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skip to sidebar sunday june 21 2009 reporting in so yesterday was kind of the rushy kind of day cause i totally forgot it s the 4th week and what does that mean the 2nd bi weekly report i woke up around 2pm and started freaking out these 2 weeks was seriously the most boring weeks ever all i do was drive to work sit wait for lunch sit wait for the time to go back drive home and sit again yeah that was i do almost everyday for the past 2 weeks and guess how long my bi weekly report was 3 pages dude yeah 2 weeks of nothing ness and 3 pages of crap even the first bi weekly report has only 2 pages and that week was the most hectic week ever i just type some similar i m repeating i even asked ms clare if that s the correct way to write the report because i wrote it as if i m writing my blog expressing feelings and stuff like that let me print screen one part and let you guys have a look putting my free time to good use huh lol limit my creativity and knowledge lol yeah tell me about it i don t mean literally seriously one of my friend took it literally and told me about it no offence but there s another meaning but hey i m really putting my free time to good use as least i m not wasting my time or anything right yeah my previous post is just something i did for just a few hours and it doesn t make any sense so yesterday i spent some time creating an intro for my blog i know my blog is old but it s just a thought i don t know what to do anymore and i really want to try out a lot of stuff in after effects the 25 second animation which was later prolonged to 45 second by slowing down the speed to give a better enviromental feel took me almost a day to finish because i was a noob i don t know anything about editing anything about files anything about ae and got stuck there for some unknown reason cries i just finished everything from the vfx to the sfx and oh yeah my windows movie maker died on me now i can t compress my god damn 200mb 25 seconds file i m using some other alternative in premiere pro i don t think it can be fixed unless i reformat my computer oh god i m lazy to reformat my computer and i was kinda pissed of with after effects today because everytime i want to render my animation it stopped responding pissed off probably i ll just dual boot to xp and work there maybe soon so i ll just end my blog with my intro to the blog woah who ends with an intro doesn t intro always come first hahaha and the person is me hey do comment ya your constructive comments are much appreciated posted by jay jay at 3 42 pm 1 comment friday june 19 2009 free time after effect just something i d learned during my freetime in the office came back from work adapt all the knowledge i had gained and tada lol lame post posted by jay jay at 12 56 am 1 comment sunday may 31 2009 relay for life 09 and internship so i was in relay for life 09 event last night because i was one of the crews there which was supposedly the graphic designer but ended up being some worker around there okay i wasn t very fond with the management which is the event company i m working with all i can say is there s only one full time staff other details you can actually figure out and also why there s only one full time staff there are 5 interns including me 3 not getting paid 2 getting paid because they are foreign students so abusing interns i don t know how much they get paid but this is what pisses me off they get to come in whenever they wants go out whenever they like not appearing in the office whenever they wish to not only that they are like super damn free they come in play facebook play msn y msger and then go back not that i don t do that but not the whole day man so then i had sleepless night this week because of the stupid fucking idiot client from ncsm that wants to change this and change that and yada yada yada ok fine that s gder i know then it comes to this relay for life event be there at 8am till 10am not 2 hours ya 26 fucking hours so i had a big huge fight with my mum bout this and she said she want to sue the company and bla bla bla that leads to a personal problem it seems i need to talk to my supervisor then i thought of maybe like going at 1pm on saturday because i really need my rest it s been like sleepless night doing what that client wants but guess what happened on saturday morning at 7am had a call to go there now nah i wasn t being called to be there on time but instead i was called to design another signage oh my fucking god yesterday was so hectic i ll leave what happen on friday to myself because it s just too much to talk about it the printer was like already shouting that we must not do something like this this is too last minute the event is in like 6 hours and you need to print another signage there you go i get lectures for something i didn t do not once not twice but more than that so much for the 1pm on saturday thingy my time to rest i called sin nee to go with me cause i know i ll be like damn