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sister sharon came up with a great idea she suggested that i make a fall decoration out of it to honer baby sharyn and her birthday and to also enjoy the bear and basket so that is what we did on sharyn s first birthday we made a fall basket that we can put out for the month of november to enjoy and decorate for thanksgiving and to also remember our baby sharyn i love it and feel it turned out perfect what a beautiful way to have a little bit of sharyn in our home for the holiday of thanksgiving i am truly thankful for her and can t wait to finely be with her again we decided to through a big birthday party just like the ones i through for our other kids we had dinner and presents and cake and ice cream there was a little twist when we opened the gifts we each took turns opening one and then everyone else said why that person was so special and what they loved about them i loved it we find ourselves not talking nice to each other enough and not telling each other why we love them so what a perfect opportunity to tell our family how much they mean to us and by doing this the kids truly knew that each member in our family did love and appreciate them and thought they were a wonderful addition to our family i know that sharyn was looking down at her family smiling because she knows how special her brothers and sisters are and she was proud of them for recognizing how wonderful they are we all needed that and the kids just beamed after we were all done because they did feel the love from each member of our family each gift we gave our little girl had some meaning behind it the tinkerbell was because grandma louise has a disney character figurine for each one of her grand children and when we lost baby sharyn she decided that tinkerbell was perfect for a little girl that never would grow up i love tinkerbell as well because she has wings and is so small and perfect ambree gave her a stuffed elephant because as many of you know ambree has lots of elephant things because everyone teased me whale i was pregnant with her that i had been pregnant for two years to finlay get a baby and elephants are pregnant for two years so sharyn had to have an elephant too noah gave her a minny mouse because we love disneyland and she needed a little peace of disney ryanne gave her a princes crown because she is our princes austin gave her a story book because all little girls love for there mom and dad to read them a bedtime story after presents we went to her grave and gave the gifts to sharyn and sang happy birthday it turned out perfect ever since i have had ambree i find that i now truly know what i am missing buy not having our little girl sharyn in our home i look at ambree s beautiful face and see her angel sister staring back at me and me wishing that i could have her here in my arms we love and miss you sharyn and look forward to the day we will be with you again happy birthday from your mommy daddy and big sister ryanne brothers noah and austin and baby sister ambree we love you so much posted by dan and sheila at 10 56 pm no comments wednesday october 28 2009 a lady bug sent from heaven it has been so amazing and so emotional these past few days i have cried for so many reasons and have felt blessings and miracles all around me the day ambree was born was one of the most miraculous days of my life to here her little cry as she was born was so wonderful and the most overwhelming feelings i have felt in a long time i wish i could describe how i felt but i don t know how to put it into words that could justify the feelings i was feeling as i was recovering in the hospital my mom and sister decided that it was time to get ready for the baby to come home i just could not put up the crib or get ready for ambree not because i was not exited to have her here but i was nerves to put up anything just in case something were to go wrong i just could not bare to take down the crib again i just did not want to jinks my self wail they were cleaning and setting up the crib they found a little surprise setting on the head of the crib it was a perfect little lady bug why is that such a miracle because i have always thought of our baby sharyn as a lady bug i bought her crib set with them on it and had to have one put on her head stone and here to greet her new little sister into the world on her birthday was a perfect lady bug just waiting my mom and sharon just stood there staring at this miracle how did it get into the house how was it still alive when there was snow just out side but here at the head of baby ambrees bed was a lady bug i would like to think it was a sign sent from heaven our little sharyn wishing ambree her new baby sister her love and that she was watching over us in this happy time i can t tell you what a comfort it was to see the pictures of this lady bug and to here the story on where it was to know that our baby girl was here with us i know our heavenly father loves us and is watching over us he has blessed us again with another beautiful baby girl there has been many things that have been such a miracle with ambree s coming and it all points to one thing there truly is a heavenly father watching out for our family and our sweet baby sharyn is ever so near to us just a few things that happened to verify that ambree was a miracle first we wanted to have another baby after sharyn but i was to scared to try again so we decided that we wanted to wait awhile but just 3 short months later we were surprised to find out i was pregnant how could that be i could never get pregnant on my own all of the other kids i had to visit with the doctor to have them and here we were pregnant with another baby i just new it was going to be a boy how could i be having a girl when i wanted one so bad and our last baby girl was taken from us much to soon i was wrong again it was another girl to me that was one of the most amazing miracles i had yet i could not believe we would be having a baby girl in our home after all next came the shocking news baby ambree was due on baby sharyn s 1st birthday november 14th 2009 when they told me my due date i was so surprised i started to cry how could this be out of all the days in the year to have our baby due she was coming right on our angel baby s birthday the pore tec lady was flustered with my reaction so i told her my story and she was surprised as well she quickly changed my due date to the day before november 13 th my mom would always tell me that it was heavenly fathers way of trying to make things wright and to let us know that there was many more blessings to come for the sacrifices we have made i think maybe she was right and then our beautiful baby ambree came into this world at exactly 36 weeks and 6 days just exactly the same age of baby sharyn the day we lost her she was also 36weeks and 6 days when i did not feel her move anymore and went in to the hospital there was so many things that make me believe that i am being watched over and now to have this lady bug here the day baby ambree was born to welcome her to this earth how else but believe it was sent by her big sister sharyn i love you sharyn and miss you so much thank you for the little gift and i know that you have been here with us these past few days i love you and will always keep you in our hearts and one day i will have another miracle i will hold you in my arms i will look forward to that day until then i will cherish these moments love your mommy and new baby sister ambree