriving in pdx just means ive ridden my bike heaps 3 bonnie falls north west of scapoose ore or anywhere on that stream really might be my local cold plunge i may find a spot to hit while riding too theres a trail to get the bicycle out on from there to veronia 4 would like to reinstitute a more regimented fasting regiment since the move up here since covid started really the subconscious stressors of from that have ridiculously somehow called for me to eat more and with the month of june being recovery from a wreck i have sort of lost some fitness endurance strength time to tighten up 5 need to build the desk for the room money is there but the motivation isn t screws masonite ply 2x s its that easy schematics are done material list is added up and i need to listen to more of the violent femmes but theres pink floyd and bjork another option is to throw away the things that necessitate a desk but my backs hurting from this bed perched slouch i ll need a chair too 6 finish uploading the last two videos seems to be taking about 10 13 minutes per 10 minute video when not using any other bandwidth on my computer which is why im writing this in word and ill copy paste which always feels like i m being driven to the top of a hil and let loose to bomb down totally undeserving of the free gravitational ride cant explain the connection to writing in blogspot but regardless sorry poor grammar here one day maybe tomorrow or maybe never it will be of importance i need to write 1 agualuna 2 tim 3 russ 4 taylor and some others i m sure of it posted by lee bender 0 simpletons 29 7 20 one harmonized left and lost language a sun still slung so low we re coming for ya keeping pace one slow expansion one gamed expression we never tend to the fact of an idea in that we don t see light we make some sense of what it illuminates once an entangled dance reigns a vibratory stimulus often with music little waves of lyric d language i don t understand some praise ish chants unfamiliar sincere human voices as fortunate instrumentation yesterday bike rides with stevie he said i think it gets gnarly the trail between blackberry bushes and so i stepped into my bike anyhow twenty seconds later before i was able to clip into my...