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ay at 2pm okay maybe not that bad but if there is a fad we have a person that is that fad except for me because i m non white and vegan and that just makes me weird we have 5 women and three of them claim to be bisexual but are all hooked up with men and have either had no femalexfemale relationships or they ve had a maximum of two as compared to more than 4 past male lovers also every single one of them thinks oral sex is weird but somehow they expect other people to think they re bi i m so not going to get into my own sex life and the fact that i have no problems whatsoever with anything to do with the human body because i m sure that would bring along a slew of puto comments about me and i m not interested but needless to say these women are hyper fucking critical of other non pornified women the worst is my manager though she s a 30 something bisexual married women in a polyamorous relationship though at the moment her husband is the one that s dating because she s kinda busy pining for someone who isn t interested she adores glee twilight and harry potter 1 and she hates public transit and libraries because they re really just too low class for her i e not white enough now her and i were talking about our sex lives because it was 7 at night and we had no customers for the past 2 hours so our conversation devolved into what s going on in our respective lives and from there into who was doing who when and where her husband was on a date that night with a nurse from a local hospital who had found him cute if not a bit socially awkward 2 this of course lead to her husband s taste in women which was different than hers yeah he just has horrible taste in women his first wife was one of those butch lesbians that was fatter than me and than like after he married me he dated this other lady who was just ugly his last girlfriend was black which i m still having to get over my own things about black people being ugly but regardless she wasn t the best looking person out there that was an actual quote from her and the scary thing is that the only other bi girl that watches glee twilight and harry potter thinks the same about black people and the only boy who watches all those same things thinks black people are weird and until last week thought all hispanics were mexicans and had never heard the word hispanic until i described myself using the word my work place is racisttopia really but i just needed to share this 1 yes i hate all three of these and it s not for stupid homophobic reasons okay 2 which he totally is btw i ve had to interact with him multiple times a dollar short march 28 2011 in uncategorized tags anti hispanic racism i see what you did thar kesha leave a comment i m the most colorful and most ghetto person at my work i m mostly non white and i grew up on the streets while all my co workers are german swedish or irish i shit you not for once in my life i m the non white of the group which is weird because i m usually the white fucker that talks the cops out of an aresst however that s not really the point here i work at a popular sandwich shop and most things are really customizable and all the employees try to get the lowest price and the best deals because we like our customers and hate our owner well there s one girl i work with whom i particularly dislike and she s a horrible racist on top of it her favorite thing to say to me is emilio don t think this includes your family but i really hate how lazy fucking mexicans and all those people from down there are i wish i was shitting you it s only made worse by the fact that we have a prominent hindi and hispanic customer base from the other local businesses and i work with her at least 3 days out of the week however a couple of days ago we had two men of latin or south american origin came in and since i wasn t paid to ask where they were from and i don t really care so long as i can understand them and they put money in the tip jar i didn t bother asking however my detested co worker decided that they were mexican i don t know how she came to that conclusion but again i don t like her so i m not going to ask they asked if they could put whatever they wanted on their sandwich and i said yes so long as we had it they laughed i joked and they ordered a ham and roast beef sandwich usually everyone rings that kind of sandwich up as a much cheaper turkey and ham sandwich because the production coasts are the same now being a militant vegan i don t really care for having to sell animal products but people are going to eat animal products one way or the other and if they have change to spare then i m getting a tip and that means i can pay rent for one more month win win really however my co worker we ll call her kesha from now on charged them for the most expensive sandwich we had which was a club sandwich i told her how to charge it and her response was there s no turkey on that kesha was the one who taught me how to charge for this particular sandwich because it made the customer happier she only charged for a more expensive sandwich because she knew she could get away with it she told me later that they probably wouldn t be able to figure out what she had charged them anyway because they spoke spanish to each other so it didn t matter to her again i m not exactly fond of her a little behind the times july 19 2010 in uncategorized tags hair update leave a comment so you may have noticed that i haven t posted in a while that s not because i don t have stories i get a new one everyday after all but my computer is broke capital b and all my computer was a gift because i am and always have been to poor to get one of my own i wouldn t be able to afford internet if it weren t for my bestfriend roommate having a job that pays slightly more than mine so yeah i m kinda screwed here and i m probably not going to have a lot of posts going up for a while for obvious reasons though just to give you a tidbit of subtle racism for the day i have yarn braids because they are the only way to braid my hair and even than we have to modify them because of how my hair is thin curly frizzy and flat all at the same time my best friends mother who is so white that she can t track back the time in which her family came to america pointed them out by grabbing hold of them and saying something along the lines of this why aren t you doing a peasant braid you would look pretty with them i didn t even know how to handle that so i just told her that my hair wouldn t be up to the job and that i didn t like the style seriously how do you handle your best friends mom saying that kind of shit straight to your face i still don t know subtle like an herbivore may 8 2010 in uncategorized tags anti hispanic racism i see what you did thar unkowingly racist leave a comment if you don t get the titles reference it means that basically herbivores are loud fuckers especially compared to those that think they re nomable on another note i ve been wanting to switch this blog over to stories of more subtle racism so that last post is probably going to be the last of a dieing breed of posts here on coloring outside the lines so i used to know this white guy who was about 15 years older than me i was 14 when i met him and we got along fine mostly because i used him to get out of walking while spic and he was one of those white boys that wanted to look thug not the best arrangement but it worked for us at the time we ll call him ben at