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end polly in md had our dinner delivered to our front door step she simply googled restaurants in our area and made an exceptional choice lasagna chicken and brocolli alfredo garlic rolls tiramsu and what gene dubbed as the best thing since applie pie key lime cheese cake wasn t that the sweetest thing ever i could just slap myself silly for not getting pictures of all these scruptious meals my dear sweet friend gail up in eustis fl was sitting there trying to figure out how she could get a homecooked meal to gene and i when it dawned on her that her son and his family lived right here in davie so she called her daughter in law and asked her to cook us a meal i couldn t have been happier cuz not only was the meal absolutely outstanding gail s chicken n rice but i got to spend some quality time with carol and her precious sadie i cannot tell you how good all this food was so much so i have to confess to eating lots of it for not only supper but for breakfast as well thank you all sooooooooo very much thank you for making this journey we have found ourselves on an awful lot easier may god bless you each and everyone with an abundance of goodness all the days of your life on the health front i m afraid i ve been grouchy yes it s true lol dr levy has had to asspirate and asspirate and asspirate this left tata till both it and i are blue and can you believe that it s the first time he s had this happen doesn t surprise me one little bit lol the low grade fever has been relentless because of that fluid buildup but i am soooooo happy to say that i think it s gone here i sit with no fever whatsoever and it makes me happy enough to consider dancing in the street nekkid he told me on monday that it was gonna take a good 6 to 8 weeks to get over this surgery and as much as i like that dear sweet man i came very close to slapping him silly dang why in the world didn t he tell me this up front perhaps he knew i d run away the under arm situation is about to get on my last nerve but i will continue to do my best to just deal with it i did go see the new oncologist last week dr k and although i liked him an awful lot i wasn t overly fond of his offices or his staff i don t know how to describe it other than the fact that it gave me a bad feeling we actually spent 1 2 our time debating a mastectomy he kept saying he thought i needed one and couldn t understand why i would wanna keep a diseased breast i kept asking him to give me a good reason for putting myself through surgery again also could he promise me if i let him remove this thing that i ve been toting around for 55 years now could he assure me the cancer would not come back well of course the answer was a big flat no well i m happy to report that he called me the very next morning he said he had spent the evening researching and he could not find any data to support the need for me to have a mastectomy right now halleluya and praise the lord not only was that good news but it was sooooooo refreshing to hear a doctor admit he was wrong dr k did some labwork and i m happy to report that there is no tumor activity in my body right now gene and i were elated to hear that he also had the pathologists re run the her2 under the fish method in hopes of getting it to change to a positive getting a positive could have changed my treatment options it wasn t meant to be tho cuz it still came back negative so i m still a triple on that front i ve got another appoinment with a 2nd oncologist here in davie tomorrow she s a lady but i m afraid i can t pronounce her name to save my life she s been specializing in ovarian and breast cancers for over 20 years and i am anxious to meet her convenience is certainly a factor and i swear you can t get any more convenient than she is besides treatment for the triple negative is across the board all over the country so i imagine i ll do ok with whoever i choose after i meet with her i go back to see dr levy i imagine he ll have to aspirate again but i m ok with that especially since the fever is now history well i think that about catch s me up i ll be back very soon to share oodles of more kindnesses that we ve received ohhhh but before i go i must say thank you for all the kind comments you gals have been leaving i soooooooooo appreciate your love your support and your prayers i am truly blessed do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit but with humility of mind let each of you regard one another as more important than himself do not merely look out for your own personal interests but also for the interest of others have this attitude in yourself which was also in christ jesus who although he existed in the form of god did not regard equality with god a thing to be grasped but emptied himself taking the form of a bond servant and being made in the likeness of man philippians 2 3 7 posted by jan at 9 35 am 7 comments sunday august 1 2010 pathology talk about a confusing bunch of papers these pathology reports are like hyrogliphics is that a real word anyway i got my final report on thursday and i spent hours and hours trying to decipher it all all i can say is thank you lord for google and for breastcancer org it all makes my heart hurt for the gals who didn t have these things at the tip of their fingers not so long ago so the internet gets a check for being one of the good things in this situation i ve found myself in you re probably wondering why that sweet kind and wonderful dr levy didn t decipher it all for me i was actually wondering the same thing and i think it s due to the fact that he knows it s time for the oncologist to take over he s also been focusing all of his intention on this infection that won t go away it s still a mystery too but it did make him make the decision to remove the drain tubes and i m so very happy to report that i didn t feel a thing he also removed the staples which went just as smoothly boy did i ever thank our heavenly father for all of that he decided to change my antibiotics which i thought was doing the trick saturday during the day but i ll be a son of a gun if the fever didn t start back up again last night it s starting to piss me off now lol anyway it appears that i have triple negative invasive ductal carcinoma with lobular features and dr levy feels we are dealing with a stage iii that s the one thing he said on thursday quite a change from that first pathology report from the biopsy dr levy s office unfortunately confirmed the accuracy of this on friday the triple negative means that there are no hormone receptors and it therefore will not respond to the hormonal therapies available to most breast cancer patients today it also means that it is more aggressive and the prognosis is not as good it apparently represents only 15 of the breast cancers today and i m guessing it means i m in for some chemotherapy the good news though is that they have found that it responds very well to the chemo i meet my new oncologists tomorrow at 3 00 and i don t think i ve ever looked forward to seeing a doctor so much in my entire life i am sooooooooo anxious to find out where i go from here to find out what s in store to find out when i might get my normal little life back thank you all sooooooooo very much for your prayers i can t tell you how much we appreciate them oh and i m happy to report that i sewed one hexie i didn t think you d wanna see a picture of that one lone soldier lol but it sure means there s hope yet but