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e her phone for messaging in class they had had another talk about that and taimi had then agreed to leave her phone in her bag during school hours mila had a feeling that taimi did want to talk to her but maybe she was just scared mila tried her best to not be scary and to be accepting the kind of person taimi could confide in but they weren t quite ideally there yet even after all these years they were comfortable around each other sure they were friends family really and there was a deep trust and love between them but there was still a little part of both taimi and mila who feared that they didn t understand one another on some fundamental level mila hoped it would go away but she figured they d both have to grow before that so waiting it was waiting and trying not to scratch the paint on the walls off metaphorically of course well most of the time mila did her best to be there for taimi and to make everything better and safe it helped that things were relatively peaceful now that johnny was out of the picture mila kept watching his computer and had now started to try to crack some other agency files as well just in case she had a feeling that not all of the children in the project were as lucky as they were at the moment there were likely much more persistent and dangerous weirdos after them than johnny zest days passed mila tried to down her worries in ones and zeroes and code and taimi sat on her monkey bars a lot and stared at the moon but finally she came to mila and looked at her with a mix of worry fear embarrassment and guilt mila put away everything she was doing right away and looked back hi sapling she said what s wrong taimi choked down some hesitation tasted words with a frown on her face and finally breathed out a what s my name really she took a deep breath and added with almost watery eyes really really okay not what mila d been expecting but still understandable kind of at least she wasn t thinking about evil laboratories or at least she wasn t thinking about just them what do you mean she asked taimi fidgeted but then hesitantly sat down next to mila on their couch i mean they said i m mikishirie and then i was 38 then taimi and before all that i was i don t know something maybe other number and i don t like being a number but someone else called me something else and i kinda like it but i want to be taimi mila closed her eyes and reminded herself that taimi was still a kid a smart kid yeah but a kid and sure losing one s name and getting a new one was a pretty big deal she knew that firsthand she looked up with sudden realisation at least she hadn t needed to think about what to say for too long taimi she said have you ever heard me call myself something else in my mind taimi nodded slowly see something siiri yes she wrapped her arms around taimi my name is siiri kaarina löytökorpi i m from another country from the north and i had to change my name so that i could be a part of this project taimi was quiet almost eerily so she was barely breathing i still don t know which one i really am mila said but you know what i like being both do you like being taimi taimi nodded it feels like me and it s in your north language but i like mikishirie too because they were good people on the ship they named me and then they died yeah i m sorry but i don t know if it s me and i don t want to lose taimi mila nodded feeling taimi s liquid silk hair against her cheek a name is important i know it s what you call yourself but it s not who you are you are the things you do and the things you like and don t like and the things you think and dream and everything you understand taimi nodded again but i don t remember did i like paint and monkey bars before mila paused for a moment and then said i don t know but you know what we all grow and change what you like now is different than what you liked when you were two years old so it s fine it s fine not to remember everything most of us don t remember much about when we were really little and some things are better forgotten she added mentally taimi was quiet again for a long time then she said very quietly why do so many bad things happen i wish i could tell you but i told you you ll keep me safe taimi said i believe you mila smiled the world is so big and odd taimi whispered yeah it is they sat in silence for a while mila then dared to ask would you like to be mikishirie too because we can make you taimi mikishirie groves if you want taimi tensed then she said almost giddily can we sure i mean that name means nothing to any bad people it s safe and everyone would still call me taimi if you want yes i want that and i want mikishirie to be in there it s a deal then mila smiled taimi hugged mila tightly and then asked almost shyly can you sing in your secret language mila laughed my singing voice is terrible you know that no it s not mila laughed again well sure i can do you want to hear a song taimi nodded mila took a moment to get over her sudden stage fright and then picked a lullaby her foster parents had sung a lot nuku nuku nurmilintu väsy väsy västäräkki taimi listened quietly and settled better into mila s arms and some small piece of them understood how similar they were in many more respects than they had initially thought author s note the lullaby mila siiri sings is a very old finnish lullaby called nuku nuku sleep sleep you can hear the whole song accompanied by a traditional finnish kantele here https www youtube com watch v hfcixln9qrw and the lyrics and the translation is here https lyricstranslate com en sleep sleep little grassland bird lyrics html i hope you enjoy and have a lovely time previous chapter next chapter stardust sapling chapter 30 april 2 2018 april 22 2018 ripuancestor 4 comments when mila was again lifted into the sky by a spaceship she wondered when this kind of thing had become normal then again so many abnormal things had become normal and really isn t normal just a matter of perspective anyway in her home country it was normal to get naked and sit in a heated room with even casual acquaintances and occasionally swim in the snow it was mainstream to scoff at too much wheat in bread and playing heavy metal with cellos was well liked high art and here apparently it was normal to adopt awesome kids from the stars and be a part of an extraterrestrial rebellion okay so maybe that was normal for just a select few she kinda liked being a part of that select few she was welcomed into the ship by technicolour people who were passionate about equality kindness and the environment and about rebelling going against the big men who thought so many living things were just soulless shells to be used puppets statistics it was something mila knew humans did too and she had usually followed news stemming from those kinds of philosophies with jaded weariness mild concern and feelings of powerlessness so what if she tried to be decent when so many more powerful people were being assholes she always quickly dismissed those thoughts because damn it it mattered and damn it she didn t want to give up in the face of those bastards but now she could think that she was doing something good more and more directly something that would really go against the wrongs in the universe or at least a small fraction of them they told her about clones about their plans to take children from all sorts of facilities to safety mila knew some of that already but she listened with interest and horror the clone