bored because you know why i shouldn t be there in the first place maybe yes to confirm all the designs the banners the buntings are in the correct place there job finished can i go now no stay there and daydream sin nee was there until around 5pm then i fetched her back because i feel sorry for her because she was like so lost supposedly to come with yit mey so at least one doesn t feel left off if i m like busy and she had to pay rm10 just for the event no bloody idiots told me about that not even the company so much for an event company that is managing this event right and from then onwards i realized the true meaning of good friends refer to my previous post skips a lot of unnecessary details about me being bored the whole day at around 4am all of us was worned out then the damn bloody kedekut boss asked us to go back for a shower and come back in 2 hours time hello you think i stay at where 2 minutes drive from here 20 fucking minutes okay and only if i speed then he went already left me and the full time staff sheena so we bitched and i suddenly recall where s one of the intern shima that gets paid i asked sheena she told me she didn t come for the event what the fuck an intern that gets paid doesn t need to do anything in the office and coming in and out whenever she likes versus an intern that doesn t get paid instead pay to get work do everything about on the designs of the whole event and coming in and out right on time i get pwned nicely come on this is so not fair right what the hell is this i straight away went home after finding out the truth these are the photos i took yesterday on my designs the stage with the big backdrop there s a second backdrop and surprisingly it was not used how convenient as that backdrop is one of the last few items to be confirmed the welcome banner in front of the stadium the saturday 7a m design i recieved a sms from the middle man which is the forwarded message from the client can whiz do this quickly lupa buat garden sign can help not so serious colourful if i were the person who recieve this i will definately decline because the printer already said no last minute work and he cannot make it on time if we were to print anything extra you lupa buat garden sign so what tgk muka i ada i kesah the notice board i was not happy with the final output this is what happen when you want to save cost you can see there are so many bulges overlapping stickers my god i feel so unappreciated for my own design you want to save cost also don t need to save until this extend can also print it on material like the photowall which is flawless from the left suresh elisa and benny this is the photowall one of the worst things to do among all designs you need to make sure that you measure all the logos in the same size and supposedly all logo must have the exact same number but the middle man between me and the fucking client said just leave it if need to have the exact numbers then we need mathematician my mathematics sucks ok look at the photowall half of it is abit grey ish right and guess what i was the one to be blame because my ai file may have abit grey on it fucker the file is in one ai file one artboard and white background how the fuck would it be my problem use common sense la boss it s so obvious the base of the photowall is grey or even black i was so bored and i actually call another person to come and teman me but that person didn t come so that also leads to what i finally realized is just a friend instead of a good friend refer to my previous post the only thing i was happy about the whole event is meeting my favourite singer jaclyn victor and out of 26 hours which is actually 22 hours i was happy for 10 minutes worth it nah i don t think so i can meet her anytime i want for goodness sake this ends my blabbers about the event and the company i e mailed ms clare for an appointment tomorrow as i need to talk to her about all these problems as i m facing financial problems personal problems such as my mum is not happy with all these and not forgetting about fairness posted by jay jay at 11 34 pm 1 comment the true definition of a best friend and a friend from gan jay han s dictionary of life friend someone who might misuse you as their slave when they need you but when you need them they are no where to be found even if you found them reasons will be given to be excused for not helping you some which are not even reasonable to be excused they are also the one that doesn t appreciate you when you help them that s just friend as a summary when they need you you re there for them but when you need them they are nowhere to be found best friend someone who cares for you who suffer with you who is happy when you are happy who is sad when you are sad who will cheer you up whenever you re down who help you through various obstacles that you can not go through someone who also remembers the deed you did for them and waiting for their chance to pay back that s a best friend as a summary when they need you they