blessed is the man who trusts in the lord whose confidence is in him he will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream it does not fear when heat comes its leaves are always green it has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit jeremiah 17 7 8 posted by jan at 3 43 pm 8 comments tuesday july 27 2010 a quick little update i am learning rather quickly that this is gonna be one heck of a journey but i am also learning rather quickly that there is so much good along with it the good being the love that so many wonderful people have surrounded us with i am actually sitting here shaking my head in total disbelief as so much love continues to come our way each and every day i feel certain that i will remain in awe all the days of my life and without a doubt i will be forever grateful for everyone s love and prayers you are truly the sunshine admist the dark clouds you are truly the strength that god has given us you are truly wonderful you are the kind of people that god intended for us all to be you are loved by me and gene more than you ll ever know i look so forward to the day when we get back to the real subject of this blog that being quilting in davie it s been quite a while since i lifted a needle but i hope to rectify that in the very near future i must remember that it is what keeps me sane so i am vowing to return to doing what i love so much in the very near future in the meantime i m still talking cancer cuz it has a tendency to consume your life i think the thing that is effecting me the most is the number of people who face this evil disease each and every day my heart aches for each and everyone of them and for all of those they love i pray that cancer patients everywhere are surrounded with the love we are surrounded with cuz it truly warms your heart and makes such a tremendous difference i went to see my sweet wonderful dr levy on monday and i was sooooooooo excited cuz natalie his wonderful office gal told me he was gonna remove these nasty drains i ll admit the thought of pulling em out had me shaking in my boots but i was soooooooo willing to endure that misery just to be free from them unfortunately those mean little creatures are still in cuz they re entirely too active still i m hoping they slow down soon cuz they are very close to getting on my last nerve lol he also wanted to remove every other staple which also was making me a bit nervous but that didn t happen either cuz i went and got some sort of infection fever achy all over kind of stuff so basically i arrived home in the same shape i left in lol with the addition of antibiotics which don t seem to be working just yet the biggest news is the initial pathology report which states metastatic carcinoma involving three of six lymph nodes not the bestest news and not what we wanted to hear but it is what it is so now we just deal with it accordingly it definitely could have been much worse he ll be referring me to an oncologists in the very near future after the remainder of patholgy is back and i just pray pray pray that the oncologists is as wonderful as dr levy is well that about catches us up until next time wishing each and everyone many blessings may the grace of the lord jesus christ and the love of god and the fellowship of the holy spirit be with you all 2 corinthians 13 14 posted by jan at 7 14 pm 6 comments saturday july 24 2010 with sincere gratitude please forgive me for taking so long to say thank you for all the love prayers and kindness that you have sent our way i am so far behind in visiting everyone s blogs behind in answering e mails behind in just about everything actually but my heart has felt so much love from so many and i will be forever grateful for that things have been moving at the speed of lightening and my mind can t seem to keep up my body is lagging behind somewhat as well and i haven t a clue where all the days have gone a monsterous whirlwind to say the least medical test after medical test and i am sooooooooo not a medical person heck i don t even like to drive by a doctor s office they all give me the heebie jeebies i don t have much choice in the matter right now though so i m trying really hard to do what i have to do the nuclear breast scan showed multiple tumors 5 to 6 of em but fortunately they were all clustered fairly close together so dr levy who continues to be absolutely wonderful still wanted to try the lumpectomy which was done on wednesday other scans showed enhancement of the axillary nodes so i knew going into the surgery that an axillary dissection was a possibility he did a procedure before surgery to locate the sentinel node so he could remove it in the or and omg i wouldn t wish that procedure on my worse enemy i shall spare you the gory details lol he then removed the sentinel node and it was tested by an on site pathologist it unfortunately came back positive so the axillary dissection did take place i had already read enough to know that it wouldn t be pleasant and boy oh boy not pleasant is an understatement we are currently sitting on pins and needles waiting on the pathology report of those axillary nodes cuz it will be a biggie in determining what s next we re also quite anxious to know if he was able to get clear margins the good news on that front is he really thinks he did once they got the pain under control the day of surgery was definitely the best so far cuz i was flying high in the sky from all the meds and i was actually enjoying myself so much so my dear sister told me to quit laughing she was afraid i was gonna bust open my stitches lol i don t think she needs to worry about that now though cuz the last couple of days have proven to be a bit on the difficult side i know that s to be expected but i am soooooooooo ready to get to the other side i want to get back to taking care of my honey playing with our sweetie pie dolly and queeelting the chores well not so much lol hopefully i ll be back soon with some good news from the pathology report until then please know that all of you have filled my heart with an abundance of sunshine wishing many blessings for you all cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you 1 peter 5 7 posted by jan at 3 40 pm 3 comments friday july 9 2010 lawdy daisy it s always something and ain t it the truth on that it s always something i imagine it s a statement that s been spoken millions of times through the years and it s also the title to gilda radner s book have y all read it i highly recommend it but then again i m a real sucker for true stories and true movies knowing that it s real life makes it very appealing to me it s been a couple of weeks since i ve blogged been experiencing some of those it s always something days which has been occupying my mind entirely too much and it unfortunately will probably continue to do so unless i can manage to bring the thought process under control i don t normally spend too much time discussing personal matters here in blogville i m kind of an introvert where those issues are concerned the way things have been going over the past few years though i think it s quite possible i could write a book now the most recent oh lawdy daisy it s always something is a diagnosis a diagnosis of breast cancer for yours truly invasive lobular carcinoma to be exact on the left side i never dreamed i would be inducted into the pink ribbon hall of fame but it appears that i ve joined the thousands and thousands 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