children had been saved from horrible horrible fates some were created for slave labour some for organ harvesting some for genetic experiments and some or all of the above and more hearing it always made her skin crawl and her fingers twitch because she wanted to throw things in a sudden burst of hatred another thing that made her want to throw things was hearing that of course there were many anti extra terrestrial movements on earth because of course humans would see a new different thing and immediately think wrong she hadn t even realised how big it all was oasis springs was a small enough town to be less organised about their speciesism sure mila had heard some comments about weird skinned people and some people used the word alien like a slur but it was all basic kind of intolerance that mila had learned to think of as an inevitable evil that would always rear its ugly head no matter how much you tried to fight it they also told her about taimi or mikishirie as she had been called before she had been a number and after she had been a nameless experiment they had figured out more about the lab she had been saved from from what they could tell the clone children had been genetically altered but it was difficult to say how it was probably for some kind of medical experiments as they had also found many samples of alien viruses mila shivered at the thought she wanted to be back so she could hold and shield her kid from everything they told her about those who tried to change people s minds those who spoke about kindness and souls they told her about fighters who did the dirty work they told her about the eco warriors who tried to save planets from ecological disasters good this planet was due to a rescue global warming had got so bad recently it all made mila somehow feel more at peace she wasn t nearly as alone as she had thought no one was and she knew she wanted to help more than she was helping now raising one rescued kid was a big thing and her priority but maybe she could do something else too surely there were codes she could crack speciesist assholes and evil scientists kept files too sure mila probably wouldn t be able to access any space files but she could maybe crack some here on earth and maybe she could also start talking about tolerance and changing minds being more open about how she felt about living things being equal that last part was so out of her comfort zone that it made her shudder usually she kept her opinions mostly to herself but maybe maybe she could finally try talking it was the best way to really make a difference maybe as long as someone listened when they were finally done talking mila was set back down the first thing she heard was taimi s excited shout of mila s back she saw her looking up glowing a playful pink from what mila could assume was playing with the other kids she looked so happy to see her again mila grinned the moment her feet touched the brick terrace hey sapling she said i m glad you re okay taimi smiled but her feelings struck mila s mind they were jumbled the happiness had wrapped around questions and uncertainty taimi quickly hid them away again made mila not feel them but she had already seen she wondered what was wrong but she figured she d talk about it once they weren t guests in the house of taimi s new friend how re things mila asked taimi explained enthusiastically about how she had played with the kids and how she had met octy s mum who was the great rebel warrior xirra xirra talked about lots of things and then i played with octy and they gave me food and it was real good which is nice because octy likes good food and seb is really cool did you see his hair it s like snakes and it went on and on partly out of real excitement partly probably to hide taimi s more negative feelings mila smiled and nodded finally letting the tiny worry in her mind go she knew these were good people probably sure she might be paranoid and overprotective but there were some times when goodness was just radiating from someone and it had to be real because no bad person would put so much effort into being genuinely good unless they were really good at faking good but that was rare mila figured besides taimi was happy and fed and okay and the only problem was that she was tired that made mila check the time oh darn she said we missed the last ferry back wonderful octy s eyes shone at the mention of that maybe he was happy that his new friend had to stay a while longer do you like to swim like really swim like hundreds of miles in shark infested waters or ok maybe not sharks there are jellyfish and lobsters and crabs that like to pinch toes pops are there sharks sure there are son remember those bull sharks we saw last winter i guess you ll have to stay until tomorrow s ferry then can t swim with the sharks not if you want to keep your toes wanna play chess then mila i promise that my knights will not bite mila laughed a little octy was one of those innocent endearing kids filled with optimism and positivity and enthusiasm and none of it crushed by the gritty reality then again considering the incredibly positive aura around his dad maybe he would keep all that into adulthood this seemed like the kind of place that was a shelter from all the bad things in the world sure from what mila had been told sebastion sevens s eldest was one of the bizoobi the clones who had been created just to be taken advantage of to be abused but even he seemed so positive it had to be because of some expert parenting just enough of the gritty bits all wrapped in enough cotton balls to keep them from cutting too deep or at least enough love and patient explaining to heal the cuts wow she was maybe a bit loopy she was thinking in weird metaphors sure she said i can play she wasn t good at chess she played board games sure but they were usually more co operative in nature put her in a pen and paper role playing game group and she d turn from a slightly snippy introvert into an over dramatic adventurer but chess not her thing well it wasn t about the game now was it it was about learning more about taimi s new friend octy seemed much more at ease at home which was saying a lot because he had been very at ease in the springs too mila had to admit that once she got past the endeared stage she was slightly unnerved by the constant positivity even after all these years she hadn t shaken the melancholic basic nature of the northern forests and she figured that suited her anyway someone needed to bring a bit of balance between the happy happy joy joys and the overly angsty ones though that someone should probably have better social skills wow she was really meandering i m glad you got home octy she said mostly to open a conversation you have a good family here right taimi seems to like you all at least all families are good right mila that s what family means the good people octy smiled right sure mila said slowly or then they re just people you re stuck with if you re unlucky good thing you re not she sighed don t mind me i m just being a downer that s what i am anyway i m glad you got back and that you like it here and that you re friends with taimi me too can you believe that one time i didn t know taimi and now it s like she s my sister we re that close we re the hero duo thing that sounds awesome just remember to tell us before you go do any too dangerous hero ing she watched octy kick her ass at chess and had to almost laugh at it all 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