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non dairy creamer contains milk home about the pronouns about the pangolin my ocs looking for my johnlock fics i m taking prompts prompt me archive mobile rss text december 14 2018 59 notes this is my last post my blog is backed up now thanks to tokyotheglaive so i won t be adding any more to it i ll keep checking my dash for a few days probably but i plan to log out on the 16th at the latest and then not come back as ever i have a twitter and an gmail address but the best place to find me will be dreamwidth or discord video december 14 2018 26 011 notes ibmblr coping with humans we ve all been curious about robots and artificial intelligence it s in our favorite sci fi movies and childhood cartoons but watson isn t some work of fiction he s science fact he s actually here and he s working with real humans he s a cognitive system that can understand reason and learn as for these other bots well they re still adjusting tags carrie fisher robots my h e a r t text december 14 2018 i think xel might be hesitant to describe herself as trans for the same reasons i am hesitant to describe her as trans but look in any human au anyone ever creates if xel is not a trans woman the creator of that human au is wrong tags vegetarian dragon and trans robot princess all your faves are trans this post assumes that xel is one day popular enough to have fanworks and aus this does not seem likely and yet just in case let s have it on the record human au xel is a trans woman text december 14 2018 i m writing a scene using ze hir for the first time and it s the hardest fucking thing i keep slipping into they or she i think cecil just really wants to be she for this but a i really wanted cecil in a skirt and b i am so tired of canonically male characters only ever having the genders while wearing skirts i would really like to divorce skirts from she pronouns for i want to specify the purposes of this story i cannot and will not presume to tell others how their pronouns and expression should or shouldn t be linked not entirely they shouldn t be mutually exclusive any more than one should guarantee the other i just i just really want to drive home the point that cecil s pronouns and gender expression aren t necessarily linked and the way to do that is not by pairing up she and skirts in the first thing i write that i might actually post on the other hand i m sitting here interrogating why this particular cecil at this particular moment wants to be she this particular cecil and this particular moment both being the product of my own brain and my own brain having been drenched in lessons i m now trying to unlearn it seems reasonable to assume that there s some gross shit underlying that particular inclination but the thing is that i can t see any reason why this particular cecil wants to be she for this particular moment tags wtnv writing writing is hard i will fight you for nonbinary cecil fun fact i no longer have any idea what story i was writing here text december 14 2018 223 536 notes suburbanstresszits a romantic comedy where a girl meets a guy and really likes him then later on meets a girl she also likes and she is tearing herself up trying to choose between the two only to find out in the end that they were the same genderfluid person from the point of view of the genderfluid person she meets this girl and really likes her and then he bumps into her again later and she s all flirting with him which he thinks is great because when she met her the first time she was totally flirting and the girl now is being super considerate and not even mentioning the whole weren t you a girl the last time i saw you thing which wow never happens and she even asked for his name and doesn t slip up with his pronouns not once not ever and after those first two meetings this girl does not ever mess up with pronouns or the proper name but she keeps getting increasingly stressed out so one day she s all i ve been seeing this girl and he is kind of heartbroken and she s all i don t know what to do and he s like well look i have been wearing this damn binder for sixteen hours imma go take it off and we can talk and he takes off his subtly heeled shoes too because yeah he s used to it by now but even a little heel hurts after sixteen hours and wipes off his masculizing makeup because that s just good for his skin and he goes back in and the girl is like whoa whaaaaaaat and he says i thought you knew wait were you feeling guilty about seeing me on the side via bendingsignpost tags fic inspiration adison quinn hayes text december 14 2018 bartlet s talking about the food being served at abby s birthday party s3e15 dead irish writers timestamp 4 00 and he mentions a willamette valley pinot noir but he says it willa met with the emphasis on the first syllable it s will ammit with the emphasis on the middle syllable ammit to rhyme with dammit i grew up there i live there the willamette valley is my home i mean unless there s a willa met valley somewhere full of vineyards but since i live ten minutes away from a winery named after my old elementary school and also about fifteen other vineyards imma guess he meant willamette that explains why i never noticed before he was talking about oregon orragin not oh ree gone tags they actually usually pronounce oregon correctly on this show the west wing text december 14 2018 who knows whose idea it is first maybe cecil tossing it out there like a joke like of course nothing anybody is actually going to want that would be horrible wouldn t it and earl laughs along because what a terrible thing he would never do that and neither one notices how thin carlos laughter is or how his eyes have gone wide the discussion moves on but he s stuck on this idea and it s been so thoroughly shut down that he doesn t know how to bring it up as a real possibility keep reading tags i will fight you for nonbinary cecil all carloses are trans carloses aromantic carlos still queueing old drafts junk tag negotiation cecearlos bdsm wtnv earl harlan quote december 14 2018 236 notes you do not have to be good you do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves tell me about despair yours and i will tell you mine meanwhile the world goes on meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain are moving across the landscapes over the prairies and the deep trees the mountains and the rivers meanwhile the wild geese high in the clean blue air are heading home again whoever you are no matter how lonely the world offers itself to your imagination calls to you like the wild geese harsh and exciting over and over announcing your place in the family of things mary oliver via words and coffee wild geese from the book dream work 1986 teaforlupin 3 via jumperbisexual