the time i was working as a server at a vietnamese restaurant in the little saigon area of our city usually afterwords i would hang out with my actual friends however a few times i would go out with ben because everyone else had plans and for other reasons that aren t really important to this post he lived up in the rich part of the city on whitey mccracker street okay not really but it was the very rich very white part of town and we always went to his part of town if we were hanging out on our own because he was rich he also liked showing it off and would often take me shopping for no reason though luckily he didn t really try to buy me anything after the first time where i tossed all the frivolous shit he gave me if it can t be practical it gets tossed away or it satisfies my pyromaniac tendencies and need for bright shiny fires however that didn t stop him from shopping for himself and picking up useful things for me usually he didn t shop in places that were cheap enough for non whites to shop in however every rich neighborhood has at least two token non whites usually an asian and a black one time he had taken me to some rather trendy and expensive store claiming he needed a new pair of shoes really it was just an excuse for him to get a 200 pair of nikes to go with the insanly expensive jeans he had that made him look like he had something sagging them down i still don t understand how those pants have been in style for almost 15 years now they re not useful and they look ugly as sin but whatever on that day there was a hispanic kid in the store who obviously wasn t rich but he wasn t poor either he d probably had to save for a few months but he could afford to get the shoes legally and there was no doubt about that ben picked up the shoes he wanted after about 30 minutes of of staring at the exact same designs just with different brands and price tags when we went up to the register the hispanic kid had just pulled out his credit card it wasn t signed on the back though and the cashier refused to accept it without an i d the kid was obviously embarrassed and mumbled an apology as he went about searching for his i d the whole spectacle was only about a minute in total and when the kid left the cashier barely told him to have a good day not something i could get away with at my job when ben came up though the cashier apologized for the inconvenience and took his unsigned card without any problems he wasn t even asked to sign for it like the hispanic kid was ben was dressed in better clothes than the kid however ben also had a very obviously poor tag along that looked like they could be his male prostitute from rentboy or some shit like that over all ben looked like one of the guys i often served who i knew wouldn t tip because they were rich and had hired a girl so as to have the girlfriend experience with so they felt entitled to not have to pay attention to others or common decency if it wasn t for it being too low brow for his type ben would be more likely to steal from the store but the cashier asked the kid instead of ben and than we left the store and didn t say anything about it because ben didn t think it was odd at all and i was just so horribly uncomfortable with what had happened especially since everyone else seemed to be fine with it and i wasn t and people wonder why i m paranoid about being caught in the rich part of town where s the token may 8 2010 in uncategorized tags anti korean racism anti vietnamese racism non white racists leave a comment okay so i have a friend who s a normal west coast boy however his parents are korean immigrants and he grew up in the korean and vietnamese area of our state he can speak korean and english however he has about as much interest in the history of his parents homeland as most kids do nowadays and he prefers pizza over tofu and vegetables so yeah he s not exactly a korean purist just of korean decent also his name is bae anyway my mother was friends with the only black guy in her mormon church 1 this guy was a veteran from the vietnam war and was a racist ass mother fucker my mother excused this by saying that he knew the difference between vietnamese people and other people of oriental decent she was wrong since he often got japanese and chinese people confused and when he didn t he would still use words like jap and other such things i however adored his wife who was always a bit put off by his racism but since they were very old and mormon she didn t say anything the guy and his wife jack and lindsey from now on often babysat me when my older half brother was at school and my mother was at work my brother tried not to be busy when i was at home because my mother brought home some really unsavory people so it wasn t often that they came around and when they did it was usually on really short notice when plans had been canceled of something so me and bae were six my brother was in an after school band class at the time trying to fit in with at least one group in his highschool that wasn t just labeled freshmen and we were at my house alone doing things that six year olds do mostly we were drawing and coloring in the huge amount of coloring books i had since these were the days of pay by minute internet here so a couple of kids weren t going to be using it for their leisure time that and i ve always loved coloring books and they kept my markers away from the walls until i was a teenager that s when jack and lindsey show up saying my mother had called them most of the 2 hours went by fine and than my older half brother came home jack pulled my brother in to the kitchen so that they could talk bae and i were curious children so i distracted lindsey and bae went to eavesdrop however the sneakiness of a six year old is usually overestimated and bae got caught my half brother shooed bae back towards me and lindsey and told us to behave before he could get back in to the kitchen though jack started talking loudly about how bae was a gook that was as sneaky as his buckethead parents my older half brother who was a pacifist buddhist told him to leave before he became violent in front of the children and told his wife that she could come over but not her husband she apologized and they both left it wasn t until the next year when we told bae s mother what had happened that we actually found out what all that meant since my brother could bring himself to say it and explain it after that i spent my time at bae s home though i had to see jack every sunday until i got old enough to skip the whole affair he stayed a racist even after he died since his eulogy actually mentioned something derogatory about the vietnamese 1 true fact there are very few churches as white as the mormon churches and they re just as much killjoys the lsd church really needs to get some fucking brazilians in its organization maybe it will chill them out a bit a lighter shade of brown april 24 2010 in uncategorized tags anti hispanic racism jena odd moments unkowingly racist work 2 comments yes i do have some west coast pride leave me lone kay 1 so i ve mentioned that i m only half mexican right well the other half is about 1 6 to 1 4 cherokee depending on if i believe my grandpa about how my great grandmother had kids with only her 1st and second husbands of i believe my great aunt about how my great grandmother got around and my great grandpa was a dud i m going with 1 6 just to be safe the rest of me is made of blood so 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