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rie light prairie light i will turn your darkness into light before you and make the rough places smooth isaiah 42 10 sunday december 08 2019 advent word day 8 worthy our culture tends to equate worth with the outward trappings of some kind of success net worth doing worthwhile activities over the realization that we are all by our very being beloved of god and therefore have worth as humans we tend to want to know where we stand in relation to others again those external meansures of worth are one of the ways we line ourselves up against one another i m better at i have more better of i m not for jesus every person mattered he was as willing to attend to to heal to feed the ones who were seen as the least in value how do we let go of this both in ouselves and the way we look at others how do we allow deep into our souls and psyches this sure sense of the value of every single person adventword posted by revdrkate at 8 28 pm no comments saturday december 07 2019 advent word day 7 unity oh my this small word elicited a big sigh this morning as the meditation pointed out unity requires reconciliation which in turn requires radical openness and listening and vulnerability it requires that especially from those of us who have power and privilege sadly i am not hopeful about that in these contentious times it seems that instead of listening to one another the sides seem to want to out talk and out shout one another to prove their point i can t even stand to watch the news any more as it seems every day there is another example of mean spirited self focused hateful nonsense and it feels like we are slipping farther and farther from the kingdom of god envisioned and preached by jesus this is a hard part of advent this slowing down this really seeing things as they are john the baptist was unequivocal in his demands that his followers repent and change their ways our prophets call for the same especially from those of us who claim to follow jesus will we hear them and what will be our answer posted by revdrkate at 7 05 pm no comments friday december 06 2019 advent word day 6 house when i first saw today s word i read it as house the noun as in the place you live or go up to the lord s in the scriptural sense but then as i sat with it the word started to morph in my mind to the verb house as in to provide a living space for make room for this in turn made me think about the nativity story where there is no place to house joseph and the very pregnant mary as well as all of those in our day who for whatever reason are not housed it s easy for most of us to not attend to the fact of the numbers of people for whom homelessness is the norm either temporarily or permanently we can move past them in the busyness of our lives and not even see them but in advent we are asked to slow down to see things as they are and when the state of things is not as it should be we are commended to repent to stop to turn and go another way while perhaps we can t literally provide space for someone what is our part in making a way for there to be a place a home to house even a small percentage of those who lack adequate safe and affordable housing posted by revdrkate at 6 07 pm no comments thursday december 05 2019 advent words day 5 raise as i reflect on today s word the thing that occurs to me is that anything we might raise as in grow cultivate or as the meditation mentioned make stronger better or more noticeable requires work and effort as well as a certain amount of faith and willingness to risk i think about raising crops prepare the soil plant the seed provide the water and nutrients prevent or eliminate the weeds and pests that might threaten the crop all a lot of work and even so crops fail nature comes along and throws a curve hail a windstorm a drought and all the efforts toward raising that crop can be thwarted or raising a child we do everything in our power to protect them and to nurture their bodies minds and spirits we hope we pray we worry as we raise them and far beyond into their adult lives we know that there are things that can happen that are out of our control but we work hard and hold faith crops and kids and anything else we might wish to raise or raise up require our best efforts and also an ability to let go at some point when we have done our part we have to let go we ve heard the story about the person who kept digging up their carrots to see how they were growing and ended up without a crop and many of us know people who could not let go of the raising of their children enough to let them try things and perhaps fail and in doing so prevented them from blossoming into their fullest selves work effort faith trust and letting go all good practices for advent and beyond posted by revdrkate at 8 12 pm no comments wednesday december 04 2019 advent words day 4 humble i had my annual one on one reflection and goal setting meeting with the founder and owner or our practice this week one of the questions on my self reflection questionnaire asked me to rate my level of humility and vulnerability in the practice group my response was that it had been a big opportunity for me to do this particular spiritual practice this year i am new to this place these people there is a new computer system for me to learn new protocols for how to document and bill my patient visits i moved from a corporate healthcare setting where i was an employee who knew the ropes the written and unwritten rules how to act and interact to a small integrative healthcare practice that is operated on a collective model the culture is very different as are the rules and expectations as in all settings some of those are stated and obvious and some are more subtle i joined the practice the same week we moved into our new larger and at that time not quite finished space the leadership team and my peers were all just a little stretched and tense there was a lot going on and in the midst of this was me the new kid who did not even know what i did not know trying to navigate all the newness and feelings of incompetence i had to ask questions a lot of questions i had to ask for help and i had to ask it of people whom i knew were very busy with a lot of important stuff to say it was humbling was an understatement in the midst of all of this change i have also had to adjust from being the primary breadwinner in my house while my husband was a full time student to being a person who made exactly no income for several months i was amazed by the power of my beliefs about my value being related to whether or not i was the one who needed and took from the pot instead of being the one who put in i was amazed by how vulnerable and humble this felt not for any good or real reasons as i was reminded often by my spouse that we are a team here but simply because i had to deal with my value being simply in who i was not what i did so some of my most comfortable and reliable identity markers that i am productive and independent and competent all were challenged at the same time it required humility in the sense of truth neither overvaluing or undervaluing my worth and vulnerability in being able to admit that i did not know did not have could not contribute in the same way that i was used to and comfortable with in the end not a bad practice i am as we all are beloved of god our value and worth lies in our very being nothing more nothing less posted by revdrkate at 5 01 pm no comments tuesday december 