ll appreciate you the most and whenever you need them they are always there for you i ve just change my perspective of viewing a person a few people had been dropped off from my list of these two categories i m very sorry but this is what you get for treating me this way and i ll just treat you guys back the same it s karma what goes around comes around thanks posted by jay jay at 9 30 pm 1 comment sunday may 10 2009 selamat tinggal this song s lyric totally express what i want need about hope to say kata akhir selamat tinggal keputusanku bukan kejutan inilah yang terbaik buat diriku dan dirimu kini kau bebas pergi usah ditanya mengapa kau tahu jawapannya usahlah lagi kau berpura pura muakku dengan sikapmu yang tidak pernah jujur permainkan hati dan perasaan ku lepaskan kau pergi jangan cuba kau merayu tiada lagi peluang sudah terlewat usah ditanya mengapa kau tahu jawapannya usahlah lagi kau berpura pura muakku dengan sikapmu yang tidak pernah jujur permainkan hati dan perasaan biarku tanggung semuanya dari hidup merana ku doakan kau bahagia dengannya ku lepaskan kau pergi ku lepaskan kau pergi selamat tinggal edited i found this person s blog with the same lyrics on it i would like to quote each and every word that was written there it is soooooooo hard to let go of a friend whom you have decided to sayang with all your heart eventhough aku penah kata yg aku sayang semua sahabat aku walau apa jua perangai diorang tapi aku tak leh tahan yg ni it hurts so much i have to let all this go for my sake tak apa kalau dia tak pernah appreciate persahabatan kitorang aku tak tau dia ni faham ke tak maksud sahabat mungkin aku hanya seorang kawan biasa untuk dia so mana laa dia nak kisah perasaan aku kan posted by jay jay at 5 50 pm no comments sunday march 22 2009 digital imaging assignment fashion shot product shot glamour shot food beverages shot posted by jay jay at 12 23 pm 3 comments sunday march 1 2009 trying out i just tried out some portrait shot with my spotlight it doesn t seem to work i wonder why not enough lighting probably it s just because there s only one light source these photos had been photoshop ed to enhance the emo feel she s saying two boyfriends are better than one thinkin bout life why do i live life this way the next photo is not photoshop ed some things are just best to leave it that way what should i do all those photos above has this kind of lighting but those 3 that i photoshop ed the lighting is not really as nice as this one arghhhh how am i going to shoot the fashion shot and personality shot posted by jay jay at 11 45 pm no comments back and better yuuu huuu i m back guess this time i ll post more photos instead of babbling about my atrocious life where i go emo and stuff like that i ll keep them to myself like how some of you keep it to yourself some things are just better to keep them went ikea last few days and bought a table lamp with a spotlight light bulb i don t know what you called it but it s incandescent light bulb i want those fluorescent light bulbs white lights and guess what fluorescent light bulbs cost 20x more than the incandescent ones gosh rm100 say bye bye anyways i m quite happy with it i sort of picked up a mini studio it s so cool i never liked digital photography cause it s outdoor and i hate outdoor i fell in love with studio photography it s just so cool these are a few photos from my mini studio they are also part of my second digital imaging assignment bubble gums bubbly bubble gums sweets and candies sweety sweets candies bowl with fruit like candies a bowl partially full with candies cmei s lucky candy candies with an additional touch of cmei s lucky candy cane just found out that the candy cane has broke into 3 pieces i didn t know until i saw the picture what does this mean luck gone l oreal men expert hydra energetic detox cleansing foam focused on the product title hydra energetic my product for the product shot assignment full set of l oreal men expert hydra energetic facial care soon uncle flower a character from a japanese cartoon series 花老爷 this is with the incandescent lighting yellowish special thanks to cmei educating me on how to use flickr posted by jay jay at 1 50 pm 6 comments friday december 19 2008 departing again 我们又分开了 三个礼拜 不是很久也不是很短的时间 我会想念你们 我的好朋友 你自己知道你是谁 we depart again 3 weeks not a long nor a short period i ll miss all of you my best friends you know who you are 3 weeks what the hell can i do well nothing much sleep play dream sleep play dream and it goes on and on and on oh did i forget to mention eat p i m off to play my left 4 dead bwai luv ya all posted by jay jay at 5 23 pm 1 comment older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me jay jay loves design loves photography loves anyone loves loving lovely lovable love love and love view my complete profile shout to me view shoutbox shoutmix chat widget friends blogs plustwo it has been 2 years 12 years ago cmei da ib tedxweldquay 12 years ago 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