posted by dan and sheila at 10 55 am no comments saturday october 24 2009 my sister is home ambree my little sister is with her family daddy getting ready born at 12 56pm 20 in long 6lb 8oz mommy is so happy ambree already has daddy rapped around her finger thank you all for the love and prayers mommy and daddy posted by dan and sheila at 6 35 pm 1 comment thursday september 17 2009 just wanted to say i love you i was going through sharyn s pictures and decided to make a marmoreal video of her funeral i think it turned out perfect i just wanted to say that we love you so much sharyn much love mom dad ryanne noah austin and your new baby sister ambree make video montages at www onetruemedia com posted by dan and sheila at 1 58 am no comments saturday september 5 2009 missing you today i am just missing you so much sharyn i don t know what it is about today maybe just having your baby sister moving inside of me makes me remember when you were with me and how happy i was to be having you or maybe that you are near me today i just can t stop crying and my arms ache for you so much today i love you and want to send a kiss to heaven too let you know that i am thinking of you today i love so much my little angel sharyn love mommy posted by dan and sheila at 9 40 am 1 comment sunday august 30 2009 a specail gift for our little girl it is finely here sharyn s headstone the other day we were at a family party and i got a text message from my sister sharon that had baby sharyn s headstone on it and the caption it s all paid for on it what i said i did not get it and then i started balling i couldn t believe it our baby girl will finely have her headstone to honer her and so we will be able to show her how much we love her dan and i only could afford to pay for half of it and we had to save up for the rest i was stressed that it was getting so late in the summer and that we were not going to be able to get the rest paid for before the ground was too frozen to be able to set it i was so sad that i could not go and put flowers on sharyn s grave and just find her i had kind of lost track of were her grave was and it really bothered me i guess my mom and sharon and my grandma bernice decided awhile ago that they were going to surprise me and pay off the remainder balance of her headstone for us they wanted to wait until it was placed before the told me and just take me over to her grave site to show me but they could tell i was getting really anxious to get it paid off and that i probably could not wait that long they were right i was going nuts trying to figure out how we were going to pay off the rest so after sharon my mom and grandma payed it off they sent me the e mail they just had got back and so they saw my reaction i balled and balled they got the reaction that they had expected everyone at the party was shocked that i was crying and asked what was wrong i told them what they had done and so all of us were teary eyed i am so so so happy i can t even tell you i called my grandma and told her how much it meant to me and balled again on the phone i just can t even tell them how much this truly meant to me and my family the other day we went and put flowers on her new little headstone and showed the kids it they loved it and were so exited to finely see it we are so happy i just wanted to say again thank you i love you mom sharon and grandma i think this was the most special gift that you could give our little family and it will always mean the world to us we love you and we love you so much sharyn i can t wait to hold you in my arms and give you a little kiss love mommy posted by dan and sheila at 2 32 pm no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom sharyn emma winterbottom sharyn emma was born and returned to our heavenly father nov 14 2008 at 5 20 am she was 4 lbs 12 ounces and was 18 inches long i will always cherish the time we spent with her holding her giving her a little kiss and just getting to see her she had very big feet and beautiful dark hair she looked just like her brother austin she was our beautiful little angel sharyn was a perfect baby and had to come to this earth only to get a little body although we are devastated by our loss we know that we will see her again someday and will be able to raise our little baby girl no one has ever loved a little angel like we have loved sharyn we know that sharyn will be with us always and she knows the love that our parents family and friends all share for her she was absolutely beautiful a mom and dads love i started this blog to honer my sweet baby girl sharyn we hope it can be a place that family and friends can visit as we all begin to heal we are so proud to say she s ours forever and we d like to share her story the more i talk about her the better i feel and i hope in some way i can be helpful to others who may someday come across this blog who have gone through a similar experience or are experiencing any trial in their life i hope in writing about the different emotions i go through that i will be able to see how blessed i truly am how my heavenly father dose love us and watchs over us back into our arms by scott sumner click image angel freinds victoria preslie harry cora branson alexis followers background blog archive 2010 1 january 1 happy birthday alexis 2009 17 november 1 october 2 september 2 august 1 june 3 may 1 april 1 march 5 february 1 sharyn emma s short time spent with us here is baby sharyn s story of her with us for such a short but special time dan and i were so exited to finely be pregnant we had a hard time getting pregnant and it had been a few years of trying so to finley be pregnant was a miracle i was hoping it would be a girl but did not want to get my hopes up i was going to be exited ether way i was sick as normal and happier than ever everything was going just great on my big ultrasound day we decided to take our kids along because ryanne was so exited to find out what it was ryanne was hoping for a baby sister and the noah wanted a brother austin new the whole time that she was a girl he kept telling me that i had a baby sister in my tummy he loved her and would always kiss and hug my tummy he would always hold up his hands in front of him and say the baby is hugging me like this she loves me and i know she did we were shocked to find out that we really were having a girl i could not believe it a baby girl we had her name picked out ever since i was pregnant with noah about 7 years we called my sister sharon and told her we were having a sharyn she did not get it at first and was so confused but after a minuet she finely got it and was so exited as well sharyn emma was named after some of my most favorite people in the whole world my sisters sharon and emily i love them both and wanted to honer them with our baby girls name of course my mom went crazy buying everything in pink with bows and ruffles i had nothing left from when ryanne was a baby she is 9 years old now and so we had to buy everything new i never really got into shopping for her not because i was not thrilled to be having a baby girl but because i just felt we needed to wait i had always wanted a new crib set for my baby s but could never afford one so when we found out she was a girl we hit the stores to find the perfect one i found the cutest crib set that to this day still reminds me of her it is pink white and pale green it had lady bugs on it and was perfect sharon would ask me all the time if 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