03 2019 advent 2019 words for reflecting as i thought about advent this year i really wanted to find a way to observe it in every sense of the word to be curious and quiet and reflective to take time to stop and really see what this time of waiting and expectation is about i knew i wanted to put my thoughts in writing but i felt like i needed some kind of a framework then the advent words showed up and i knew immediately that this was the perfect prompt for my reflections wooden stars and a little tree provided another piece of the how of this my plan is to write on the word every day and when each set of four is complete to hang the star on the tree the final piece is to put it all up on my long neglected blog and to share it as others are doing because the plan has been brewing and life has been busy i m a little late to the party so days 1 3 are all arriving at once day 1 word unexpected the unexpected tends to make me anxious i want a plan some warning i want to be in control and yet unexpected things can be wonderful and fun spontaneous and in the moment gifts that bring wonderful things that all my planning could not create i think about a wonderful find of something beautiful in nature that perfect gift that i wasn t planning on getting but it was just too good to pass up something my granddaughter does or says that could not have been anticipated t here is a fine line between anxious and excited maybe a good practice for me would be to see if i can find the latter in the unexpected events and moments in my days this advent our priest talked in his advent 1 sermon about the now and not yet of being christian especially notable in this season another reading held up mindfullness and anticipation it occurs to me that those two are really the same mindfulness of this moment this now right there in the cupped hands with anticipation the not yet noticing god at work in the world can only happen if i am present in and to the world and yet there is also the tension that this is not all is not complete jesus is still coming god s kingdom is still coming can i be present to the whole of it the here and now and the not yet without getting so anxious i bolt on the former and foreclose on the latter day 2 word visit the mediation this morning talked about being ready for the unexpected visit noting that in the middle east visitors don t call ahead but just come and that because of this custom there is always a space and provisions ready just assuming that indeed they will come i think about how we tend to live in our space not necessarily always ready for a visit but scrambling if we know someone is coming to straighten up and get something together to offer this applies to more than just a visit from an actual guest but also to all those unexpected things that throw me into a spin i wonder how it would be to live in the trust and expectation that the guests might just come and they might be rumi s guests at the guesthouse sweeping me out and preparing me for some new thing to always be ready in healthy anticipation and curiosity to be prepared but not in a rigid or controlling kind of way but with a kind of fluid grace based in trust that holds me both to a standard of living as if the guest arrives soon or treating myself as the guest and relaxing into the expected unexpected day 3 word time the reflection this morning made mention of time slipping into the future which of course gave me a steve miller earworm time however rather than slipping slipping slipping into the future seems more to be racing i remember my mother telling me that the older you get the faster it goes at the time of course i thought that was just another one of those things that grown ups say it turned out however that as in so many other things she was right about this one too i m reminded by this daily as i do my morning and evening routines didn t i just do this like minutes ago is often the thought in my head nope not minutes but hours twenty four of them where did they go and how is another whole day later already all those hours gone and how did i spend them some of course were productive i went to work and did try to be truly present there time was spent as it is every day doing those required tasks of life like laundry cleaning tending to the cat preparing eating and clearing up from meals personal care and tending all routines that i can and do perform mindlessly most of the time and then there is the truly mindless time mostly spent meandering around the rabbit trails of social media and the interwebs so much time there some days that could truly be used in better ways so much of that time slips away without my awareness without my intent much of the time i seem to behave there as if time is infinite and i can squander it in mindless pursuits without consequence as truly i would like to believe who ever wants to think about the alternative especially the reality that more of my life is gone than is yet to come the fact that there will be an end to time as i know it in this life i could get caught in anxiety about what is to come i could get lost in regret about wasted time and chances but that just uses up more time the important thing i need to remember that the only time i really have is now this is the day the time that matters posted by revdrkate at 7 52 pm no comments monday february 06 2017 sermon for february 5 2017 salt and light if today s gospel reading had a title it could be called the sermon on the mount beatitudes continued it is literally the continuation of the teaching from last week there is no pause no new chapter heading it simply continues jesus teaching his disciples and us about who they are and are to be as his followers as we heard last week the essence of his message to the disciples was not to present instruction on how to obtain god s blessing as much as it was to remind them and us that we are already blessed by god and as such called to be poor in spirit relying on god to be people who hunger and thirst for righteousness longing for the peace and justice of god s world to come on this earth who are merciful to others pure in heart being ethical authentic and congruent in dealings with others to be peacemakers and to be willing to act on our convictions no matter the cost so in today s gospel this call to know and manifest our identity as followers of jesus continues you are salt and light he says not as some kind of after market add on but as part of our very being and essential nature created in god s image a nature shared with jesus who is defined as the light of the world and the light the darkness cannot extinguish why salt and light well first the obvious salt flavors things even sweet things are better with a pinch of salt it was the secret of my mother s fabulous fudge not to even think about salted carmel and we all know that not having some salt on food can leave it tasting kind of bland and flat and light of course illuminates think about a time when you have been in that complete dark we rarely experience in our urban lives maybe at camp or out in the country at night we know that it is very dark and in that situation it can be hard see the way forward or to navigate around obstacles in our path it s easy to trip and fall in addition to these obvious qualities salt and light both have another interesting quality they purify and preserve things and they both do it by acting as change agents on the substance and fundamentally altering the environments so that the har...