via jumperbisexual deactivated20160 tags poetry text december 14 2018 256 583 notes vassraptor regurgitation imminent therainingkiwi acertainmaybe a dreaming equestrian no more vampires who correct history books more vampires who don t remember more vampires saying i don t fucking know man google it more vampires not remembering important historical figures more vampires not recalling centuries worth of history more vampires saying that was at least 300 years ago how the fuck could i remember that detail more vampires whose brains work like human brains more vampires who 300 years later can t remember what was the truth and what was the lie they told to get out of trouble more vampires who are like i don t know man i spent most of that decade in an opium den more vampires who weren t paying attention because they didn t think it would be important more vampires who don t know because there was lot of conflicting gossip and they don t want to point any fingers more vampires who are just bad at dates back in 1620 or was it 1645 wait what year is it now more vampires who were on a totally different continent when it happened so get off their back and stop asking them questions already yes to all of this but also consider vampires who only remember the most trivial stuff oh yeah the only thing i remember about the american revolution was this nice candlemaker i met sometime and she was wearing this really cute red shawl uhhh i don t remember much about the fall of rome but there was this one fucking cobblestone right outside the coliseum is that what we re doing in rome after 2000 years of holding grudge against that toe stubber goddamn right we travelled here to make sure it s gone i m sorry man my memory really sucks did you just via moniquill tags fic inspiration vampires text december 14 2018 511 notes ability is complicated realsocialskills most people have some ability to improve some of their physical or cognitive skills the limits on this are different for different people sometimes trying hard over a long period of time makes things possible sometimes it doesn t sometimes all it takes to be able to do something is to be willing for instance people who have unusual speech eg a cp accent are often ignored most people who aren t listening could decide to listen often willingness to slow down and listen is all it takes not everyone can do this there s no shame in being unable sometimes disability is like that the problem is that a lot of people who could understand relatively easily or could learn how don t bother to listen sometimes gaining the ability to do something takes significant effort over a sustained period of time for instance most people could not decide to wake up tomorrow and run a marathon no matter how willing or determined they were they would fail because it s not an ability you can gain overnight many people can get the ability to run a marathon by training over time most people who can run at all can get better at running up to a point whether or not they ever gain the ability to run a marathon getting better at running takes a lot of disciplined effort over time people don t just decide to run fast they practice and keep pushing themselves until they get better at it another aspect of running ability there is a limit and the limit is different for everyone discipline and effort only take you so far very few people will ever be able to run as well as olympic runners no matter how much work they put into trying bodies have absolutel limitations and they can t be overcome by sheer force of will on the other side of things flying no one can flap their arms and fly because it is physically impossible no amount of determination or disciplined effort will make it possible for a human being to fly by flapping their arms it s not always obvious which category something falls into even for nondisabled people sometimes limits are predictable sometimes you can t tell until you try sometimes things that feel impossible turn out to actually be easy once you try and vice versa sometimes things that feel intuitively like they should be easy turn out to be impossible sometimes things that feel impossible at first become possible with sustained effort over time sometimes they stay impossible sometimes the effort they take turns out not to be worth it ability is complicated and can be unpredictable for everyone it s often even more confusing for disabled people for a number of reasons for many disabled people walking is like flying flat out physically impossible not happening for some people it s like running a marathon possible but may or may not be worth the amount of time and effort it requires for some people it s similar to a failed attempt to become an olympic athlete some progress towards the goal is possible but it s still not achievable it s not always at all obvious which category something is in and that s true of a lot of skills in a lot of disability categories including cognitive skills in addition honest discussion of what you can and can t do is often taboo for disabled people we re often expected to say that we re just like everyone else even when we re obviously not we re often expected to believe that we can do anything if we try hard enough even when it s obviously not true we re often prevented from trying anything hard that we might fail at in a misguided attempt to spare us frustration and the pain of noticing our limitations all of this can make self assessment even harder ability is complicated most people can improve some of their physical emotional or cognitive skills willingness makes some things possible sustained effort over time makes other things possible some things stay impossible no matter how hard you try sometimes it is clear which category something falls into often it is not this is even more complicated for people with disabilities research and rules of thumb developed by experience with nondisabled people can give misleading results no one can do everything and that s ok most people make mistakes about what they can and can t do and that s ok too via araneamagica next about pangolin armadillo pronouns ve him ver vers ve them ver vers please don t use he his they their theirs acceptable if you must you ll see me use it on myself at times don t you dare other words that describe me queer ace kinky angry expect to see welcome to night vale robot family steven universe hamilton gender shit personal shit and personal gender shit don t follow interact if terf swerf or ace exclusionist fascists aren t welcome here if your policy on shipping is anything but ship and let ship i already hate and am exhausted by you if you can t correctly define and identify pedophilia you aren t welcome here my ao3 powered by tumblr minimal theme designed by artur kim